Thank you Katy Perry.

It’s a reminder I needed.

I don’t know if anyone can understand what I’m going to try to explain.

Some of it has no words only understanding.

Think about let your good deeds go unnoticed.

I shine like a motherfucker.

At work tonight this song played and it made  me want to cry. The words hitting home. Few song make me want to cry.

This one was the first time it made me want to cry.

Why is it that I wanted to cry?

As the chorus hit I could feel my eyes well up and I held it. Each time the chorus hit me eyes welled, and each time I held it.

It was an understanding of my life, where it is, where it was, where it’s going. I don’t know where it’s going but I have an idea.

Sound of madness by Shinedown is playing. Oh how I know the sound of madness. I wouldn’t say I wrote the book on pain, but my life has dealt with pain upon pain upon pain.

When am I going to wake up and fight for myself?

What’s the point of fighting?

I find that using peaceful, yet teachable lessons are something that can happen.

One does not need to fight.

One can negotiate and stuff.