I get people think I’m weird.

It’s not normal for one to be an empath, telepath, and medium.

I didn’t know for the first 37 years of my life. In that time I would’ve shit on anyone telling me they were any of those things.

I get why my one friend said try being normal.

Is that what you would say if I thought I was gay?

Transgender?

I get I’m not normal, I’m a freak of nature and among the freaks, I freak them out.

I channel the higher self of everyone, and anyone I’m talking to.

How did I figure this out?

Throughout my life I was always giving advice to others. It was as if I had a natural wisdom. I didn’t know where it came from, but I could give anyone the perfect advice.

I didn’t know that my dad did the same thing. He never knew where it came from, but he could give perfect advice for anyone.

I talked to him about it when I figured myself out at 37. It was the closest I ever felt to my dad. However he fucked that up.

When I was giving advice, it didn’t feel as if I was the one doing the talking. It used my mouth while I sat in the back of my mind watching.

Most mediums trance out, they don’t remember what that channel. I do.

I’m awake and over the years I’ve learned how to cut it off.

It’s why I say I use a half mask as my medium mask. I am part of the channel as I’m channeling anything. Dogs, cats, trees, anything.

It’s a guidance tool.

What do you need?

What do you think you need?

Those two things are often not even close together.

What do I need?

What do I think I need?

I think I need 20 hours or more at work at least to keep paying my bills and stuff.

What do I actually need?

I need to relax and write this shit. Not many have the actual experience I have.

I need to get over my stage fright.

I need to be who I am, a Táltos.

I even get it from myself, my higher self.

This is the discussion I have with my higher self daily. I’m humble, and I don’t want fame.

Being a telepath has made it very difficult to block anyone when they read what I write.

And I don’t to tell you all of this.

However, truth is stranger than fiction.

I get why I do it. You need to normalize empaths, telepaths and mediums are humans too.

I figure if I can take the heat, others will, have found me and they needed it.

I used to train empaths. Let me give this article I wrote years ago.

No really what’s an Empath? Evolution, aliens, or is God to blame?