Peace is what this Conduit craves most.

I have seen hell.

Be a telepath knowing the sexual desires that any has over you. What if you don’t want sex?

It can feel as if one is being raped over and over again.

I’ve seen things in the minds of others that would scare the holy living shit out of anyone, they did me. I got used to hell.

Who gets used to hell?

How does one heal from hell?

Hell is the metaphorical way of Earth.

We say hell because no one wants to believe humans can behave in such ways.

Any human is capable of anything.

Think about it, just because you didn’t do it, a universe where you did sprouted up.

It can lead one into temptation to think about what might have been, this does one no good.

What does one good is to follow what one does and review for learning.

Why did one do that?

This is the essence of Psychospirilosophy.

Doing it yourself. Analyzing oneself is a good mental exercise that reveals oneself to oneself.

No therapist, guru, shaman, you get the point needed.

This is how one builds peace in themselves.

Understanding why one does a thing brings peace to the thing and the doing.

A Telepath actually exists. Telepaths actually exist.

Think about that, a human that can read anyone’s mind, not because they want to, they’re evolved.

People need to understand that we’re all connected and only the unique perspective that we have is what separates us.

For a Telepath we have to work to block shit out.

In our natural state, thoughts from everywhere can drive us mad.

Learning to block shit out, is the only way one can live in this world.

Why should I have to block you out?

It’s my being, there is no other way for me to be.

I have cut myself off from so much because I do feel as if I need to block everything out.

When do I get to experience all that I am?

I understand that most people think this fantasy, that this a work of fiction, however this is my actual life.