Fuck his story.

Fuck history.

We should be using the shared story of humanity.

Why is it we shorten shit?

You tell me, we’ll both know.

Isn’t that a thought. My higherself tells me if I tell my higherself, than my high self will know.

I get it. I do know why we shorten shit. We too impatient with our words. Why be accurate if accurate enough will do.

I get it.

Shell shock. That’s what they called PTSD. It was when a soldier had snapped or was near snapping because of the horror he was apart of.

The fact that I say PTSD instead of post traumatic stress disorder, is me dehumanizing the whole thing.

Th share story of humanity.

They don’t even know what the history truly is.

They have zero clue that 7 races came and they had a contest to see who could build better humans.

Now they’re ashamed to admit it.

It’s not just humanity who has a fucked up thing about admitting the truth to everyone.

I think about from when I was a Muse.

I can’t believe how stupid these people truly are. If I get one more moron that I’m supposed to do some shit for, fuck that.

Now, I’m thinking about my human life.

Where’s the shared story of humanity after my mortal life is done?

It will be written by those who write. But be careful what you write, you never know who will see this.

Its a journal for you, but going on down the line after your gone…

I get it.

It’ll probably be some truth seeker that will find it and won’t believe any of it.

Now that’s in there I don’t have to worry.

They’ll think I’m nuts.