Please tell me it’s not a train.

Cracker is the inspiration for this and the song, I See the Light.

And as usual it was playing when I came back in from a smoke.

Today I start a new job. I have the first day jitters.

I know I have zero to worry about, I just get nervous when starting something new. It’s not a fearful nervous, it’s an exciting nervous.

What am I going to learn?

People and their names. Learning people is an art for an Empath and is a skill that once developed one knows things that others don’t.

I’m going to learn my job and the way they want it done.

The way they want it done.

If at some point I figure a better way, then I can talk to someone, however I need to immerse myself in their process before I think I know some shit.

Student/teacher philosophy is on play.

I’m a student and I will learn.

I will not be so humble to think I don’t have anything to teach.

However, I will be learning much and patience will be required.

Patience is not a superpower, nothing is a superpower. Superpowers don’t exist.

I do have abilities that some might think of as superpowers. That is why I hide what I can do.

For them and me. If they get awed the fuck out, or worse, scared, that does no one any good.

I don’t like it when people get awed the fuck out.

It makes me feel like I want to cry, that they can’t see what they do is so much more than what I do.

There are times that I think what if I wasn’t an Empath, Telepath, and Medium, and then I think I’m glad to one.

The knowing that comes from everywhere is astonishing and I get most people have no fucking clue about it.

If they did it….but they don’t, so their level of understanding will be different.

Different.

We need to celebrate our differences.

As a people.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.