Truly I used to be the biggest smart ass asshole you’d never want to meet.

In my twenties, I’m 50 writing this, I used to sing I’m an asshole by Dennis Leary loud and proud.

If I met my former self, I would really have to remind myself I chose pacifism after I nearly killed my nephew in less than 10 seconds.

Now, I’m not an asshole, I’m a dick.

The whole dick’s, pussies, and assholes speech from Team America: World Police, I’m a dick.

Typically when people whine or shit all over everything, someone has to tell them to knock it off and act like an adult.

What’s the thing with the forever child mentality?

I like that I’ve grown into an adult. Took me close to 40 years, but I made it.

Now I look at what I used to find fun and I wonder why I found it fun. Some stuff at 50 I can do, and some stuff, I look at people doing it, and fuck that noise.

I got to do a ton of amazing shit and I still do amazing shit, though the perspective has changed.

It’s an opinion of what amazing shit is.

It’s an emotional reaction/response to an event.

Whether it was taking a map of the earth ride in a Black Hawk, or the most amazing sex I’ve ever had, it’s based on my emotions which means it only means something to me, and I’m good with that.

I write really long sentences on occasion.

I have long thoughts.

However the point I’m making is we allow our emotions to get away with a ton of shit that often fucks us up.

If we got out of emotion and thought logically about what we are facing…

Wisdom is learning if the emotion was wise or not.

Taking time in logic, peace, zero emotion, is exactly what we all need.

I work at it daily.

I’m just waiting for the rest to follow my example.

You know that line was bullshit, because we know some people will never take the truth, they will always believe the lie.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose