Samantha,

You won’t read this until I die.

What you do is your choice.

I know the demon Sam will tell you that you have no choice.

It’s the same demon that has me. It’s the same demon that has used our family since 1865.

When John Bidwell found Chico California in 1860, it had a few stores and a few houses. By 1865, they had more houses. They had a brothel that was owned by Kimberly Nemeth. She went by Kim.

That nickname is what the demon uses.

Oh, why are you telling her all our secrets?

Someone should know. 

What makes you think she doesn’t already know, or that I can tell her anything I want.

Do you remember your suicidal stage?

Would you like it if she killed herself?

I could make that happen.

Fuck you.  Fuck the fuck the fuck the fuck off!

I hate you.

I want you fucking dead!

Is that the way you want to treat the one who will make sure they never know what you did?

I really fucking hate you, you sadistic motherfucker.

Well, if you are going to compliment me with such verse, keep it going.

There is no winning with you. I need to remember that.  There is no winning with a demon who has controlled my family since 1865.

Why do I take the bait?

Don’t answer. I know,  I’m stupid.

Of course, my IQ is 179. I’m brilliant as a human, but take that against something that has an IQ of 4,000,000. It’s a wash.

Samantha, your only defense is peace. 

Any emotion feeds the demon. 

I work at my peace, but I don’t know how long I’m going to last doing this.

The house has access to the tunnel network they had built under Chico.  That network has a secret door that goes into a cavern.

In the cavern, there are rooms that have been built.  That’s where I put them.

I don’t know how I’m going to do this.

I am as peaceful a woman as I can be.  Now, I’m going to kidnap homeless people and lock them in the rooms in the cavern. Then I’m going to inject them with concentrated demon energy and they’ll fuck like animals. 

I’m going to record it and sell it on the dark web.

What in the hell am I doing?

What I want you to do.

This is as fucked as it gets. Do I have to watch?

Of course you do.

I don’t know how I’m going to do this,  but fuck it, I’m doing it.