Thanks Jasmine Cain.

So live like you’ll be forgiven
Breathe like you’ll never die
And ride like the road is ending
Keep the chains around the lie
‘Til the truth unlocks it…
Like a Highway Prophet

Live like you’ll be forgiven, I can do that. I’ve been living like that for years. 

Breathe like you’ll never die, I can do that. I’ve lived like that most of my life, but this one time.

I had just woken up to the fact I’m an empath, a telepath and a medium.

I had a 14 inch dagger. I was going to plunge it into my heart.

I decided to live.

I took that dagger and placed it into a towel and tossed in the dumpster.

I swore that day I wouldn’t think about suicide ever again and that is one promise I have lived. I don’t think about suicide.

I refuse.

Whatever life throws into my life, I deal with it. No excuses.

Failure is not an option.

I never lie.

I used to but I got tired of it.

If you’ve never lied you don’t know how to spot a liar. Now the only lies I tell are my fiction books. Where everyone knows it’s a lie.

This is living in coherence.

No excuses, no lies and be truthful to the point where you tell on yourself. 

Now I could lie but that would mean I would have to fragment myself.

Fuck that!

I like living God’s way.

I know that I’ll be protected from the event that will fuck a lot of people up and they will die as a result.

God’s patience is not infinite.

I’m am the we that is me.

I allow God to speak through me and I follow God.

When I write you get a bit of me and a bit of God.

That patience line was God.

I’ve felt God’s wrath channel through me.

That’s what scares me, channeling wrath such as that, it’s not a good thing.

I wish people would follow God because I can’t do a thing about what God will do.

If people get to me, they’re on their last chance with God.

I have no choice about what they do.

I just allow God to use me to give the guidance to save themselves.

I wish people would follow the guidance but the choice is theirs. My wishing, hoping,  praying doesn’t do jack shit.

I let it go.

It’s their choice.

I give sessions at the shelter.

Some follow the guidance, and some don’t.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.