It’s been more than two weeks since I moved into the homeless shelter.

The thing is most of the people are drunks and like that have a place that gives them 3 meals and a cot.

There are people that have been living there for more than a year.

That’s insane.

I met with my case manager this week. She said she will help me get the autism diagnosis and can find housing for me.

It will take less than 6 months.

I’ve applied for unemployment.

The only way can get cash aid.

Thank you to my son for giving me $25 so I can smoke.

Cigarettes at the homeless shelter are something everyone wants and few have the money to get them.

I watch as people, men and women, search for butts out of the ashtrays.

A lot of these people are mentally ill. They should be in asylums if we still had them.

I’m a Táltos, God’s messenger.

Until now I’ve been guiding people to their higher self, that’s God.

Consciousness is.

God is consciousness.

The conscious mind is a lens.

The subconscious is God.

I get why God gave me the Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model.

Einstein was a patent clerk, an outsider.

He had a rough time getting anyone to take relativity seriously.

I know how he felt.

I’ve sent the GFUCM through email to several scientific organizations and they don’t want to hear about it because I’m an outsider.

This is the fallacy of the academic science.

They don’t want to hear about anything that they didn’t discover themselves.

An outsider has little to no chance in this world.

I get why it is I’m this smart. I use meta cognition.  The highest form of intelligence.

I’m in the top percent of intelligence on this planet.

I’ve not been writing because of the shelter.

The amount of fragmentation in the shelter in astounding.

Even the staff are fragmented as fuck.

Most of them are autistic as well.

I talked with a women who I showed the 10d awareness picture to, and she said it fits her.

I’ve stopped masking my autism.

I can’t mask any longer.

I’m going to apply for ssi.

And I’m going to get it.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.