Somethings will always remain a mystery.

I try and think of all the research I have done in terms of reading and I find why I write so much. It’s all a blur because there is so much taking it in I have done since my mom taught me to read by age 4. Trying to backtrack through it all is looking back through years of time spent reading what other people wrote.

These days when I want to research something I often find it more useful to find someone to talk to who has done the research. As a Telepath I am able to understand on the emotional conceptual level that does not need a lot of detail.  I often find I make jumps in understanding that are shared in the moment with people who have studied what I have not. It’s weird being able to make leaps forward in understanding and take concepts in new directions without having to study.

Here’s why that is not an arrogant statement.

I have studied so much in so many various directions that I find while I have not studied the same details, the concepts I have explored in other ways. When you take a moment to think about all language being metaphorical, translating from one metaphor to another is something I have learned to do naturally. When engaged with someone I will typically let go and allow them to guide my words at the subconscious level to ensure they understand what I’m talking about.

In a recent video session on Skype that looked like me being told I was answering the questions in their mind without them having to ask. Instead of actively seeking, I passively receive. I work at being noninvasive and limiting what I am aware of at the conscious level unless invited in. I had to work at creating those filters. I spent nearly 4 decades seeing it anyway and seeing all any would want to hide. I call it a living nightmare. I created the filters for my own sake as much as I did it to give people some sense of privacy in their own heads.

What scares me is the others who can do it who do not apply the integrity that is part of my definition of self by choice. I will be honest, the temptation always exists to peer further than invited just because I can. I’m human.

I daydream sometimes about a school that I teach at where I teach integrity as part of managing any natural born ability. Currently people are learning in groups on Facebook from people who feed off the idea of power that goes with owning one of these groups. There are other places that are more responsible however many are being manipulated in groups on Facebook.

People like me need something formalized that has a structure to it. Right now by not acknowledging us the world allows those without integrity to do more damage daily than anyone might want to admit to.

I use my natural born abilities to continue to research life, the Universe and most things. Not everyone that has my abilities has my integrity or my dedication to being a Shaman and serving the sum of all of us equally.

The power of disbelief makes it even easier for those with my abilities to go unnoticed in their manipulations of those around them. In studying, I never found much research that was real when it comes to people like me.

If anyone would like to fund that research please hit me up.

If anyone would like to fund that school, please hit  me up.

If you’re really bored and want someone interesting to talk to, hit me up and let’s see how the first 5 minutes go.