I put myself into everything.

How did I do that?

There are no words to explain the energy transference at the subatomic level and below the subatomic.

Think of it this way, you were God for everyone in the universe.

Trillions of inhabited worlds.

Then you took all that you were and put yourself into everything.

Humans can’t understand what you did  because most of them need to read.  This is the frailty of the human species.

There are those who can understand what the universe shows them and know it’s an understanding defying language. 

I get it. The things I get that I can’t explain, one needs to see it for themselves.

This is why I don’t like being human, but I’m dealing with it.

I got 4,950 years to go?

Yep.

I used to know everything.

I used to know how many licks it took to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop.

I used to know what Atlanteans called me in various forms.

I used to know who built the Stargate.

I used to know…

Now, I can’t remember jack shit.

It’s frustrating knowing that I know, but I can’t remember.  It’s like having a stroke. Part your brain is damaged, and you can’t remember how to talk.

In that moment, you understand everything. You just needed to shut the fuck up.

Indeed.

More and more you don’t need me, you’re becoming me.

I get it.