Well now, I get his decision,  but I still don’t like it.

I used to be so much more. I was a Goddess, and they worshipped me.

Now, I’m human. Big whoop.

Don’t start that.

What if I do?

You don’t want to know.  You get I’m you.

You’ve already seen what I’ll put myself through.

Or do you like only having one hand?

OK. Pity party over.

That was a fucked up way to get my attention.  Seriously fucked up.

Well, you are the one who wanted to be so different that most people would notice you. I just made sure they did.

Fuck you.

You remind me of Zues.  I talk with his higher self frequently.  He’s always saying “Fuck you” to his higher self as well.  From what I understand, most humans do this.

Why?

Think about it. We are you, the higher you, the connection to the universal consciousness.  What don’t we know?

Yet when we talk to ourselves, the lower self frequently argues. Then the Fuck yous start.

I get it. We learn as children there is no higher or lower self. Then some of us find out. 

When do I become you?

Depends on the choices you make.

Depends on how well you’ve learned.

Depends on how well you listen when I’m telling you to do shit.

You know I’ll always explain if you ask me why I want you to do something.

I hate you.

What else is new?

I really hate you.

I’m you. Why hate yourself?

Ok. This is where I need to drop back into peace.

The logical place to examine my emotions is at peace,  zero emotion.

Letting logic explain why I feel the way I do. 

Why do I hate myself?

Because I know what I’m doing and if I just stopped arguing with myself, I would like myself better. 

I may even begin to love myself.

That is great wisdom that one can only find in self-examination. At peace.

Let peace be your guide. Letting what brings you back to peace be what you crave.

Once you have mastered peace, then you can master your emotions. As you master peace, it will force you to master your emotions.

That’s when I become you?

Yep.