How does God create?

What is it that God is thinking when making an atom?

God knows what is needed to make a Proton, and stuff.

What interests God is why we dont sit outside more?

Why are we always watching shit instead of watching life?

Why dont we do shit instead of watching shit?

This is life, and life is a doing.

Relaxing is doing.

Being busy doing shit that you dont need to do to keep your mind off other shit.

Why do that?

Why not train your mind?

You’re the only one who can do it.

Training your mind is your responsibility.

No one else can train your mind.

They can fuck with your mind, however the training is done by you for you.

I use mediation, I live in a meditative state. 

Meditation and self Reiki is how one evolves.

This is what’s on God’s mind.

Why is it we don’t do what we know we should do?

This is the first step in how to be human,  and do it well.

I’ve fucked up being human most of my life. It’s how I got to be so wise.

Healing oneself is a daily thing. Things hurt us, and we need to forgive and let that shit go.

Only then can we be at our best.

In our best, we can do shit that we never thought possible.

Like understanding a gyre and what it is.

I have a beginning of an understanding of what God truly is.

By being our best we give honor to our life, and the privilege it is to live.

Anything less is a waste of raw material.

This is logic. No emotion.

Understanding to be in logic is to take oneself out of the universe in a manner of speaking.  However, in logic we can find if the emotion is wise or not.

We use logic trees in the subconscious.  If this, then this.

This is where we can build ourselves to be better daily.

Using the meditation, “I let go of everything.”

Once one has dealt with the shit holding one back, then one can dive into their own subconscious. 

There is shit that will terrify you. It’s a normal response.

Once you remove the terror and see that one is capable of shit, one has the choice to do that shit or not.

Think about this way,  what makes society work?

As you begin to understand yourself, you begin to understand God.