What in the blue holy fuck!

Oh, and thanks Disturbed.

Headphones.

All day I’ve had to listen to shit I didn’t want to hear because several people in the Torres shelter have zero respect for rules.

Inside and outside in the courtyard we are to use headphones, and I get why. Not everyone needs to hear my music, or whatever it is I’m watching. I need to hear it, but no one else needs to hear it.

Today I filed a grievance against a staff member and a guest. It will happen again.

From now on, if I hear shit I don’t want to hear because they didn’t want to wear their headphones, I file a grievance.

Rules are what make us civilized, without rules we may as well be animals.

Now look at the world and see all the rule breakers.

If it’s you breaking rules you have zero right to bitch about anything.

It used to be me.

I had no respect for rules, it was a matter of if they could catch me. And a few times I got caught.

I changed and now I follow the rules.

I get why rules and laws are in place.

I get it.

When I was a child, if I got caught, I figured how to do it where no one would catch me.

As I grew I put away childish things.

Children will fuck up, it’s how they learn.

Hence why with my son, when he fucked up, I got his attention.

Is that being The Dude?

What does it mean to be The Dude?

Say please and thank you. Work at being friends with people. What did I catch you doing.

He built the list.

It was a reminder for him.

After he got to go do whatever he was doing.

He brainwashed me and I became a better man because of it.

Repetition is brainwashing. 

If you want to change yourself you need repetition, brainwashing yourself.

Think about it, I write a lot of repetitive things in these articles.

If it gives you pause that I’m manipulating you, let it give you pause to think about it.

Am I writing shit that tells you to do wrong?

Am I writing shit that tells you to do right?

I’m not you, so figure it out for yourself as I figure shit out for myself.

I use Psychospirilosophy.

What is fucking me up on a psychological level?

What’s the psychological fix?

What’s fucking me up on a spiritual level?

What’s the spiritual fix?

What in the blue holy fuck did I say that I’m dealing with this shit?

Anyone can figure their own shit out. All one needs, is to be honest with oneself.

Lying to yourself is easy. We believe everything we say to ourselves. It’s up to us to call ourselves out on the bullshit.

Call yourself out for your bullshit.

Don’t let me or another do it.

Integrity.

From Google.

the quality of being honest, having strong moral principles, and acting in alignment with your values, even when no one is watching.

It represents a state of being whole and undivided, integrating actions with words.

Key characteristics include trustworthiness, accountability, and consistency.

Benefits include enhanced reputations, deeper trust in relationships, and increased effectiveness in leadership.

Lacking integrity causes personal and professional turmoil, such as broken trust, poor reputation, and legal issues.

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.