Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 13

Unconditional love is enabling love.

I look at my life, and I don’t enable anyone, even myself.

Well,  at least I work to not enable myself. I think if I enable myself, it enables everyone.

I think.

It concerns me that I don’t know.

Why would I enable myself, and what is enablement?

Doing what I know is wrong is enabling me. If I told someone to do the wrong thing and told them the wrong thing they did, it was OK.

I work to not enable anyone. However, at times, I do enable me, which enables everyone.

I must admit this to myself if I’m ever going to be an honest being.

Why do i enable  myself?

To fit in.

That’s what’s fucked up. That means most people do the wrong thing, and to fit in, i do the wrong thing knowingly. 

I don’t like that.

I don’t like that in order to fit in. I must do the wrong thing knowing I’m doing the wrong thing.

I’m loved no matter what I do.

That’s unconditional love.

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