Fuck fear.
Fuck it, I’m doing it anyway.
That’s all courage is. That’s all bravery is. Being scared as shit and saying fuck it, I’m doing it anyway.
Now, there are some things that fear is good for.
I fear getting famous.
Why?
If you look at celebrity, and when the star fades, they go into depression. They’re not getting the fix of that energy from those who fixate on them.
I started getting famous and dropped the fuck out. It scared me. I didn’t want to deal with the backend.
But, I get my life. I’m a philosopher.
What should any philosopher do in the world?
Share what they learn.
I should be teaching a class on gyres and spirituality.
But, I don’t do paid teaching, hence why the blog.
I teach those who are capable of understanding.
This is why I need funding. I don’t care about money.
I’d love to teach in person with everyone who can understand.
This is my dilemma.
I get synchronicity has already seen what I need, and it’s coming right for me.
I need to face my fear.
Fuck it.

