This is what my Friday looked like.

I woke up with my ribs still hurting. I woke up saying “I woke up today and the rest is gravy.”

I grabbed two smokes, tobacco and two hits worth of weed. I put on my robe, filled the pockets with the smokes, a lighter, my phone, and my crystals, grabbed my c4, blue raspberry.

I headed down stairs and walked outside and sat my ass down on the bench.

For the next half hour I was playing a game on my phone, smoking and waking up. During this session I said I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul, a couple times.

I reminded myself a couple times I woke up and the rest is gravy.

It was raining in Chico California all day. We’re getting hit with the bomb cyclone.

I headed back up stairs to my room. I have a room in a house that I rent. I have 4 roommates.

It was around 9am. I knew I’d be walking an hour to work.  I started thinking about work. I was working to not think about everything else.

That first half hour is a whirlwind in my mind. My thoughts go everywhere to gyres and what we can do to manipulate them to I’m not dealing with anyone’s emotions or physical pain.

I’m am an emotional and a physical empath.

This is just the first half hour.

The things I have to remember in order to manage myself is stuff most people can’t even conceive of.

They handle it if its fiction. But come gave to face with it, most people disbelieve that I exist as I do.

It’s just what is.

It’s why I write this, to normalize people such as myself for the rest of you to accept us as human.

I have abilities, not powers, definitely not superpowers.

I have things I’m able to do.

For instance, I can give hugs no matter where you are, you’ll feel it. You’ll feel like you got hugged by some invisible force.

Now know that I’ve done this before and many times.

If anyone wants to find me on Facebook

https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100079694280359&mibextid=ZbWKwL

I know that at least one of you does.

I’ll be waiting.