Life feeds on life.

All life is vampiric in that regard, at least that’s what I tell myself in order to remove the guilt for being a soul vampire.

I’m not your run of the mill blood sucking freak, no I’m a bit more high class than that. I’m an actual soul sucking vampire, better known as an Incubus in some of your mythology.

That myth speaks to my kind feeding on sexual energy, and while sex is tasty, any piece of your soul will do to satiate my endless hunger.

My name is Solomon James and I am a vampire.

You have no idea how easy it is for a soul sucker like me to feed on any of you. It’s due to how I feed that allowed me to go for 30 years before knowing what I am and what I do and how I do it.

I thought I was as human as any of you for a good chunk my life before discovering my secret.

Imagine waking up one day and not being human anymore, yet nothing had happened, you had never been human.

If you can imagine that, you can imagine that even now many years later I still feel guilty about being the vampire I am.

The nice thing is that us soul suckers never have to kill to feed.

In point of fact our number 1 rule is to take care of our food. We often use relationships to feed. It’s in our best interest to make sure a spouse eats well and exercises and is healthy so we have something healthy to eat ourselves.

There are benefits with being our food or drawbacks depending on how we feed and what we do with it.

We can assist in keeping you healthy and feeling right, and do wonders for adding years to your life.

We can leave you feeling sickly or diseased after taking the best of you for our feeding.

We’re not benevolent by nature, though some of us lean that way. You’re food.

In our eyes you may as well be cattle or pigs or chickens. I must say it’s odd having a real conversation with your food. Even weirder is having sex and knowing you’re also eating at the same time.

Maybe it’s only weird for me since I spent so long thinking I was human.
Even though I can feed on your soul, I still eat the same kind of food you do. I’m a big fan of a greasy cheese burger with grilled onions and mushrooms.

It’s one of the reasons it took me so long to catch on. I still bleed and get sick on occasion.

I can’t bench press a boulder or move all speedy like a blur. I am actually a bit of an average at best runner.

I do have some other abilities that are far more scarier. I can take over you mind and make you my slave.

If that doesn’t terrify you, wait until happens to you one day.  

I can create an illusion before your eyes that only you can see. It will look as real as real gets to you while nothing at all is actually there.

It’s a trick of the mind and being able to use yours against you.

I simply tap the emotion I desire you to feel and then your mind conjures the images for me.

If I want you afraid, you’ll see the one thing that terrifies you most.

If I want you feeling safe and secure, well you’ll see exactly what makes you feel safe and secure and you’ll be an easy meal for me.

Basically there is nothing one can do to defend themselves against a creature like me.

A creature, is that really what I am. It’s what I feel like, a non human creature.

I may not be exactly human, however I still feel just as any human does. I get happy and sad and angry and the passion of falling in love is the one thing that I love most in life.

I think the best way for me to tell my story, well there is no best way to tell the world that soul sucking vampires exist and have for as long as humans.

Thankfully I’ve got as long as I need before spilling the beans, I mean who would even believe it if they read this.

Really, this guy thinks he’s a soul sucking vampires, yeah right.

I’ll be safe if anyone finds this.

I think this is a good start for writing a book about my life. These journals should help me flush out the parts that are the most interesting.