I started writing listening to The Power of Love by Huey Lewis and the News.

Then as I was writing this, Don’t Look Back by Boston came on.

I had a day.

The gravy was bad today.

My patient decided to smoke meth.

My son didn’t reply to the text I gave him yesterday.

And my pg&e hit for the month and I got it covered. But no bike for me.

And I missed a friend who needed some help.

Shitty fucking day.

Hears how I dealt with it.

My patient got the  worst thing I could say to him, “I’m disappointed.”

He made me throw the meth pipe away.

My son, he has memory issues from a bunch of concussions. 4 or 5.

He got “I get it, but you are not meeting the expectation you set. I’m not mad, disappointed definitely.”

He got it and apologized. And he’s setting a calendar event every two weeks.

FUCK! I THOUGHT PG&E WOULD GO DOWN!

Oh well. I got enough to cover it.

Talked to my friend, and I told him he’ll see me every day unless he gets help from another.

By 6pm, it’s close to 730pm as I’m writing this, things were resolved and I could relax.

Had I not been saying I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul, I wouldn’t have made it through the day and I’d still be pissed about something.

I forgive everyone even me.

Because I make mistakes like everyone else.

I just don’t live in my mistakes. I figure out how to not make the same mistake again.

That’s what life is, make mistakes and learn to avoid them.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.