Thanks American Authors.

Everyday is the best day of my life, even the shitty ones.

Everyday is one day closer to the next day.

Everyday I have the challenge to stay coherent.

Usually on Friday I grab a hybrid weed from Oregrown and I get stoned at bidwell park.

Today I grabbed an indica. I have ADHD, which means my body chemistry is backwards. Typically an indica is known as in the couch.

For me it is a pick me up yet I remain clear and alert and aware.

I like that have therapy on Thursday to understand what is bothering me and on Friday I get it the fuck out.

Yesterday I was near my breaking point and I didn’t notice until I was talking to my therapist.

Today I fixed myself and I’m ready for another week at the Torres shelter.

I got a lot done today.  Usually on Friday by this time I’ve gone to sleep and no one hears from me until Saturday. 

However, today I met myself again and we meet ourselves again and again. Why?

To see what we’ve learned.

Reminder lessons, new lessons it doesn’t matter, what truly matters is that we accept ourselves scars and all.

One must go through the darkness to understand that one is the light.

I’ve said we have 3 levels of darkness.

What we tell anyone. 

I like sex.

Second level, what would I tell only my closest friends.

This level has a bunch of if then scenarios attached to it.

The third level scares us that we even think those thoughts.

Each and everyone of us goes through it in order to get to it.

One must see one’s way through the darkness to see the light we are.

Those things that we wouldn’t do, that’s who we are. People who wouldn’t do such things.

Each of us chooses what we wouldn’t do.

The things I choose not to do is all about aligning with God’s, the Gyres way.

Does it allow us to be balanced?

Is it the truth, would you truly choose to not do certain things?

I work to make wise choices that benefit humanity.

That’s where my passion is, the betterment of humanity.

We’re forgiven by God, the Gyre before we ever begin because it knows what we would do and what we won’t do.

Forgiveness of self is what one needs.

I forgive everyone of everything, meaning me too.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.