I won’t back down

Thanks Tom Petty.

You could stand me up at the gates of Hell
But I won’t back down
No, I’ll stand my ground
Won’t be turned around
And I’ll keep this world from draggin’ me down
Gonna stand my ground
And I won’t back down

I’m a Táltos, standing up at the gates of hell, I’ve been to hell and they threw me out because I scared them.

When people tell me stories, I see their memories and I feel what they felt.

I’ve seen so much killing, raping, stealing, lying and other unspeakable things.

How do I do it, stay sane seeing and feeling everything I have?

I don’t know.

How do other Empaths deal with it?

What is it about me that I can do what I do?

Touch of grey by the Dead is playing, the grateful dead, for those who don’t know.

It’s lessons of what they faced and I just try to keep my grace.

grace
/ɡrās/
Grace refers to elegance in movement, polite charm, or the freely given,unmerited favor and mercy of God.

I’m a messenger from God, that’s how I keep my grace.

God keeps my graceful.

That’s the only thing that makes any sense to me.

I forgive everyone of everything so I can put peace in my heart, mind and soul.

That’s where grace comes from.

Forgiveness is the key to grace.

I alone by Live started.

And the greatest of teachers won’t hesitate
To leave you there by yourself, chained to fate

I’m not the greatest of anything.

I work to give my best to whomever I talk to.

I work at my life.

This is how I got to be me. Working my ass off to give my best.

I get why I don’t hesitate to leave anyone chained to the fate they’re living and continue to make the choices to live that fate.

A change in fate is a choice away.

That choice is yours. No one can make that choice for you. No one can take that ultimate power from you.

We are the sum of our choices.

Don’t like your life, make different choices.

If you like your life, keep making the choices you make everyday.

It’s truly this simple.

It’s when we try to complicate things is where we fuck up and fuck ourselves up.

I’ve got experience in fucking my life up.

I decided to make different choices.

That simple.

Play with me by Extreme started.

Do you want to play with me?

I’ll tell you that you won’t win if you think you can play with me.

I don’t play.

However, I watch the games others play intently. It’s why when I show up in your life and you think life is a game, I win in few words.

I see what you’re playing and I figure out how to beat you by examining your weakness.

The ego is the weakness for many.

Shredding the ego is just another day for me.

I rebuilt my ego after decimating it.

I’m a Medium, part of my training.

So, go ahead and fuck with me if you think you can.

I guarantee you’ll lose.

I get this heavy handed.

I get most people can’t back this kind of talk up, I can.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

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