I’ve been stoned all day.

It gave my mind a chance to slow down to write something earlier today.

Now I’m so not repressed I’m gushing.

This is not the time to be writing, hence why I’m writing.

I like to set myself up for uncomfortable situations such as this to see how I handle it.

I’ve done this most of my 50 years. Next month I turn 50.

I feel great about it.

I feel my life is actually my life for the first time.

That life has a ton of assistance. I’m not self made, no one is.

I make myself, however I take input from others and how they react to me to guage my behavior to ensure I behave in an appropriate manner for the situation I’m in.

Without others, why would I ever change?

As independent as any of us are, we are interdependent to have a life.

This a reminder to myself.

I am interdependent on others to have a life.

As I continue my evolution there are things I can’t tell you, not because I don’t want to, the language doesn’t exist to explain a simple understanding.

While some may feel that is condescending, it’s the only way to explain it. I’m sorry.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.