Thanks Cranberries.

I look at my life, and most of the people I meet love me as long as they can use me. When I won’t let them use me, I get hate.

I’ve gotten used to people hating me.

Hate is an opinion.

I don’t care about the opinions of others.

I do care about the truth.

I love me, I love my life and I’m absolutely grateful for everything.

That took time in order to do love myself.

To truly and purely love myself.

I don’t take excuses from myself.

I know when I do wrong and I know it before I do it that it is the wrong thing. I take the consequences and wait for them to show.

Don’t do the crime if you can’t do the time.

It used to be something people said all the time.

I can do the time.

I’ve done the time.

I did something with the time I had.

I never got thrown in jail, but I’ve done the time in the patterns of my life.

I changed patterns.

I keep changing patterns based on what I need.

What is it I need?

I’m a Táltos.

I need to be honest with myself. 

I need to be honest with everyone.

I love everyone, however, most people I don’t like.

Crazy train is playing.

I’m living with something’ that just isn’t fair

We all are. Fair isn’t something that we create for ourselves.  We create things that challenge us to be our best selves.

What’s fucking fair about that?

Nothing.

We either rise the challenge or we fail.

If I fail, other people get fucked up because it wasn’t fair. It challenged me to pull it from my soul to rise to the challenge and give them my best self.

Everyday is a challenge. 

Every challenge gives us opportunities to see where we need to change ourselves to give better.

Every challenge does this.

I never pray for an easy life. I pray to rise to the challenges life puts in my way.

I learn to change myself so that I can get better and better and better.

If that’s not living the dream for you, pick a new dream.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.