It’s always there. The evil face that twists my mind and brings me to despair.

My favorite Iron Maiden lyric.

That evil face is me.

No matter how much good I do, I’ll always be evil.

It’s a matter of perspective.

Those that loved me as God didn’t care about the ones that saw me as evil.

Why did I command such blind faith?

How big was my ego?

I know why, and I know how big my ego was, but I like to ask these questions of myself.

As long as ones ego can think of others first before they think of themselves, one has a healthy ego.

As long as one’s ego is built on truth, one can have a healthy ego.

I get in this day and age it’s the liars world.

How else do explain Trump?

Indeed.

Harris is better, but I wish we had an honest person.

Someone who doesn’t lie.

Someone who will be transparent.

Someone like JFK.

Some like Jimmy Carter.

Why do I care?

That’s right I don’t.

Until we use I.Q. scores and let the smartest of us all lead, it’s going to be what it is.

Fuck the vote.