Shinedown is responsible for this.

I’ve always been an outcast.

I like being an outcast.

My family, my parents and sister, I looked nothing like them, and behavior, I behave nothing like they did.

Among friends, the shit I like takes a backseat.

Among social media, oh yeah I’m an outcast.

Why?

Why is it that I have been an outcast?

I like talking about non human beings as if they actually exist.

I read people to the soul.

Most people I can’t talk to that about.

Most people don’t understand because they can’t do it, so that means no one can do it unless they’re someone famous and the people don’t need to be faced with it in their face.

I get that I’m venting, and what can be done is already being done by myself and others.

I like being an outcast, however I would like to know what it feels like to be acknowledged for my skills.

Acknowledged, not looking for validation, I know I’m valid.

However, one more fucking douche bag dip shit says I’m not an Empath because they don’t exist, I will forget I’m a pacifist.

I will remember that I studied martial arts and I know how to rip people’s throats out.

This is who I am.

I know how deadly I am. It’s why I’m always sitting with my back to the wall even I’m my own place. My awareness is looking for an attack.

What is the best way to avoid an attack?

Don’t be there when they attack.

It’s better to not fight. Fighting is two people who are trying to kill each other.

Boxing, MMA, anything with rules is not fighting.

It’s sport, but it’s not fighting.

My old Kung Fu master tried MMA, the shit he couldn’t do because it was illegal…

He taught me a few things though he never knew I’d been studying martial arts most of my life.

No one knew until I decided to become a pacifist after nearly killing my nephew in self defense in less than 10sec.

That’s when I talked about it.

Bruce Lee wrote Jeet Kun do and what I gathered from it, had anyone ever seen me fight, they would know how to beat me unless I continued to evolve in skill and form.

No one looks for what they aren’t looking for.

The master and the sword become 0.

I wrote this years ago.

When the master meets the sword, the sword cuts the fuck out of the master.

As the master and the sword become one they move together as one.

However as they become 0, the master realizes the sword is a sword and knows what it needs to do, no need for the master.

The sword will cut down any and all of the masters foes without the master even touching the sword.

Fight without fighting and let the roving sword protect you.

But be wary not to be cut by the sword for doing what one knows not to do.

The sword will kill, however the sword will fuck you up for a while first.

The sword is patient.

Be like the sword.

Be patient.