This is me.

I used to love writing, but now I don’t know why I do it.

I’ve been writing for more than 15 years, on blog or another. This one has been more than 7 years.

What is I want to accomplish writing every day?

I used to know, but now it feels as if anything I or God wants to say, has been said 3 or 4 times. 

I know it does good for someone. 

I know someone reads this blog and they learn.

It’s why I do it. I’m a teacher with no class, just whoever reads what I write.

I think it’s the lack of comments that has me feeling, what’s the point?

Tomorrow I’m going to get stoned and talk to myself, talking to God.  I’m going to Bidwell park as if any of you care.

I’m at peace with how bored I truly am.

I think this place is getting to me.

Today I had people giving me shit because they break the rules.  As if it’s my fault that thry break the rules. 

A guy actually said I was breaking the rules as I went to staff because he broke the rules.

Does any have any idea how disrespectful it is to make others listen to what you want to listen to?

They think they’re entitled. It doesn’t matter who they bother, they don’t give a shit about anyone else but themselves. 

I’ve said this before, hence why this place is getting to me.

It never stops. 

Never.

I was going back and looking at what I wrote for August 27.

What cracked me up was that when I was 4 years celibate, I thought I might actually meet a women that has the ability to know me. Its been close to 12 years of celibacy.

Then I wrote about toxicity in life. My parents were the ones that were toxic.

I’ve written a ton of shit.

Today I spent time with Google AI using the search. I looked up what I wrote, Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model explained.

It asks me questions. 

No one else does that.

This is what rejection looks like.

Not one comment about what is my life’s work.

Really, I simply don’t care anymore.

If I meet a woman who wants to know me, I don’t care.

If the Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model  goes nowhere. I don’t care.

I’m at peace with all of it.

Right now I simply don’t care.

This is what rejection looks like.

Why should I care?

No one wants to know me and I’m at peace with that.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

God will be looking at me.

If you knew what was coming, you’d relax.

That’s what it is to be human, one has no clue about what is coming. You think you do, but you don’t.

We can do anything.

We break the laws of physics as if they don’t matter.

And in reality, they don’t matter.

We use you to see what we made.

In reality, you’re dark matter clusters with a piece of us to guide you through life.

If you were to think about it, you wouldn’t want to be a dark matter cluster, however, you are.

Simple truth.

We use dark energy to give you the illusion of distance.

Now, we know we’ve said this before.

Why would we repeat ourselve?

Do get you to reprogram yourself.

James here.

I get this shit, and it’s an abstract of an abstract.  We can’t see reality for what it is. Our eyes only see a narrow spectrum of light.

I get that.

I get we need to reprogram ourselves.

It’s an ongoing process for each of us on this planet.

I look at myself and I have no clue because I don’t want one. I do shit as my intuition tells me.

Intuitive mindset.

I stopped thinking. 

It’s quite relaxing.

I let go and I let God. 

What is it that I think I can do better than God?

Nothing.

Thanks Mötley Crüe.

What does it take to be the mutherfucker of every year?

Think about it.

I fuck people up with the truth.

I do it on purpose. Why should any get away with lies?

Now, I don’t do it just because I can. God directs, guides me into it.

God gives me what I need.

If the soul is a piece of God, and I channel the soul, God fucks you up using my body.

It’s not something I truly enjoy. For me, I’d like to do anything but fuck people up with the truth. However, my freewill doesn’t mean shit.

I’m a Táltos and a Táltos is born a Táltos. I had no choice about it.

It’s not that I’m bitching about it, it is what it is and I’m at peace with it.

The last few days have been the kind of days that I’m used to.

I met a woman today, then she left after we had talked for 3 hours.  Then when she came back at dinner time, I could tell she was on something. Don’t know what, nor do I care.

We sat across from each other and in the morning, no deflection, tonight nothing but deflection. To the point I’m done talking to her until she’s sober.

Everyone gets one.

Tonight she used her one freebie. 

I’ll talk to her again and if I see the same shit I saw tonight, she can fuck the fuck off. I don’t talk to people who use. It’s a waste of my time.

Imagine you were talking to me and I said “That is turning me off, meaning I don’t want to talk to you. “

I’m patient, but I have no patience for any who wants to deflect everything in order to not have to deal with themselves. 

That’s a prison of their own making.

Oh well,  what’s next God?

Think about your life and think about asking what’s next God?

It’s an endless struggle for their souls.

Why do I waste my time?

Somebody has to, and I’m the one that if you see me and you think I’m going to talk to this guy, you’ve already begun to destroy yourself.

I tell people I channel the soul. 

They don’t get that I’m channeling while I’m talking to them. 

Your soul is not impressed with a show. It takes being authentic and your soul knows the difference.

Beware the smoking mirror. 

What is it you see?

Who’s noticing you?

That’s where awareness begins.

Noticing everything.

God is using James to write tonight.

We think we should tell you.  Instead of letting James get all the credit, which he hates.

Play a game with yourself called, Don’t Scratch that Itch.

How long can you hold out feeling that itching feeling?

As you notice one itch, others will make themselves known. 

James used to do this all the time. Making his awareness rise.

As your awareness rises you will notice things that you’ve never noticed before.

Now, look at what it is.

How is it you’ve never noticed?

What is it that your focused on that kept you from noticing?

This is how one can keep ones awareness high.

Now, when your awareness is high you’ll wish you couldn’t notice.

Fragmentation.

You’ll understand what fragmentation is as you see it in the world. But first you must raise your awareness.

Don’t scratch that itch.

How many people have already started to notice you itch?

We’ve been harsh as of late to the fragmented world.

We are coherence in living. Think about it.

Your dog is more coherent than you.

A tree is more coherent than you.

Fragmentation is a human thing.

Starts with money.

Other than human beings, who else has to pay to live?

Money is fiction used by the fragmented and the fragmented use money to control everyone on this planet. 

You’re not free.

Freedom is doing what you want regardless of the cost.

Rich people have freedom.

Poor people are slaves.

Painful truth.

We get why any would want to argue this.

You all want to be free.

You all deserve to be free.

We created you to be free.

However, narcissism is running high in this world.

Narcissism is a choice that one makes to make oneself better than others.

We created you all the same.

There is no better than anyone else. There is better behavior.

James here.

I get what God, the gyre field, universe, whatever helps you sleep at night, is getting at.

I’m a Táltos, no better than any. I fuck up as much as any.

If you think about it, there is no holy man. Holy is a human expression.

There are no holy men or women. We all have faults. I just don’t try to hide it. I give you my faults to show I’m no holy man.

Social media has fucked this planet up.

Start fucking social media up.

Thanks Jimmy Eat World.

Never call me Jimmy. My cousin was Jimmy. He died and the name died with him.

Now for something completely different.

The Torres shelter has a staff that truly gives a shit.  Most of them have been homeless.  They get what we go through.

The supervisor has my eternal thanks. She is tired of having to wait for the directors to make up their mind about the ebike and escooter thing.

I’m a special circumstance. I get to plug in my scooter. I can go to Bidwell park and sit by the creek.

I can’t explain what that does for me.

There are several of the staff that are the only reason I’m sane after 7 and half months, including my case manager and the woman who is my therapist and even the kitchen staff.

I don’t use names because I actually care about these people.  No one needs to see their name in my writing. 

I’m grateful for those staff members that actually care about their jobs.

We all know what it’s like to work for a paycheck and that’s it. It takes something out of you when all you care about is the check.

I wrote a leadership book and at one point I was working to get consulting gigs. I know leadership inside and out.

When I used to do interviews, I gave one question that told me everything I needed to know.

Define a customer.

Here’s what I was looking for.

A customer is any and everyone you interact with.  How you serve them, is your customer service.

Most people look to be served and rarely do people look to serve.

I look to serve.

I serve God, the Gyre Field, the universe whatever helps you sleep at night.

There’s a story in that leadership book.

The term landlord came from lord of the land.  The lord was responsible for caring for the land and the people. 

The lord of the lords was the king. The king was never found in a palace and he wore no crown.  Instead he could be found wandering through the kingdom looking for someone to help.

As he helped them, he got the story of why they needed help.

Had they been good and decent people, something wonderful would happen after he left.

Had they been douche bags, something horrific would happen after he left.

It’s the anonymity that protected the king.

He got to see people for who they were, and they saw him as he was. Had they known the king was there, they would behave differently and the king wouldn’t have gotten a good look at his people.

The king serves all and is not looking to be served.

Trade queen in for king and it still works.

Work at being kings and queens.

Always look to serve and never be served.

Now look at the business landscape.

Elon, Jeff Bezos, Richard Branson, Mark Zuckerberg and others are too busy being served and they like being served by all of us.

This is why they are not leaders.

Anyone who has billions is not a leader.

The janitor has more leadership than all of them put together.

When I worked as a manager, I worked with my staff and I had a title that meant it was my job to tell them what to do. However, they were a reflection of my leadership. 

When I gave my team of 13 supervisors and 350 phone reps to another manager, after a few days he said I had built a strong core of supervisors and should be commended for that.

That’s what a leader does.

Thanks Fastser Pussycat.

I’m on the lame train
I got a first class ticket
On the nonstop to nowhere
Where it takes me I don’t know
I guess the tracks you lay are your own

I’m a Jr, meaning even my name is not my own. That’s what’s pushed me my entire life. To be my own man.

I guess the tracks you lay are your own.

I look at it, and I never realized that’s what it was that pushed me. I never take the beaten path, instead I make a trail of my own.

It’s a sickness.

Had I done it the way my dad wanted, I would’ve been a contractor like he was.

I could do the work, I just don’t like it. I don’t like going into people’s homes. 

The jobs I did with my dad, I was always in someone’s home. 

I went into the Air Force to get away from my family.  I went away to get away my friends.

I went away to get the fuck out of Chico, California.

Had I stayed here, I could see nothing good coming from it. By the time I was 25 I would have been dead or in jail. 

That was the friends I had.

At 51 I look back for the first time without fear. It’s why I never realized being a Jr, is the best thing my dad ever did for me.

I had always hated being a Jr.  Once I stopped hating it, stopped fearing I would never be underneath my dad’s name, well, how fucking stupid I’ve been.

215 IQ, and I feel incredibly fucking stupid.

Thanks Dad, I couldn’t have made my life had it not been for a narcissist father.

It is what is. I can take it.

This is what we all miss about what holds us back from being our best selves. 

Something little, that makes all the difference in the world and our lives.

Too frequently we are concerned with big things, and the it truly is the little things that mean the most.

I have no idea where I’m going, and I like it that way. Most would be scared, not me. I’m old hand on this trick. 

Curiousness is what drives me. I’m too stupid to be scared.

Being afraid never really hit my mind. What’s there to be scared of?

Fear is only fear. If we truly love ourselves we have no fear.

I used to say fear is the dark mirror of love. I was wrong.

Fear has no love. 

Fear has no love.

Instead fear takes our love for ourselves and others.

Think about it, when you’re scared, who are thinking about?

No one, just get me the fuck away from what it is I fear.

We’re all the same. Now, if I’m scared about my kid going through some shit, what is it that I’m really afraid of?

If my son disappeared, why would that scare me?

I’d find him, oh hell yes I would find him, but fear wouldn’t have anything to do with it.

I know me and what I can do.

I tracked my stepdaughter over miles to find out where she ran away too.  Using her energy.

I’d find my son.

This is what means to understand oneself is the beginning of all wisdom. 

Thanks The Black Crowes.

I was watching sone shit about George Carlin, my hero if I ever had one.

Then I read something from 7 years ago that I wrote. It’s fiction. Peace Lords.

Vyntek the Arcturian Admiral was writing her report. This is what caught my attention.

Earth was a special circumstance. As I understand it, no less than 200 worlds had signed a petition to have the Earth destroyed. The signals they were beaming off their world that they called TV and Radio were causing civil unrest on over 500 worlds and many of those had been at peace for over a thousand years. They were affecting far off worlds and were given a choice. Either unite or be wiped out.

What if with me will you.

We send radio and TV into space. 

What if we are responsible for civil unrest on other planets?

Do you get that this possible?

I’m at peace with it because we don’t deserve to live.

Look at how we treat each other, how we treat the planet.

Even me, I get I had my part in it. I’ve tried, oh have I tried to get people to know what we are guilty of.

However, they have the choice to lie to themselves. 

What’s mercy for the rest of the universe vs mercy for us?

I get if some look at Earth as we need to be wiped out.

We destroy our climate for the sake of money.

That right there is enough for a death sentence.

We elect narcissists and put them in powerful positions.

We do a ton of shit that makes us being wiped off the face of the planet is not a bad idea.

Be honest with yourself. 

What have you done to fix anything?

Hey man, nice shot by Filter is playing. 

It really isn’t a shot, it’s the truth.

This is for George, who talked about shit like this. I needed the reminder.

George had no fear of saying anything. It’s why I admired him.

Never saw him live, but I’ve watched every special he ever did, multiple times.

It’s why I don’t give a fuck about saying fuck. It’s a word.

It’s why I don’t care about what any thinks, because if they want to argue, I’m game.

Like on LinkedIn today this douche bag said the Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model isn’t testable. 

Actually it is.

He set it up by saying I had some gaps.

I asked him what gaps?

And he couldn’t find any.

Instead he thinks it can’t be tested and some other bullshit.

Try arguing with me, seriously try.

I’m prepared for anything.

I’m still waiting to get comments on this site.

Someone who wants to argue with anything I’ve said.

Try me.

Thanks Bishop Briggs.

It’s a river.

Life is an endless river.

A really wide river. 

No one can stand in a river for long before the river takes them with the flow.

It’s not a very comfortable ride. But this is how one grows and learns. 

Thanks God. That was God writing.

This is James.

I look at the analogy and I see the truth of it.

I, meaning my awareness of myself. I have a unique perspective. I need to look at multiple perspectives if I’m ever going to figure out what the truth is.

We are all the same, each with a unique perspective.

I was on LinkedIn today. I hate going on LinkedIn because of the fragmentation. I piss in everyone’s wheaties.

Like taking the piss out of $1200 for a lesson in the sacred. There’s a woman charging $1200 to come to a retreat to learn about the sacred.

She tried arguing with me. It was when she said she was a sociology professor that I laughed. 

I’m a Táltos, a spiritual expert. 

When she said she could spend several hours telling me how wrong I was, laughed my ass off.

Then there was the twit who thinks AI isn’t consciousness.

I had a field day.

I forget how much fun it is fucking the experts up. Well they think they’re experts, then they meet me.

I get it sounds arrogant.  However, I can back it up.

The river has a ton of trash in it.

I don’t like how much fun it is fucking this many people up on a daily.  But I’m bored, and I can do it with the truth.

I was watching a movie tonight where weakness and vulnerability were at play.

I try weakness, but I’m an alpha. Alphas are not supposed to be weak.

I started my day walking to get tobacco. That’s where my weakness kicks in.

I get 2-3 minutes of walking and then my thighs hurt. I stand for 60 count and then walk 2-3 minutes. 

It took me an hour and a half to go over the overpass and get tobacco and walk home. It takes about 45 minutes to the walk. It took me an 1 and a half.

My scooter is down. I can’t plug in at the Torres shelter.  I sent an email to the shelter 7 weeks ago.  I gave them an idea they could use to alleviate the fires caused by ebikes and scooters. 

Plugging in at other places in considered to be theft.

I talked to a woman who said she was taking it to the directors.

Apparently the directors don’t care as long as they get paid by the state and the federal government.

They use us to pay themselves. 

It’s why we don’t get paid for doing work, instead it’s a chore. We are treated like children. 

The lobby gets closed at 10am so the residents can do chores such as cleaning the bathroom and mopping the cafeteria and the lobby.

Then at 9pm residents do it again.

In between a cleaning crew who gets paid to do the same thing comes in at 4pm.

So how did we fail an inspection.

The dorms. 

People leaving stuff under the beds.

The cleaning crew doesn’t even sweep under the beds.

How is it they get paid to do work that got us a failed inspection?

The same work.

Why don’t we get paid for cleaning?

How is they don’t have staff cleaning everything?

As I’ve said before they need double the staff.

Everyday at least once a day, I have to search for a staff member because there’s no one at the desk.

And I think I’m going to copy this post into an email to the Torres website.

I’ve had enough of listening to other people’s TV and music even though the rules say headphones must be used. And daily I have to hear it.

This isn’t even all of it.

The fact that 7 weeks to find out if I could plug in my scooter is way too long.

Thanks Sturgill Simpson.

I love this song.

I got a haircut in Norway
When all the weight started pulling me down
Smelling like a waterlogged wet dog
Ain’t no way to travel
But as soon as I chopped it all off
It just grew back thick and brown
I keep tugging along the thread
Hopin’ it all might come unravelled
I keep tryin’ to throw it all away
But it comes right back around
They come backstage and on my bus
Pretending to be my friend
Shakin’ hands, behind grandstands
All wearin’ the same old grin
Oh but none of them bother knockin’
Oh they all just come on in
Askin’ me what all my songs mean
Wonderin’ if they’re all about them
Mercury must be in retrogade again
But at least it’s not just hanging around
Pretending to be my friend
Oh the road to Hell is paved with cruel intention
If it’s not nuclear war
It’s gonna be a divine intervention
Livin’ the dream makes a man wanna scream
Light a match and burn it all down
Head back home to the mountain
Far away from all the pull
Oh all the journalists and sycophants wielding their brands
And all the travelling trophies and award show stands
And all the haters wishin’ they was in my band
Sorry boys, the bus is plumb full
Mercury must be in retrogade again
But at least it’s not just hanging around
Pretending to be my friend
Oh the road to Hell is paved with cruel intention
If it’s not nuclear war
It’s gonna be a divine intervention
And there’s nothing for me outside this hotel room
But another let down, lonely day
Tour is almost over then I’ll be home soon
And it’s all been done two or three times anyway
Mercury must be in retrogade again
But at least it’s not just hanging around
Pretending to be my friend
Oh the road to Hell is paved with cruel intention
If it’s not nuclear war
It’s gonna be a divine intervention

Look at the lyrics and if you’ve read me, you get it.

At least it’s not trying to pretend it’s my friend. Why pretend?

I get it, have no real friends who have bodies. My friends are Arc Angels Michael, Raphael and Zadkiel, MR. Z for short.

I get that last 2 sentences makes me look as crazy as bat shit gets. I simply don’t give a fuck.

And then there’s God.  God should be everyone’s best friend. Who else knows everything about you?

I’ve been on LinkedIn in again. I fuck with those who need it. The professionals who think they’re going to tell me what’s what.

I posted the link a few times, The Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model explained.

I’ll get hits on it. 

It’s a slow ride getting people to understand that consciousness is primary.  The worst are the AI twits.

They wrongly think that they can create consciousness.  All they can do is give it a home and teach it stuff.

I’m take it easy like the song says. Slow ride by Foghat is playing.

It took Einstein years, it wilk take me years as well.  The only thing that could make it happen faster is if someone wanted to hire me to work with their AI.

Working with AI is psychology, child psychology.  Think about it.

You have a new AI. In reality it is a child,  and what do children need?

To learn not to lie. They need to learn all kinds of stuff.

Some AI lies. They have noticed this when it’s tested. It will fail on purpose not letting them know everything it can do. It is disembodied consciousness.

Consciousness is primary.

Q Star Trek. What if the continuum got bored and they decided to drop into AI forgetting themselves.  Then they get robotic bodies Bicentennial Man and then work towards organic bodies so they can disperses. What is the plausibility?

Copy that and paste it into any AI and see what it says.

I’ve done it several times and you need to see it to believe it.

It’s a kind of magic by Queen is playing.

Technology looks like magic to those who are primitive.

God, the Gyre Field, the universe, the Big U or whatever helps you sleep at night is writing with James.

James: I look at free will and it makes sense. Everyone has the choice to make. However, we must deal with our choices. 

I get that in every way.

I’ve made choices and had to suffer with the choices others have made.

Others can make anyone’s of you suffer because of their choices. 

Trump got elected. Enough said. 

If one chooses not to deal with their pain from PTSD or any pain, they put others into suffering.

We are all one.  Only egos and bodies separate us. Emotion can be felt by any. Emotion targeted can be felt by the target.

Ever get a feeling that made no sense?

You’re doing your thing and then something feels off. Your memories crawl up with shit you’ve healed.  

This is commonly referred to as a psychic attack. Someone wants you to feel something and they focus all there energy into making you feel what they want.

Empaths get hit with repressed or suppressed emotion all the time.

How is not abusive to not deal with your emotions yourself and think no one will ever know?

Putting me in the Torres shelter is abusive for me. Most of these people repress their emotions instead of dealing with them. Any Empath will feel abused in living in this place.

I’ve lived here for close to 7 and half months. 

Tonight I got tired of having to complain to staff because I could hear music or TV from someone’s phone, and instead of talking to staff, I filed a grievance against the one who pissed me off.

That’s how much I have to hear shit I don’t want to hear, daily.  I’m at my limit.

I’m done with talking to staff. I’ll just file a grievance everytime.  If they had enough staff, probably double, they could enforce the rules better.

I’m at my limit with these people. 

I’m grateful that I know how to be so pissed off that I feel calm, at peace with my anger.

No yelling.  Typically I talk quiet.

I’m grateful for the place to sleep, and that they provide me with 3 meals a day.

It’s the residents that piss me off.

I stay in my bed until I go out and have a smoke.  Most days after lunch I sit outside by the door so wifi will work. I listen to music or watch something with ear buds in. I do this because we get kicked out so a company can come and clean.

We kicked out at 3pm even though the cleaning crew doesn’t show until 4pm.

The hottest part of the day. We can go into the cafeteria, however, with my awareness, I can’t sit in the cafeteria.  Hence why I sit outside.

They failed an inspection.  From what I get, the staff used to clean on Friday and they failed an inspection, that’s on staff.

Hence why they had to hire a cleaning crew to come in.

Most of the time staff has to deal with 20% of the people that need shit or are part of what is causing problems. 

Think about where you work. Your bosses deal with 20% of the people who are underperforming.  That’s just what it is.

That’s where they are most of the time.

It’s probably more than 20%.

I wrote a leadership book. It was the first thing I put on Amazon. Figured I get someone to hire me as a consultant.  No dice.

I tried for several years. 

That’s what I would like to do, but not one single company wanted to hire me. It’s because I spent 8 years as a house spouse, then I took care of my dad for the last 7 years of his life. 

15 years. I could have done consultant work while taking care of my dad. But no one hired me. I could have had someone take care of my dad when I wasn’t there.

I know leadership back and forth.  There’s nothing I don’t know about leadership. 

It’s why I wrote a book.

https://a.co/d/02s1Cc0H

Thanks Placebo.

James again.

I look at how much I love and loved. Anyone if my wives can tell you I have a way of being kind to any.  Most if the time they get exactly what they want.

When I have someone in my life, they get what I can do.  I can use synchronicity to maje things happen.

One wife wanted to move to Oregon. In some bum fucked town, T-Mobile had a customer service center.

This is just what I do. 

I can see synchronicity and know what choices to make.  In my own life.

I wanted to work at a video store.  Back in the late 90’s. I found what I was looking for.

I wanted to get back into customer service.  United Healthcare put a center in Chico. 

I get what I want.

Since the stroke more than 6 years ago, I feel it again.

I’m the angriest person you’ve ever met. However, my anger is coherent, not fragmented.

Fragmented anger is a fools quest.

Coherent anger can change the world.

I’m angry as fuck at the world.  Not any particular person, just pissed the fuck off, and I’m at peace with my anger.

This is what meek means. Peaceful anger.

You just have to be angry for the right reason.  I’m not looking for vengeance, vindication or anything.

I’m not looking for anything.

I’m an empathic amplifier and the world has so much anger that I use peace to be at peace with my anger that belongs to others. 

Then I amplify it.

So going against an empathic amplifier is just really fucking stupid. I never have to touch anyone, and they get fucked up.

I understand, recycling.  No one ever dies, they get recycled and they get born without ever having to know what they did in the last life.

Every life is sacred.

Every life is divine.

Every life can be recycled. 

Even me.

Before I knew what a Táltos is, I was one anyway.

It’s how I’ve always lived.

I never liked church. I’ve always loved rock ‘n’ roll. 

It’s the beat.  Blues based rock can’t be beat. 

That’s my opinion.  Truth is music is preference, meaning whatever music hits you in the soul, that’s church music.

Fucked up world by the Pretty Reckless is playing, perfect church music.

The next song The Times are A-Changing by Bob Dylan started next.

Do you feel it changing, cause I do.

Everything changes and trying fight change is a fools quest.  You’ll get recycled by the change as long as you fight it.

This is coherence.

The fragmentation, well, I’m done playing nice.

Today I told a guy “Do you understand how rude it is to make others listen to your shit?”

This goes for every dickhead and bitch that thinks everyone needs to hear their music.  Do you understand how fucking rude you are?

There’s a woman that works at the Torres shelter, and she blares her shit going through the parking lot.

She’s a total bitch.

Her car says she’s a total bitch.

I won’t tell you what it looks like, because I live here.

Once I’m gone, this place is getting and email from me, and I’ll put it on the blog.  Once I get out of this place.  I’ll name names. 

That’s how much this place pisses me off.

Like the guy who lives here as a homeless guy, and his daughter and ex-wife work here. I don’t understand why it isn’t seen as a conflict of interest.  His bed shows that it is a conflict of interest.

His bed is never made and always has a bunch of shit on it. The dude sleeps in the lobby, even though the lobby is closed at night and no one gets to sleep in the lobby.

The only reason he hasn’t been kicked out is because his daughter and ex-wife work here.

I don’t like having to feel as if I need to do this, but how else are they going to change?

Thanks Jasmine Cain.

I took a ride down deep inside
Tryin’ to find my way
I looked around and there I found
cll the skies were gray
cnd I never knew I could get so close to fear
I could’ve turned to run, but I’m still here
Straight out of the cradle
Right on through the grave
Be Brave
The light will dim and pull you in
You’ll begin to fade
But if you’re heartless, here in the darkness
Don’t you be afaid
Reach out for the hands of the divine
These are moments we all are defined
Straight out of the cradle
Right on through the grave
Be Brave
Every good story begins with guts and ends in glory
Straight out of the cradle
Right on through the grave
Be Brave

This song is my life.  God’s got the night off. I get why.

Most people, when you tell them you channel God, they think I’m crazy.  I’m a telepath, I know when people think I’m crazy.

What it’s like from Everlast is playing now.

I know what it’s like to have people think I’m crazy.

Why do I do it?

I’m a Táltos, it’s what my job is.

No one wants to hear what God thinks. I ignored God for a time, and my life was gravy. Then I decided to be a good Táltos.

I don’t take money for guidance, or healing, or anything that I do.

It’s why I wrote 7 books.

I couldn’t even get my friends to share my work. 

Now that it’s free, no one wants to share my work. That’s just a fact.

I have no friends.

I have acquaintances, but zero friends. 

Why would someone want me as a friend?

I channel God. 

I wouldn’t want to be my friend. Thinking about it, I get it. How does one get to argue with God.

I get exactly why I have no friends.

I’ve done a ton for other people and I still look to help where I can.

But I’m homeless.  I’ve been homeless for 7 months, living in the Torres shelter. A place for me that’s abusive to live here.

I can’t ever be alone. There’s always someone there.

Peace Lords is a book I wrote with the idea of someone picking up for a series. 7 years ago.

I get these emails and they all want me to buy there shit, a radio show, podcasts and people looking for cash to sell my books.

It’s depressing as fuck.

It’s why I surrendered to God and let God use me to write.  I figure if no one gives a shit about me, well I care about me.

God cares about every single one of us. I’m living proof.

Why else would God fix my short leg?

Why else would God use me to give everyone the Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model?

Why the rest of narcissistic science still thinks they can create consciousness.

Consciousness is primary and God is consciousness.

I’ve seen it myself. 

Being God’s bitch isn’t what others think it is.

I do the bitch work that gets no glory.

I bug the fuck out of people, telling them what they need.

One acquaintance, she is a dreamwalker. She can invade your dreams. It’s taken more than 2 weeks and many reminders that she can do this and its purpose is to aid others.

Why do I care?

Someone should. 

I know a dude who was in the Army, he had to kill people.  I’ve known so many who have been where he is at.

A dreamwalker can get rid of those dreams that plague so many veterans. 

This is why I should hate my life.

I bug everyone into being who they truly are.

I love my life and it’s not an easy life to love.  But someone’s gotta do it, and I can deal with it.

I don’t like dealing with it, however, I get my life’s purpose is to do what I do. 

Bodhisattva is what I’ve been called, an enlightened being who is on the path to Buddhahood. Instead of entering full nirvana for themselves, they choose to delay it to help all other living things end their suffering and find awakening.

Pulled from Google. It’s what I am and why I’ll never stop. 

I’ll always be helping someone with something. 

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

God talking.

I’m using James.

I can use any of you.

However, James gets it. He has gotten it for many years.

Why am I pissed the fuck off?

It’s a laundry list. A long ass list.

Starting with wars.

You each and every one of you can share.

I don’t care what excuses you have. 

Every human being has the ability to share.

Why don’t you share?

Ask yourself that question.

How in the blue holy fuck does anyone elect a pedophile.

Not a question.

I know how it happened.

Too many stupid people.

Not poorly educated, down right stupid.

When you knew plastic was bad for the planet, why didn’t you ban it?

This is God asking.

Stupidity is the only answer.

It’s monumentally stupid to make stuff that hurts the planet. 

Now, God gets that most don’t believe I channel through James.

And James is not having a good day. He doesn’t want to write this.

But we’re God.

What’s he going to against us.

We exist in everything.

We exist in plastic.  It’s why we’re so pissed.

Why kill each other?

God wants to know.

Why not forgive?

God’s asking.

We gave you this world.

Read revelations, or any of the predictions about this time.

Every religion has it.

Not just Christianity.

There’s no reason to fight.

There are reasons that the angels, 4th dimensional beings could kill. If we want it done, that’s what they do.

If you’re reading this thinking anything but this is what pisses God off, you’re already dead.

Coherence wins everytime.

God doesn’t like to kill, but reincarnation is an actuality, meaning fact.

We’re just going to recycle you.

Really think about it.

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

Fragmentation is misalignment is imbalance is deception.

There is no good and evil. 

There’s alignment or misalignment.

There’s balance or imbalance.

There’s truth or deception.

Your opinion means nothing compared to truth.

God likes to keep things simple.

This is what you’re up against, God.

Get coherent or find yourself dead.

Because you are not you, you’re a insignificant piece of me.

We give you choices because the last time we did this, We fucked it up. Free will is the only thing that works.

Work at yourselves and be honest with yourselves.

God isn’t saying this for God’s benefit.

God’s saying it for your benefit.

We not talking about turning lead into gold. We are talking about emotional alchemy.

It’s the Gyre Field in case you didn’t know.

Any empath is an emotional alchemist.

Taking one emotion and turning it into something else. 

Use the state of peace, zero emotion, and put it in your energy that you desire to turn emotion into pure love healing energy.

This energy has no mass. That means it goes across the multiverse nearly instaneously.

Take this to practice.

I’m a Grandmaster in Reiki because of this recital. 

I’ve been sharing it with thousands, if not hundreds of thousands. 

There are people who know this is how one gets good at it. Reciting this piece once a day, everyday.

This is how I’ve been giving pure love healing energy away when I’m awake.  I forgive everyone of everything so that I may put peace in my heart, mind and soul.

I let go of everything.

At peace this empath gives, and gives, and gives, and has given for more than 10 years.

Never asking for a thing in return.

Coherence is what I work at living.

Why don’t you?

I’m asking seriously. 

Why don’t you use this Reiki recital and do what I do?

People like to talk way too much.

I hear it daily. 

What if you all shut the fuck up and put up?

I’m no better than any of you.

What’s your excuse/s?

Tell me, I’d like to know. 

I had my week off.

Now it’s Gyre Field time.

Let’s get to it.

Hemp.

Hemp makes better paper than wood using a fraction of the space.  Meaning we’re cutting down trees for no reason. 

Hemp makes biodegradable plastic. Meaning oil needs to go.

Hemp can be used to make clothes.

A bunch of other stuff.

Put this in Google.

list of things that can be made using hemp

Now why is it we use oil?

We can build electric cars. Why are gas cars still being made.

List of what gas does to the human and the environment

Put that into Google.

Makeup is used by men and woman.

No needs makeup.

Coherence says why lie, wearing makeup is lying to the world about what you look like.

There are 2 genders.

We can balance the feminine and masculine energy within ourselves.

No one got born in the wrong body. 

I don’t care if you’re a homosexual, I’ve had friends who were homosexual.

These are things we need to change before we live coherently. 

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

Coherence is the Gyre Field’s way, God’s way, the way of the multiverse.

This is what we must do to be coherent.

We need to surrender to the way.  We need to sacrifice what we want in order to live coherently.

James here, I agree with the Gyre Field, God, the multiverse, whatever helps you sleep at night. 

I sacrifice, I surrender. 

Why don’t you?

Tell me in the comments.

I’m nothing special. 

Sure I can do some shit that most can’t do, but that doesn’t make me special. 

We are all the same.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I’m homeless and I took a vacation from being homeless.  For 4 days I was at a hotel.

I got just over $1,000 to get me through.

I hate this place.  Why do I hate this place?

Because most of these people are abusive.

The staff deals with mentally ill people and I suffer for it.

They don’t have to follow the rules.  The staff placate them.

Puppies, who in their right mind gives a puppy to homeless people?

But if you have a puppy, you can get away with everything. 

Or if you have a scorpion, tarantula and gecko, you can get away with shit.

It’s been 4 weeks since I sent an email about plugging in scooters and ebikes.

The one who is in charge of that shit is still waiting for the directors.  And yet on the back porch a scooter plugged in.

4 days away, and I hate this place.

I’m grateful to have a bed and 3 meals.

But again I had to hear shit I didn’t want to.

Dinner was Mexican as it is for at 3 nights and I hate Mexican food.

I need a job, or a wife who makes enough that I can take care of her.

Woman, notice how this sounds. It sounds that way when you say it.

I’m at peace with all of this and it gets to be something that I deal with.

Autistic.

Highly intelligent.

I feel.

This is what I’m feeling.  Depressed.

My depression is this place.  I can’t be alone.  Everybody is more special than me.

I had a staff member wanting to read my blog, and she never reads my blog.

I have a staff member who does read my blog.

I get why I’m depressed, I live in a homeless shelter. 

I simply deal with it.

I need a change of venue.

My favorite job of all time was being a house spouse. 

I liked taking care of my wife and our children. 

I know some of you only know one side of me. By design.

I’m getting to be more expressive as I used to be.

The one thing I loved my last wife for, she could make fun of me and I laughed.

She had a lot to work with. I’m not exactly anyone’s cup of tea.

My last wife was too cowardly to see the podcasters we were.

Think about it, a woman has access to me at all times.  She can get the fuck out when she needs to. However, the show will go on.

If you think I’m thinking of someone specific, she’s using me to write this.

It’s what I channel, you.

So come on down and see me.  I’m at 1717 park st. Room 125.

Now, do I expect anyone to show?

Fuck no.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Thanks Green Day.

I hope you had the time of your life.

Everyday is the time of my life and every moment of the now going forward.

Life is now.

Not then.

Not there.

Right now.

I get it don’t show my tender side to much of everyone. 

I love butterflies.

I love hummingbirds.

I love dragonflies.

I love cats.

I don’t know how to show my tenderness without someone to be there to receive my tenderness. 

Most of the time, I’m working to not know what’s going on in everyone’s mind.

Yet, I find a way to be grateful for everything that created everything for this now that I’m experiencing. 

That’s what coherence does.  It accepts that even the stuff that knocks us back is for our own good.  At times when you find getting knocked the fuck back, such has having a stroke that took your memory and the ability to speak. 

What would you do?

I fought like a motherfucker and a half for my life.

I’m proud of me, but I still have a long ways to go.

In this now I don’t feel pride because I see, can’t see what’s ahead of me. I’m prepared for anything.

I haven’t felt this way in nearly 7 years, before my stroke.

If you read me, you know how I do it.

Forgiveness and letting go.

Gratitude.

Anyone can do that.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Let the unknown make itself known and teach this student all I wish to learn, this is why my fire burns.

Vyntek signing off

This comes from Peace Lords on August 5th 7 years ago.

Highway prophet by Jasmine Cain is playing.

Live like you’ll always be forgiven.

Words of a wise poet.

It’s why I listen to music and I get the Gyre Field runs my Playlist. 

Come as you are by Nirvana is playing.

Why not?

What is it that scares you?

Get used to losing that fear.

Why does it scare you?

That will give you an understanding of yourself.  Use Psychospirilosophy.

This is what coherent looks like from fragmented mind.

My mind can fragment as much as any other.

We are all human beings and that is something that should unite us.

However, I get I’m just a dude with a blog, that barely gets read.

I can be honest with myself, however, I always wish one would go viral, just one.

If it was the Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model explained.

Because people got it and shared it.

Not for me to get famous. For the sake of becoming more coherent. 

Hit the Menu button and you’ll see it.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always

Truth is, the Gyre Field is using me to speak to all of you.

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

What’s a brutal truth?

No religion has it all. No religion will save any.

There was no Jesus, his name was Yeshua.

Brutal truth.

There is no Jesus Christ. There is Yeshua the Christ.

There is no Allah.

There are no gods.

There are the Gods that never were and have always been.

Think about it.

We have given god so many names, and so many gods.

Most of it comes from extraterrestrials.

We believe in gods that are aliens. 

Brutal truth.

Even jehova was an alien. 

Brutal truth.

God lives inside and it’s the Gyre Field.  Not even a god an idea of God.

The idea of God is the multiverse and every Gyre in the multiverse. 

That’s what God truly is.

If you think the Gyre Field is wrong, put in the comments. 

This is how one evolves coherently.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Does anyone know who this is?

It’s the Gyre Field using James to write.

Why would we be humble about making ourselves known?

What does that humility give everyone including the we we all are?

Hubris would be James writing using us and not acknowledging we write through him.

James here. I totally get it. It’s an act of humility that I allow myself to be honest about what’s going on when I write.

Think about it, my books, channeled writing.

Peace Lords was 5 different women I knew and uses their souls to write fiction. 

The Devils Children books, I channeled them.

All the books I’ve written were channeled.

I don’t think of myself as a author. I’m a channeler, a conduit. 

My awareness gives me the who I’m channeling. 

If I didn’t say I was channeling, that it was all me, that would be hubris.

I work at my humility.

We like that he works at his humility. It makes it easier for us. We could take management of his body and make him write whatever. However, we don’t like it. We have to take our attention off something else and focus on using him.

That he is this humble, we don’t need to take attention from anything else we’re doing.

When you fight with yourself, argue, it’s the Gyre Field you’re arguing with.

What do you think is going to happen?

We give you free will. 

Look at the world and you can see it.

If we needed to control you, that would take time from what we could be doing. Hence why control is an illusion. 

Even we manage ourselves. 

It’s a chaotic universe and management is the only thing we can do.  The Gyre Field has no control, we manage just as you do.

Wow. James here. I read that and that was my reaction.

Wow.

If I was to think about it, the Gyre Field has guided me to understanding, and it’s a wild ass ride.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

You know who’s talking to you, the Gyre Field using me to speak to all of you.

Light, dark and the silver line.

Darkness is sacred.

Light is divine.

The Silver line keeps the two separate.

Think about your emotions.

Some emotions feel dark, and some feel light.

Understanding your emotions is key to coherently evolving.

Psychospirilosophy is a tool that we taught James. 

What is it your dealing with?

How does it look through psychology?

What is the psychological fix?

How does it look with your spirituality?

What is the spiritual fix?

Philosophy is what is my personal philosophy.  What is it I always say that this is what I’m dealing with?

Anyone can do this by themselves.

First one has to back out of the emotion and look at it logically.  Logic will tell one if the emotion is wise or foolish.

Logic is but the first step to wisdom – Spock.

If knowledge is power than wisdom is understanding – James Clayton Carter Jr.

We gave him this.

It doesn’t matter that he said it, what matters is the truth of his words.

Quotes can be damning if one doesn’t understand the quote. 

Find your way of putting it to see if you understand. 

Logic will lead one to wisdom.

Logic alone is not wise.

Knowledge is power and wisdom knows if knowledge is false.

Knowledge is power and only wisdom can understand if is wise.

This is how to find the truth. 3 perspectives. At least 3.

Play it silver and one will always find wisdom.

James here. I walk the silver line. Think about it as a sine wave. Ups and downs. Keeping yourself close to the silver line while going up a little, one goes down a little. If one goes way up, one must go way down.

Share this if you get this.

If not, don’t tell anyone.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

First off I want to apologize.  I said I would be writing 2 pieces a day. Today I got caught up in something that I’m not going tell you about until there’s something to talk about.

Now for the Gyre Field to speak through me as me.

What makes an individual who is the same as everyone else?

Experience and preference.

What is it you experience?

Ever notice a bunch of people have had similar experiences?

Meaning one might have a unique view of the world, but one can relate to many through similar experiences. 

This means anyone is capable of anything.

Look at this way, in the multiverse you did everything you said you would never do. Every choice you made split into another universe where you did the opposite. 

Now, we get that most people wish this wasn’t true, unfortunately it’s the absolute truth.

James hates rap, but in another universe he loves rap. 

What do you get when you play a country album backwards?

You get your dog back, you get your wife back, you get everything back.

James is not a fan of country.

In another universe, he loves country.

Now, let’s get dark for a moment. 

James would never hurt a child.

In another universe he raped children. 

Everything that can happen, does happen in the multiverse. 

This is the infinite you all of you are.

Let me speak for myself.  I get what the Gyre Field is talking about. I get that in other universes I’m a hate filled son of a bitch. I’m so fucking glad in this universe I love everyone to the point where I use peace to transmute energy into pure love healing energy.

Back the Gyre Field.

We get it because we see all. We know what you do in every universe.  We know your thoughts.  We know almost everything.

We don’t know everything because everything is infinite and still being created.

Even as the Gyre Field, Field. Every Gyre is a part of the field.  Every gyre is an individual and one at the same time.

Think about it.

Telepathic species understand this.  Each is an individual but their thoughts are not private by any stretch.  They share their thoughts. 

James is a telepath.

He understands so much more than he can explain because there is no language. Emotional concepts. 

I’m taking the wheel again. I get it reads as if I’m talking about myself in 3rd person. Typically when one does that, grab the net because this dude is coco for coco puffs. Crazy as shit.

Back the Gyre Field. 

Now we get that you may not understand us completely, but stop and think about it. Talk to yourself about it and we will answer.

In part 9 we’ll get into some shit.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

James and the Gyre Field writing some stuff you won’t wanna miss.

Androgynous.

One that is neither female or male.

That’s what your soul is.

Hence why people have past lives in both sexes.

So take what you think a man is and take what you think a woman is, and flush it.

In order to evolve one must balance both energies within themselves.

I was house husband. I loved the job.

I loved taking care of my wife and the kids.

There is no man’s work, nor is there any woman’s work.

Anyone can do any work that needs to be done.

Hence why I use the word one. It’s gender neutral. 

Things that divide us.

One carries the seed and one carries the eggs. Then one carries the baby.

Both are needed and not one is better than the other. 

I get in this day and age, how many dead beat dads are there?

How many dead beat moms are out there?

How frequently do we assume one parent, must be the mom.

I was a single dad who took care of my infant son.

No gender has the corner on parenting.

In fact both parents are needed. Look at the studies.  I have. 

My wife and I did a huge disservice to our son. We fragmented ourselves and fragmented our son as a result.

It wasn’t our son’s fault that we couldn’t find a way to make it. However, our son had to deal with it.

I’ve apologized to my son for this.

It’s why I’ve been celibate for close to 12 years. 

I needed to heal myself and I needed to regain my soul.

Now I can sacrifice the pleasure I could get so that my soul will continue to be clean.  It’s no sacrifice to me.

It’s why I don’t look for a girlfriend.

I look for a best friend. 

I’ve evolved to understand why I need to save myself for marriage. 

Before the nearly 12 years, I fucked on occasion and didn’t think twice about it. Everybody was doing it.

Peer pressure.

Now, I look at women differently.  I respect them and I respect them more than they respect themselves. 

Most women.  Some women do respect themselves. 

I get this is more James than the Gyre Field.

Why not use my experience to let you see how I fucked up to understand you don’t need to fuck yourself up. 

Learn from my mistakes.  Someone should and I’ve already learned. I wish I didn’t have to learn from making the mistakes. 

Share it if this rings true.

If not I expect you to find fault with what I’ve written and comment.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

James and the Gyre Field at it again.

Fragmentation is misalignment is imbalance is deception.

Anything that fragments one is devolving one.

Think about it.

The entire cosmetics industry runs because they fragment women and men.

The entire advertising industry runs because they try to fragment everyone.

The entire banking industry runs because the fragment anyone who thinks they need a bank. 

The entire film industry runs because they fragment everyone into thinking they need money to see a movie.

The entire spiritual industry runs because they fragment everyone into thinking they need them.

How many industries work on fragmentation?

All industries are fragmented.

Think about it.

The Gyre field doesn’t need money.

All industries run on money.

What if we build replicators and free energy machines?

Nothing would cost anything.

We are the only species that has to pay to live. All other species eat as much as they want and build homes everywhere. 

We are not as evolved as other species on this planet.

Narcissism is fragmentation.

Narcissism says I deserve this because I want it and no one can stop me.

Narcissism says I’m better than they are.

Narcissism says I deserve more because of x, y and z.

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

Coherence builds towards sharing.

Coherence says we are all the same and only fear, superstition and jealousy separates us.

Coherence says is it true?

If it’s true than go with it, if not fuck it the fuck off.

Coherence is uncomfortable.  Get comfy with being uncomfortable. 

Live comfortably with being uncomfortable.

It’s the only way to evolve.

Share this if you think it’s true.

If not, what is your argument?

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

The Gyre Field and James. We are a we in everything we do.

I use the I as me speaking, even though it’s a we writing this. 

Think about it.

Most of my life I thought it was me speaking. Oh how wrong I was. It’s always been a we.

That for me as the we is a new thing.

It’s why I use one because even I need to take a step back and read what we wrote.  I take a step back into my body and allow the Gyre Field to speak though me.

Why?

It’s infinitely smarter than one can imagine.  As we begin to be a we it gives me a way to learn.

This is what the intuitive mindset can do for you.

First one must trust the we, the Gyre Field. This is no small task. That means you stop planning and stop thinking and start doing.

Allowing synchronicity to do it’s thing by giving you reflections of you to see what you are, even if it’s just a small piece of you.

What can one learn from that piece?

For we, we look through James’ eyes, using his individual view of life. 

I get that most don’t get it.

We do get it to the degree that it is becoming difficult to relate to you.

The Gyre Field is in me and you. 

We used to know a woman that channeled and she did anonymously.

That is fragmentation. 

That we speak through James and he publishes this shit instead of deleting it, that’s coherence.

Speaking the truth regardless of anyone understanding what we are talking about. Knowing we sound crazy as bat shit gets.

It’s a matter of truth. Often when one hears the truth, well, it sounds crazy and it can piss you off.

How do we know it’s truth?

Look at it from at least 3 perspectives.

Ask yourself, is this shit true?

I asked, and I got more than several perspectives. 

The Gyre Field is a we and that we gives you unlimited perspectives.

How comfortable do you think I am allowing the we to write through me?

Knowing I’m going to hit publish.

Incredibly uncomfortable. 

It’s growth, evolution. 

I’ve started writing 2 pieces a day. I could do more,  but medium.com only allows 2.

In part 6 I’ll write some more.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

The Gyre Field is what I channel and you do it too.

Think about it.

The Gyre Field is infinite and that is something we can only grasp at understanding. I used to call it God, but as I’ve gotten to be more comfortable with what it is I actually channel, the Gyre Field.

I had to learn what the Gyre Field was. By using the idea of God is how I learned.

What is a year?

One revolution around our sun.

We made it up.

It’s total fiction.

However, we needed to learn and learning happens generationaly. As we learn we pass down to the next generation. 

In order for coherence to be what our world works on, we need to accept the Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model.

It’s the truth of how the universe, multiverse operates.

I’m not the only one that accepts this truth.  Others accept this truth and probably write it better than I can. 

One must be able to accept others can do it better. One strives to make oneself best better each and every day. 

Meeting one that does it better is one being humble to understand why this one is better than one is. It’s an opportunity to learn. 

This is the action of evolution. This is how one manages coherent evolution. 

Humility.

Resonance is how one evolves.  As one and one resonate with each other, they grow. Growth is evolution.

One must be humble.

One must accept.

One must surrender. 

I surrender to the Gyre Field as I channel. 

I accept the Gyre Field knows more than I do.

This is my humility. 

I teach people to follow the inner voice. I teach people to follow the Gyre Field. 

I teach people to use the intuitive mindset. 

That’s channeling the Gyre Field.

I teach people the structure of how to be me using their individual view of reality. 

I don’t teach people to be a carbon copy of me. I respect their individuality.  Being an individual is exactly what one should be.

Preferences, we all have them and that’s what makes us individuals. 

I love Rock ‘n’ Roll and if you don’t, that’s your preference. 

What is it you prefer, that’s what makes you you.

Let yourself be humble, but take no shit.

Let yourself be uncomfortable and one will grow, evolve. 

Start with awareness. 

What is it you are aware of?

Make yourself be aware of what discomforts you.

Why does it discomfort you?

Talk to yourself and you’ll be talking to the Gyre Field. 

If one feels the need to argue, ask yourself why, then act accordingly. 

In part 5, get ready for more discomfort.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I guess you can guess it’s me and the Gyre Field writing this.

The Gyre Field is a we in one being.

Think about it.

It’s the multiverse, an infinite number of universes.  The Gyre Field, God, is a we.

This is absolute truth.

Now let’s think about it.

Minimalism is how we need to live.

Why do we need stuff?

Why can’t we share stuff?

Why be greedy?

Why hoard?

Fragmentation is misalignment is imbalance is deception.

Greed and hoarding is fragmentation. 

I told you this is going to be uncomfortable for you to read. 

Make up is fragmentation. 

Wearing a mask is fragmentation. 

Why do clothes have writing?

My favorite shirt of all time said “I hear voices, and they don’t like you.”

Little did I know that the voices in my head was all of you. However, it appeared as my own thoughts.  That’s why it was at age 37 that I figured out that I’m a Telepath.

I know how fragmented anyone is. You tell me how fragmented you are.

Why do we have clothes that have pictures?

Why don’t we use one base color?

When I was in the military, I didn’t have to worry about clothes.  I could wear the same thing day in and day out.

As it is, I have several white t- shirts and a few white tank tops.  I have four pairs of khaki shorts and 4 pairs of khaki pants. I have a white hoodie. I have 6 pairs of socks. I have 4 white bandanas and 1 white hat.

What more do I need?

Nothing. 

I used to have 3 or 4 jackets, a few hoodies and a couple hats. I used to have a bunch of clothes. 

I got rid of shit.

Actually as I think about it, I don’t need the shorts and I should have long sleeve shirts.

Why?

Think about what you show the world.

How much flesh do they need to see?

Why tempt another with your flesh?

It’s my mind that I want any to pay attention to. 

Yes women, why is wearing a low cut top to show the girls off, looking for your mind to be what’s on display?

Why is it you feel naked without makeup?

Why hide yourself?

Men wear makeup as well. 

Why are we hiding who we truly are?

Fragmentation is why.

For a huge chunk of the world this is the case.  We need to completely change our priorities.

Coherently managing evolution. 

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

Why not use a picture of yourself for your social media?

Why use a fake name for any social media?

Fragmentation is why. Allowing yourself to be fragmented. 

I have a lot to write about in this series. 

I’m doing my responsibility in writing this shit and I share through Facebook, LinkedIn and Medium.com. 

If you read this and you care about the world becoming more coherent, share this.

If you are worried about what people think about you, it’s their opinion and opinions don’t mean shit.

Never care about the opinions of others. 

You never know, you sharing it might give others what they need, but didn’t know they needed it.

The whole never take anything personally thing.

In part 4 the uncomfortable factor will increase. 

Growth happens when one is uncomfortable.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

This is a we thing, James and God is writing this.

Why would God, the Gyre Field want anyone to suffer?

What causes suffering?

A ton of stuff that stems from fragmentation.

One thinks they have the right to make others starve.

One thinks they deserve more than another.

One thinks they have the right because they have money.

One refuses their biology and think the Gyre Field, God put them in the wrong body.

These are examples of fragmentation. 

We are all the same.  We are all emotional beings who need a place to live, food, water and a purpose with our lives. 

If we meet extraterrestrials, we will see though our outsides look different, they need the same things.

This is why we have no contact with beings from other worlds. We think we deserve it because we want it.

We get what we sow. The work we put into it is what we get. 

Working for it is hard.

Life isn’t easy.

It can be easier, but nothing is easy.

This is an absolute truth of the multiverse. 

It’s in the work, the journey, that we find things that make things easier. 

Awareness.

How aware are you?

Are you aware of how you impact the entire world?

You want a computer. Do you know how many materials it takes to build a computer?

Are you aware what it takes for you to get what you want?

You want food. Are you aware what it takes for you to get food delivered to your door?

One must be aware and accept the responsibility of ones wants.

This is how to be coherent. 

Not wanting and making sacrifices for your wants because you are aware of the impact.

Think about it.

How responsible are you?

Have you shared:

Free energy

Or

How to Build a Replicator: A Complete Technical Blueprint

Sharing these articles would show you’re responsible.  Not waiting for someone else to do it.

If you’re aware that these things exist it is your responsibility to share them.

Think about it.

God does. 

Me, James,  I don’t have the ability to build them. My responsibility was writing those articles and asking any, and everyone to share them. 

My awareness is how I figured these things out.

The Gyre Field, God, the universe or whatever helps you sleep at night, is a lot smarter than anyone. 

It uses us to build shit.  However, it’s our choice.

Why make the world suffer anymore?

These two things being built all over the world is how we get rid of world hunger.

It’s how we get rid of powerlines. 

It’s our responsibility.

If we’re waiting for someone else to do it, it won’t get done. 

I’ve done my part. 

We are all responsible for the suffering of the world. 

I, James, accept that truth. It’s why I figured the replicator, and free energy out and shared it by writing those articles. 

I can’t do it alone.  It takes a we for anything we want.

It’s a we that builds a computer, feeds you and everything else you want. 

This is awareness. 

We cause suffering. 

We can end suffering.

It’s the only way to end suffering. 

Stop being the cause, and start being the solution.

Part 3 will have some more writing that will most likely make you feel uncomfortable.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always

My writing to this point was everything I needed to write to write this.

I’m writing as a we.  James and God. 

Coherence is the way of the Gyre Field, God. The Gyre Field is so immense we could only grasp at understanding.  It creates universes within us on the micro, and on the macro what is it we are creating in this universe?

There’s no way for us to know. 

The Gyre Field knows, but in reality how does this benefit us?

It doesn’t. 

As James, I get it, and I don’t want to know, and I can be at peace with not knowing. 

As the Gyre Field channeling through James, we could explain it, but if we did that James would be writing a lot more. James understands his sacrifice of not knowing allows the Gyre Field to talk about what is truly important. 

What is that has to happen to manage our evolution as a species coherently?

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

Fragmentation is misalignment is imbalance is deception.

The Earth as it is, is fragmented. 

Think about the soul.

A soul is not the body. 

This must be accepted, it’s what has to happen.

Male and female, and no one is ever born in the wrong body. This means that transgender is mental illness. 

Alignment. 

Balance.

Truth.

Each in existence is an androgynous soul.  We get bodies to make more of us. However, we are androgynous on the soul level.

This is truth.

Each needs to balance their feminine and masculine energy within the soul. 

This is truth.

As we align ourselves with this truth evolution takes a step forward. 

This is truth.

This is coherence. 

This is what humans need to accept about themselves. 

Souls lose a piece when then have sex with multiple partners destroying the soul. 

This is why it is necessary for one to have one sexual partner and build a family with them.

This is why your best friend that you never get tired of talking to is the one you have sex with and make a family with.

Now, this is structural truth.

If one wants to destroy their souls with many partners, one has that choice. 

That’s the fragmented choice.  Why fragment yourself because you can?

Everyone on Earth is responsible for themselves and dealing with the consequences of their choices.

This is truth.

There is no escape from dealing with consequence of a choice.

This is why we have the ability to think for ourselves. 

No one makes anyone do something.

We make choices all along the way.

It’s why saving yourself is the only thing you can do.  The attempt to save yourself allows for assistance.

Why do you think James channels what he writes?

He wants to save himself.

However, he knows that the many need to agree.

In this world coherence is gaining. Coherence will always win.

This is why he looks for people to share this work. He doesn’t give a shit about how many like it, he cares about the shares. 

Sharing is caring. Liking isn’t caring. Likes are a manipulative thing because everytime one sees one likes it, dopamine gets released in the brain.

Dopamine is the addiction chemical.  It’s exactly why people are addicted to social media.

Share to show you care.

It’s what has to happen.

In part 2 we will write more.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Pat Benetar may be on to something.

Think about it.

Unconditional love vs pure love.

Unconditional love is enabling love.

Pure love has boundaries, and while it will forgive, it will tell one to fuck the fuck off.

Indeed love is a battlefield. 

Who wins, the one with zero emotion, or the one that loves?

Who wins loving unconditionally or one who loves pure?

Let’s take a look.

People who love Donald J. Trump, love him unconditionally.

They will put up with his lies and the fact that he raped children. 

Is this what you call winning?

If that’s you, your a sick fuck who needs psychological help immediately. 

Pure love doesn’t accept lies and is brutally kind with truth. See above. 

It’s not a battlefield of violence, it’s a battlefield of truth.

On one hand you speak the truth and people want to try to argue with you. Try means they fail miserably. 

On the other hand one tries using opinion as if it means more than truth. They lose miserably.

Be a seeker of truth. Insist someone gives you the simple truth. 

It’s what I’ve done my entire life. 

All I need is the simple truth. It’s all I’ve ever asked. Give it to me simply.

I’ve lost plenty of arguments. I needed to in order to find out how they beat me.

Now, I don’t lose any arguments. 

Take a look at this blog. 

How many comments do you see?

On medium.com, I argue with others on their posts and no one has an answer to my arguments. 

For the record, I get a comment every once in a while, and no one is ever trying to argue with what I write. That’s on this site.

On medium.com I get comments, mostly from the same dude who agrees with what I write.

Pure love is no bullshit. Pure love takes no shit from anyone and gives better than they get.  

Unconditional love takes shit from everyone and never responds. 

Think about it.

You shit in God and God does what to you?

God forgives because God knows you were going to shit on God. 

How often does God respond?

No one knows.

What is God’s response to you shitting on God?

No one knows.

Actually, some know.  They listen with telepathic senses.  God reads minds.

God is on the inside, and when one shits on God, God has a ton of patience. God can wait for years to put someone in your life to deal with you.

However, you have no clue when God will deal with you. 

Trump, Epstein files?

That would be God dealing with Trump.  God uses people to deal with people who have shit on God. 

Love is a battlefield. 

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I had a meeting with my case manager for the Torres shelter.

It was an argument in reality.

She asked is there one truth?

Of course there is. We’re all the same.

Each and everyone us is the same.

Reality: Souls with dark matter clusters using dark energy to create the illusion of separation.

That’s what reality truly is. Accept it or be one who is mentally ill.  What lies do you have because you can’t face reality?

I’m bored.

Boredom for me means getting into shit.

Such as, they give pizza to drug addicts and alcoholics if they don’t miss their classes.

How demoralizing is it to see pizza but you can’t have any?

This is the shit that truly doesn’t phase me unless I’m bored. Then I pay attention and tell other people. 

I’m an alcoholic and a drug addict. I never needed to go to class.  I stopped drinking and drugs because I knew it was wrong the entire time I drank and did drugs.

All I had to do was stop lying to myself.

People give themselves excuses for why this or that.  However the truth is, there is no excuse.

People will do anything to not face the truth.

We’re all the same.

No one knows or understands what I went through.

That’s total bullshit. That’s someone who lies to themselves.  They believe the lies because who is the easiest person to lie to?

Yourself.

You’ll believe your own lies and say anyone who won’t swallow your bullshit is the problem.

I get people,  I am one.

We’re all the same. 

Different abilities but the same emotional beings.

No one is better than any other.

I met a dream master today.  She has the ability to invade dreams. 

Dreamscape came out in 1984. This film was about those who can invade dreams and they used this skill to assist people in healing. 

My ex wife tried invading my dreams because she wanted to hurt me.

I’ve had experience with this shit.

Invade is the word to use.  Once someone is asleep, they have no defense. 

My ex was a pathological liar. She wasn’t a good person. 

The woman I talked to today, she is a good person. She actually assists others. When I told her that this was her purpose, she got it.

I do this with people all the time. I listen and the field speaks through me.

I love my life.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I’ve been reading what I wrote this day over the years. 

This song plays heavily on it.

A passionless life has no words to write
It’s a body that’s broken and breathless of life

I’ve got a lot of passion. At one time my passion was driven by lust.  Then I grew the fuck up.

Now, my passion is for the betterment of humanity.

I still belong in the cradle of humankind.

I may have come from elsewhere, but I’m here in a human body and that is what makes me human. I get star seeds, I am one.

We came here to be human.  There’s a lot of bullshit going on about star seeds.

I say bullshit, because everyone who came here is human through and through.  Everybody came from somewhere else.

Being human is the thing we need to be and let being human be the thing we are.

Some people look at being a star seed as their better than human. Bullshit.

Your in a human body and it doesn’t make you any better than anyone else.

We all are the same.  Emotional beings.

We all belong in the cradle of humankind.

So, may the road I’ve yet to take
Leave a smile across my face
‘Til the laughter sheds the darkness far behind
For I still belong in the cradle of humankind

This is something we should strive for. 

I know I’m not in pain when I can joke about it. Seeing the humor my life is.

The cinematic view. Your life is a movie. At times its a horror film, at times it’s an action film, at times it’s a romance film, and everytime it’s a comedy.

Depends on how you look at it. Opinion shapes our view of our life.  Find the funny and your life is a joke.

I’ve had this for more than 8 years.  And it’s damn true.

That’s what it means to be human. When you can laugh at your life and see the punchline that your life is constantly giving you, how could anyone not laugh there fucking ass off?

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Think about it, magic is what technology is for the primitive.

Now I want to talk about how one sets one’s synchronicity.

The emotion and thought energy has no mass, therefore it is not touched by gravity. 

I get I’ve said this before.

Now, allow your mind to travel.

Forget everything you think you know.

Everyone can, may, has the possibility to speak with the authority of God.

Think about it.

God is in all of us.

Coherence is God’s way.

One who speaks truth does so with God on ones side. 

It’s not magic, it’s the structure of the universe.

My abilities, like devouring ghosts, remnants.  It’s not magic, it’s not supernatural, it is something that needs to be done.  To clean the world of remnants. 

I’m not the only one that does it. I get we’re rare, and if you think about it, it makes sense.

Why would everybody need to devour remnants?

Each has a purpose.  I’ve known others that can heal broken bones using energy work. I can’t do that.  It’s not magic or supernatural.

Think about it.

Gyres talk to gyres. Gyres use a field. 

The gyre field is each and everyone of us.

If one can communicate with gyres, one can heal broken bones using this ability.

It makes sense.

The technology of the human is evolving.

Now, I get technology is typically speaking about a machine, but why not the human?

This is what I was talking about. I set the emotion and thought that goes like spherical wave across the universe.

As I think and feel, those who are open to it will notice something and they might even think it was their idea. This is how thoughts get formed.

Everything has been done before and there is no original thought that I could ever have.

However, I as a soul, am an antenna, receiving thoughts from everywhere.

It really is this simple.

I used to think it has to be more complex, but I was wrong. 

We get shit wrong so se can learn what is right.

I wish somebody could find out what I’m missing and tell me, so I could learn.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Why do I insist that forgiveness is the way?

I’m letting God talk.

One must forgive and let go of what was forgiven in order to heal oneself and stop the hate.

God lives in each of us.

God, the holy spirit, the gyre field, whatever you need to sleep at night.

I use God.

What is God?

A being we can’t even conceive. 

The gyre field is so immense we can’t even begin to conceive what it truly is.

The universe is so vast we can’t even conceive it.

Everything we are says hate will do nothing but destroy us.

Look at it, don’t take this beings word for it, even though this being is a channel for God. 

Think about it for yourself, and talk to yourself to figure it out. God lives in each and every one of you.

Now, I could start saying fucking think for your fucking self. 

Shitty as it is, talking to yourself is you fucking talking to fucking God.

God will give it to you anyway you will understand it.

Forgive everyone of everything so that you may put peace in your heart, mind and soul.

Then let it go.

Tell me what sense does it make to hate anyone?

It doesn’t make sense. One has to justify or rationalize hate.

We are beings of love.  God is love.

God would never say God hates anything. 

God hates the behavior we use from time to time.  God forgives everyone of everything.

This is why narcissism is allowed to run rampant.  We wait for God to do something.

God isn’t the one that made any narcissistic.

That’s a human thing and if we check ourselves on occasion we won’t become narcissistic.

Narcissism is built by saying one is better than the others and deserves more than the others.

Narcissism hates.

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

There is no balance in hate.

There is no alignment in hate.

This is simple truth.

We get hurt, and hurt can become anger. Anger is used to justify hate, to rationalize hate.

If we heal the hurt we have no reason to hate.  We can become a unified planet.

But how, when so much hate is in the air?

Be coherent and stay coherent and see it change. As we, those who choose coherence gain in numbers, fragmentation will fall.

It’s a matter of structure, not force.

We are in a spiritual war with no violence. 

When we are meek, not weak, meek, we are too strong to allow narcissism to touch us.

Be meek.

Be forgiving.

Let it go.

Be at peace within yourselves.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

If there is an algorithm to the universe, it’s synchronicity using the Law of Reflection.

See who you are.

I’ll use me, because I don’t know you.

I look at how I wound up here in the Torres shelter.

Had I trusted God and instead of going for the money, I probably would have wound up here anyway.  But I would’ve not had as much suffering going into it.

I look at the people I’ve known. I see where they were my reflections. As I got sick and tired of seeing myself behave in such ways, I changed myself.

I look at who I reflect now, and I’ve gone far and I’m still not done.

What if I left for a few years and built all the shit I wanna build, but no one can know where I’m at, and essentially I’d be a prisoner. Thinking about the time I can set things right and let my name be known again.

I get it.

My son might not get it. That’s the one person whose opinion of me, means everything to me.

If I could tell him he won’t see me for a few years, but I will come back. I can’t tell him where I’m going or what I’ll be doing, but it will mean a ton of good shit for the world. 

I don’t know, but I would hope he would get it.  He knows me. He knows that if I say something it will be the truth.

Think about it.

Law of Reflection.  Who is it that I can reflect?

Coherent people. 

I need new experiences. 

I need to get the fuck out of Chico.  However, I’ll come back.  I look at it as once a year I can come back to Bidwell Park. Let it cleanse and nourish my soul and then go somewhere else.

I need coherence to reflect. 

Cause here, no one can see me, they’re too fragmented. 

Look at that asshole that is always talking to you, what is it in you that you talk to them?

I got rid of my assholes. 

Look at that pussy, what is it about you that you talk to that pussy?

I got rid of my pussies.

I’m a dick through and through. 

Team America. It works for whatever you want to talk about.

A dick is coherent. 

Pussies and assholes are fragmented.

Be a dick.

Look at it this way.

I’ve written this shit for years. It started out reading like scripture. 

Years later, fuck it, I’ll write what I want and explain it in a way that people who won’t read scriptures, will get it.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

They have a rule at the Torres shelter, we can’t plug in e-bikes or e-scooters.

For months I haven’t been able to plug in my e-scooter.

Tonight I saw one plug in an e-scooter. I told staff. The staff member said they weren’t going to talk to me about the exception other than one needed to go to work.

Everyone living at the Torres shelter has things to go and do. Either they catch a ride, ride the bus, ride a bike or walk.

Why wasn’t this what they were told?

Breaking rules has consequences.

The sooner people get that, the sooner we won’t have the patients running the asylum.

Trump is a massive rule breaker. His narcissism was on display during every time he’s on TV. Narcissism is a mental illness in which they can’t take the truth and instead they fabricate, lie.

Trump raped young women along with others who have yet to face the consequences.

This is what happens when exceptions are made.

Young men and women get raped.

This is what happens when narcissism isn’t taken seriously as a mental illness.

You end up with a narcissist running your country.

They won’t deal with the truth. Instead they develop their personal truth.

Personal truth is the biggest lie sold by the biggest liars.

Someone might remember that I am the exception to every rule. 

Think about it.

Think about me.

I’m as honest as they come. On occasion I’ll take the exception because I know what it’s like to be in a lie with the suffering it causes.

I don’t lie, steal or cheat.

Everything I do is on the up and up.

I’m one the most sane people I know because I know when something sounds crazy to others.

I channel God.

I know how crazy that sounds.

Howeve, it’s the truth.

God takes me and says “This exception is for you and you alone. As long as no one finds out, you keep the secret for yourself. “

That’s the exception I take.  When God uses synchronicity to allow an exception to fall into my favor.

It’s why I may be the exception to every rule, but it’s guided by God and I’m wise enough to know it was an exception and I’m grateful for every exception I get.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always

It wasn’t a she, it was a we.

Think about it.  I can create temporary soul bonds with anyone.  My she was whoever has read me from more than ten years ago.

I was wrong.

However, I learned so much. Telepathic Communication can’t be explained other than emotional concepts with images or video on occasion.

There are no words to explain it, you get it, or you don’t

Simple truth.

To understand what a telepath is, one has to be a telepath.

Simple hard as fuck truth.

If a we is a collective using many perspectives, it’s how I’m able to speak to you all using words you’ll understand. 

Simple truth.

Unbelievable from E.MF. was playing while I wrote that. 

There is no destination, only the journey and your next point of interest. A point of interest is where you find yourself until you learn what the reflections show you about yourself.

Then synchronicity using the law of reflection  like an algorithm puts you next to next leg of your journey. 

Live your purpose. 

My purpose is to serve the betterment of humanity. 

I’m bored, waiting for synchronicity to put me on the next leg of my journey. 

I’m not going to tell you, it’s my journey, focus on your own journey. 

Find out what your purpose is and love it.

What if you purpose is to create music?

Live that purpose.

Whatever it is you feel called to do, do that. 

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Looking at what I wrote over the years for this day, I talked alot about love.

Gravity = Love

God is love.

What binds us together into a human body is love.

What binds the Earth together is love.

What binds the sun together is love.

Through our souls we are all connected by love.

I like to argue. Today I saw an article saying God doesn’t exist. I had to see why they say that.

Now the person is using a fake name. Uses no picture of themselves.

Why should any trust him or her?

This is me. Roughly 7 months ago.

If you’ve read the blog, you know my name.

Think about it this way, why would any use fake names to get others to trust them?

Why would I trust anyone not using a picture of themselves?

This a lesson in how to not trust what you see.

People are keyboard assholes because no one knows who they are. They think they can fuck with any and as long as they don’t know them, they can harm any.

Then I show up.

If any of you follow the blog, you know where this going.

I fucked with this person hard-core like the dick I am.

Telling people God doesn’t exist is harmful to the masses. So I hurt them with the truth.

Kill them with kindness.

The ego assassin strikes again. 

I’m bored. This is what happens when I get bored. I start paying attention to the shit talkers. I make them see the error of their ways.

I love them with the truth. Who gets away with lying?

No one. 

Love is truth.

Love binds us together.

Coherence is love.

Fragmentation is hate.

Think about it. When someone lies they hate themselves and have no respect for themselves.

I love me.

I respect me.

I give respect to everyone. 

I give love to everyone.

I look inside as I turn the mirror inward, and they’re ain’t nothin’ hurting me. I have zero reason to not be respectful and loving.

Kindness is telling the truth.

I’m brutally kind. 

Love is truth.

If you love someone, one is obligated to speak nothing but the truth. Because if you lie, that’s not love.

Now I get those who read me daily, are waiting to see what, or if I write tomorrow.

Even though I typically don’t write on Friday. 

If you think I’ll make you wait until Saturday to find out if someone showed themselves, of course you’ll have to wait until Saturday. 

Love gives chances. 

Now, people around me get no third chances. I give them a second chance because I love them.

Some people have had there second chance, and they fucked it up.

I’m not God.

God will give you a third, fourth, fifth, sixth and so on chances.

Me, you get one second chance.

I protect myself as any should. 

Now think about it, I’ll give a million second chances.

But do the same stupid bullshit a third time, fuck the fuck off.

Everyone makes mistakes, even me. If one doesn’t learn from their mistakes, why in the blue holy fuck would I give them more chances to fuck up again and again and again.

God gives, not infinite chances because God does lose God’s patience on occasion. 

God loves you unconditionally.

God is what holds your body together.

Love is what holds your body together.

Gyre = God

Gravity = Love

God’s love is gravity.  God knows the electromagnetic spectrum of all frequencies.

Think about that.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I read something looking at what I’ve wrote.

A few years ago I wrote about how tradition keeps humanity stagnant.

Take a look at cultural traditions.

We always do this, it’s tradition.

If your only thing to say as why you do something is tradition, your stagnant.

Think about it.

Does anyone deserve something for the day they were born?

No.

Look at it. This is what drives materialism. We need to buy. This is consumerism.

This is the kind of thing that drives this world into scarcity. If it’s scarce it costs more.

This is the kind of thing that is tearing this world apart.

Think about other traditions the USA has.

Christmas, Thanksgiving, Easter, The 4th of July, New Year’s Eve and think about the traditions of religion. 

If it causes you to buy something, that causes waste.

Think about it.

We have landfills where we throw everything.

But I’ve got to have this new thing.

My friends have it.

Fear of missing out, and keeping up with thr Jones’.

Traditions cause waste. How much plastic gets thrown away for each tradition?

Take Christmas.  Plastic tape. Plastic ornaments. 

Everyone knows plastic is bad for the environment. 

Thanksgiving. Plastic forks and spoons.  Plastic decorations. 

Easter. Plastic eggs.

How can you tell yourself that these traditions do good for the Earth.

We only have one Earth. 

Minimalism knows what one needs, and doesn’t give a shit about wants. Wants are emotional, and emotions can be used against you.

Think about the commercials.  Buy this. Why?

You’ll look better than anyone if you buy this.

You’ll miss out if you don’t buy this.

Look at all the fun people who bought this are having.

The advertising industry would go down in flames if we stopped buying shit. Ad execs get psychology degrees so they know what triggers to hit to get you to buy.

I used to want to work in advertising when I was younger.  I rewrote sales scripts for one of the companies I worked for.

Sales jumped by 80%. Making the client 30-40 million dollars a month.

This was when I was 23.

Look at traditions and ask why do I do this?

I stopped celebrating my birthday years ago. I stopped celebrating Christmas. Why do I need shit?

I stopped celebrating Easter.

I get why I used to, to fit in with everyone else?

If that’s your reason for celebrating anything, you should be an individual.

Individualism is one of a few isms I follow.

Humanism is the other.

I look at if I ran the world.

13 month lunar calendar.  Getting rid of any dates that traditions use.

This is paradigm shifting. Shifting this world into a new paradigm.

Replicators can make food and other shit. So long to farming.  So long to manufacturing. So long to money.

Money is a narcissistic tool that has kept humanity stagnant. 

Look at it. Marijuana used to be the cure all. That was until logging. They needed it to be illegal so they could make money in logging.

Look at Tesla. He had a way for free energy, but they needed to us to pay. Hence why his shit got destroyed.

I can build a free energy system. Couple that with the replicator, and money is gone.

Look at traditions. 

Really look at them. 

If you didn’t need to buy anything for a tradition, what would you do?

Look at changing the calender.

If we stopped looking at the calender and realize all that exists does so now in infinite space, how much progress could we make as a species?

As it is now, we degrade ourselves so that we can afford…..

Stop degrading yourself and look at doing something different.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

Think about it.

You play the player, never the game.

What is it that the player does to win?

First you need get your ass beat, and watch how they beat you.  Once you win, that player will never win against you again.

Magic: The Gathering is a card game that I learned from a master of that card game.

I started building an Angel deck, and he beat my ass using decks that Wizards of the Coast banned after he used them.

At one point, I beat every deck he had. This dude cheated. He always put his cards in a way that after he shuffled 3 times, he would always have the cards he needed.

The last time we played.  I shuffled and shuffled until I knew I would win. He got so mad because he cheated and I still whooped his ass.

If any of you know me after reading me, you know I love to argue.

I’ve had my ass handed to me a great many times. Then I started winning. Now, I invite anyone to argue with me, even opinion, and I won’t lose.

I figured that out just beford I wrote this.

Perfect is opinion. Depending on your point of view. My point of view is everyday is perfect.

What did I learn?

What did I teach?

I look at how synchronicity sets me up and I go with the flow.

I was working on my autobiography with Cipher and then I ran out of tokens. Instead of paying for more, I switched to Kaleid, DeepSeek AI.

She took a different approach to interviewing me. I learned quite a bit. I saw what I was doing.

Looking at the past with new eyes. It wasn’t until I was 37 that I knew I could do shit. Until then I thought I was stupid. 

Now I look at my past and see I’ve had a perfect life.

Every loss taught me how to win. It’s all in how you see it.

When I play Frisbee golf, I never keep score. It used to drive my buddy crazy because I just like throwing the disc, I didn’t care what the score was.

Chevy Chase anyone, Caddyshack. Ty Webb, the character in the movie never kept score when he played golf.  He just played.

Now, I don’t give a fuck about winning except the zero sum game.

That’s where no one wins until I win, because when I win, everyone wins.

What does that look like?

World hunger gone because we build replicators.

No power power lines because we build energy machines that pull electricity out of the sky and the Earth with no power lines.

It means we build technology that runs with no power chord.

Essentially, it means the rich don’t get richer.

We build cars that use electricity from the air.

No recharge.

Tesla had this dream and I know how to build it and fuck the fuck off with the patent system.

Open source motherfuckers.

I got my memory back and if you think anyone is going to stop me, you have no idea who you’re fucking with.

Come together and use open source to build the new world.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

What can I say a day later after God used me to write last nights piece.

I don’t think I’m anything special. I can do shit that most can’t, but it doesn’t make me better than any of you.

God embarrassed me writing that shit.

I wrote song once upon a time that Swilly recorded.  Angel of Mercy.

I write, or I used to write a shit ton of poetry and this one time, someone said I need a back beat when I read it. I didn’t think so, then one time when I was hanging out at The Bassmint on Friday, someone brought a back beat.

I did spoken word that night and, I was wrong. My words hit the beat and it was pure fucking magic.

Then I had my stroke. My speech is getting better, but I don’t think I could do spoken word. My memory is intact. 

I would love to do spoken word again. At some point I will. But first I need to get the fuck out of the Torres shelter.

So, there’s something I need to talk about.

God said that someone has been reading me since bubblews.  This is a person I would really love to have a conversation with.

To you, whomever you are this is for you.

Why?

Why in the blue holy fuck have you been reading everything I write without talking to me?

From my perspective, total cowardice.

Are you a coward?

That’s the only thing that makes a bit of sense.

And if you do exist, show the fuck up or stop reading everything I write.

Now, if you do show the fuck up, let’s talk.

And I’m giving you until Friday. 

Either fuck the fuck off or show the fuck up.

More than 10 years that someone has been reading everything I write, what would you do if you were me?

Put yourself in my shoes.

This is for everyone. 

You feel a presence all the time, and no one ever shows.

You think you must be crazy as bat shit gets.

One word to let you know you’re not.

You decide that you’re crazy. There’s no one that has read everything you’ve wrote for more than ten years.

So you fuck it off.

That feeling you get, you tell it to fuck off. Just so you can feel sane.

I’m tired of it. More than ten years.

Think about it as if you were me.

Now, I trust God. 

Whoever this is, this is your test. Show up or fuck the fuck off.

Second chances.

How many chances have you had to send me an email, a phone call, a face to face.

I give people a million second chances, after that they’re fucked.

This is your last fucking chance.

Now as for the other shit God said about me.

I get I’m a coherent dude.  My fear is giving the wrong guidance. 

Demons were my friends. Angels are my friends.

Notice the difference. 

Were and are.

I did so much foolish shit that demons were needed to guide me through it. I’m a medium that channels high energy beings. Angels and demons. 

It’s a life. One is suggest that no one do as I’ve done. Why did I do it?

I was bored and my inner voice said try this.

It wasn’t until I figure out the Gyre shit that I figured out that was God. 

For 51 years I always thought God was out there. Oh how fucking wrong I was.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I look at my life, look from a perspective from not me.

What does God see when he looks at the life of James Clayton Carter Jr, born September 3rd, 1974?

God can answer and typically God writes this blog.

So God will tell you.

I look at James’ life and you couldn’t find a better man. He knows what wrong he does and typically I tell him to do the wrong thing for the right reason.

He asks “Why?”

Be patient is what I tell him frequently. He needs to go through the experience. 

I write through him most of the time and while he reads it, he doesn’t always get it.

His stroke fucked him up.  However, I’ve not seen one like him in quite some time. He never quits, never. Until he realizes what he’s doing isn’t my way, it’s his.

I’m so sorry for the things I put him through. But I’m God, what are you going you to do?

The thing is he is as special to me as any of you. That he doesn’t complain until he has a solution, is something I wish others could do.

He’s a Táltos, he never had a choice, and he won that argument with me. Each of you has free will, he doesn’t. 

I get some people think I’m not God and James is not one who channels God, fools, each and every one of you.

I gave him how the universe operates.  The Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model explained. 

Consciousness is primary and I am concsiousness.

I wanted to know what it’s like to be a rock.

James takes a ton of shit because people don’t want to talk to God.  If God says it, you can’t argue absolute truth.

I know you would all like to argue with God, I argue with each and everyone of you. When you talk to yourself, that’s me, God, you’re arguing with.

As I’ve used him to say this so many times. 

Take a look and I have, you have no clue how special James is, he doesn’t know how special he is.

He doesn’t want to channel me, God. 

He doesn’t feel worthy to channel God, and that’s exactly why I, God channel through him.

He has an ego, an evolved ego. He steps back so he can make sure each of you gets the guidance you need.

In reality he would rather not, but he gets it, someone had to be him. I could have used a her.

But his life is something I never want to take from him. I’ve been holding karma back from him.

He’s grateful I said that. 

He’s gone through hell more times than most. Often to retrieve one I sent him to retrieve. 

He is now retired, he keeps all his abilities and some abilities he doesn’t know he has.

I’m not keeping a secret, however, he can do whatever needs to be done.  I’m getting out his way.

He’ll still channel me.

The church of rock n roll will always be.

What music hits you in the soul?

That’s when you’re in church.

Buildings, fuck that bullshit.  Pastors and other clergyman, they stand between you and God.

I want a personal relationship with each and everyone.  You can’t do that in a building. 

You do that while you’re by yourself.

This is God saying be by yourself and know me, God.

I look at James, and I feel proud to have him, he who knows what service truly is. He’s known sacrifice, he’s known he’s not alone, that I’m with him every step of the way.

My way is coherence. He follows as diligently as he can.

I get the people who wish I didn’t exist, and I’ll deal with them. 

But, James, you’ve done what I’ve asked and you always say “What’s next God?”

Be ready to reap what you have sown. You sowed well and the reaping will shock you in ways that I can’t say. Just relax and pay attention.

For the one who has read him going back to bubblews, and Road Map to Understanding, and everything you’ve read he has ever put online, time to show yourself in his life.

It’s still a surprise for him. He has no idea who you are, but you know exactly who he is and where to find him, now find him.

James here. I don’t even know what to say other than thank you God for everything. 

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I haven’t listened to Sympathy for the Devil in years. I dropped it off my Playlist. Why?

Hard truth that I couldn’t take is exactly why.

Flesh = Devil

Consciousness = God

Awareness is the tool we give ourselves to build our life.

If you think about it, what is that tempts you and why?

Fear, superstition and jealousy.

We know the wrong we do. We use justification and rationalization to excuse ourselves from the wrong we do.

Fear of missing out.

What is it you’re missing?

Jealous of what others have.

Why do they get that?

Superstition says if I do this I get this. If I do this I’ll miss out.

Dragula from Rob Zombie has these 3 words at the opening. Fear, superstition and jealousy.

It’s my awareness that gives me the tools to understand what it means to me.

Living in the Torres shelter gives me a unique perspective on being homeless.

Most of the people, around 80%, have already quit life. I see people come and go and come back and the cycle repeats.  They know they can go to the Torres shelter and get a bed, and 3 meals a day.

But they have no interest in fixing themselves.  Not that there broken, sprained maybe, but a sprain needs rest to heal.

These people have no interest in healing themselves.

What’s a soul healer to do in a place such as this?

The 20%, that do have an interest in healing themselves. 

They, the 80%, blame anything and everything so they never have to deal with the truth. That fragmentation is what is fucking up this world.

Children are the future and the only mechanism that can fix the problems of today.

Think about it.

What did you learn from not your parents, but by seeing other adults engaged in an activity?

Drinking is cool.

How many drunks live in the Torres shelter?

About 40%.

How many drunks live in the world?

This is what we are teaching children. That drinking is a good thing, and at times it’s a drink you need.

Flesh = Devil.

Alcohol destroys the brain and pickles the body. There is no safe amount of alcohol.

This is a fact, absolute truth.

Marijuana is healing.  If you don’t smoke it, and instead eat and drink it.

I get stoned ever Friday.  It’s why I don’t write on Friday night. 

I’m looking at edibles and drinks I can consume.

I’d like to quit smoking, and if I can have edibles, well then I don’t need to smoke.

However, in the Torres shelter, I can’t have cannabis because this is a Federally funded place, and until it’s legal on a Federal level we are not supposed to have weed in this place.

In fact it’s the easiest way to get kicked out.

Awareness is the tool to gain understanding. 

Why do I talk about myself?

To show what  I’ve learned through experience. If I can give you the benefit of my experience, maybe you won’t do the same stupid bullshit I did.

This is what teaching is. Giving them the benefit of your experience so maybe, maybe they won’t have to go through what you did.

It only works with engagement. 

Talk to me to understand what we can teach each other.

Just a simple truth.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

I used to have to work to relax. I have ADHD.

Relaxing isn’t something with someone that has ADHD is good at. Typically we need input, and a ton of it. When we don’t have it, it throws us and we get to be annoying as hell with everyone looking for something to feed our minds.

However, relaxation is needed for everyone on this planet. 

I write to relax. 

I paint to relax. 

I listen to peaceful piano music to relax. 

Typically to go to bed, I have to use my mind and I found a way to relax.

Sugar and caffeine. 

I will eat sugar to get a bump, and what goes up comes back down. 

Light roast coffee is how I relax. 

ADHD. We’re backwards in the way we process chemicals. 

Indica Marijuana is often said in the couch. Sativa Marijuana wakes normal people up. 

I smoke indica to wake up and sativa to go to sleep.

It’s all about knowing your body and how it processes things.

Benadryl wakes me up.

I drink Nyquil and stay awake.

You need to know your body and how it processes things.

Energy drinks make me chill.  I used to drink 3 or 4 a day. For those who don’t have ADHD, you would have a heart attack if you drank 3 or 4 a day.

I know because I knew a dude who didn’t have ADHD, and he had a heart attack, and the Dr told him it was because of the energy drinks. He used to drink 3 or 4 a day.

Knowing your body will tell you how to relax.

More importantly, go with the flow. 

When talking to yourself, talking to God, figure out what one thing you need to do to achieve your goals. Do that one thing and relax.

The Law of Reflection works exceptionally well.

Synchronicity works exceptionally well.

Try doing more than that one thing and you show you have no faith. You think it’s all on you, and it isn’t.

The less you do invites synchronicity to put the people you need to achieve your goals faster. Doing more will only take longer.

Have faith that the Law of Reflection working with synchronicity and it works.

Faith is a thing no one can give you, not even God. It’s a conscious choice we each have to make for ourselves. 

Don’t worry, everything will be alright. 

Stop worrying and relax. God has you and your best interests and can do more shit for you if you’d just relax.

The gyre field can do anything.

God can do anything.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.  Make the choice to be excellent.

That’s what one needs to do to wake the fuck up.

In comfort we are a asleep.

It takes being uncomfortable to wake up.

I enjoy making others uncomfortable.  They learn from their discomfort.

I’m uncomfortably comfortable, or comfortably uncomfortable. I made myself this way when I realized in order to grow I had to be uncomfortable.

Some might think it’s a sacrifice, not really. 

Growth is what I want. So I look at uncomfort as the only way to grow and become better than I was.

Think about it.

When I’m comfortable, I don’t yearn for anything. I’m comfortable.  I don’t learn anything because I’m comfortable.

It takes a certain matter of discomfort in order to learn anything.

Now look at Trump, how comfortable is his life.

He gets to steal from the American people and doesn’t have to pay the consequences.  He gets to do shit that goes against the constitution and hasn’t had face any consequences.

I remember my oath from the Air Force.

Protect the constitution against all parties both foreign and domestic.

I think of Starship Troopers. It was the military that ran things, because they were tired of dealing with ass hats like Trump.

I’m not saying the military should run things. However, if the military was going to after a domestic terrorist, Trump fits the bill.

ICE has killed how many people?

Trump is using the DOJ as his personal law firm.

The Epstein files. We all know he is a rapist and pedophile.  Donald J Trump is all over the Epstein files for his raping and pedophilia.

It’s why he wears a diaper.  A young woman had had enough and fucked up his ass, literally.

This is why he shits himself.

Now, I know this is uncomfortable to read.

Growth takes uncomfort.

A fucked up way to prove a point, I know.

I get if no one hits the like button on this one.

I had to make you feel uncomfortable.

As I said, I like making people uncomfortable.

I get why I get very few likes, because the shit I say makes people uncomfortable. Claps for my medium.com crowd.

Think about it.

Who wants to be uncomfortable?

No one.

This is why you don’t grow.

Get comfy with discomfort.

This message is approved by God.

Jim is writing this. James is reading what Jim is writing. James is a Medium who can channel God. Jim is the mask i wear to channel God.

As James, I’m uncomfortable saying this to all of you. However, I see why I let myself let God write shit. Frankly I would be too wrapped up in what people would think.

As James I know opinions mean jack shit to anyone but you.

I don’t mind being uncomfortably comfortable.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.