This is a song that when I hear it, I get my life before my eyes and it’s always different.

The Pretty Reckless wrote this one.

I’m always standing at the wall and there’s no thought of falling. 

I used to climb rocks and I never fell.

I find a way to get myself up.

What if I don’t feel like it?

Are you a fucking douche bag?

Discipline is paramount for anything.

I’m disciplined. 

I don’t need to be disciplined. 

Patience is how you climb big fucking rocks and canyons. 

I found a way to get up everything I climbed. Whether it was a tree when I was 4 or a canyon when I was 24.

The arthritis in my knees has made it that now, I can’t climb. 

I can’t ride a bike.

I used to do 45mph on a bike with no assistance from electricity or gas.

The things I love doing, I can’t do anymore.

I took a walk, and I had to use an Arc Angel possessing me to finish. It was less than an hour.

Yet, I love my life and I’m absolutely grateful for everything. 

I look at my life and I see what others see.

I look at my life and I see it from this side, the most important side.

I don’t give a fuck about anyone’s opinion.  If I wanted it, I’d give it to you. 

Not really,  but it sounded good.

Looking at my life, I’ve done a ton of shit. Seriously,  in experience,  I’m well over 100 at 51.

This is why I look at these young adults with disapproval when they are going to tell me about something that I’ve already experienced years and years ago.

It used to be respect for your elders actually meant something.

Because we’ve already had the experience and you could learn a fuck ton asking us shit instead of flapping at gums like an idiot.

I get the younger crowd will say “Fuck that old man.”

Like I haven’t said that before about my own father.

Had I not been so arrogant, I would learned the easy way.

If you feel as if I’m picking on you,  good.

Think about it.

I’m wise.

Wise enough to know that I’m wise and my wisdom gets to greater everyday I’m alive.

Meaning you won’t beat me.

Best to ask me some shit and I’ll share what I’ve experienced. 

I stand at the wall and never worry about falling because I don’t fall.

Now, do you understand what a challenge is?

Someone challenging you.

Do you say fuck that,  I’m not going for it.

Or

Do you say fuck it, I’m game,  what you got?

I rarely get involved in shit, however, once I get involved, I’m their to the bitter end. 

Because if it took my peace away from me, I will deal with it my own way.

Typically I forgive, and at rare, so rare, incredibly rare the universe, karma, whatever gives me a free shot.

You don’t want to be one those that I get a free shot at.

I know how to do shit that will never comeback to me.

A wizard of sorts.

That reminds me of something I used to do.

I used this entity called Thomas to do a bit. It was all me talking and Thomas used my voice.

I channel shit. I have no off switch. 

The best I can do is match with one and channel their higher self at all times. 

That’s about it.

I know I’m high maintenance, but I’m so worth it.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.