I’m sitting here listening to piano. I’m not worried about a thing.

I made the right choice in calling in until I get fired.

I’ll find work.

I’m as peaceful as I’ve been in months.

This is what life is supposed to be, peaceful.

Who needs excitement?

I thought I thought I did when I was younger, but the excitement gave me scars, and pain. Sure I’ve got some killer fucking memories,  but when I look back and see how I could have done it differently, I’m glad as fuck I’m pig headed. 

Or at least I used to be.

I’ve changed so much in the last 11 years.

No longer a sex addict.

Been celibate for 11 years.

I never thought that would be possible,  but I was wrong.

Narcissism check. 

I check myself daily.

If you get as much right as I do,  you’d check yourself daily as well.

I’m a Táltos, I’m supposed to get things right. 

I’ve been told many times that I’m a prophet.

I get who I’m speaking to, you have to have a certain level of consciousness to read me.

If you can, your in the great company.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.