Anyone who knows me knows I’m in love with Taylor Momsen of The Pretty Reckless.

It’s her voice that does it. When she sings, it’s as if she takes my soul for a while.

I’m a soul swapper. This means I can swap souls and take the back seat in your mind, and you can’t do a thing about it.

Peace.

I am a peace filled dude.

Love.

I’m in love, truly in love with the world.

Understanding.

As one experiences, one begins to understand. 

Think about it as if you’re me.

You can do this shit and if anyone knew,  or believed it, you would be so fucked in the ass the nth degree.

At least, that’s what I use to keep myself behaving appropriately. 

Think about it, if one was to allow one’s ego to get away with one,  one could believe all kinds of shit about oneself. 

Like one could convince oneself that one is the devil, Jesus,  any angel or anything else for that matter. 

The fact that I am James Clayton Carter Jr, means I’m no one else.

I’m happy as fuck to be me.

Now, being a Conduit has its perks. I use my mask most days. Jim C. Carter Jr. Jim for short.

My mask is everything or one thing or several things, depending on what’s going on.

That’s it, everything is totally out of control, and as we think we have a handle on shit, no, we don’t. 

It’s I let go of everything as a form of mediation.

I never hold on to too much.

Why hold on?

Only you can answer that for you.

Here’s to us by Halestorm just hit the list.  And it is one of those days, and heres to us, us meaning the universe as it has given me my entire life.