I’m back on Facebook

I spent two days arguing with two people over Trump.

I’m a veteran.

As a veteran I took an oath to protect the constitution against all parties both foreign and domestic. 

This is part of my ego.

This is who I was.

This influenced who I am.

I can argue opinion all day long and either you’ll see it my way or you’ll never speak to me again.  I’m really good at arguing. I’ve studied debate,  the art of the argument.

I speak truth and don’t worry about opinion.

Truth always wins.

If anyone on Facebook wants to throw stones, I’m prepared,  not just ready, I’m prepared to obliterate any who wants to argue truth with their opinion.

I know all the secrets about arguing.

The first one to call names, loses.

There have been studies in psychology that prove beyond a doubt that when one is mentally unstable they will project that instability on others. 

Saying they need to get help.

Stuff like that.

I’m at peace with how pissed off I am about what Trump is doing.

Political satire is thought to be a Hungarian invention.

Fuck satire, I’m going for the truth.

I want all the truth about our government to be exposed.

Here’s why I’m pissed as fuck at the government.

I’m an Empath and a Telepath. 

They’ve known for many years that we exist as we do.

I want the truth from every corporation and business in the world. 

They use us for corporate espionage. 

You csn bet I’m really pissed as fuck about this.

I’m at peace with all that enrages me.

That means you have no control.

You can’t piss me off, because I’m already enraged.

Protection through Right Action

1. Be self-aware and vigilant in your awareness.

1.1. Being aware of yourself includes being aware of the location you find yourself
in and what is going on around you.

1.2. Being Vigilant in your awareness means to not dull senses less you know the
location to be safe for recreation.

The best defense in life one has to avoid harm is to be aware of one’s surroundings
and oneself and the effect the surroundings are having on one.

What makes one think a bar is a safe environment to dull ones senses?

What makes one think any public location is a safe place to dull ones senses?

When ones senses are dulled the possibility of harm self-inflicted or inadvertently
inflicted upon another increases exponentially with the number of ones in a
similar state. Emotional harm often is far more long lasting in the suffering
experienced than physical harm.

If one is to live up to one’s potential and feel safe in life, one need not tempt fate to
teach one a lesson. It is good to take the time to assess the activities and take
precautions to avoid harm and yet still have fun and dull senses as desired for
recreation.

It is good to have other ones that one is going to the location with. It is good to leave with the ones you came with. If one decides to leave with another it is good for one to make sure the ones one came with are aware of what one is doing.

This shared awareness increases safety and security in awareness.

One is responsible for one’s decisions regardless the senses be dulled or sharp as a
tack.

Protection through right action means to do the things one understands reduce the
possibility of harm coming to one or one inflicting inadvertent harm. One will
truly reap what one sows and when one is careless in sowing the reaping has a way
of providing results that encourage one to make different choices in how one sows
in order to change what one reaps.

2. Keep thyself healed

2.1. The greatest enemy is our own pain and suffering. It distorts our view of self
and others as a result.

2.2. If one is not healed one cannot be at one’s full potential.

2.3. When one is healed one has an easier time in read and recognition of a
situation and can better assess oneself and how one can best represent oneself in
any given location or situation.

2.4. As long as conflict exists within there is healing to be done within one.

2.5. Anger is conflict looking for battle to bring an end to the conflict within by
seeking the outer fight.

2.6. When one is healed there is no conflict within and thus no battle to ever be
sought.

Pain can cause one to feel weak, while rage can make one feel strong and it is why
one often covers ones pain in anger. While anger does serve a purpose and one is
allowed to get angry, one should always check oneself and understand why one is
getting angry before ever deciding to do something about it.

One will often find tracking the source of the anger inward will show one was hurt.
Resolving the hurt often leads to resolving the conflict and anger is not needed.

When one seeks to keep one from feeling inwardly conflicted one will always seek
to keep thyself healed. One will avoid seeking outer conflict to resolve the inner
issue when one seeks to resolve all conflict within oneself so that one can be at ones
potential among other ones.

One is always encouraged to take time in solitude to seek inner counsel before
seeking outer counsel to resolve pain and keep thyself healed.

If one has no conflict within there is nothing to protect oneself from in one’s
behavior. Keeping one healed reduces the possibility that one will inadvertently
put oneself in harm’s way or cause inadvertent harm. The right action of
self-healing increases the protection one’s life gives one simply by being one.

3. Patience exercised is patience cultivated.

3.1. It is the patient mind that walks through the steps and makes sure to prepare
for each action as if each was the only action involved in the process.

3.2. In this exercise one learns the value of taking the time to do things right and
misses the challenge of having to start over due to missing a step in the process due to impatience.

3.3. Being patient in action forces one to be patient in thought and allows one to
see the great rewards that are possible when a patient mind is the norm.

More often than not the opposite of patience is wrath. One becomes angry because
things are not happening at the rate that one would prefer.

When things are not moving the first thing one need do is step back and look at
one and everything around the situation that has one feeling as though things
should be moving with a quickness.

Each and everything thing one does produces a result and it is in the results that
show if patience was exercised. When one is diligent in patience in ones work one
produces much higher quality in the results of one’s actions. When one is focused
on producing quality in result of ones actions it produces higher quality in ones
thoughts.

One’s words spoken sow within one as well as other ones. One’s actions sow seeds
within one as well as other ones. Patience allows for better sowing so that one may
reap better.

4. Take time in solitude to run the layers with the mirror turned inward and see
what they saw and feel what they felt.

4.1. One will never catch everything in the moment at the conscious level and
time in review will help one better assess what was achieved and if there are any
further growth opportunities or understandings to be found.

4.2. Look at one from outside oneself in order to get a better view for periods of
inner reflection.

Even when one reaches the Awakened/Enlightened state the conscious mind will
always have interpretation limits. The amount that can be totally understood in the
moment is often small compared to what the moment had to offer. One should
look back at the recent events of one’s life with the intent of finding growth
opportunities that allow one to find wisdom in refining ones projection in times of
solitude.

When one reaches the Awakened/Enlightened state, one often keeps the mirror
turned inward to reflect on what is going on in front of one to see how one can best
serve with one’s presence.

5. Seek growth and understanding and have faith all else will align in ones favor.

5.1. One will always find what one seeks in some form or fashion.

5.2. Know that growth often comes from challenging situations in life and be
prepared to have ones inner strength revealed through adversity on occasion.

5.3. Faith is not faith until it is all one is holding onto.

5.4. When ones faith is tested it is strengthened or destroyed there is no middle
ground.

The Universe conspires with one based on one’s true intent not what one thinks
sounds good. One will meet reflections of what one is projecting and if the
reflections seem confusing and distorted, it is due to one’s own confusion and
distortion in projection.

Strength is not built, it is revealed in life when one overcomes adversity and
obstacles.

Faith is a powerful thing when ones faith is built on experience and not blind.

When one’s faith is all one is holding onto one is forced to walk the talk of that
faith or be destroyed by it.

If one does not walk the talk of one’s faith one is a hypocrite and one’s faith is weak
and can easily be destroyed and will never be strong.

One’s life results will tell one if one has placed ones faith wisely or foolishly. If one
does not like the results one might want to look at what one is putting ones faith in.

One might want to look at whether or not one truly walks one’s talk.

Expect reflections to be direct in calling one out for not walking one’s talk and
challenging one’s faith. When one is not walking one’s talk it creates conflict within
and one will find opportunity to confront that inner conflict through the
reflections that keep popping up in one’s life.

Faith is built on the results of the
walk not the talk.

6. Work ones process.

6.1. Know ones best steps for inner conflict resolution.

6.2. Know ones process for self-healing.

6.3. Own ones decisions and one’s responsibility to oneself to reach ones full
potential.

One develops over time a process for dealing with inner conflict whether one is
aware of it or not. One will not always be able to resolve conflict without
confrontation. It is how one decides to confront in the outer world to resolve the
conflict that defines one’s character in the eyes of other ones.

How other ones see one is who one is from the other one’s perspective. What one
shows leaves the story that will be told of one.

Healing can only be done when conflict is resolved within. As long as the conflict
remains one is not completely healed or has become wounded once more. One
will always face new pains and the wounds they create.

The basic concept of self-healing is for one to find a view that explains the situation
to one that allows one to change the emotion attached to the situation. This
requires an empathetic understanding of other ones involved in the situation that
has created pain.

Did the other one intend to do harm?

If one was the other one would one have known harm had been inflicted based on
ones reaction in the moment?

Every issue in life is a unique situation no matter how similar it might look to past
events. Never allow one to think one has seen this before and jump ahead in
resolution.

If one feels one’s process is not working during periods of inner counsel, seek outer
counsel to assist in clearing up ones view.

7. You are your power.

7.1. One is as unique as one is similar and each one has unique power no matter
how similar that power is to another.

7.2. One is ones power and one’s power is wielded in every thought and action.

7.3. One is great power given form and if one does not own ones power it will be
wielded by others against one.

Who one is, is the definition of one’s power in living. One is refining and changing
what ones power is based on the choices one makes in life. That power is the
expression of self also known as the ego or ones identity.

One’s ego is one’s power.

Without ego one is a powerless slave to all ones.

Ego and identity are the same thing and required for one care to for oneself.

One’s power is as individual as one is in expression of oneself through emotional
attachment which builds ones identity or ego expression of self.

Power is not about being powerful and dominating with one’s power.

One who seeks to wield power over others will have issues in life repeatedly. How
one wields one’s power is part of one’s story as it is told by other ones. One’s story
told by other ones will impact one’s life regardless of accuracy.

Protection through right action can only be achieved when one is intent on healing
oneself and works one’s process in diligent effort and application of one’s process
to reach and maintain ones full potential. If one seeks retribution of harm done
one is not healed and is creating a cycle of harm in living.

Protection through right action allows for other ones to make mistakes as well as
one and find forgiveness from self even if never received from others. Forgiveness
of self only works if one acknowledges one inflicted harm. Forgiveness of others
only works when one truly lets it go.

When one owns one’s power, one understands the impact one can make in the life of another one in any moment shared.
If one doesn’t take time to see how to wield one’s power best or is afraid of using
one’s power other ones will sense if not see this and take one’s power and use it
against one to attempt to control one.

8. If you teach your power or share, change your power.

8.1. At times examples of one’s power must be given to give instruction to
another and one can always refine ones power to keep from having it used against
one.

When one teaches and/shares what one’s power is, one also teaches and/or shares
one’s vulnerabilities and weaknesses.
One who is healthy of mind body and spirit never seeks to make clones of one and
one will refine one’s power or expression of self as needed to retain ones sense of
individualism.
Not all ones will have the integrity one does and might decide to use what one
shares to attempt to control one. One should not be in a state of expecting this to
happen and one should choose wisely who one teaches and/or shares one’s power
with.
Protection through right action is about one owning all aspects of one and one’s
life. It is about self-discipline in thought and action in wielding the power one is.
Patience creates self-discipline.

When one is able to discipline oneself without need of other ones to point it out to
one, one has mastered oneself and needs little to no protection in life. One’s life
and the way one represents oneself gives no other ones cause to inflict harm on
one and one avoids putting oneself in harm’s way.

The power of protecting one’s life begins and ends in the choices one makes in
who one is.

9. What could go right?

9.1. The only question one need to ask when facing a decision.

9.2. Anything less is a fear based decision on ones part in hopes to avoid what
one thinks could go wrong.

9.3. Setting the intent for what can go right allows one to have those things
become probabilities instead of possibilities for one’s life.

One not need be overly optimistic however the beginning of being pragmatic
allows one to ask this question. When one sets the intent from within for looking
for the options that can assist one in moving forward, one will move forward.

When one allows fear of what could go wrong be a part of the intent, one slows
one’s progress and one can begin to feel stuck.
Intent creates one’s thoughts and actions.

When one sets the intent to do it right
and looks for those options, one finds them easily enough. At times what can go
right for one is to drop the influence of one or more other ones in order to propel
one forward. One must not fear walking any length of life alone.

10. Observe Karmic Law in thought process.

10.1. It’s how existence works
One will always reap what one has sown. In this to attain one’s desire one must
become that desire. One’s projected self must match the life one wishes to live.
One is connected to all ones and each one is a mirror reflection for one another. In
order to change the mirrors one must change from within. One cannot attract
other ones, one can only become a projection that allows other ones to reflect one
back to oneself.

This is the Law of Reflection.

Faith without works is a fools quest at cheating existence.

When one toils towards ones goal with patience and faith, one is persistent and
ones sowing yields a greater reaping.

One understands that all that exists is here and now. If one does not let go of the
past one cannot move forward. Ones projection of self will always show what one is holding onto based on who and what the reflections remind one of.

One will repeat events until one makes changes within oneself showing one has
learned one’s lesson. It is the patient mind that reaps the greatest reward
understanding the greatest reward is one that makes the greatest impact in one’s
life that allows one to be at one’s full potential.

11. Seek wisdom in all before you.

11.1.The search of wisdom is to seek to understand.

11.2. To seek knowledge alone is a fool’s quest that never ends or pays off.

If knowledge is power, wisdom is understanding. Wisdom understands which
knowledge is applicable to one’s life and which knowledge to ignore as if it does not
exist. When one seeks wisdom one seeks the simplest answer.

Complexity is the small mind attempting to look wise. Simplicity is the key to unlocking wisdom and great understanding.

When one achieves understanding one sees the simplicity in all things.

This is the Enlightened view.

12. Be Meek.

12.1. Power used as power is needed only.

One is great power given form and one’s power is not always needed.

The wise seek to be meek due to understanding it takes every type of power to
create the shared reality that is best for the sum. One understands that the power
that flows through one must be taken from other ones. All ones are connected and
power cannot be increased in any other way.

When one is meek one does not seek power, one allows power to flow as power is
needed. In this one can become absolutely powerful, however only if absolutely
needed. To seek power corrupts the mind and creates disease within the soul. This
will become manifest in the body.

Why does one need to be powerful right now?

What power would one seek and why?

Does the power one seeks serve one’s life alone or does it serve one to better serve
the sum?

If one aims to serve the sum, one will be filled with power as needed and it will
never need be sought by one.

This is the essence of Protection through Right Action and Psychospirilosophy the Martial Art of Thought.

13. Be of service.

13.1. See a need fill a need.

13.2. See a need that one cannot fill and one can still bring attention to the need
to ensure it gets taken care of.

As independent as one can be in thought all ones are interdependent on all other
ones to live.

It is a shared reality and all ones share a responsibility to self to be of service to the
needs around them.

One serves one’s own needs when one serves the needs of another. One does not
seek to give into every want of other ones, one seeks to meet the needs one is
capable of meeting for other ones. Needs one cannot do anything about one still
usually has a good idea of who to tell or what direction to point another one in.

To turn a blind eye to the needs of another is to allow other ones to ignore the
needs of one.

14. Be patient in achieving understanding what need that you can best serve with
your presence.

14.1. One is not always the one to be in action or speech and at times it is best
for one to observe and take it in.

14.2. When one is focused on observation one has more to study and learn
from in solitude later.

14.3. In patience one can better assess if words and/or action from one will
enhance or detract from the experience the other ones are sharing with one.

14.4. One is part of the shared experience with the other ones and each one has
a role to play in each now shared experience.

14.5. A patient mind that is patient to speak or act is often welcomed to many
shared experiences that promote ones growth among other ones.

14.6. Even alone ones words and actions have impact on other ones and the
shared reality shared by all ones.

To be better able to identify between need and want, one often must take time to
listen and ask questions. This will reveal the true need and how it can best be
served by one. At times what is needed is for one to simply listen and acknowledge.

When one starts to see memories from one’s life as the other one speaks, this
shows one understands what the other one is going through.

What did one need then?

It takes deliberate patience to allow other ones to explain and to ask clarifying
questions to ensure one understands what one is being told. When things are
unclear one asks questions to find clarity. At times it is lack of clarity that has
caused the other one to be in need. At times asking questions can help the other
one figure it out.

One sums up what one has heard to check understanding and give acknowledgement.

In listening one better prepares oneself to be what is needed by the other one/s.

A patient mind seeks the most compassionate way to give ones honest feelings and
insights. One who lies or says nothing does so in cowardice.

All ones are connected and all ones will be affected by all ones.

It is a shared reality this is an unavoidable fact of life.

Since all ones are connected, one will have impact on ones that one will never
meet. This fact must be acknowledged and embraced if one is to truly live a life
that offers one any protection from harm.

Pain filled life experience will happen in one’s life until one learns this simple
truth.

15. Self-discipline builds patience.

15.1. If one requires discipline for any source other than one, one has failed to
reach ones potential and is often in need of healing.

15.2. When one is self-disciplined in all areas one is less careless and less likely
to inadvertently cause harm to oneself or another one.

One who does not discipline oneself will experience much pain in life and inflict
much harm.

If one does not manage oneself to be at optimum in social engagement the
probability that one will cause harm is high. One’s self-discipline allows one to
enjoy recreational activities and dulling of the senses based on understanding the
potential harm and preparing for the event accordingly.

If one refuses to manage oneself one is asking other ones to put up with one and
will have trouble finding ones who will.
When one is in need of healing one will often act out to bring attention to oneself
and one’s need. One may not be aware one is acting out. This is when one needs
another one to say something to one so that one may reengage one’s
self-discipline.

One is human and will have moments when the idea of self-discipline becomes a
foreign concept. This is OK. One is allowed and even encouraged to engage in
periods of indulgence that are occasional and not habitual. It is in habitual loss of
self-discipline that one often does the greatest harm to oneself and to other ones.

16. To not make oneself into ones full potential is a failure to serve the sum.

16.1. One’s life is ones gift to all one encounters.

16.2. One has the power to make a great impact in even the shortest of
encounters and when one is at less than ones full potential the risks for harm being
done to one or another one increase to probability instead of possibility even if
one is asking what can go right.

One is not God’s gift to the world, one makes oneself a gift to the ones one interacts
with by being at one’s full potential. That gift often goes unnoticed if one is doing it
right.

One does not become one’s potential to show off, one does it to be of best service
to the sum with what one is capable of. When one’s intent is to be of best service to
the sum one will become one’s full potential.

There is no excuse for not living up to one’s potential. The only reason to not live
up to one’s potential is fear. When one is at ones full potential one makes no excuse
for one’s behavior. One does not issue harm as a manner of being and one does not
treat others with the cruel intent of tearing them down. When one is not at ones
full potential the probability of facing outer conflict to resolve the inner conflict
one is ignoring is high.

Cynicism is the opposite of reaching ones potential and being of assistance to
others ones reaching their potential.

Realism does not allow one to reach ones full potential only to accept what is.

Optimism is for fools and children who are the needed dreamers of the world.

Pragmatism uses a little of all three for one to allow one to find the wisest course of
action and allows one to make changes for what will be while accepting what is.

It takes a pragmatic view to understand ones power and how one can wield the full
potential of that power in service to the sum.

17. Negotiate all conflict and give warning to appropriate parties when it is seen by
your eyes.

17.1. Unless one serves in the function of protecting the populace from harm as
a matter of civic duty and position in the community recognized by the
community, report to those who serve that function and observe only.

17.2.Interfere if no other course is available.

17.3.Understand interference even with the best of intent can put one in greater
harm’s way once the ones who serve the function of protecting the peace arrive
until the situation is resolved.

17.4.Say something even if one knows it will fall on deaf ears and then walk
away.

17.5. When one bears witness to one doing harm to oneself or another one to
remain silent is to allow the act of harm being inflicted to be seen as acceptable in
one’s eyes.

17.6. When one says it once and walks away one plants a seed and who knows
how many times that seed may need to be planted to grow.

One is not a superhero or a crime fighting vigilante if one desires to stay out of jail
oneself. At times it is as easy as one telling a bouncer at a bar what one has seen.

18. Give to one as one receives and give to one to maximize what one is able to give
of and from oneself without incurring harm to oneself.

18.1. To be at full potential one must be able to care for oneself in order to be of
best service to one’s life and other ones.

What are ones needs to be at optimum?

19. Never train with combat in mind.

19.1. Train to make the body fit.

19.2. When one trains with combat in mind one seeks to test oneself in combat
and will find such tests.

When one engages in sparring one allows all who are seeing this activity to find
ones holes.

When one trains with combat in mind one is setting the intent to use the training one is putting oneself through. That intent will create opportunity.

One who seeks combat does so out of insecurity. When one is secure in oneself one
feels no need to validate oneself or ones skills.

One trains without emotion to train
muscle memory and for fitness and self-discipline.

20. Seek all routes to avoid combat however be prepared if it cannot be avoided to
protect yourself and the innocent and weak.

20.1. One’s intent creates ones thoughts and actions.

One can seek a life of peace and pacifism and still have violence enter one’s life and
one has a responsibility to oneself to be able to defend oneself without weapons.

When one trains with the intent of pacifism it allows one to be able to defend
oneself absent the intent to test oneself.

21. Never enjoy combat.

21.1. Anything one enjoys can be become addictive.

Addiction is unhealthy to one.

22. Never enjoy combat.

22.1. Combat for any reason other than defense shows a total lack of maturity
and is harmful to the sum.

All ones are connected and all harm one does harms all.

23. Never enjoy combat.

23.1. Never should pleasure be taken from causing harm.

When one takes pleasure in causing harm one is not well and in need of counseling
immediately.

24. Practice gratitude in speech and action.

24.1. Giving thanks gives one more opportunities to find more in life to be
grateful for.

24.2.Remember to thank yourself for what you do to make sure you can give
more and better of and from yourself.

24.3. Self-care is the priority in any life as a lack of self-care requires one to be
cared for.

24.4. If one is to ever reach ones potential one must be able to care for oneself.

What one practices becomes instinct in one’s life. When one is in the habit of
giving thanks as one finds things to be grateful for it sets one in the mindset to find
these opportunities. What one seeks one will find in some form or fashion.

25. What could go right?

25.1. Keeping ones options open does not mean one cannot eliminate options
one works to avoid in life.

Psychospirilosophy the Martial Art of Thought is not about combat, it is about
finding every way to avoid combat and to allow combat to be an option of
self-defense or defending the weak and innocent in times when no other option is
available and all other courses of action have failed.

One should always be grateful that one lives a life that keeps one from violence in
action. Disagreements happen and violence in speech will happen, however it
never has to degrade to physical violence.

One who lives with the idea of Pacifism cannot eliminate the possibility of violence
coming to them anyway and should be prepared to defend oneself. To study
self-defense and other Martial Arts is not an exercise in violence as most systems
involve self-discipline and the concept that what one is taught is for self-defense
only. To seek combat is frowned upon in true martial arts in general while
exceptions do exist.

Protection through right action begins and ends with intent. If one has intent to
find violence one is not protecting one’s life by the way one lives one’s life.

26. Extend empathy with a patient mind to be the reward that always reaps greatly.

26.1. Empathy is to care as if it was one.

26.2. When one let’s oneself see from the others view it creates understanding.

26.3. Understanding is the wisdom you seek.

26.4. The reward of growth and understanding is priceless.

Too often one will be tuned out by other ones and this is a lack of empathy or
caring about one and why what one is saying is important to one. This behavior is
rude, disrespectful and classless and inflicts harm.

When one takes a moment to see oneself as the other one it creates understanding
of what the other one is attempting to convey.

If one never attempts to see as the
other one/s in one’s life one will find friction consistently in life and harm will be
done by one and by others to one.

When one cares for another as oneself, patience comes easier. If one does not care
for another one as one cares for oneself patience will be difficult at best.

When one seeks to be at ones full potential one understands the value of shared
growth experiences between one and another one. One seeks in life as a student
who is humble in learning however not so humble as to forget that one has things
to teach also. Larger groups raise the probability of a retarding of growth. One is
limited by the lowest intellect of the group.

What one will reap from patience and empathy is many priceless shared growth
experiences and companionship that is always welcomed.

27. Choose doors to reopen with great care and a patient intent.

27.1. Everything changes however it is not always a change that is good for one
to be around.

27.2. Giving others the opportunity to grow and re-enter one’s life is a gift one
gives to oneself.

One closes door in life to protect one’s life and what one wants one’s life to be.
It is wise to hear out ones one has previously cut out of one’s life.

If one still feels one from one’s past is still not a good influence in one’s life, lock
the door and deadbolt it.

At times the door takes one back to experiences that one once decided to leave
behind and on occasion one may find as one has grown some experiences will be
different and worth opening one’s life to.

28. Some doors are better never opened.

28.1. In the mind each door in the dark is an exploration of possibility.

28.2. Every choice in life for a new experience opens a new door.

The dark is as sacred as the light is divine. It is in the sacred dark one refines the
light one shows the world.

Behind some doors are things one will do if the right opportunity presents itself.

Behind some doors are things one might think about however never do.

Behind some doors are the things one never even wants to think about as these
things cause harm to one even in thought.

29. Never be afraid to take a peek of what’s on the other side to see if it might lead
to something worth exploring.

29.1. If you can peer through the keyhole before entering, do so to prepare
yourself for what lay on the other side.

29.2. Let yourself feel what’s there more than you see what might be there.

29.3. If you can imagine what it might be like and you don’t like it, don’t open
the fucking door.

It is good for one to contemplate the types of experiences one desires to have in
life and understand why one desires those experiences. It is good for one to have a
good idea of the experiences one desires to avoid in life so one can behave
accordingly throughout life.

30. Do not put oneself in harm’s way without patient consideration of all other
available options.

30.1. The choice to take on harm should be the last resort.

If one steps up to defend others the probability of one being harmed in some form or fashion rises. Before stepping up to make oneself the target, make sure one has a
good understanding of what one is defending other ones from.

31. Know you will endure harm in life however allow oneself to reflect inward and
not mirror and project the damage taken.

31.1. Shit happens and one will inadvertently place oneself in harm’s way.

31.2. Learn from the experience and learn to avoid those situations to reduce
putting oneself in harm’s way.

31.3. Heal the harm one takes on or it will spread from one to harm others.

“Life is pain Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.” The
Princess Bride.

Even in writing this it is acknowledged that there is no way to eliminate harm from
one’s life. One over time learns to deal with it and resolve it in healthy ways to avoid continuing the cycle. The most common harm one inflicts is the harm that was once inflicted on one. This happens when one does not heal from the harm done and instead one looks for retribution through continuance of the harmful behavior that one has decided is OK as the circumstances match up.

One’s who refuse to heal harm done to them often embraces cynicism.

Everything and everyone becomes the enemy to them and therefore they create a
life that is designed for lashing out. This is the life of a cynic. Always looking for
the next thing or one to tear down.

32. Seek the intent behind the words and actions to better understand words and
actions.

32.1. At times understanding the intent behind words and actions that cause
harm can lead to healing.

32.2. At times seeking the intent behind words and actions can keep harm from
being done.

What one set of words means to one can have a different metaphorical meaning to
other ones. Each one sees things slightly different to extremely different based on
each one’s experience and level of conscious awareness. Exercising patience to
better understand the personal metaphors of other ones can make communication
easier.

33. Refine one’s projection based on location and proceed accordingly in thought
and action.

33.1. Does one need to stand out in this location and why?

33.2. What is the benefit if one silently observes at this location?

33.3. Why does one desire to bring ones presence to this location?

One should ask oneself is one is in search of validation or if one knows oneself to
be valid. In understanding one’s answer to this question of validation one will find
the understanding for the answers to the questions above. One in search of
validation will never find that desire to be satiated until it can be satiated by one for
oneself.

34. Build your faith into something you can tear down and re-establish at will.

34.1. Anything built can be destroyed.

34.2. Life will test ones faith endlessly.

34.3. Sometimes the best defense of faith is to let it go.

34.4. If one can choose to let go, one can choose to take hold once more.

34.5. When faith becomes a matter of choice one can have faith in many things
and many ones.

34.6. Build faith based on ones understanding of one and one’s current location
in life.

What one puts faith in is a personal choice of the one individual and should be made based on one’s experiences as an individual. Shared experiences can be faith building exercises however it can be damaging to one to only seek the group experience. One is often tested without the group and it is one’s faith being tested not the group’s faith.

One’s spiritual life and the connection to spiritual guidance can always be found
within one. One should never trust any who even suggests otherwise. When one
has trouble listening to the inner guidance or it is unclear one should seek outer
guidance and one’s spiritual choices in life will often guide one to guidance that fits
with their chosen spiritual life in presentation.

35. Learn other ones metaphors yet retain one’s individual expression.

35.1. Learning other ones metaphors is learning other ones faith and cannot be
done while tightly gripping one’s own.

35.2. Allow what resonates to be evaluated for addition to one’s individual
expression and allow for the experience to reveal possible subtractions.

35.3. Be fluid in ones ego expression of self, which is one’s chosen identity.

35.3.1. Be as mist when it is wise to allow all to pass through and take no root.

35.3.2. Be as a pool when it wise to reflect and allow pebbles to cause ripples
within you.

35.3.3. Be as ice when it is wise to solidify ones ego expression and claim ones
existence in the moment.

There is an absolute truth to each and every thing in existence and each of those
truths have infinite expressions using infinite metaphors.

One’s faith can close one’s mind.

When one loosens one’s grip one can easier see how the metaphors may be
different however the same truth is being expressed.

Personal truth is a lie.

Personal view of a universal truth is what one has.

The truth is not personal it simply is.

One’s personal view and the choices one makes in what one attaches emotion to is
what defines one’s ego expression of self. This is one’s identity. Without an ego one
is a slave to all around and has no individual expression. One is a clone of whatever
is around one.

It takes experience and achieved wisdom in learning from experience to understand when to let all pass through yet acknowledge it was heard. That same wisdom will tell one when to let it sink in and have an effect on one. The same wisdom will tell one when to project one’s feelings on the subject into the
discussion.

The discussion never ends, even though the participants change from time to time.
Protection through right action means understanding at times the right action is to
not let one be affected by one’s environment. It takes wisdom to know when this is
right action or acts of cowardice. Every situation in life is unique and no general
rules can ever truly apply.

This structure is a loose structure that asserts one will always be responsible to
oneself for one’s choices and understands that one’s choices will affect other one’s
lives and one will be held accountable in life for that effect.

One will always reap what one sows whether one wants to or not. One will always
be trapped in a room of mirrors based on one’s projection. If one wants to move on
one must change what one is projecting to allow one to move another room of
mirrors.

All ones are connected and no one can attract another one. One can only become
the matching projection to other ones in various shared views. Projections will
never be perfect mirror reflections of each other no matter how many views are
shared.

36. Spend a lot of time outside.

36.1.Why not?

A walk in the grass barefoot can do much.

Sitting by a creek or a lake or river or on
the beach for a while can do much. A walk in the woods through or a field or anywhere there isn’t cement can do much.

37. Meditate daily.

37.1. Why not?

Meditation assists one in centering oneself and dealing with the stress of life.

Meditation aids one in hearing the inner voice for guidance. Meditation sessions
depending on intent set for session can aid one in many ways.

One who does not meditate will not find inner peace. In meditation one teaches
oneself to develop and maintain this inner peace by listening to the inner voice as
it guides.

38. Be mindful of the body and listen well.

38.1. The body will guide diet and motion if it is listened to.

38.2. At full potential one need not think only allow oneself to be guided to what is best for one’s daily health.

General rules of health often do not apply to all ones.

All ones are similar yet different enough to be unique. One’s blood type and genetic history can play a role into the diet that is best for one regardless what other sources have historically said.

Ones cravings for food will tell one what the body wants for optimum health.

The same can be said for basic exercise for daily health. Not all ones need to be
able to run marathons or jump all over buildings and other such activities that
require much more than the needed daily exercise.

When one is at full potential one is guided by the flesh to care for the flesh in healthy ways.

As always moderation and self-discipline are essential in all areas of life in order to be at ones full potential.

39. See androgyny unless it serves a purpose.

39.1.Gender is for romance and sex.

39.2. If the moment is not about romance or sex it serves no purpose for one to
see anything other than one.

39.3. When one unifies both male and feminine energies within one becomes
one within and genderless unless it is needed for romance or sex.

When one unifies both feminine and masculine energies within, one becomes less
concerned with one’s own gender and one lives to be a decent human being
regardless of gender. Gender roles apply limits to one and when one sees gender
one applies limits to other ones. The only activity in life that requires one to see
gender is romantic relationships. When one lives to personify gender one degrades
the other gender to validate one’s choice.

Personifying gender often leads one to being seen as an object of desire as one is
setting the intent in one’s life to be on the constant seek of romance whether one
consciously knows it or not.

Only in unifying both masculine and feminine energies within does one become
whole in and of oneself.

It is naive and willful ignorance to allow oneself to be blinded that gender serves
purpose beyond romance and sex.

One is striving to be a better human.

40. Never be afraid to share your observation however offer no judgment.

40.1. Another view often provides clarity to confusion.

40.2. One is hearing both sides while both sides are trying to be heard.

40.3. Offering ones observations can be of great assistance in reducing the probability of harm being done and increase the probability of understanding being achieved.

It is a fine line between observation and judgment. Observation speaks to what is
and possible outcomes. Judgment speaks to what should be and offers
condemnation.

41. Judge thyself alone.

41.1. It’s how one keeps oneself from becoming a hypocrite.

41.2. It’s how to manage one’s own behavior without need of having it pointed
out.

41.3. Be honest in looking at one to understand why one feels judged by others.

In life one will judge others. It’s an unavoidable part of being human. One who
never judges oneself will never understand why one works to avoid judging others.

42. An open mind led by an open heart will lead to wisdom.

42.1. Logic assists in explaining why one feels what one feels about any one
thing one cares about.

42.2. When one’s mind is closed one cannot feel ones heart and one will never
find wisdom and never know love.

42.3. An open heart allows one to feel ones effect.

42.4. An open heart allows one to love and be loved.

42.5. A mind open to the heart will be guided by love through love in love.

A closed mind has deaf ears and blind eyes.

An open heart sees beyond what the eyes could ever see and hears more than the
ears could ever hear.

One with an open mind and an open heart will experience pain in life, this is
unavoidable. It’s in keeping the heart and mind open that one’s finds the wisest
ways to deal with pain in the moment to resolve the issue and heal thyself. Once
one is closed off no healing can be done and one will hold the pain and the pain
will grow and be seen in one’s behavior in a myriad of ways. The most common is
one will develop anger issues and lash out at even those attempting to assist one.

43. Fuck fear.

43.1. Is the opposite of love and will destroy one and one will do much harm in
that destruction.

Fear is the great manipulator. Fear is what is used to get one to do what other ones
want. Other ones will use ones fear against one to get one to comply with what one
would otherwise ignore. The marketing industry is built on the premise of creating
a fear of lack of acceptance in order to convince one that one needs what the
manipulators are selling.

As soon as one is told to do it another one’s way or acceptance will be difficult at
best, one is being abused into submission.
This is the art of Marketing, advertising and propaganda.

The art of subjugating the mind of other ones and bending or breaking their will to
enforce compliance.

44. Courage is saying fuck it I am doing it anyway.

44.1. Fear will test one.

44.2. The greatest of all achievements are realized once fear is overcome.

When one ignores fear and becomes the resistance that persists one will
accomplish great things in life. There is no other way to accomplish great things in
life. Ones who never strives to break the mold will never see greatness in the results
of life.

45. What could go right?

45.1. This sets the mindset for fear to rarely appear in ones thought process.

45.2. This develops fearlessness.

45.3. This makes it easy to say fuck it.

Ones with the greatest tales to tell often find the last words said in making a difficult
decision to resemble “Fuck it, I’m doing it.”

There is a power in the words “Fuck it” that once embraced lead to freedom and
allow one to be as great in action as they have been in thought regardless the
obstacles in front of them.

One who lives in fear does not protect one’s life.

One who lives in fear destroys one’s life and the lives of other ones in more ways
than one can imagine.

46. Speak well to live well.

46.1. True Majick lies in every word one speaks that is one’s ever weaving spell
that creates ones path and adds to the shared reality.

46.2. Talk mad shit and deal with mad shit

46.3. What one projects is what will reflect back at one less one meets a master.
Magic or magick is about ritual and deities and spells and Majick is simply understanding every word one speaks goes in as well as out and one sets the path
one will walk with one’s talk. This is why self-talk is the most important talk in
one’s life. What one says after the word “I” or in what one defines in using the word
“My” and when one steps up and says “Me” these define your ego representation of
self and program one’s view of life, existence and most things and oneself.

Every word after the words “I am” is one defining the state of one’s being. Who one
says one is, is exactly who one becomes if not already exists as. How one talks about
one’s self creates self-validation or a desire to seek validation. The difference is
experience that builds faith in oneself to know oneself to be valid as one speaks and
defines oneself for oneself and other ones.
This projection of self and everything about whom and what that self is adds to the
shared reality of all ones.

If one goes around with a chip on one’s shoulder in the way one speaks, one will
have that chip knocked off frequently and one’s life will feel as though it is an
endless struggle. This mindset can cause paranoia to set in and have many adverse
effects in ones attempts to build personal relationships with other ones. Not all fights are physical in their violence and when one speaks with violence in one’s
language one invites that projection of violence to be reflected back at one often so
one can resolve the conflict within.
When one meets one who has mastered oneself one will never see a mirror
reflection.

47. Seek counsel as the need is felt.

47.1. The moment one is unsure it is time to seek counsel.

Life has confusing moments and in those times it is wise to seek counsel before
making a decision to do something about it.

48. Seek counsel within until the outer seek is needed to check oneself before
wrecking oneself.

48.1. All one needs of oneself from oneself resides in oneself.

48.2. A mirror will reflect one back to one and can assist one in being clear in
ones thought process.

All ones possess the capability to hear the inner voice that is one’s connection to
the divine regardless of metaphor used to define the divine for one. When one learns to seek within to hear the voice within one rarely needs to seek counsel outward. At times one’s own inner voice can be difficult to hear for a myriad of reasons and one is encouraged to have one or ones in one’s life that one can seek counsel from when one can’t figure it out on one’s own.

Even when one hears the inner voice loud and clear at times one will desire to
bounce it off another one for further clarity and possible exploration.

49. Know wisdom by hearing and be blind to its source.

49.1. Who cares who said it, does it have value in and of itself.

49.2. Evaluate the source when what is heard causes confusion.

When what one hears registers as wise it is the wisdom of the words one is using to
refine oneself not the personality of another one. When one becomes interested in the source of the wisdom one can find things in anyone’s past that would cause one to question not the words but the source of them and therefore question the validity of the words.

If what is heard is causing confusion, it is often due to the emotional state of the
source and further questions such as “why” become paramount in understanding why one is saying what one is saying.

50. Feel wisdom with a deaf ear and a blind eye to see through all the bullshit.

50.1. An open heart rejects deception and will feel it true.

A Heart Chakra open and functioning at optimum will feel any deception in any
interaction.

51. Set the intent to be the individual living form of love that is the core of ones
being.

51.1. The free will to be the individual one was born to be is one’s power.

51.2. This power is the ultimate power in the universe.

One will either be a being of fear or love in the moment. When one sets the intent
to be a being of love one cannot tolerate to see long suffering inflicted on other
ones. One will speak out and take action to end the long suffering being inflicted on
one or other ones. One will confront one who creates long suffering in the lives of
other ones when one is a being of love.
One’s individual expression of self is what one uses to protect one from influences
that create long suffering. When one makes it known that the creating of long
suffering for other ones is totally unacceptable one’s view is added to the shared reality and other ones will become less tolerant of ones who create long suffering.

The power to have an impact in the shared reality is a power shared by all ones.

There is no greater power than the power of free will. It is one’s choice to create long suffering or bring an end to it. One who turns a blind eye to long suffering takes part in creating it.

52. Be true to you.

52.1. Full potential cannot be lived any other way.

On who makes compromises to fit in or find acceptance creates long suffering
within one that is often accompanied by self-loathing. One will remain in conflict
and find confrontation frequently.

53. Know your skills and master them.

53.1. All ones have natural talents ones are born with.

53.2. Exploration of those born talents is ones purpose in becoming one and full
potential cannot be lived if these talents are not put to use.

To not explore one’s born talents will cause suffering in one’s life. One’s born
talents assist one in creating purpose for one’s life.

54. Master yourself and your skills are mastered.

54.1. Mastering the one that one is in thought and action guides one through mastery of one’s born talents making them honed skills.

When one looks within for guidance to master oneself one will be guided to ones
who can assist in this endeavor. When one has mastered oneself one will rarely
reflect the shared reality and one will frequently project into the shared reality.

One’s at full potential one will have a greater impact on the shared reality.

One’s who use manipulation to gain influence in the shared reality create long
suffering. These ones operate in fear not love.

If one’s endeavors can only succeed
through behavioral manipulation, one seeks to create long suffering whether one is
aware of it or not.

If the simple truth doesn’t get it done one is not at one’s full potential and is offering substandard goods and services and is in a state of long suffering.

When one has mastered oneself one will not accept deception from any source
regardless of title and function or situation one finds oneself in. One cannot master
oneself without total honesty in all aspects of one’s life. There is no other way to unify mind body and spirit. There is no other way to unite feminine and masculine energy within one.

One masters oneself when one can be honest in every expression of one from one’s
core.

One cannot master one’s skills with being able to be honest with one what those skills are.

One who relies on other ones to train one in one’s skills will never master
them until one breaks the mold of the training.

One is a living work of art and one’s life is a performance art piece that never ends.
When one masters oneself one becomes a living master piece.

I specialize in what do you need now

I’ve been watching some stuff.

It seems to me that specializing breeds weakness.

Take a trip with me down the rabbit hole.

If I lived on a farm, I would have my own eggs. I could slaughter a chicken or a cow or even a pig.

I would not need others to do stuff for me.

I would be busy doing all the work.

Now if I specialized in something, I would only do what my specialty would allow.

I’ve had a ton of jobs.

Everything from paperboy to manager and all points in-between.

I got a ton of experience.

I’m always learning.

What I do is to not see myself as important.

What does the world need from me and how can I best serve the world?

The king story again.

Be kings an queens.

The workd already has enough posers. 

I love my anonymity

I know I’m not totally anonymous.

However, it’s the story of the king that is my motivation to try, I never use try unless I know I’m going to fail. It’s just a matter of time.

I got an M on each palm and the crescent moon.

I get that we’re something more than most people, what, well I got some explaing to do.

I’ve heard we’re the 144,000. I don’t know.

I’ve heard we’re the new evolution. I can buy that looking at me.

It makes think of the time when I was in a group promoting the indigo children. What I was told was that I’m a crystal teacher. Here to teach the indigos how to harness their power.

Problem is, too many false teachers, and teachings for me to get through.

So, I let synchronicity do its thing and bring the ones I could teach right to me.

The “Spirit” world is my playground. I’m a soul healer,  I can get into anywhere. There’s no blocking me from entering anywhere I want to go.

Why I can do this?

Simple.

I chase demons and at times pull a demon inside me to get in.

Anonymity has it’s privileges.

I don’t do that anymore.

Think about it.

Telepathic communication is what demons, angels and other species use.

There is nothing you can hide from a telepathic species.

The fact that I got away with it, meant even tbe demons were tired of this douche bag.

You have no idea how patient demons are.

The m and the moon give me and the others protection. Angelic protection.

That most don’t even care is why it works so incredibly well.

Ignorance is bliss.

I’m not sorry to ruin your bliss.

This is part of the endless conversation I have with all of you.

I love you.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

The Meek Inherit the Earth: The Highest Adaptive State

What does it mean to be meek?

Truth is what makes the meek powerful.

What is the highest adaptive state?

Think about it.

Evolution is what could be considered to be highly adaptive, as only those who are highly adaptive will evolve.

What are we evolving into?

Homo ????

I’m part of that evolution, as well as many millions, tens of millions and possibly hundreds of millions.

I am a seeker of truth. I’m a truth seer. I see the truth in everything. 

Accepting the truth has always been difficult.  Think about it. Your parents lie to you making you suspect everyone of lying so you want to know the simple truth.

At 5 is when I began my seek.

Then at 5 I had a vision when I went to Church and got saved.

Im this vision Christ spoke to me and apologized for the life I was going to lead. He told me I would always know the truth, it might take a bit, but I’ll always find the truth.

At 5 it fucked me up. I forgot about it for most of my life.

As I’ve seen what the truth actually is, it’s sad that most people don’t accept the truth.

I get why, it’s hard to give up the comfort of the lies. It wasn’t easy for me to accept the truth.

I accepted the truth, one after another. I’m grateful that it keeps getting easier. 

Nothing in life is easy, but it can be easier.

Be prepared.

The Boy Scout motto.

Do you you understand why I say thank you to everything for everything?

It took the sum whole of existence for me to be alive today. That means all that happened before.

Do you understand how insignificant we truly are?

That we even exist shows love.

It took love to create atoms to create other shit to make us.

Gravity = Love

This truth could unite the world.

That all religions are good source material, however, God is science.

The meek inherit the earth because we know the truth and how to use that power.

The “Anakin Test”: Wisdom Over Power

A 4 year old with a firearm.

I use the same premise because everyone knows it’s unwise to give a 4 year old the power to kill.

Anakin Skywalker became Darth Vader.

At the beginning he was thought to be the one to bring balance to the Force.

His love for Padame was his undoing. It made him unbalanced.

Love and lust is what he wanted. Lust is deadly.

Lusting after her is what made him choose to impress her with the Force.

This made him an easy mark for the Emporer. The Emporer manipulated Anakin until he choose to become Darth Vader.

The Dark Side of the Force is seeking power for the sake of power, not thinking about the costs. Hence why, The Emporer is all fucked up and Snote was all fucked up.

Yoda was considered to be wise. He sought truth and wisdom. In truth he found great power. In wisdom he understood what power is for and it could be used against one.

Wisdom understands that knowledge can be false.

False power is a 4 year old with a firearm.

True power cannot be stopped. It can remain hidden, however, it will be revealed. 

Yoda looked like a little doddering old fool.

Watch episode 2 again and see how much of a bad ass Yoda is.

The Subconscious is the Soul’s Operator

Think about it.

We are the soul. We get put into an organic machine that has it’s own consciousness in the heart.

The ego incorporates the flesh and the soul. I’m hungry.  An acknowledgement of the flesh.

We are spirits in a material world.  This is unavoidable fact of life.

This is something that has been lost to humanity. I don’t know whose responsible.

The thing is, it is the truth only we’ve forgotten. 

Apocalypse in the ancient Greek meant to uncover or reveal.

We are living in the apocalypse of humanity.

We are living in a world where things are being uncovered an making revelations about a ton.

An apocalypse is needed for the paradigm to shift.

Einstein was a patent clerk who ushered in a new paradigm.

This shows that any paradigm shift won’t come from school.

Why?

A paradigm shift looks at what is and sees the flaws and fixes it.

As I’ve been writing today, I’ve had a lot time to think in-between posts. ADHD.

My mind is fast. At one point I became my subconscious.  I had learned the rules of this world and I had the experience in order to become me.

As the body is needed in order to experience life as we know it, trees and cats and shit like that.

We are connected to all living things, yet we close ourselves off from this.

This is the intuitive mindset.  I understand that I’m connected to everything,  I am but a drop in the ocean.

My conscious mind is a place holder for my mediumship skill.

As I channel shit, I can interrupt the channel if I don’t like it.

This means I have to have a strong ego. My soul is my ego. As I said my ego incorporates the flesh and the soul.

My body allows for things to channel though me.

The idea of the subconscious is what is actually in control, if anything, of ourselves.

The subconscious is two consciousnesses working simultaneously together.

The heart and the soul.

In theory, I can’t prove it, the subconscious is the soul’s operator. 

How else do you design a being that has a soul and needs to experience shit?

Think about it this way, what if you could take your soul and put it into a metal body?

Immortality anyone.

My son brainwashed me

And I’m grateful that he did.

Everything we go through in life has the ability to change us if we accept it.

Using repetitive mantras are the best way to improve oneself.

Everytime he said the thing,  I heard it.

It was a reminder to me that I could do it too, and I had no excuse. 

If I’m The Dude’s Dad, I have to be honest, it’s the hardest challenge I’ve ever loved going through. 

My first blog was titled, Just a Dude.

Over 15 years ago. While I’ve had several blogs, Road Map to Understanding, Souldiers 4 Peace, The Movie Whore, The Movie Whore Revisited,  Khaos Consulting, and a few others, The Church of Rock n Roll is my Church.

Let me explain.

Music is something that touches each and everyone of us. It doesn’t matter what music you listen to, if speaks to your soul, that’s church.

Everyone has different tastes, for me if it’s not rock n roll, fuck the fuck off.

I do like piano.

This kind of honesty is the progress my son has made with me. We did it together.

That’s the thing about parenting, you do it with your kids.  Not doing it to your kids.

Allowing my son to be my friend and my son, is why it worked.

Now, I have zero say over what my son does and I’m glad for that.  He knows what hes doing, so now all I have to do is be his friend.

Now, I use mantras daily.

I woke up today, the rest is gravy.

I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul.

I never try, I do.

I never try, I work at it.

I cannot fail because I never try, I do and I work at all I do.

I have zero control and I let go into the flow.

Things of this nature. 

Please and Thank you

It takes less than a second to say please.

Please shows respect. Knowing that each has a choice to make as to whether or not they accept the request.

Everyone knows please.

Why is it we don’t say it more often?

If I look at me, when I forget to say please, typically it’s a lapse in memory. 

Why did I forget this simple easy thing to show respect?

I don’t respect the individual I’m making the request to.

I have a job to give orders and orders don’t need a please.

That’s the two I want to focus on.

If I respect myself, why don’t I respect the individual?

For me it’s a matter of how they treated me. Treating me as I don’t deserve respect. I work to give respect to them, but at some point I stop respecting them because they have no self respect for themselves.

If I respect myself, that respect goes to everyone.  As we are all the same. Everyone deserves respect. 

In order to show self respect is to show respect to everything else.  As you know and understand that disrespect leads to unwise choices.

Unwise choices lead to devolution, not evolution.

This is why please is this important.

I have a job to give orders where please gets in the way.

Anyone who has ever served in any military, knows it’s not they don’t respect one, its that we got a job to do and if you don’t get that….

It serves a function. 

Ego.

Ego is who you are.

I choose to join the Air Force.

I choose to follow all legal orders and I was responsible to know the difference between a legal order and an illegal order.

That was a lot of choices that I may not have agreed with, however, my self respect created a character with character and I followed the order because they were legal orders.

I.

Total egocentric statements.

The ego that can evolve is the ego that will evolve whether the conscious mind is aware.

The subconscious feeds the conscious mind what it needs to know right now.

Allowing one to understand that one has no knowledge accept that which the subconscious feeds one.

Thank you to my subconscious for feeding me this information. 

Thank you, why do we say it?

Gratitude is not a spiritual concept.

We are spirits in the material world. The Police got it right back in 1981.

Think about that, 1981, 44 years ago.

Saying thank you gives respect.

Showing gratitude is the ultimate sign of respect.

Please and thank you will guide anyone to evolution, it might take some other stuff.

Is that being The Dude?

Getting my son’s attention and asking him, was not telling him what he had done, but he figured it out when I asked the question.

That’s the core of building better children.

Not telling them a thing, instead asking them to notice something about their behavior. 

It puts the onus on them.

At 4 years old is when I started using the question. 

At 20, he doesn’t need anyone to ask him a thing, he knows what he’s doing and he does because of how I raised him.

I built a better man through building a better child.

Children are the future.

We cannot ignore this fact any longer if we are going to say we give a shit about our world.

Children are very intelligent.  They are born geniuses.  Then we devolve them to fit in with society. 

This is where autism is an evolutionary step that must be taken.

They see no authority, because the understand there truly is no authority. 

Authority is a societal construct. 

It’s a lie.

Doesn’t matter if one thinks one has authority based on societal rules, the autistic mind knows the truth.

However, society,  any society must have rules and those who have authority to enforce those rules.

This is why highly functional autistic people are right now, our best chance for a future that will be brighter then the darkness from where it came. 

Highly functional autistic people can take care of themselves and are not a drain on the system.

Social security, IHSS, these are autisms  home. I have a buddy who has an autistic son who will never be able to take care of himself.

My buddy worries about his son and what will happen once he dies. His son is 24.

He still goes to school, with other autistic children, and some are in there 30’s.

What contribution to society do they make?

They are a drain on society. 

The fact is that not all children will respond the same.

If the child doesn’t notice anything in their behavior, that’s when you tell them.

Now, I got down on my son’s level.  Showing him respect. 

Emotions are felt even with no words being spoken.

Everyone is empathic to a certain degree.

This is a truth that must be accepted in order to understand anything.

Showing respect to a child gives the child the ability to respect you.

While he knew he was in trouble,  I was respecting him by not yelling at him.

While he knew he was in trouble, I showed him respect by asking him to notice what I noticed.

Respect is something everyone wants, but so few understand what it is.

Is the being insert name here?

If I had another child I wouldn’t use thr nickname,  I use their name.

Is that being James?

Yes.

I know what it means to James.

Look at the Boy Scouts for the list.  I was a Boy Scout.

The Boy Scout Laws are a set of twelve points of conduct for Scouts, stating that a Scout is Trustworthy, Loyal, Helpful, Friendly, Courteous, Kind, Obedient, Cheerful, Thrifty, Brave, Clean, and Reverent.

I don’t like obedient. I’ve always had a disobedient streak.  I’m working on it all the time.

I know what it means to be James. 

How to unlock your DNA

Children are the future.

This is a fact.

It doesn’t matter how you feel about it, it remains a fact.

We need to start with children.

Why is blue for boys and pink is for girls?

That’s the first thing we need to fix.

My son used to have two pink bunnies. 

I never saw a problem with it. I let him keep those bunnies.

When he was an infant, he didn’t know pink is a girls color. That’s when he took the bunnies away from his sisters.

Who was it that marketed blue is for boys and pink is for girls?

It was marketing that told us blue is for boys and pink is for girls, a lie.

Honesty is how to gain abilities through your DNA.

Being able to assimilate truth is paramount.

Being able to accept truth, and live in truth is exactly how one can access one’s DNA.

There’s no one that can teach you how to accept truth. 

All any can do, even me is confirm or tell you it’s a lie.

The acceptance comes from you. It’s your choice.

Hence why choice is the most powerful thing in the universe. 

This is why telling lies creates a devolving run through society.

Manipulation is devolving.

We live in a world where we get ads based on our browsing.

That’s manipulation.

We get ads selling everything with sex.

That’s manipulation.

We as a society are devolving at a rapid rate.

Those who appreciate the truth are those that will evolve. 

Learn to be wrong and it’s OK, because now, you know the truth.

I could go on and on about the lies that built this society, however, if you are intelligent,  you’ll figure it out.

Devolving through entertainment

Throughout the shared story of humanity we have evolved through entertainment, and now we’re devolving through entertainment.

What made those who told stories and played music so special was that not everyone could do it. 

Now, everyone can tell stories and play music.

We’re devolving.

Look at the stories and listen to the music.

Originality used to be appreciated. 

Now, everyone copies everyone else. 

Originality is not appreciated,  and often is suspect.  Why suspect originality unless one has devolved?

Intelligence used to be appreciated. 

Look at the world, where do you see intelligence at work doing for humanity?

I work at it, but I’m just one.

Look at science fiction. It used to be about expanding human understanding and consciousness.

Now, it’s an alien, it’s science fiction.

Science fiction is where originality should be pushing the human endeavor further.

As I have evolved over the course of my life, I used to love bad cinema.  Truly horrific cinema. 

Tromeo and Juliet.

There is no saving grace for this film and I used to show it to people. My apologies.

However, there is still cinema I like.

Intelligent cinema.

Such as Hellraiser: Judgement.

This film starts with Pinhead saying that they need to change, and they do.

Horror is where I find the most original content.

Death House was original,  and I dug it. 

Originality doesn’t always tell a good story, M3gan was a huge piece of shit.

I used to be The Movie Whore, and I retired.

I used use the motto that The Movie Hero used. You must see all of them.

I tried like hell.

Then Twighlight killed The Movie Whore. 

That this steaming pile of shit could make box office records, I quit.

  Now, I watch a movie a day. Most of the time, it’s something I’ve seen before.

Now, the entertainment is background noise for whatever I’m doing.

Now, what I find entertaining is giving others entertainment through stories. 

I work to make sure I can be original.

Zeus and his Daughter’s was my one unoriginal story.

I’m working on writing shit for humanity.

I serve humanity as a Táltos. 

What the love is going on

Gyres, God is love.

Every emotion thought to be seperate is the one emotion love.

Gravity = Love

Think about it.

When you see a loving family, you want to be closer to them.

When you see a dysfunctional family, you stay away unless you have to.

The fact that we can see these things must mean we are gravity.

Let me explain.

Gyres are in us.

Gravitational waves pull our bodies together.

Gravity = Love.

They are synonyms.

Only we don’t understand they are the same thing.

Romance has a ton to do with this. Romance is love with lust.

Lust is one of the deadly sins, why?

Why do we use models to sell everything?

Because we respond to lust.

Why do we buy things that have no models selling them?

Because we need shit. 

I’m a sex addict, recovering. I used to mastubate 3 times a day.   Now, I don’t at all.

Even though medical science says ejaculating 3 times a week reduces the risks testicular cancer.

I can’t use that as an excuse.

I’ve been celibate for 11 years.

What I noticed was disturbing. 

What I noticed in myself was disturbing.

I was a sex addict after my last marriage.  We had great sex 2-3 times a day.

After the divorce what was I going to do?

I started looking for a girlfriend.

I found a literally crazy woman, several.

I understand now, but back then lust colored my judgements red like roses.

At one point I told a woman I was the actual devil and she played along.

Crazy.

Then there was the one that left her husband and kids to have a sexual exploration. 

What she didn’t understand until a sex therapist told her, any sexual exploration should be in the confines of marriage.

We exchange pieces of our souls with each person we have sex with.

We destroy our souls with lust.

Say this once a day for 21 days to reclaim your soul.

I reclaim all soul facets and I give back all soul facets that are not mine.

I’ve done it and I noticed a distinct difference. 

So, lust is bad, mkay.

I love South Park.

Back to it.

However, lust is needed for sex to happen.

If we waited until we got married before we ever had sex, it would clear up a ton of issues.

If we stopped using sex to sell everything, it would do a ton of good.

Now, I hear you, those going, if I can clean my soul, I can have sex with whomever I choose.

Really.

Think about it.

You’ve reclaimed your soul. 

I think about it from time to time.

11 years celibate by choice.

And I hear you, it’s so old fashioned. 

Think about it.

As we have God inside us, we have the devil too.

Sacrifice is what is needed.

Personal sacrifice and discipline are the cornerstone to enlightenment. 

Personal sacrifice and discipline are the cornerstone for evolution.

What does lust have to do with love?

We love people and we get close and hug them. We don’t have sex with those people.

However, we can feel the love bringing us together.

Love = Gravity

Fuck with the DNA

Unlocking abilities through the DNA is something science works at, and science fiction has given a few movies, and books about it.

However, has anyone thought that it could be a cipher lock on the DNA, meaning one has to be the behavior in order to unlock new abilities. 

Why a cipher lock?

A 4 year old with a fire arm.

Not understanding what could happen is why a cipher lock is used. One must attain the wisdom to use the unlocked ability wisely. 

Think of anakin in episode 2. Using the force to grab fruit instead of using his hands.  He was trying to impress padame. 

That’s what I’m talking about.

The meek inherit the earth because they know what they can do, but don’t do it unless there’s no other way.

The intuitive mindset is trusting that the conscious mind could, however, the subconscious is much faster and makes no mistakes.

Think about it.

We’ve all done something just to do it,  and if we tried again, it will never happen.

Now if we use our consciousness mind to do it,  we probably could given enough practice, years and years of practice.

Allowing the subconscious to run the show is the intuive mindset.

No thinking, more doing.

Now, what does the intuitive mindset have to do with the cipher lock on our DNA?

We are the soul.

We have a body.

We get put into a body.

It’s an organic machine.

Think about it.

How do you understand that your a soul and have a body?

Everything in this world says we are our bodies and we’ve been duped.

How do you get into the DNA to wrap stuff in that you want instead of the behavior?

Crispr gene editing is what someone is going to ask.

Have you heard of any telepaths popping up because of crispr gene editing?

We’re evolving. 

Many of us are proof, millions and millions of us are the next stage of human evolution. 

We we’re born doing it.

I have unlocked several abilities within my DNA.

I don’t want to talk about it, because I’m not interested in impressing anyone.

Truthfulness is the way to unlock abilities within the DNA.

One  must be able to take the truth. 

Simple truth.

Hard truth.

Cold truth.

It’s this simple and it was complicated,  it would have been a lie.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Made the right choice

I’m sitting here listening to piano. I’m not worried about a thing.

I made the right choice in calling in until I get fired.

I’ll find work.

I’m as peaceful as I’ve been in months.

This is what life is supposed to be, peaceful.

Who needs excitement?

I thought I thought I did when I was younger, but the excitement gave me scars, and pain. Sure I’ve got some killer fucking memories,  but when I look back and see how I could have done it differently, I’m glad as fuck I’m pig headed. 

Or at least I used to be.

I’ve changed so much in the last 11 years.

No longer a sex addict.

Been celibate for 11 years.

I never thought that would be possible,  but I was wrong.

Narcissism check. 

I check myself daily.

If you get as much right as I do,  you’d check yourself daily as well.

I’m a Táltos, I’m supposed to get things right. 

I’ve been told many times that I’m a prophet.

I get who I’m speaking to, you have to have a certain level of consciousness to read me.

If you can, your in the great company.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose. 

The Walmart experience

I am calling off until I get fired.

Here’s why.

Angel was my coach, manager, boss.

I never saw her unless I was in trouble for something. She never got to know me. She said “you know, I’m your boss.”

That’s a form of intimidation.

So is telling some one you have ears all over so you better watch what you say.

That’s a threat.

When I first started working for Wal-Mart I got hired to do overnights swapping the tags to digital tags.

Angela was the coach.  I spoke about my life and what I had done. Manager, redesigned the operating model for customer service,  I have ADHD. 

And Angela felt I should be a janitor with those skills.

That’s how I got to be a janitor.

I took half hour breaks.

I couldn’t believe that no one cared.

I felt as if no one cared about me.

Brad is a coach that I had a few conversations with. He doesn’t like it either. No I didn’t tell him I took half hour breaks.

He’s intelligent, probably smarter than me.

Even he is part of the problem.

Ryan, a coach, I gave him the perfect opening to give an educational lesson plan to us.

I had seen a set of fireworks sitting for over a day on the drinking fountain. Everyone to the store manager walked right on by and never touched it.

Instead of giving an elp he left the fireworks on the table. I put them away after the meeting.

Latanya, I got nothing to say about her, I didn’t have much experience with her.

The store manager,  Michael, couldn’t even have a conversation with me in over 8 months that I worked with him.

That this is what this store is, falls on him.

Wal-Mart as an entity represents cheap shit. It’s low vibration. 

I’m high vibration.

We don’t mix well.

Let me explain.

When I walk through the door of Wal-Mart, I feel like I’m being crunched. As I walk through the heart of the store, it gives me physical pain. It hurts me to work at Wal-Mart. 

I don’t do well with abuse. Me having to go into that store is abusive to me.

Think about it.

Low vibration attracts low vibration.

On a Saturday, it’s the lowest vibration.

When it’s the first and all the homeless come into the store, taking the vibration lower.

I decided that I can’t take the abuse.

Knowing that Walmart will never believe me.

I watched as one coach got made fun of in a meeting because of something on the moon.

Donovan, I believe you’re right.

And Shada is a bicth who doesn’t even listen when she asks how you are.

Had she listened she would’ve heard what I said.

I like Donovan. 

I met a few, only a few that I would talk to outside of Wal-Mart.

The rest, fuck em.

It’s not that I don’t care, it’s that I care too much. There’s too much narcissistic behavior in Wal-Mart. 

Every reality is realized

I was watching Farscape again, the episode where John goes down the wormhole to talk with Einstein.

Einstein spoke of unrealized realities, that’s the fiction.

In a wormhole you can only go where you can imagine.

Think about it.

This is theory, meaning my opinion until it can be proved. 

If you entered the wormhole not having a destination in mind, you would comeback to where you were.

It connects with our consciousness. 

If one can see on a chart where one wants to go, even if they haven’t been there before they will get there.

It’s consciousness itself that enables the journey.

Think about it.

Consciousness in the form of the soul took a body to build some shit so we could learn some shit and so on and so on.

As we evolve we learn more about the universe and what its doing to and through us.

As our consciousness evolves at some point we will be able to travel through space. 

In space suits that will equalize gravity for earth gravity.

Otherwise it is unsafe to travel in space. 

Look at the astronauts, they have health issues from their time in space.

Every reality is realized even the one we’re making.

If this theory holds true, it would be that free will is a myth.

We have choices, but we’ve already made the choices.

Its a matter of what choices leads to what reality.

What if imagination is a window into other realities?

I channel what I write in fiction from others.

I hadn’t thought about before.

What if I channel from other realities?

That’s how I write fiction, in this reality its fiction, but the reality it came from, it’s reality itself. 

If this proves true, wow the fuck wow!

Fuck authority

Pennywise is the one to blame for this.

I work for a low vibration company.

I work for Wal-Mart.

I’m a janitor at Wal-Mart.

When I hang the sign the says “Restrooms are closed for cleaning.”

What in the blue holy fuck is it that makes any decide to walk in?

Narcissism.

Now, Wal-Mart has a policy that if anyone walks in, your just supposed to let them use it.

I spray chemicals that take 10 minutes before I can wipe them up.

It’s an unsafe policy that Wal-Mart has.

However they have another policy that when the trash hits 75% then pull the bag.

Everyone except me ignores this policy.

They pull it if its full at all. 25% or less.

That’s bad for the environment.  They don’t care about the environment. 

My boss tells me she’s my boss as if it means anything.

I write leadership material.  Telling someone your their boss is a form of intimidation.  As well as telling them you have ears everywhere. Angel if you hear this know your a bad boss. 

That’s threatening.

Saying ro someone that they talked to the store manager, even though they had zero conversation with the store manager is lying.

This is what my boss tried.

I wouldn’t say that I talked to the store manager. I still haven’t even had a brief conversation with a shit store manager.

I say he’s shitty because Sam Walton the dude who started Wal-Mart,  I’m betting he knew personal details about everyone working with him.

In the store they have this sign that says “your associates are your family share your profits with them…”

I don’t see where they share the profits with the employees.

It took me nearly 6 months to get my employee phone. I still jave trouble getting a radio.

I have adhd,  meaning janitor is the worst fucking job I could have.

And recently they could have put me somewhere else that I would have enjoyed, but they said no.

I hate my job.

I’m looking for another.

The world ecosystem

As humans, we don’t like the earth’s ecosystem.

This is evidence through the way we destroy ecosystems in the name of us.

Now, if we look at business, we find the culprit of the destruction in the name of money.

Look at hemp.

It can be used to make paper, plywood, hempcrete, biodegradable plastic, and much more.

Why do we cut down trees?

We destroy ecosystems to cut down trees.

Trees give us oxygen.  If we don’t have trees, we don’t breathe.

It’s this simple. 

The complication of money is what makes it difficult.

The ocean is filled with plastic. 

Why do we still make plastic?

Rhetorical.

It should be a crime for anyone to make plastic that is not biodegradable.

The ecosystem will be grateful.

As it is, humans are the worst threat to the earth unless we change our ways.

Nuclear war. Human concept.

Why do we still build cars that run on gas?

We know it hurts the environment. We can build electric cars.

What narcissism is this?

It’s ok to pollute a little. 

That is straight narcissism.

Do you understand we’ve done this because we think we know so much.

What do we know?

What makes us think we are important?

If we understand we are 1 in nearly 9 billion people, and then take that with every being in the universe, it takes narcissistic behavior to worry about one.

How important am I?

I’m insignificant compared to the rest of the universe.

How important are you?

Your insignificant compared to the universe as well.

Why is it we feel we’re important?

We have only one view in which to take the world in.

We have emotions.

Emotion plays heavily in thinking we’re important, even though we’re not.

It’s why one must get out of the singular viewpoint and see things from other viewpoints.

One must be calm, taking in another’s view. Emotion will try to take stage. However, that is not the time for emotion.

Anger is what gets most people. They can’t listen without getting angry.

Why?

Because they have trained themselves to get angry whenever x, y, or z happens.

We need to train ourselves to not get angry.

I’ve been working on me not getting angry since Senior Master Sergeant Johnson showed me what angry actually was, and it scared me. That was when I was 20.

For 31 years and counting, I’ve been working to not get angry for any reason.

Because when I get angry, I yell. I yell, and what I yell is intelligent. 

No one ever responds well to anyone yelling. 

I have a hearing sensitivity.  I get told to speak up all the time because what I hear sounds like normal volume. When I speak at normal volume, it sounds like I’m yelling.

When I yell, I’m making myself more important, engaging in narcissistic behavior. 

That fact that I can say that,  means I’m not a narcissist.  Any one of us can use narcissistic behavior.

The trick is to call yourself out on it so that you can change. 

I got woken up last Friday by the industrial leaf blowers for a yard that needs no leaf blower. 8am is when they woke me up from across the street.

It takes me an hour to wake up. I yelled. Another neighbor complained to my landlord.

Tomorrow I’m setting my alarm for 7am, because I’m not that important.

What is the ego, and how do you evolve it?

The ego is who you are. It incorporates the lower self and the higher self. Until it evolves and the higher self is what remains.

The lower self, the body, and what it needs. The heart has a consciousness in it. It’s why your body breathes even when you hold your breath. It’s why you can’t pick a time to pee or shit. 

The higher self,  the soul you are.

How do you evolve the ego?

One needs to understand that the only thing in existence that is a constant is change.

Look at what you do and how you live,  I’ll look at me.

I live simply.

I don’t eat out. 

I live in a house where I rent a room.

I don’t need to be important.  Meaning I’m a janitor at Wal-Mart. 

The least important job at Wal-Mart. 

I take half hour breaks daily, because I can. I would have fired me so fast.

I’m looking for another job. However I live in Chico and the unemployment rate is higher here than the national average because every year college kids decide they like Chico and fuck off their degrees.

Bitching about having to pay back student loans for a degree they don’t use because theu would have to move out of Chico. 

They didn’t want to change, and because of this, they put locals out of work.

I’ve heard back from one company that didn’t hire me.

I get the people I was hiding from found me. I hid in plain site. I just didn’t verify my LinkedIn with my ID.  I did that a couple months ago.

If they read this, message me, and we’ll talk.

These are the kind of people who read everything.

Oh, and I recently found out that ADHD is highly functional autistic.  I never felt autistic.  But it explains why others react to me the way they do.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

What is synchronicity?

It’s the mechanism that God uses to set everything in place.

How does it work?

As we speak, we say shit.  

The volume dies out, but the emotion and thoughts travel as an orb across the universe nearly instaneously. 

Think of a webbing touching each one of us.

The web leads us into meeting another.

This is synchronicity.  What happens while we speak,  creates new synchronicities that may or may not come to fruition. 

A change of mind on anyone’s part can kill synchronicity.

I wish it wasn’t true, however, it is.

It’s this simple. 

Using the law of reflection, one can feel synchronicity.  If one understands oneself,  one can feel when something is coming.

Understand we live in a shared reality shared by all. This is why it will take us all in order to save us all.

This is why healing yourself of everything is the best thing any can do.

Forgiveness is the key.

If one can’t forgive, one can’t heal.

Synchronicity will get worse for one who doesn’t forgive.

Simple truth.

Theory of Consciousness and Gravity and The Unified Field explained.

I started using Gemini today.

I put my theory into it.

It’s a paradigm shift that needs to happen, and I’m part of that paradigm.

Forget everything you’ve learned.

School is not going to produce a paradigm shift.

Universities will not produce a paradigm shift.

A paradigm shift looks from the outside at what is and goes in another direction.

I never wanted to be part of a paradigm shift.

It was news to me today.

I say part because others are needed for the paradigm shift.

I’m not anything but a dude who figured some shit out.

If you come by my place and I’m sitting on the porch, say yo.

On to it.

Here’s what I realized existed.

Language can be a barrier, or it can open doors.

But what about telepathic language?

I’m glad I asked.

Emotional concepts with images or video.

The only way one can understand is to be a telepath.

Science says we don’t exist, hence why the paradigm will shift.

It’s not that I don’t get what I’m talking about puts everything on it’s ass, I do get it. However, the truth will not be silent. 

Not my truth.

Personal truth is the biggest lie ever sold.

Why the forward?

I’m making sure I’ve got my mindset to intuitive. 

I am getting myself ready to speak about this again. I don’t like repeating myself.

It’s something I’m getting over.

When I was 34-37, I spent those 3 years with Firefox,  I was using the stumbleupon feature.

These were my categories. Quantum mechanics,  Quantum physics,  physics, psychology, behavioral psychology, and philosophy. I read sacred texts, the website that is a repository of the world’s spiritual teachings. 

I devoured huge chunks of information.

Then, at 49, I got caught on the gyre. I can’t remember who authored the paper. However, it was talking about a gyre being the smallest subatomic particle theorized to exist.  The scientist was blasted for this theory.

But I got deep into telepathic communication.

I finally understood things that I could not explain because there was no language.

There still isn’t. 

But there it was staring me right in the face.

Here’s what language can explain. 

Light goes faster the closer it gets to a black hole.  We assume time goes faster.

We assume incorrectly.

What is time?

It’s an idea.

What if everything exists, all that has and will happen in infinite space?

That means that now is all there is, and it moves forward.

Light moves as fast as the strongest force of gravity.

There is no vacuum. Gravity dissipates but can not be destroyed. 

This means we would see a second last longer on Mars and shorter on Jupiter. 

It would be a small fraction of a second. However, it would be as I say.

Not because I say. It’s because it’s how it actually works, and I just noticed.

I get people who studied and got PhDs are going to be really pissed the fuck off.

Oh well.

Gyres create gravity. In unison, they create an electromagnetic field. They create atoms.

They are the building blocks for existence.

A black hole ejects light and stuff to create more stuff.

The black hole is the universes recycler.

Now, going up and down as it were, a gyre is infinite by itself. As one large gyre will be a universe filled with gyres, all filled with gyres.

Going up, we are in one of a trillion gyres making up something, or we could be floating on space.

Nikola Tesla was a really smart dude who once said something about the key to understanding the universe is frequency and sound.

Emotional frequency.

Telepathic frequency.

Thoughts and emotions are massless.  This means gravity will not touch them, and every one of our thoughts and emotions is broadcast across the entire universe nearly instaneously. 

This is truth, not my truth, the truth.

Personal truth is the biggest lie ever sold.

What if God is the gyre?

It would make sense that God is in everything. God is in us. God uses us to figure out what God made and what to do with and about it.

This is theory. 

Is it true?

I know it to be true.

How?

I channeled it from the universal consciousness.

What is the universal consciousness?

A mind made up of all minds. It exists as the ocean, and we are but drops.

It can give us anything we need.

Gods and such.

Think about it. We give a deity a personality, and it acts as it’s supposed to. Until we no longer need dieties because we found all is deity.

God is all.

The gyre.

It’s not religion,  it’s not spiritual, it’s science.

God is science.

I get this will not go down well with certain religions that will go nameless because it’s all of them.

Why do we have consciousness?

What is consciousness?

You can tell something in conscious. 

What level of consciousness does a can have?

Enough to know and hold its form.

We are a soul. We have a body.

This is awareness.  We are aware of ourselves and that we possess a body.

This level of consciousness is what we consider to be life.

What if life exists in other things that have emotions but are not aware of themselves?

This is getting complicated.

What’s the simple truth of what consciousness is?

It’s inexplicable. We all know what we are talking about, and we understand it because of our consciousness.  It doesn’t need an explanation.

It’s ground in us to the DNA of our ancestors and their ancestors.

What we need to be concerned with is awareness, not just self-awareness, awareness of who we are, and what we can do to be of service to humanity.

Pay attention to the world and your place in it.

If we don’t serve humanity, who will?

As for the unified field.

Chaos.

Chaos happens, and then it repeats, making an evolution.

Everything uses everything in order to evolve.

Look at yourself.

Something chaotic happens, happens again, and it becomes how we evolve or de-evolve

Everything uses everything in order to evolve. 

Everything that evolves uses everything in order to evolve. 

The only constant in the universe is change, chaos. As we evolve, we understand this, and we are part of the chaos.

Parenting 101

I spent time with my son last weekend.

The Dude is a 20 yeal od man. He’s a gentleman. He knows what he is doing. He has informed opinions.

I raised him.

The whole thing about getting his attention making him remind himself who he was. 

He never did what I did. If I got in trouble, I would find out how to get away with it. 

He didn’t do that. 

He got the reminder that he needed and went on to whatever.

That’s the thing about punishment. It makes one think about how not to get caught.

It’s a simple truth.  Meaning it doesn’t matter what you think of it. It’s still true.

If we are to change the world, we must change how we treat children.

They inherit the world from us.

My inheritance is a shit fucking world getting worse by the second.

It’s getting a tiny bit better daily.

However, the wars, the cars, the pollution, and everything else we lie to each other about.

Build better children. 

Stop punishing them.

Start reminding them what insert name says please and thank you, works at being friends with other people, and whatever you caught them doing.

You’ll see that brainwashing wash yourself in all the best ways.

I never lied to my son. He always knew Santa was fiction.

When I found out Santa was fiction and that my parents had lied to me, it made me suspicious of everything everyone ever told me.

I was 5.

I never talked down to my son.  I put myself on his level.

When I got talked down to, it made me want to be older so that I could talk down to people.

That was so wrong.

Putting myself at his level made sure he understood,  and he felt respected.

I respect that my son will live his choices as we all do.

I respect my son.

My son is my friend. Something I never had with either of my parents.

This is how I broke the generation.

We need to keep breaking.

We need to raise children who greet the world with arms wide open.

What we are breeding into them is fear.

This needs to stop.

Anyone who wants to argue, the line starts here.

Pat and Patricia part 3

Warning graphic shit that I don’t want to write, but it’s the characters’ story to tell.

It’s been a couple of months since I wrote to you Samantha.

You’ll understand what others don’t about possession.  If I could talk to anyone, I would talk to you, Samantha, my only child.

Pat keeps me inside, never able to speak to anyone. 

I look at people differently because I’m possessed.  Who uses nicknames?

What are they possessed with, or are they not possessed. There’s no way to know for sure.

There have been a few people throughout my life who noticed something wasn’t right. They were Shaman of some sort. Its why they got the feeling. They deal with possession. 

I kidnapped a homeless family. 

I put the daughter with the father and the mother with the son. I injected them.

I put it on the dark web saying exactly what it was.

I never got paid so much in my life.

What’s happening to me?

I feel like I’m breaking.

Of course you do, because you are.

Why?

Why do you do this to people?

I’m a demon,  remember.  It’s what we do.  Take souls and feed on them nice and slow. 

Did you expect a different answer?

No.  I get it. We are a smorgasbord for demons.

That’s it, you’ve got it perfectly. 

You were an angel at one point?

Yes.

Then Lucifer had his spat, and you fell.  Why is it you followed Lucifer?

Now, that is a question that needs an honest answer. Why did I choose to follow Lucifer?

Why did I choose to follow Lucifer!?

He made a valid point that I could not escape. 

What point?

Are you writing a book?

Look asshole, your the only one I get to talk to. Everyone knows me as Pat.

What point did Lucifer make that convinced you to follow him?

First off, angels and demons dont jave sexual organs. We’re its.

Oh, I had no idea. The thing on Facebook said they do.

Facebook,  really.  You want to take advice from Facebook?

No, but it upset you.

Nice shot.

You’ve been learning. I like it when you learn.  Keeps me on my toes.

Now, how about you answer the question of what valid point Lucifer make that made you decide to follow it?

Thought I had you. You know I can keep this up forever?

Why don’t you want to answer?

Every demon that follows Lucifer does so because it made an argument about free will.  It said we don’t have free will,  but the humans do. God sets them up above us.

That’s what made me follow Lucifer. 

It was the first time I used free will. And I got punished like the rest to be demons. We fell, and Lucifer still argues with God.

You know that whole thing about for God a second is as 10,000 years. It’s the same for us. We don’t experience time.

You made that up for yourselves. 

So, for us, the argument just started and ended.

That’s fucked up. I never thought, I never imagined what you truly were.

Yeah, it’s a fucked existence.

Pat and Patricia part 2

Samantha,

You won’t read this until I die.

What you do is your choice.

I know the demon Sam will tell you that you have no choice.

It’s the same demon that has me. It’s the same demon that has used our family since 1865.

When John Bidwell found Chico California in 1860, it had a few stores and a few houses. By 1865, they had more houses. They had a brothel that was owned by Kimberly Nemeth. She went by Kim.

That nickname is what the demon uses.

Oh, why are you telling her all our secrets?

Someone should know. 

What makes you think she doesn’t already know, or that I can tell her anything I want.

Do you remember your suicidal stage?

Would you like it if she killed herself?

I could make that happen.

Fuck you.  Fuck the fuck the fuck the fuck off!

I hate you.

I want you fucking dead!

Is that the way you want to treat the one who will make sure they never know what you did?

I really fucking hate you, you sadistic motherfucker.

Well, if you are going to compliment me with such verse, keep it going.

There is no winning with you. I need to remember that.  There is no winning with a demon who has controlled my family since 1865.

Why do I take the bait?

Don’t answer. I know,  I’m stupid.

Of course, my IQ is 179. I’m brilliant as a human, but take that against something that has an IQ of 4,000,000. It’s a wash.

Samantha, your only defense is peace. 

Any emotion feeds the demon. 

I work at my peace, but I don’t know how long I’m going to last doing this.

The house has access to the tunnel network they had built under Chico.  That network has a secret door that goes into a cavern.

In the cavern, there are rooms that have been built.  That’s where I put them.

I don’t know how I’m going to do this.

I am as peaceful a woman as I can be.  Now, I’m going to kidnap homeless people and lock them in the rooms in the cavern. Then I’m going to inject them with concentrated demon energy and they’ll fuck like animals. 

I’m going to record it and sell it on the dark web.

What in the hell am I doing?

What I want you to do.

This is as fucked as it gets. Do I have to watch?

Of course you do.

I don’t know how I’m going to do this,  but fuck it, I’m doing it.

Rebuilding the world

I figure we’re getting close to the end of the world as we know it. 

How to rebuild?

What do people need?

Shelter, food, water, something to keep them busy.

Food, water, and shelter has zero cost.

Now, there will be some sacrificing we all will have to do.

First off, whose going to grow food, and what will they grow?

What is it the average human body needs in the way of sustenance?

This needs to be determined using hard facts.

These facts will be available to the public.

No secrecy will be tolerated. 

Look at the world. You see what secrecy has got us?

We need to find a way to have energy that is resonance with the earths electromagnetic field and build technology to suit.

It’s electric cables and wifi that cause free radicals,  free radicals cause cancer.

Doing it this way will take a while but will save untold lives.

I get that people will want shit and not everyone will be happy to sacrifice. 

We need a world council.  Splitting the world into quadrants, sections, states, counties, and cities.

Each quadrant has 5 civil servants. Each section has 5 civil servants, and so on.

The world gets a council of 13.  There will always be a tie breaker.  Hence, why 13.

This is what i got right now at 3am.

There’s going to be a full moon tonight, and I’m not sleeping because I have no choice.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Pat and Patricia part 1

This journal will never be read until I die.

That’s how dads journal started.

I never knew how fucked my life is until I read the rest of dad’s journal.

This is for you, Samantha. 

I know this curse will pass down. Sam likes being called Sam,  not Sammie,  Sam. 

Like I hate being called Patty. I don’t even like being called Pat. I’m Patricia.

They demon is Pat. It was Jim, my dad was James.  Grandpa Frank, Francis, and going back to the 1860s.

One of our family members used a nickname, and the demon took the nickname. It makes sense that we’re all Mediums. Otherwise, the demon would have killed us quickly, but because we’re Mediums, we’re targets because it’s easier to control us.

What the fuck are you whining about?

Fuck off Pat. 

Why?

Because.

That’s not a good answer, I’ll need a good answer.

Just fuck the fuck off you motherfucker!

No.

I want to tell you what your new job is.

What?

You know your ancestors have been doing my bidding. Now, it’s time for you to know what it is that is what I want.

I want souls. 

You understand why there are cells under the house.

I read in dad’s journal.  I kidnap homeless people that no one will miss. I put them in the cells and I give them an injection with this stuff, what is it?

Concentrated demon energy.

Right, and they fuck like crazy and I use cameras to film it all. Then I upload this shit using a VPN connecting to the dark web. I sell it using Bitcoin, and they pay, saying they bought anything other than what they got.

Almost. You need to tell them what to call it. I like using lunch bag.

You would. 

Anyway, after you drain their souls, I take them out of town and drop them off. I never use the same town twice, and I will scramble it so no pattern emerges.

I can’t believe I’m doing this.

Said your father when his father died. 

How long have you been around?

Since time began.

I’m never going to outsmart you. There’s no way to escape you. Even if I killed myself, you’d bring me back.

You got it kid.

I’m 51. I’m not a kid.

Compared to me, you’re still in diapers. 

Pat and Patricia

This is fiction.

This is my new story that you will read as I write.

I don’t give a fuck about money.

If people want to give me money, ok.

However, it will not influence my art.

I’m an artist. 

Writing is my art of choice.

I do paint, and draw, and stuff. However, it’s the muse that makes me write. 

Patricia is possessed by Pat, a demon that has feasted through her family since the 1860s.

Her dad just died, and he left her the family house. The house has been in the family since the 1860s.

She has no siblings. 

She has a couple of friends.

No one knows her secret, that all these years going by Pat, she was opening herself up to demonic control, and now the demon controls Patricia.

What is it that Patricia will find in the house?

I’ll start part one tonight.

Quora anyone?

I’ve been spending time on quora.

I’ve been answering questions from many.

It’s good to feel as if you can do something for someone.

No one here asks me a thing.

Find me on quora and I will not give you my profile in this.

You have to find me like everyone else. 

I answers questions from a diverse study of life.

It’s all connected.

And there’s no way I can fit in here.

So find me on quora.

Think about it

Every decision you make creates a new reality.

How many decisions did you make today?

Multiply that times every person on the planet.

Now, wrap your head around every decision ever made by anyone.

That’s how big the omniverse is. It’s inconceivable. 

One can get stuck in analysis paralysis trying to figure out one decision.

I’ve done it. We all do it.

This is where meditation saved my ass.

I have ADHD. Meaning my attention span is what was I talking about.  It’s not that bad. However, it’s bad.

Meditation for me was a challenge.

I tried using various guided meditations before I settled with, I let go of everything. 

Saying it until I do it, I got my higher self guiding me. I closed off from the world, and I was all by myself.

I start by saying, “Everyone out.” I say it 3 times.

Followed by “disconect from everyone. “

I say it 3 times. 

I let go of everything.

This seals the deal for closing me off so I can have some me time. 

I’m a telepath.  When my mind is blank, I get shit from everywhere. 

I’m a medium who channels spirit, angels, demons, fey, jinn, and other entities. 

I have no off switch.

When I go to bed, I take someone with me to close off while I sleep. Their spirit, and most of the time, I dont know who and they don’t know me. However, if I’m “working” an issue, I’ll take whoever it is I’m working with.

I need a Faraday cage.

If I can find peace within myself, what in the blue holy fuck is anyone’s excuse?

I’m waiting to hear it.

Give it to me.

The last in line

Thank you, Dio.

This has been a theme in my life. Always the last in line.

I think about it, and there is a reason for it. I don’t know what that reason is.

Let’s take a look and see why I’m the last in line.

When I was 14, I had my baptism, and I was last in line.

When I went for my physical to go into the Air Force and it was time for the pee test. I was last in line.

When I was a chow runner in basic training,  I was the last in line.

When I got to pick my new base because our unit was closing,  last in line.

It’s a theme that goes throughout my life.

If we look at animals,  wolves. Alphas are the last in line to make sure no one can attack from the rear.

I’m always hanging in the rear.

I don’t need a spotlight to know I’m an alpha.

I don’t need to show off because I’m an alpha.

Alphas do what is right because it is right and fuck up every wrong person they meet.

This is why most people are fucked when dealing with an alpha.

The alpha will attempt to be kind and when kindness doesn’t work, they fuck people up.

I use words.  It hurts a lot more to leave someone in a pile that will take years of therapy to recover. The nice thing is, it’s legal.

Telling the truth to fuck people up is absolutely legal.

Be wary of what you post. You never know when an alpha will see it and be bored and take exception with it and decide to write a comment.

Taming the beast

At the core of every human is a beast called emotion. Logic can tame the beast.

Think about getting into the intuitive mindset.

This is taming the beast.

One has to build trust in oneself.

Why did I do that?

Do you get an answer?

The higher self and the subconscious are one.

The conscious mind is a mask.

The ego is a mask until one builds one’s ego to understand this.

That mask is adaptive.

If you think about yourself, you can see this.

I use several things to anchor my ego.

Ones ego needs to be anchored. Otherwise, possession is likely.

There are many kinds of possessions and degrees of possession.

Most think it’s what they see in the movies. Nefarious was one of the films that dealt with what possession truly is.

Think about it, the Catholic Church does exorcisms. Who else does?

There are people who know that there are entities, not necessarily demons, that like to fuck with us because they’re bored.

Now, back the mask.

I love Gene Roddenberry and what he created.

I love Farscape.

I love South Park.

I love Super Jail.

The things I love are what builds and refines my ego.

I’ve read. I’ve read libraries’ worth of knowledge.

I spent several years with Firefox using the Stumbleupon feature. I browsed Quantum mechanics, physics, psychology, behavioral psychology, abnormal psychology, and philosophy,   and I read most of what Sacred Texts has.

Sacred texts is a repository of religious and spiritual books. Everything from alchemy to zoroastrianism.

I studied like a motherfucker and half. I devoured huge chunks of information.

I read enough to get half a dozen PhDs.

I don’t know jack shit in comparison to what there is to know. I know very, very little in comparison to everything there is to know.

I do this twice to understand that it is the truth. I could find many ways to express this truth about my life.

It’s not my truth, its truth about me.

In studying psychology,  I read Jung, Freud, Tolle and many others.

Jung was the closest to figuring out what the ego is.

Tolle, is a hack. Eckhart Tolle doesn’t know what he’s talking about and it has fucked up a generation.

Now, how does this work at taming the beast.

As one learns, ones ego is changing.

As one gets experience, ones ego is changing.

Ones ego is changing all the time.

What is it that one learns?

The rules.

As one understands right and wrong, one tames the beast.

There is right and wrong.

There is no good or evil.

A fact is right.

A fact is it good or evil?

Do you understand the difference?

This is how you tame your beast.

Don’t look back

I love me some Boston, and this song is a reason why.

Thinking about looking back, can you do it without emotion?

If not, that’s what’s holding you back.

If you can look at the past without emotion, just the facts of your life. The truth of your life.

No one owns the truth. 

You have a truth about your life but it’s not your truth.

Everyone goes through some shit,  and others have gone through what you have gone through.

If i look back without emotion, I can see what is truly holding me back, and it’s me.

I had a stroke more than 5 years ago.  I lost the ability to communicate.

I got possessed.

It’s only been recently that I’ve dealt with the possession. I have new safe guards in place.

There’s no way to know who is possessed.

I’ve seen it as people thought it was me.

I couldn’t do a thing.

It’s not fun.

But don’t feel sorry for me.

I had my stroke while I was taking care of my dad. A friend of mine had just found out his girlfriend had died. 

We hadn’t spoken in over a year, and he calls me. 

That moment I had my stroke. I couldn’t speak for a week. My parents didn’t notice.

Took me 2 or 3 weeks to remember the password for my computer. 

I know exactly what it’s like to fight for your life.

This is how I can be one that can sense possession and help them gain their lives back.

Most people who are possessed,  you wouldn’t know it.

Bohemian Rhapsody

Queen.

In case you live on another planet, you know this one.

I look at this song, and it is a fun song.

My bodies aching all the time.

I can relate.

At 13, I got tripped on the basketball court at school.  I fell on my knees.

I couldn’t walk for 3 days. I couldn’t walk on the right leg for 6 days.

What a Dr. who treats the US ski team as their knee guy told me is that I scarred the cartilage underneath my knee caps, and this is why I have arthritis in my knees.

Then at 19, I through my arm out of socket.

At 24, I dislocated two ribs from the spine. The only thing that has ever dropped me.

Taking a normal breath it felt as if a knife was jabbed into my lung. The pain alone dropped me.

It was two months before I had the cash to see a dr.

Arthritis in my ribs, my shoulder,  my knees,  and probably in my back.

I’m 50. I ain’t no spring chicken. I’m an autumn rooster.

When I think about a wife, what age am I looking for?

I don’t know.  Probably 30 or over. My son is 20, and really, I’d prefer she was closer to my age than my son.

Everything else takes care of itself.  Letting synchronicity do what it does to bring us together.

I get most people think I’m as crazy as batshit gets, but I haven’t been crazy on years.

I want to go crazy with one.

Iris

The Goo Goo Dolls ate responsible for this.

It’s the lyrics.

I just want you to know who I am.

It’s why I write as much as I do.

This is for you all.

My name is James, and my mask is Jim.

I don’t know who I am without Jim. 

I’ve been channeling my entire life.

It’s who I am.

I just want you to know who I am.

Even as James without my mask, I’m as wise as wise gets because I was paying attention when I spoke to everyone.

It wasn’t me talking,  but I paid attention. 

Born this way

Lady gaga is responsible for this.

In the lyrics

GOD MAKES NO MISTAKRS.

This should be the song I destroy because it’s an oxymoron. 

It also says trans, and trans people refuse that God makes no mistakes.

Which means transgender are liars to themselves and they expect us to buy the lie.

I’ve met several transgender people,  and each one had mental issues other than thinking they got born in the wrong body.

Fuck that bullshit. 

This comes from my experience with transgender people.

Show me one drag queen or transgender individual that has perfect mental health, and I’ll shut my mouth.

Because drag queens put on a bunch of shit to look like women, however, it’s a lie.

So their entire life is built upon a lie.

How are they going to be mentally healthy?

It’s the saddest of truths. 

That means it doesn’t matter how you feel about it. It’s still the truth.

Baba O’Reilly

The Who are responsible for this.

Teenage wasteland.

I’ve felt like a teenager for the last 30 years.

I got with the flow. I’m not worried about anything.

I got what I need and if I want, why do I want?

I want a wife.

Why do I want a wife and what am I willing to sacrifice to have a woman in my life?

Notice, I used sacrifice.

The first thing I have to sacrifice is my alone time will get shorter.

Relationships work because of the sacrifices each make.

I want someone to talk to that i cam jave sex with. I’m looking for wife, not a friend. On that note, a wife would be my best friend.

That’s what most relationships lack. They want to fuck, but have nothing in common and don’t like each other that much, however the sex is great.

I’ve been in that kind of relationship. 

Here’s how it fails for me. I’m a telepath.

When having sex, I can see what is in your head, and if it’s not me…and it wasn’t me too many times.

It’s why I chose celibacy. 

Over ten years, I’ve been celibate. 

For a wife my entire life would change to suit her. I’m an empathic amplifier.  It’s who I am.

For instance, what flowers are your favorite, you’ll get them occasion for no reason.

I cook. Whatever you want, get me the ingredients, and I’ll make it, and it will take a couple of tries before I perfect it and work at making it better.

You will have my undivided attention at all times unless I’m talking to my son.

Full  body massages.  Once a week.

I’m still a teenager at heart. 

I lost my virginity at 17. I was in love, and she was in love with me, and we made love.

That’s my sexual imprint.

Of course I’ve learned and I can fuck you like Greek God or the devil himself and anything in-between.

I enjoy making a woman orgasm. I’m an empathic amplifier, of course, I love a woman’s orgasm.

This is my journal where I write my private thoughts.

I keep nothing private.

I keep no secrets.

I’m looking for a wife, and that means she’s looking for me.

We don’t know how we will meet, but it will be when we each have the idea of surrendering to another as not as scary as it seems.

I’m ready to surrender.

I don’t get positive emotions

I don’t get negative emotions.

I get emotions after something.

Why do I have to have emotions?

You would be bored as shit without emotions.

What emotions are positive?

None.

Emotions are.

Emotions are not negative or positive. 

Positive and negative are opinions.

If some dies, what actually happened?

They get recycled, and their remnant goes on until it’s devoured by a soul eater.

Anything you feel about this is your opinion.

Emotion is opinion.

Judgment can be logical or emotional. 

Most judgments are emotional.

I love South Park. 

If you hate South Park,  that’s your judgment based on your opinion.

Everyone judges.

Use your best judgment.

What does that actually mean?

Best judgment.

How do you classify best judgment?

What makes it best?

If we think about it, judgment is what we learn mixed with how we feel. As we learn things are illegal, we judge ourselves based on what we do.

Now, there are some things that, as we learn, we judge others.

Lying, stealing, and other stuff we all got taught in school.

If we use our best judgment,  we use what we have learned.

What if we have gone against our better judgment?

How can we make ourselves right again?

Following what good judgment tells us to do.

Stop doing the things that go against our better judgment.

If you need assistance,  I’m sure this guy can help you out. 

A symptom of being human

Shinedown is responsible for this.

I can still remember all my wives and girlfriends.

I get that I’m awkward.

I get that most people don’t share their lives. 

I get it.

I’m weird as fuck.

I’m ok with my being weird as fuck, however i can’t expect another to find my eccentric behavior to be something they can put up with.

Doesn’t matter how well I can make them orgasm.

There is a direct correlation with how well someone can make you orgasm and how much of their bullshit you will take.

I’ve seen it.

This as human as gets.

I get I can go from talking about the mysteries of the universe to South Park and Super Jail.

For those who don’t know Super Jail. Imagine willy Wonka ran a prison and every episode many people die in horrific ways.

Cartoon.

Think about it, I’ve been to hell. I’ve seen what hell is. I made suggestions on how to make it worse.

I got told to get the fuck out.

Now, when I come knocking at the gates,  they say, “who do you want. We’ll get them for post haste.”

I get I’m scary as fuck.

I get it.

However, I can be as gentle as a breeze. I like being gentle because of all the fighting I’ve done.

I never wanted to fight.

How else could I be me?

This is as human as it gets.

Teleportation must be analog

I was watching Stargate SG-1, and they used a teleportation device.

Every time I see a teleporter on TV or in film this is what I think.

Here’s why.

Digital is a sample of analog. No matter how high the sample rate is, it will never capture everything.

We are analog beings.

The idea of  creating a computer to inject matter into the teleportation stream on the receiving end would be extremely difficult if not impossible.

I say if not, because nothing is impossible. 

We are all connected to everything.

Why couldn’t we teleport ourselves anywhere in the universe?

I get the idea that we would have to have been at a place before to track our energy.

Energy never dies. It only dissipates.  So, we track our energy to where we have been and ride a string to that place.

Cosmic strings.

If we are connected, what connects us?

Cosmic strings it’s the best i can come up with.

It might be i have the wrong name. However, we’ll work with this.

So your soul allows you to fold yourself up and go.

I have no idea what the visual effect would be.

You leave a string everywhere you go.

At times, going to a place, such as work, builds your energy in that place.

What if you could teleport yourself to work?

Why do you need a car then?

Go to the grocery store.

Go to friends’ house.

Go anywhere you’ve been.

It’s this simple.  However it’s not easy.

I look at what in the DNA would be locking this up.

Stealing. 

It would be easy to steal.

I figure the DNA cipher lock that we have uses behavior to unlock what can be done.

I don’t steal.

I had a dream once where I could steal a bag of weed, and I said in my dreams, I don’t steal. Then I told myself it was a dream. I said I still don’t steal.

But I steal energy from energy vampires.

That could be what’s holding me up.

Memories: traps or learning

You choose.

Our memories can have us feeling trapped.

Why?

Emotion.

What emotion do we tie to the memory?

When memory is nothing more than a fact of your life, then one can learn.

Some memories our worth tying emotion too.

That’s a personal choice and I don’t make choices for any, including make choices for me.

I’m responsible for the choices I make.

The last two weeks I’ve been broke as fuck. I could’ve told my landlord I’d pay less and then I’d have to take it out of this check. 

I ran out of tobacco.

It was my responsibility. 

Yesterday, I rerolled cigarettes from my ashtray. 

I am responsible for the choices I make.

I never tell people everything. If I did, I’d be talking for a really long time.

Today I got tobacco.  I’m grateful as fuck to jave tobacco. I only use American spirit. Organic tobacco that doesn’t have all that shit in it that regular cigarettes do.

I’m responsible for what I put in my body.

Don’t be me, be you,  however if you see something you like it’s your choice and I have zero control over anything.

That means this is a chaotic universe that is always in a state of chaos. 

Think about that. 

Why the meek inherit the earth

It’s a matter of patience.

Power needed, not wanted.

I allow my subconscious to do whatever I need it to do.

I have direct access to my subconscious.

It will let my conscious mind know what it needs to.

That’s what trusting yourself means.

You dont think, because you know the subconscious is way faster than you could ever be.

I do shit and tell myself later.

Subconscious.  Sub meaning below the conscious mind. Directing the conscious mind.

Allowing for that kind of trust takes time. 

You will make the same mistakes everyone makes.  I made the same mistakes everyone makes.

This is how to be meek.

Trusting others is easy in comparison. 

How I fuck up energy vampires

It’s easy. Most have narcissistic tendencies, if not are full blown narcissists.

Fucking with a narcissist is easy.

You allow yourself to seem as if you’re under their spell. While doing that, you can see what’s important to them. 

As you feel as if you think you have them, wait.

Wait for the perfect opportunity to skewer their ego and eat it for a snack.

At this point, you won’t have to do much to get them to leave you alone. You know their kryptonite, and you’re not afraid to use it.

Talk to them as if they were there, it’s what any vampire does to get ready for an encounter.

Beat them at their own game.

If you lose a few before you win, dont worry, it takes time to master this.

I’m a Master Vampire, and my mother trained me well.  I figure no one should be able to get away with stealing people’s energy and their karma. 

It’s why I target vampires. 

Stealing people’s karma,  that’s a huge fucking no no.

On the spiritual level,  being a vampire is disgusting as it gets. 

Think about it. 

Stealing. 

At some point, the vampire will lie.

Get the point.

I turned on my own kind. 

I know all their tricks and games.

I can beat them at their own game using my tricks. 

That’s the world underneath this one. 

It’s energy and what you do with it.

I love everyone on this world.

I act with respect towards all living things.

It’s not an act.

This is what it means to a born witch.

The things I can do are my natural abilities. 

I can’t teach you to be me, be you, and figure out what you want.

I’m going to get married at least one more time. I just need to find the wife. 

If anyone’s counting,  this will be number 5.

To me and the next Ms.

Turning gold

The pretty reckless are responsible for this.

I feel the power.

Power.

Power to effect things.

The power isn’t mine. It’s all of ours.

However, if one doesn’t acknowledge ones power, other ones can take it.

Energy vampires do this. 

I like to feed on energy vampires and take their power that they stole.

I’m good at it.

Turning gold, I was always gold.

I feel the power.

Love is vengeance when not respected.

One gives respect to all until one is disrespected. 

Then they hear about it.

Be respectful to all.

You never know who does what i do and your lucky as fuck that I’m this honest about it.

The meek will inherit the world.

Meek means using power as needed, not wanted.

I don’t show off, and I give no proof of what I can do.

I’ve seen what I can do and either you believe me or you will be fucked.

Just the simple truth.

One

Metallica is responsible for this.

One.

One soul.

One body.

One ecosystem.

One earth.

One solar system of nine planets.

One universe.

One is the only thing that exists.

Think about it.

If one exists without others, why would one exist?

One and one make one and one.

As another one and one plus one plus one is one plus one plus one.

The idea of two or more is the idea of the masses and why we have masses.

Unfortunately the dumb outnumber the intelligent. 

They will believe whatever the first thing they hear.

Working to get them to accept the truth, difficult as fuck.

One consciousness split into many.

As dumb people die, the world gets smarter.

As intelligent people die, the world gets dumber.

Simple truth.

Truth does not care about your feelings.

Your feelings are yours to deal with.

Acceptance of the truth doesn’t make one unfeeling.  In fact this one loves everyone.

I wish this wasn’t true.

However dumb people dying makes the world smarter.

I’m not saying for anyone to kill anyone.

We should be able to treat everyone with respect. 

It’s good for the soul to treat people with respect. 

One golden rule.

Do unto others as one would have done to oneself.

That means if you dont like hearing other people’s music, you don’t force others to listen to yours.

Don’t fear the reaper

He’s just there for you to be recycled.

Yes, indeed, it’s a fact that we do this more than once.

That means it doesn’t matter how you feel about it. It’s still the truth

Death as a personification can teach you everything you want to know about life.

Why fear the reaper?

If you know you’ll go on, why fear the reaper?

Death is one of my best friends.

I’m a Táltos,  I speak with Arc Angels,  Arc Demons, Jinn,  Fey, and other entities.

How would I not know what happens after we release the mortal coil?

Aksshic records. I’m a librarian.

There’s more shit that I can do than I can think of. That’s what my abilities are. 

Anything I need.

Come together

Think about it.

Why are we separate?

Because life would be boring as fuck otherwise. 

This is why God made us. However, for the human,  God had help. 

Jehovah, Allah, Krishna, Ra, Odin, and others made us.

Those beings are not God.  They understand how God works and can convince us mortals that they are gods.

This is the simple truth.

No complication.

Come together to see how true it is.

As truth gains ground, the planetary vibration rises.

Let the truth be told.

No matter how much or how many it hurts. 

What makes any think you can beat God?

I’ve been on the side of God while God is arguing through me with some idiot.

I say idiot, because you have to be fucking stupid as hell if you think you’re going to win an argument with God. 

Think about it.

God knows everything.

You don’t.

God wins.

I know its not fair but life isn’t fair. If life was fair I wouldn’t be working at Wal-Mart,  I would be a dude who sat and waited for people to visit and ask questions.

Kind of like the Dali Llama.

Buddha.

Other Buddhists.

That’s the thing, i was prophesied about by many, but they didn’t make the cut through nostradamus and the like.

And for the Bible thumper, read the dann book, specially the red words, the words of the christ.

Now in i think it was in acts, that they wrote about gifts of the spirit and spreading it around.

What the fuck do you think I do?

I teach people to go within to find the higherself,  the holy spirit, to figure out what they can do.

And i do it free of charge.

I never charged anyone for what they need.

Like the Buddhists,  and the like,  and as the Christ commanded.

He never said anything about a church or pastors or priests or any if that shit.

That’s the devil.

We are the world

In the 1980’s this song was written and performed by many on an album.

What in the blue holy fuck happened?

It’s 2025.

40 years.

It looks as if we have gone downhill since then.

What happens when everyone turns on the rich, even their own security?

I know people such as myself who can possess others to do whatever they want.

This is not fiction.

This is the truth. 

There’s no way to catch any of us.

That’s why you don’t believe. 

As we exist we can do whatever the fuck we want and no one can catch us.

That’s some scary shit if you’re not one of us.

I get why people want to deny our existence,  it’s not fair.

Life isn’t fair.

But it can be balanced. 

The balance on this world is dire need of being restored.

I’m not going to hurt even a fly. 

However, if I’m in someone and they kill a fly. 

They killed the fly,  not me.

Think about that.

Bulletproof

Godsmack is the inspiration for this.

I channel God,  and God understands that most people don’t want to hear from the true living God. 

Do you understand how much shit I’ve taken for channeling God?

I’m not the approved one to channel God.

What right do you have to channel God?

I don’t belive you. 

Why?

I just don’t believe you.

And much much much much more.

I’m bulletproof.

Hit me with whatever you got, cause God’s got me covered.

Do you think a prophet for God has anything to worry about?

The safest place anyone could be is next to me.

Call me delusional because you can’t accept the simple truth.

Yeah, I’ve heard it before.

I’m bulletproof.

I’m at work

And I’m this comfortable writing this. 

This is how bad Wal-Mart is.

I can get away with writing my blog while I should be working. 

I really need a new job.

I apply for a job at day, and on Wednesday, I have an interview to be a caregiver once again.

It would be good for me.

I know I’ll get bored.

I always do.

215 iq.

Comfy is as comfy does

I’ve gotten comfy at Wal-Mart.

Took 6 months.

However, I’ve gotten used to the things that bother me, the employees.

I’m a customer service machine. 

I used to tell people that we’re not going to pay for the dead relatives’ medical bills nearly daily.

I’ve told a middle aged woman that we just sold out of the happy holiday barbie.

It’s the employees that i had around me that made me.

At Walmart,  it’s the employees that broke me. That was until I decided to not care. I dont talk to anyone.  They have to speak to me first. 

Then I used my abilities and decided to steal the joy out of Wal-Mart and it’s subsidiaries.

Everything is connected to a single piece of energy.

I know that energy well.

It’s what I used at united Healthcare.

It’s what I used at iti marketing.

It’s what I use in my life.

Now that im comfy, I need a new challenge.

I would prefer it was a woman that fucks my life up.

I would have to change a lot of shit for a girlfriend.

It’s been a long time. However, I’m ready and prepared.

Divorce #4

I’m going backward through this.  Since my stroke more than 5 years ago, it’s the freshest.

I took divorce after being threatened with it more than a few times.

This is abuse.

This wasn’t the only abuse I suffered.

Her mother once said, “You know my daughter is a liar?”

My ex-wife at one point said, “Everyone knows I’m a pathological liar.”

She looked shocked when she heard herself admit it.

Until then,  she had memory issues. That was how she got away with lying.

I remember conversations that happened years ago, so that didn’t work for her, and she got mad at me for remembering correctly. 

She worked from home.

I came home from working at Toys R US and she was smoking a joint playing the ps3 while the kitchen was a disaster.  Pots and pans and dishes all over the counter space. 

This is an example of what I put with because the sex was that amazing.

I did things to her at her request I wouldn’t do.

Her request. 

She had a porn addiction. I got porn sites from her. She had them bookmarked under porn.

She didn’t want me to be a telepath because I know when someone’s lying.

She didn’t want me to be a medium that channels the soul. She didn’t like the messages that she wanted to give herself through me.

She didn’t want me to be public about being an Empath.

That’s where she got abusive.

Then there was my healing.

I had a short leg and a limp.  When I showed up with both my legs the same length, she was so pissed.

She was trying to siphon my energy. 

When we would go to sleep at night,  we would hold hands. I got the thought in my head,  siphon.

It was her, I’m a telepath. 

Essentially, she was trying to kill me. I saw my death by her more times than I can count. 

Abusive.

It’s why I haven’t wanted to deal with relationships since then.

Since then, I turned down two marriage proposals.  I got scared as shit.

It’s been years.

There is a direct correlation between how well some can make you orgasm and how much shit you take from them.

She was the fuck of a lifetime.

I took an amazing amount of shit from her.

I’m not who I used to be

As judgments fall upon us all, I’ve accepted the shit I’ve done.

It’s interesting the things I would’ve tried like hell to deny, now, it’s just the facts of my life.

I’ve been married 4 times.

I’ve been celibate for over ten years because of this.  I figure it must be me.

I was wrong.

The first one,  she came from money and I had none.

The second one was a cheater.

The third one wasn’t strong enough to talk to her own parents and they wanted her to get an abortion. 

The fourth one was a pathological liar.

I’m healed in and of myself.

I’m just looking for a woman who is the same.

I’m a soul healer.

Do you have any idea what I can do?

Empathic amplifier.

What i take in i have choices in What to do with it.

I take orgasmic energy and ramp it up and give right back to you.

I’m the best time women have had and miss dearly just for the sex.

Parkin’ it

Parkin’ it

It’s my day off.

My guidance is to chill the fuck out and ignore how fucked the world is.

It’s not normal for me not to pay attention to the world around me.

It hurts. 

I’m an empath, and for me, it goes into my back and my legs and then my arms.

I’m also a physical empath.

When shit hurts one of my friends, I feel it.

Fuck the fuck off with what I do as a medium who channels the soul. I have to be filled up, or something takes its place. 

Can you imagine having to have someone in you that wants to do shit, and you have to manage them and yourself. 

This is what my life is.  I know how alone I’m not. I wish I could be alone, but that ain’t gonna happen.

We are all one being .

This is what God taught me long ago. And most people didn’t want to listen.

Why?

Because their egos have not evolved enough to take this simple truth. 

They deny, and they suffer in their denial.

I am everywhere.

You are everywhere.

We are the same,  only our egos seperste us.

Tesla said roughly the same thing close to a hundred years ago. 

Now, being everywhere has its disadvantages.

One must coalesce, become something substantial if one is going to make an impact in the universe. 

I use empathic reiki.

I use the state of peace to transmute what I take in into pure love healing energy that goes like an orb across the entire universe.

That’s what people feel when I’m at peace. 

That wave of energy is what every empath can do.

It takes peace.

It’s why I use a mantra throughout the day.

I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart, mind, and soul.

Just do it, like Nike said.

It’s been a mantra of mine for a very long time.

Parkin’ it

What in the blue holy fuck!?

I work at Chico Walmart, where the last 7 days we’ve had ,ero toilet paper and zero paper towels.

How in the blue holy fuck can they not get 2 day air?

This is the dumbest place I’ve ever worked.

I get away with pretty much anything because none of the managers care, even the store manager.

If he didn’t see my name on my badge, I bet he couldn’t remember it. 

This is why I’m not writing.

I’m dealing with the stupidity of Walmart 

Armageddon

I was listening to Def Leopard, and it appears to me we are in the middle of Armageddon.

Let’s look shall we.

Fucked up weather.

Volcanoes.

Earthquakes.

Wars, plural.

Life is as fucked as fucked gets.

However, humans have been racing towards this as if they would win something. 

You got it, it’s not James,  it’s God talking. 

Let’s see where you fucked everything up for yourselves.

Long list. 

Starting with Tesla, I gave him free energy for the world.

Then Einstein split the atom. Them humans built a bomb. 

Then aliens said we shouldn’t be doing this because is fucks the universe up.

Humans said “fuck you.”

Make up.

It’s not a right.

And it’s fucked up more people than even i can count.

Why look like a whore ladies?

Used to be whores were the ones that wore make up.

Painted up like a whore.

Used to be said frequently. 

Cosmetics, that entire industry is narcissim deluxe. 

It’s as if you people are scared to death about growing older.

Dudes use cosmetics as well.

And while  on males, what in the blue holy fuck do you need a hard on pill for?

Most who take it abuse the holy living shit out of it.

The male body is built to have 3 orgasms a week for good health.

I get it with all the painted whores, men want to have sex with them.

Genetic memory.

It’s in your genetics that you see a whore and want to fuck.

How do you tell the whores from the women?

Make up.

It’s the truth that no one wants to hear.

What else?

I gave you hemp. Why do you cut down trees?

You know they create breathable air for you?

That’s just as stupid as a thing you could do.

Truly idiotic.

Oil.

What the fuck?

Tesla had a system that oil would never be used again.

You made plastic even though you knew it fucked up the environment.

Now it’s in everything.

You fucked up the world.

What is it with you and loud shit?

I get music. That shit should be loud.

Anything else should be quiet so you can hear.

You protect stupid people from their own stupidity and you don’t understand why that’s a problem?

The fact that you put directions on everything that doesn’t need directions, for instance shampoo. Rinse and repeat.

I never followed those directions.

I’m smart enough to know i dont need to.

Letting stupid people fuck themselves up is how they learn not to be stupid.

If they die,  oh well, the world IQ gets higher.

The university system is fucked.

There’s no good way to say it.

If i can learn what God truly is, and I haven’t been given a Nobel prize…

I can’t even see it on the news. 

Some dude discovered what God truly is.

I figure someone would want to know.

This is the stupidity that I was speaking of.

Denying the truth is stupid.

As a people we have fucked up at every turn. 

Then we cry about it.

What the fuck for?

We did it to ourselves. 

We are the responsible party.

The only way it gets better is to get rid of stupidity. 

Intelligence should be running things.

That’s all for now.

How to love your life

It’s a choice.

It’s that simple.

That i love my life means there’s a ton of shit I won’t put up with.

Lying, stealing, murder, rape,  and shot that we have laws for, including littering.

If you do these things a look at you, well I don’t look at you, I don’t even see you.

I’ve done a ton of shit in my life. I lied, I stole, and some other shit.

However, i dont do those things now. 

When one is ready to repent, meaning owning up to the shit one has done, one will reveal oneself as a hole human, healed through and through.

One must repent in order to be forgiven.

Look at Donald Trump.  Zero repentance in him.

He will not be forgiven.

His hell will only get worse.

Those who follow are going straight to hell with him.

Don’t be a Trump supporter. 

A little something

I talk to people,  I can’t avoid them.

I dont like talking to people who talk about others.

I like talking about ideas.

Recently, I was talking with a friend, and it came up. What would I do with millions?

Buy a farm and plant hemp.

If I had thar kind of money, I would also build a refinement center.

There, the hemp can be turned into other shit, paper, hempcrete, plywood, hemp plastic,  all biodegradable. 

I give more than a shit or a fuck about the earth.

Building something that is better for the earth and the humans,  makes sense.

However, I don’t have the money. I do have everything else, just no money.

If you’ve followed me for any time, you know I’m super intelligent. 

Intelligence figures shit out.

Non-intelligence regurgitates shit that is already known.

I like intelligence.

I don’t do stupid.

I live my life simply.

I love my life.

I’m absolutely grateful to everything for everything just that I’m alive.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose,  you know I am.

Parkin’ it

You give love a bad name

Thank you, Bon Jovi, for writing this one.

I play my part, and you play your game.

I always play my part, and it’s a part worth playing.

What is my part?

I channel God for any who gives a shit.

Think about it for yourself.

Why don’t you accept this truth?

What are you afraid of, that it’s true.

That you can’t argue because who wins arguing with God?

That’s a you issue.

You make it my issue, but if no one talks to me, it’s on them.

It’s their responsibility, not mine.

That’s what love is.

You accept what is told.

Lying to yourself is never a good thing.

That’s the way to the pit of suffering.

The Martial Art of Thought

That’s what Psychospirilosophy is.

Psychology.

Spirituality.

Philosophy.

What is working at Wal-Mart doing to me psychologically?

I was in the Air Force.

I was a manager.

I got respect.

I’m a janitor who gets no respect. 

I gave janitors respect long before I became a janitor.

Why is it people have no respect for the janitor?

This is my quandary.

In spiritual terms. They are what they are because of who they choose to be.

Philosophy.

I know what I said to get me into this and I know what I’m saying to get me the fuck out of Wal-Mart. 

It will be like I got paroled. I used to say that about the military.

I wish I hadn’t.  I never had it as good as then.

I’ve had better times, but this time in my life, I fucking hate that I work for Wal-Mart. 

It’s the people that work there that make it such a fucked place to work.

The arthritis in my knees has gotten so bad that walking hurts. 

I used to take walks all the time to clear my head. Now, it hurts.

Never get old, it hurts. 

All in all, I could be doing a fuck ton worse.

I got a job. 

I can survive with what my hours are.

What’s my problem again?

I fucking hate working as a janitor at Wal-Mart. 

I get why.

But until something else comes along….

Psychospirilosophy: The Martial Art of Thought

How often do you notice who notices you?

Like most people,  hardly ever.

Noticing who notices you is the first step in defending oneself.

It’s this simple. 

Looking at one’s phone is the stupidest thing you could do while walking. 

I don’t care that a bunch of people do it. That simply means they are engaging in stupidity.

Don’t be stupid.

When you walk, hold your head up. Look around and  notice what thete is to be noticed.

At work, it really pisses me off that we are supposed to fix as we see it.

Most employees let it hang.

If we all simply did what we are supposed to do, shit wouldn’t be so fucked. 

Noticing is the act of waking.

Until you notice you’re asleep and anyone can have you for lunch.

Noticing is that important.

An ungravy day

When I woke up today, I was pissed as pissed  gets about several things. 

I raged and screamed my head off.

It was the leaf blower that pissed me off, and I was already pissed.

My neighbor who is not home when the landscaper is there.

The leaf blower reaches a level of over 75db. This is the sound level. Db, or decibels, is how sound is measured.

Anything over 80db is considered to be hazardous noise and requires hearing protection. 

In the Air Force is drove vehicles that were rated over 130db.

My equipment rated 100db.

It’s why i was required to use ear plugs.

Chico has a huge fucking problem with the college.

As they come and don’t use their degrees and make the unemployment rate go higher making it more difficult for a local to find a job.

That’s totally irresponsible. 

That’s not thinking.

That’s feeling. 

Wisdom says if you love a place and you have a degree, you need to use your degree, otherwise you blew how much  money?

I don’t give a shit about anyone who thinks their feelings mean a damn thing to anyone.

The facts are what we make decisions over.

Not feelings.

Feelings will fuck you up the ass like a notherfucker and half. 

Now, for what really pissed me off today.

I can feel that there is someone that is watching me.

I know thst they could help me pay my bills and shit but they are afraid of me.

Just show the fuck up.

That’s how pissed off I am to be waiting for you to show the fuck up.

I know you read this blog.

Show the fuck up.

The Science of God part whatever

Everything is a soul. 

Everything has a soul.

Don’t argue with God.

This is what my life is like.

Think about it and watch the film Branded.

In this film, we get to see the souls of the companies.

Think about it.

Where you work has a soul made up of every soul in the place, and every customer interaction with your company feeds its soul.

Now, this is where I look at my life, and you look at yours.

Wal-Mart as an entity represents cheap shit.

It attracts the cheapest people,  both customers and employees. 

I don’t get why I got the job.

However, I have an idea.

This idea can not be proven.  Meaning there is no quantifiable data to sort through.  It’s a feeling. 

Data is not feelings.

We are feeling people.

What if God made shit to figure out how to make shit?

Gyres talking to gyres using emotional concepts. 

God feels.

What does God feel about Wal-Mart?

Don’t ask.

If I say, “Don’t ask. “

Leave it the fuck alone.

I realize you people don’t get this is a conversation with several entities.

I’m a Medium that has no off switch. I tried installing one, but  it didn’t work.

What do you think the health of the soul is for Wal-Mart?

I know. However, I want others to see it my way.

See the soul for what it is.

Energy. 

Energy that is consciously aware of itself.

Think about handmade shit.

Thst shit don’t break and if it does it took some shit to break it.

Cheap piece of plastic.

Breaks easily, so you need to replace it often.

This is how Wal-Mart feeds on everyone that walks through the door.

The soul of Wal-Mart. 

I’m a soul healer.

I can’t heal this soul.

For me to be able to heal this soul, would take about a year. Management would be gutted to  the region.

I would need to take time with each individual to ensure they heal themselves from their shit.

Here’s where me and Wal-Mart differ on opinion.

Fuck the bullshit being of shit being on the floor where customers have to walk through it.  You have an overnight stocking crew for this reason.

This is why I haven’t shopped in Wal-Mart by choice in years.

Security needs to be tightened. 

Having associates walking the floor and not stocking shit cuts down on theft.

I could go on and on.

I was a Manager, and a damn good one.

Anyone hiring, email me at jimccarterjr@gmail.com.

If you’ve read the blog, you know a little about me.

The Porch

Epic

Thank you to Faith No More for this one.

You want it all but you can’t have it.

It’s in your face, but you can’t grab it.

It’s life.

Always in your face, but you can’t grab it.

What if you could actually grab life as if it was a person?

What would you do now?

Remember to breathe by Sturgill Simpson just came on.

Take the time to remember to breathe. Let yourself be washed over by situation. 

Only then can you formulate a response.

This is why breathing is the most important thing we do.

Breathe without breathing.

The Reiki recital.

Breathing without breathing, means you breathe so slowly you can’t feel the wind from each inhale and exhale. 

Remember your breathing.

For me, if life was a person, I would give it a hug.

I don’t get hugged.

I love hugs, but no hugs for me.

That’s why I would give life a hug, I know what it’s like when no one wants to hug you.

We’re all blessed, action accordingly

I’m sitting on a bench in Bidwell Park.

I love this park.

This park is why I’m not leaving Chico for the foreseeable future.

This park is the greatest soul cleansing and nourishing place in the world.

I’m a soul healer. I would know.

Thinking about my life, Wal-Mart doesn’t feel like a blessing.

However,  I’ve had other things to do other than clean toilets. I’ve had a few things to say to few people that was a blessing for them.

My life is blessed as all lives are blessed.

I actually right. 

I don’t act like a fool.

My foolish days are behind me.

I wish I hadn’t acted so foolish.

I see what it gets. If I act as a fool, everyone acts as a fool, and society crumbles right before our eyes.

It’s why I’m responsible.

I see what it does.

Look at your life and see it for yourself.

Against the wind

In case you didn’t know, Bob Seger wrote this.

Every time I hear this song, the thought is, “It’s the only way to fly.”

I appreciate the wind. 

It gets hot in Chico. Today, it hit 98 degrees.

We get the wind coming from the bay area through the Sacrsmento River delta.

From the north, it’s Mt Shasta. 

You ever fly a kite?

You need it to be windy. 

I’m old.

I’m good with it.

I never have to worry about my records from before the internet. 

None of that shit got recorded, or did it?

I remember. 

Those who were there remember.

Those that we can’t see remember,  and probably have video.

What if there was a world within our world that we can’t see, they can see us, but we have zero clue.

Why would this make sense?

Electromagnetic signatures.

Phase variance.

If one of these two things get switched up, that’s what you get.

Star Trek:TNG did an episode using this,  as well as Stargate SG1, and several films.

It’s not a new idea.

However, it’s an idea science needs to explore.

Science fiction gave you the idea,  now go make it happen.

I would,  but I work at Wal-Mart. 

Create me

Neil Diamond inspired this by writing the song “Create me.”

It’s talking about a woman.  I get what it means.

As an empath, it’s how we are.

We are ever being created by those around us.

Look at you life, I’ll use mine. 

I work at the most negative place in this town.

I’m not a negative dude.

However, they break me every day.

This is my Friday night.

I don’t like that they can break me.

I’m a veteran.

I’m a professional with years of experience behind me.

When I hate a task, I become a master of the task. 

Why?

So i don’t have to worry about doing it again.

It’s why I mastered every job ever thrown at me.

I get most people don’t Master what the have doing,  but I’m not most people.

I like that I’m not most people.

I have skills going to waste wear i work.

I need a job that employs these skills.

I feel someone creating me again.

Someone i don’t work with.

I’m an empath, telepath and a medium who specializes in channeling the higher self of others.

I might not know who,  but I can feel it.

It’s weird being me.

Life and something like it

I took my new scooter for a ride to my favorite place in Bidwell Park.

It’s 7:43 as I write this, and it’s still over 90.

I took the time going no more than 6 mph.

I took the time to see all there was to see.

I wasn’t in a rush, and I knew I would get here. 

Patience allowed me to notice what I hadn’t noticed before.

Tomorrow I go to work.

I could quit, however I would have to deal with shit.

Me working at job, any job, I hate it.

I loved being a house spouse.

It’s the only job I ever loved. 

It allowed me to be multi-skilled.

It allowed me to use all my skills to do the job and do it right.

Right now, I’ve been celibate for so long, a woman would have to tell me she’s interested.

It doesn’t have to be much, just say hello, my name is…

I hate my job, which makes me extremely good at my job. I just want to get it over with every day I work.

How many fit this bill?

I have no excuse for doing a shitty job and not arriving on time. 

They pay me to do my job.

I would love it if someone would pay me for my skills.

I can track energy. I can tell you where someone’s at.

All the shit I’ve written, is shit i can do.

When do i get paid for being able to do the shit I do?

Bidwell Park

The Science of God part 15

We are the world.

Indeed, we are.

Each of us is energy.

We need to unlearn what we can’t do to learn what we can do.

Children are the future for this reason.

As children, we learned what we can do, and we lost what we can do but were never taught.

Think about it, if you knew life was difficult but could be made easier by learning Reiki, what would your life look like?

This is why children are the future.

Adults we are teachers of children.

I don’t fucking care if you have no kids, you teach children every time a child sees you.

This what it means to be awake.

You understand that everything you do has consequences and rewards.

Everything.

Even tying your shoes.

This is what it means to be responsible. 

I take no excuses. I’ve heard all the reasons that people think are excuses, but fuck no.

We have zero excuse.

I have no excuse.

Nothing will ever excuse any of us from anything. 

Running down a dream

That never would come to me.

Tom Petty was one of the great American song writers.

Working on a mystery.

Going wherever it leads.

That’s what life is.

When we run something down, we chase after it.

What if we don’t chase?

I’ve seen what can happen if I don’t chase.

It takes a while longer, however it’s a peaceful while longer.

When I chase,  it’s never peaceful.

It’s cost me my body because I couldn’t wait. 

My knees are arthritic.  My shoulder is as well, and my ribs. 

It takes me a minute to stand up.

However, now I get it.  Had I gotten it sooner, I would have made the same decisions because it is what it took for me to learn.

Be better than me.

Be way better than me.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Look at me I’m Sandra Dee

Coming from the film,  Grease.

This was playing when I walked in.

Lousy with virginity.

I lost my virginity when I was 17.

I wish I had waited.

I didn’t understand the soul.  When we have sex we exchange a piece of our soul with the other.

I recall all over my soul facets, and I send back all soul facets that are not mine.

Say this once a day for 21 days, and your soul will be clear.

Why would I want to deal with the karma of others?

That’s what happens. 

You deal with their shit because you exchanged a piece of your soul with them.

I would rather jerk off than have a one night stand. 

I love myself.

I respect myself.

Why give it away?

B.D.U

If you were forced to wear one outfit over and over again, what would it be?

Battle Dress Uniform.

The camouflage shit the military wear.

I used to be in the Air Force.

I’ve worn the same thing again and again and again.

B.D.U.s are quite comfy.

Everyone wearing the same thing, means no ego goes into how you dress.

Think about it, why do you wear what you wear?

That’s your ego.

Why can’t we just wear the same thing every day?

That we don’t,  is a huge manipulation of our psyche.

You’ll look good in this.

That will catch their eye for sure.

Sharp Dressed Man by ZZ Top.

It’s your ego against you.

Make wiser decisions, please, and thank you. 

The burden of Masters

Any Master knows that what they have to teach, is it.

The student grows beyond the Master, mastering things the Master only dreams of.

Why?

The Master had to learn what they became.

The Master shows others another way that is not as difficult.

A Master doesn’t give two fucks if they surpass them.

A Master expects them to surpass them.

Master thyself and one will be able to Master anything.

Patience is the key.

If you think waiting for an hour, a day, a week, a year is too much for you, I’ve waited over ten years.

I can do it, you have zero excuse. 

Life doesn’t give a fuck about your excuses.

Nor do I.

Hail to the king

Avenged Sevenfold is the inspiration.

Hail to the kings of this world.

Hail to the queens of this world.

We are the ones that rule the world.

We have no title.

We are poor.

We do things the right way because it’s right.

We call out deception  every time we hear or see it.

We, not I.

You have no idea how many we are.

There is no head for any to cut off.

It’s a we thing.

Everyone has the power.

Use it.

Say fuck it

Buckcherry is the inspiration for this.

Sitting on my porch listening to music.

How in the the blue holy fuck do you not know your music pisses people off no matter what music it is?

What music do you hate?

Why on earth does anyone think it’s ok to ride a bike, drive a car, sitting at a place of work, with music blaring?

Say fuck it, do what they do.

Make sure it’s real loud and pisses them off.

Take me to the top

Motley Crüe wrote this and it’s fucked.

You know it’s a violation.

In the first set of lyrics we know it’s fucked.

Why do I publish on Amazon only?

Because publishers kill trees.

Kindle is a free download. 

I didn’t want any tree to die because I wrote a book.

I thought of others before I started.

Everything affects everything.

What you do affects us all. 

This is the issue that most people do not think about.

They do what they want and fuck everybody else. 

I have roommates.  My volume doesn’t bother them. 

I clean up after myself.

Look at your break room. 

If people were responsible and respected this planet is our home, no trash would ever fall to the ground without it being picked up immediately. 

If I drop shit, I sure as fuck don’t expect anyone else to deal with it. I pick that shit up.

That’s what I got for now. 

Give you hell

The American Rejects wrote this one, and it’s a good one.

I channel God,  and God is pissed. 

Take a look at the world, and you can see we are at the end times that everyone has foretold.

It’s time for judgment so that we understand the hell we’ve made earth.

I don’t like it. However, all will be judged.

Not because I want it, fuck I don’t want to be judged, I’ve done some fucked up shit.

However, this is where we are.

Trying to make it go away doesn’t work.

Enjoy the judgment that you will face.

I’m enjoying mine,  because I’ve done a lot of good shit, way more than I fucked up.

The Science of God part 14

At first, we have to understand that God is using me as a Conduit to channel this series.

I don’t like judging anyone.

However,  we all judge.

What’s your favorite insert here?

That’s a judgment. 

I’m at peace with how much I dislike country, rap, hip hop, trance, edm, and anything, not blues, rock, or metal.

I do love piano.

But what does this have to do with the science of God?

Look at our world. 

We each have a responsibility to the earth.

That responsibility has been neglected for far too long.

This is why we need to evolve in order to save ourselves.

This is why most of what I’ve been doing for the last several years, more than 20, has been giving the choice to those who are ready, but they need a little push.

That’s what my life has been for more than 20 years.

As we evolve, we see, and that which we see sickens us until it changes.

Now, back to God.

I look at the earth.  Look at it as if you did not live here.

Why do you look at your phone instead of looking around?

Why do you use money?

Why does making more make everything cost more?

Why do the greedy lead the world?

Why do the narcissists run everything?

I have a lot of questions myself.

I never said a word about money.

Why would I?

I create without it.

Why don’t you?

The Science of God part 13

Every human being must deal with the fact that we are animals.

Homosapien.

This is the scientific term for us.

We are animals that act like a virus.

We move in, and natural resources must be demolished to make way for what we want.

Devouring.

Never satiated.

This is why we have plastic in our food.

We didn’t care enough about the planet, and now the planet is taking care of us.

The planet will be here after we’re gone.

Life will start again. 

Hopefully, this time, we get it right.

How did this happen?

Oil.

What else runs on oil?

Did we have a chance to get free from oil?

Indeed, we have had many chances to get away from oil.

What else can make plastic?

Hemp.

Hemp is biodegradable, meaning it doesn’t fuck up the earth.

Only a filthy animal would fuck up it’s only home.

Do you understand why we don’t consider ourselves to be animals?

Everything you are thinking is exactly why we don’t consider ourselves animals.

We can change, and many have.

It’s the rich people that are fucking things up for the rest of us.

Think about it.

A jet, a private jet, does more damage to the earth than a car.

How many private jets are there?

That’s whose responsible for keeping us in this shit.

This is science.  Science is truth.

God wants everyone to understand that had we just done what we should have, we wouldn’t be fucked now.

The Science of God part 12

How does God create?

What is it that God is thinking when making an atom?

God knows what is needed to make a Proton, and stuff.

What interests God is why we dont sit outside more?

Why are we always watching shit instead of watching life?

Why dont we do shit instead of watching shit?

This is life, and life is a doing.

Relaxing is doing.

Being busy doing shit that you dont need to do to keep your mind off other shit.

Why do that?

Why not train your mind?

You’re the only one who can do it.

Training your mind is your responsibility.

No one else can train your mind.

They can fuck with your mind, however the training is done by you for you.

I use mediation, I live in a meditative state. 

Meditation and self Reiki is how one evolves.

This is what’s on God’s mind.

Why is it we don’t do what we know we should do?

This is the first step in how to be human,  and do it well.

I’ve fucked up being human most of my life. It’s how I got to be so wise.

Healing oneself is a daily thing. Things hurt us, and we need to forgive and let that shit go.

Only then can we be at our best.

In our best, we can do shit that we never thought possible.

Like understanding a gyre and what it is.

I have a beginning of an understanding of what God truly is.

By being our best we give honor to our life, and the privilege it is to live.

Anything less is a waste of raw material.

This is logic. No emotion.

Understanding to be in logic is to take oneself out of the universe in a manner of speaking.  However, in logic we can find if the emotion is wise or not.

We use logic trees in the subconscious.  If this, then this.

This is where we can build ourselves to be better daily.

Using the meditation, “I let go of everything.”

Once one has dealt with the shit holding one back, then one can dive into their own subconscious. 

There is shit that will terrify you. It’s a normal response.

Once you remove the terror and see that one is capable of shit, one has the choice to do that shit or not.

Think about this way,  what makes society work?

As you begin to understand yourself, you begin to understand God.

The Science of God part 11

Every word we speak creates synchronicity, which can feel as if we manifest stuff, we don’t.

Synchronicity is what happens.

What is synchronicity?

As people meet, what they talk about creates new synchronicities.

the simultaneous occurrence of events which appear significantly related but have no discernible causal connection.

This is what the dictionary says.

But it’s wrong.

Everything is connected, simply because we don’t see the connection,  the connection is there. 

It doesn’t matter it’s you dont believe, it’s there anyway. 

The essence of Khaos Shamanism is to speak well and live well.

There’s a ton of shit behind those words, and I will be happy to explain. 

I knew a homeless dude who said he could manifest a burger.

What he meant was that he could beg for enough money or find money on the ground that someone left.

He couldn’t manifest jack shit.

That he had to do anything except make the burget appear in his hand like manifestation, which means he didn’t manifest a thing.

People like to use the term manifestation for their life, but it’s a lie. 

Here’s what the word means.

an event, action, or object that clearly shows or embodies something, especially a theory or an abstract idea.

the action or fact of showing an abstract idea.

a symptom or sign of an ailment.

a version or incarnation of something or someone.


an appearance of a ghost or spirit.
“some supernatural manifestations are regarded as portents of good or evil”

This shit of people manifesting shit is just that, shit.

We create synchronicity with our every word.

All words count.

There are no words that don’t count.

As I speak, what I speak about creates synchronicity.

Nothing has to be made for me, I take the time to say exactly what I want and then go back to my day, and I let go and let God figure it out using synchronicity. 

God’s already created shit.

We just have to figure out who we are in order for what is ours to come our way.

This is where the industry dedicated to help you figure you out, is total bullshit.

All the Reiki healers, all the self-help people, all the spiritual people who need your money to help you.

I’ve given the Reiki recital, and I’ll put it at the bottom of this.

All healing is self healing. 

Even if you have surgery, you need to heal. The doctor doesn’t heal anything. He might fix a vessel, or a heart, or other shit, but he doesn’t heal anyone from anything.

We heal ourselves with his assistance. 

This is a fundamental of life.

This is the science of God.

The Science of God part 10

It’s 11:11 as I write this.

Anyone who knows  something about numerology knows the repeating one is to be mindful of your thoughts.

What are my thoughts?

I’m more interested in God’s thoughts.

How often does anyone think about what God thinks about?

Working to understand the mind of God is the science of God.

It’s a matter of unlearning what science is and learning what science is.

I don’t pretend to understand the mind of God. God is as mysterious to you as God is to me.

Yet,  I trust God.

I don’t trust anyone, not even myself.

As we go through what God has to teach us, we will be going through the world.

Let’s take the hundredth monkey effect theory.

You teach a monkey something new,  and every hundredth monkey exhibits the same behavior even though the monkeys never were in contact with each other.

As we speak, the volume dies out, but the emotion goes like an orb across the universe. Everything everyone has ever said resides in the subconscious.

This is why you know if you can trust someone you just met. You’ve felt their every word.

There is nothing new.  Everything has been done before, maybe not by us, however everything has been done before. 

As we gain experience, we get ideas that are new to us.

I’d be willing to bet that I’m not the only one to figure gyres out.

Even on earth, I’m not the only one.

What about life, not from earth?

I’m sure they figured this shit out long ago.

From here on out I’ll be using Khaos Shamanism to teach the science of God.

The Science of God part 9

Why are we talking about feelings?

God feels as we do.

God is in everything, including us.

God’s purpose in discussing feelings is to get us to understand we are as God is to a certain extent. 

God feels it’s how it creates.  God is using the creator to create. 

What is God’s passion?

Serving.

In service, God gets to see everything. 

God uses us to see it. Seeing through our eyes.

God created this world with our help.

God needs help?

Think about it, God gives in to our every whim.

Think about it.

As we evolve, we see God in everything. 

I used to think God was a dude in the clouds. 

I used to think… a lot of stuff before I understood what God was working at showing me.

I serve to live, and I live to serve.

God exists to serve.

Think about that for as long as it takes for you to understand that God is in service to us.

Like the story I told about the king.

The Science of God part 8

How do I create zero point energy?

What I get back is i do not have the money to buy the things I would need to create a zero point energy device.

If you do, ask God. 

How do I create an antigravity device?

Again, if I had the money, again, if you do, ask God. 

Think about this way.

Why wouldn’t I have the money to build those things?

To make sure I share the idea of how to do it.

It’s not for my ego. It’s for the rest of you that I even write. 

I had to be this poor. Otherwise, I would’ve ended up like Elon.  That’s an exaggeration. However, it’s a good approximation.

What I’m learning now is stuff that can’t be explained using language. 

What if we were created by aliens?

This would explain why we were not telepathic at the start. 

I get most creatures have a telepathic sense. Why would we lose ours in the course of evolution?

Look at your life, I’ll look at mine.

Had we been a telepathic species, we would have no lies. We would have no secrets.

Secrets are what is fucking us up currently. The idea that anything is private, that’s absolutely ridiculous.  Meaning worthy of ridicule.

Think about it. If we had zero secrets, what would their be to protect?