Thanks Godsmack.

I’m doing the best I ever did.

I’m doing the best I can.

I never feel like I’m doing my best. I always think I could do better and that’s what drives me.

I work to make my best better.

I know I have a lot of power, but that doesn’t excuse me from anything.

How I use my power is my choice. I work to make wise choices.

In the Torres shelter I could use my power to get away with not following the rules. However, I follow the rules.

They give us a place to sleep and feed us and we pay nothing, and all we have to do is follow the rules.

We’re all homeless.  None of us is above the rules.

I do wear my sunglasses indoors because of the fluorescent lights. It gives me cluster headaches and I spoke to my case manager and she’s let them know that I have permission to wear my sunglasses indoors.

I get why they want to see our eyes. If we are high on something or drunk, the eyes are the tell.

I still have a week before I meet the case manager for Far Northern to get diagnosed with autism.

I’m as fucked as any of us. It’s a matter of the choices I made.

I can’t outrun Karma. No one can.

Karma catches everyone. 

Karma is the choices we make. If we make unwise choices we deal with it.  We only have ourselves to blame.

Accountability is the obligation or willingness to accept responsibility, own actions, and be answerable for results, mistakes, or decisions. It involves transparency and admitting errors, rather than shifting blame. Key synonyms include answerability, responsibility, liability, and ownership.

From Google.

I’m accountable for myself and myself alone.

I’m responsible for the choices I make.

I follow God’s way, however, that is my choice.

It’s my responsibility.

It’s why anyone who comes to see me I never charge for the guidance I give them.

Its why I write and give it all to whoever reads.

I don’t write books anymore and I get why.

It all gets put in here for everyone.

Why do I deserve to be paid for what you can understand?

I don’t.

If one understands one shouldn’t have to pay for what they understand.

No one should be made to pay for understanding.

Just because I got it before others doesn’t mean I get to charge for others not having the understanding.

Land of Confusion by Genesis is playing.

I get why.

I might be a scary son of a bitch, but I look at who should be scared of me, and it’s only the fragmented that have a thing to worry about.

I’m kind to everyone.

I take care of people.

I get like this when I speak about what I can do. I get it scares some. 

I’ve had others fear me because I told them what I can do.

There’s nothing to fear from me.

I get most are not like me.

I don’t like that most are not like me. But what can I do about it?

Writing this is all I can do.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.