Shit I can do.

Before I start I know how normal I’m not. Before I realized I could do these things, had someone told me they can do it, bullshit.

It’s why I get that most people when I talk about my genetic traits, they think I’m as guano as bat shit gets.

I get it if you choose not to accept the truth about what I’m going to write.

So, I was born an inescaple vessel for demons.

I did not realize this until I was 37, on a few days I’ll be 50.

This would be at the same time I figured out the riddle I had set myself on when I was 22.

If knowledge is power, then what is wisdom?

I had asked everyone I ever met what their one word answer would be.

For 15 years I asked.

Then it came to me.

If knowledge is power then wisdom is understanding.

My higherself and I talk, most the time I am my higherself, hence why my abilities got stronger.

I was an inescaple vessel for demons.

Here’s what happened.

I used to have a short leg, 3/4 of inch and my right hip was larger than my left.

At times it feels as if this is the only story I tell, buy never in this fashion.

Truth is stranger than fiction.

I’m not that creative.

So I had had several back injuries and my hip hurt like hell. At this point I was 34 and I was in the worst pain in my life.

1-10 scale, I never not hurt like hell.

I was having a smoke outside under the mulberry tree. I screamed out from the inside “I’M READY FOR MY NEW BODY!”

Then my pain got even worse on the entire right side of my body. It was pain to the bone. That’s the only I can explain it, my bones hurt from my skull to my fingers to my toes on the right side.

I lived like this for over a year. I was 38 when it started.

How did I survive?

I disconnected from my body and let others higher selves drive me around.

To say it hurt, it fuckin’ shit ass motherfuckin’ fuckety fuck hurt.

There’s no way for any to understand unless they’ve been there, living in a pain amplifier that was your body.

It’s what it felt like.

So, then I went to a Bowen therapist. They do nerve work and modified reiki, energy work.

I walked in with a slight limp.

When I walked out I had two legs that were the same length for the first time in my life.

What the doc said was that they turned the keys for the locks I set. Then they said they watched my body metamorphosize like nothing they had ever seen.

My DNA got rewritten.

I hacked my DNA by becoming love in every conceivable way.

Every single human can do what I have done, theirs nothing special about me.

At one point I was convinced I could take another and using what I understood and I could make the process go faster.

I was wrong.

This is how I know I’m not a narcissist.

I can admit when I get it wrong.

Now, I’m a medium, however I have high capacity due to the change in my body.

I can hold a crowd or the world. If I am not holding at least 11, it gets to be too boring in my head.

Now, I never hear voices.

My inner voice is the same regardless who’s talking.

I have an IQ of 215. It takes this kind of intellect in order to keep it straight. Otherwise I would be one those homeless people you see talking to themselves about the craziest shit.

To be continued.