Time is fiction.

I could plan everything perfectly and it would take one idiot to fuck it up.

I don’t think in years.

As my life goes it goes with the flow.

Why bother looking beyond the bend, you’ll miss what’s right in front of you.

I give my life a general direction by the way I live.

Other than that, I have small wants and needs.

I do have one giant fucking want, I wish to every and any and those that they don’t no about God, that this planet of human beings could take a day to find a way to forgive everyone of everything so that they can have peace in their hearts, minds, and souls, please and and thank you.

Peace day.

Every one works at building peace within themselves by forgiving anyone that has wronged them and forgiving themselves for wronging those that they wronged.

If we did this one day a year, a forgiving day, I get most would fuck it up.

However, I do this daily.

I do this throughout the day.

That’s how I build my peace, mine, not yours, my peace.

You go build your peace somewhere else.

As we build peace within ourselves it makes it easier to get along with everyone.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose

I didn’t know I needed favorite websites.

This question asks one to be shallow.

In depth one doesn’t have a favorite, one uses a website as one needs.

This is one of the dumbest questions I’ve been asked.

I love my life as is.

I like living, not reliving.

People who get stuck in th past, are just that, stuck.

That’s what fascinates me.

How did all begin, what happened before the big bang?

That’s what I want to know.

States as we are the universe reflects.

Think of it this way. That one or a few you don’t like, what is in you that keeps them around?

That’s the universe reflecting who you are to the bottom of your soul.

If we put ourselves in the idea that’s it’s a movie, everything is not scripted, even your lines have no script.

It’s why opinion doesn’t mean shit.

It’s why truth matters.

Not my truth, the truth.

Personal truth is a lie.

Many truths can be said about me, but I own none of them.

This is cosmic law were talking about here, the cosmos doesn’t give a fuck about your opinion.

It keeps going anyway.

1 never use this as a post starter ever again.

2 I want everyone to heal themselves of all emotional shit.

3 I want a million dollars

Pull up bar.

Put your legs over your head hanging.

Let your legs drop in front of you as slow as you can.

This is a full body work out one can do and it takes 5 seconds.

I could write a ton as to why no amount of money will get me to the moon, starting with solar radiation.

Master of what do you need right now.

I started washing cars and thought that was a career when I was 6.

Then the Air Force came and I went. I thought about making it a career, however the second ex-wife made that a no go.

Then I was a manager for and inbound call center. I thought about making that a career for about 3 months.

I was 23.

Then I worked at a video store and a movie theater. Star Wars episode 1, I got to see it a week before it opened.

Then I went back to call center work at UHC, Uniprise, health insurance customer service. That was a career. I started as a rep and became a supervisor. 20-30 angry calls a day leaving me feeling as if I had no soul. I drank a lot.

Then I decided I would never be responsible for anything other than the lowest job on the totem pole.

Cab driver, Toys r Us, Klean Kanteen, and other various jobs.

At 50, whose going to hire someone whose been out of the game so long.

I tried consulting.

I’ve had my name on 2 movies, one song by a known recording artist, I’ve written 8 books, one of them a leadership book.

The one thing I always thought would be cool, take a think tank, I channel the higher self of everyone.

I understand business, economics, psychology, quantum mechanics, spirituality, and stuff.

Why not use me for any idea you have?

Your higher self will tell you through me, yay or nay.

Think of the time that could be saved in going in the wrong direction.

This is what I used to day dream about.

Maybe a day dreamers gotta a chance, stranger things have happened.

Well, maybe not.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Two chicken breasts cut into cubes.

Block of cream cheese.

Parmesan grated.

3 lbs of red potatoes.

White sharp cheddar, mozzeralla, Monterey jack cheese shredded.

Garlic

Pink Himalayan salt

Milk

I use a wok.

Start melting the cream cheese stirring constantly.

Mix in the milk.

Add parmesan.

Add chicken.

Potatoes will be mashed with skins on.

Big pyrex dish.

Spread the mashed potatoes in the pyrex.

Put chicken stuff on the potatoes.

Use a hefty amount of cheese.

Put in the oven until the cheese melts.

Enjoy

Berlin wall coming down.

In school I watched a space shuttle explode.

I lost a friend in the Oklahoma City bombing.

The personal computer.

The cell phone.

The internet.

Major stories fill the shared story of humanity.

I left out several because of this.

What are you going to do about making your story something to remember?

Now that is the ego.

Me personally, I don’t care.

What’s more risky, taking a trip, or going to th grocery store?

I don’t think about risk.

That’s fear doing that.

At times fear is a good thing.

What is it you should fear?

Losing freedom.

I don’t have pride.

I’ve written books but I don’t attach pride to any of my work.

Why be proud?

The accomplishment.

What does pride give me?

An overinflated view of me.

I don’t think so.

Why be proud?

What does being proud give you?

It’s an ego trap.

On LinkedIn you often can see a meme that says don’t talk about what you’re working on until it’s done.

That’s fucked up.

That’s secretive.

What happens when keep a secret?

Every telepath see it as clear as day.

Every empath can feel that your keeping a secret.

People who do what I do, channel the higherself, we know before we met you.

It’s why I’m honest as can be.

I’m all three.

How would I keep a secret knowing others do it too?

By the way, stuff is getting done. I’m taking the day off.

Tomorrow you will meet Solomon James, Soul Vampire.

That means Zeus and His Daughters is done just as the last daughter said.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

I actually get depressed when I hear the intro and it’s under pressure by Queen, instead of ice ice baby by vanilla ice.

I got the idea for Zeus and His Daughters from the film Xanadu starring Olivia Newton John.

I got the idea for gyres from reading and reading and reading. I remember that the gyre is a singularity, but the research went no where and that’s I how I got the Theory of Consciousness and Gravity and the Unified Field.

And I have a new character for you to read as I start my ninth book.

Soul Vampire.

Everything you think you know, fuck that noise.

This is original content.

I have today off.

I’m feeling rested but unproductive.

That’s what rest is.

Taking a lazy day is exactly what is needed.

I have ADHD meaning I’m never not productive.

Meaning being lazy is difficult to do.

Often I’ve been accused of being lazy, but I write every day. I work. I take care of my brother.

When do I have time to be lazy.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose

Think about it, success is an opinion.

My brother takes care of his mom who has Alzheimer’s.

Everyday he doesn’t blow his or her brains out is a success.

If you’ve never had a family member with Alzheimer’s, you don’t know what it’s like.

My mother had Alzheimer’s.

I get what he goes through.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose

Think about it.

We’re all connected.

If one gives love, one will receive love.

What is love?

Respect.

Honest to a fault.

Compassionate.

Empathetic.

Love doesn’t feel sorry for anyone. Love understands why they are where they are.

Love, I love more people than I can say. I’m in love with the same people.

I simply don’t have sex with anyone.

How could I pick one above another.

Why not love my neighbor as myself?

This kind of open ended questions, does not work for me.

It puts too much into my mind and I can’t concentrate.

I’m always in search of the truth about any given thing.

I don’t care about anyone’s opinion.

This is why I dislike social media.

It’s built on opinion justifying opinion.

I do as I do.

There is no putting off your doing.

If you try and fail your still doing.

Don’t think about what lies beyond reach, let yourself go and just do.

One should be intuitive and allow the intuitive mind to make ones decisions about ones doing.

Or do you like stress?

Do you like feeling there’s no time?

Allow the intuitive mind manage yourself and put the conscious mind to rest.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose

When I was 17 I joined the US Air Force.

I was a part of what keeps this country safe.

The fact that it says, if ever, is the worst thing that could happen.

Why is it being a grown up is considered bad?

My best friend needs home care for him and his mom.

And the veterans I work with.

And I’d give my son a small chunk.

I don’t like the question.

I work with disabled veterans, they need a home that is theirs.

Veterans only understand veterans.

Do you know what it’s like to put your life on the line every day?

I do.

Though I never saw combat, I understand what those who have, went through.

Everytime someone tells me a story, I see and feel what they felt.

I may not have seen combat, but I know what it feels like.

Patient 1 was in Vietnam.

He used to be 5’10”, now because of the back surgeries he’s 4’6“. He has diabetes, he has a bad heart, he’s had a stroke,and other stuff.

Patient 2 was in the Gulf war.

He uses a cane. He can’t walk normal. It takes him 1-3 minutes to get to the restroom.

I could list others, but I won’t.

I want to build a center for veterans to live.

Having other veterans is important to a veteran.

Since most of them will be disabled, we need to have staff that can handle it. We need chefs, we need janitors, and stuff.

If we house 100 veterans we need 100 staff members. I’d prefer to double that.

For every 100 we house, we need 200 staff.

Veterans fought for their country. Many have disabilities and need care more than 10 hours a week.

That’s what they get now. 10 hours a week.

It’s why I won’t quit, because I’m a veteran and at some point I’m going to need the care.

I had a stroke several years ago, and I lost ability to communicate.

The fact that I’m writing this means on my way.

I used to have a mastery of the English language, that’s the goal, to return with more than I could ever imagine.

The things I’ve learned, I wouldn’t have learned had I not had my stroke.

I’m grateful that I had my stroke.

Buckcherry, The Pretty Reckless, Terry Brooks, Laurel K. Hamilton, The Beatles, The Rolling Stones, Jimi Hendrix, Louis Armstrong, Stephen King, Ben Browder, Michael Shanks, Richard Dean Anderson, Claudia Black, Wayne Pygram, Christopher Judge, Amanda Tapping, Dorothy, Shinedown, Christopher Nolan, Richard Kelly, Wes Craven, Clive Barker, Burt Reynolds, Jane Seymour, Mark Hamill, Harrison Ford, Carrie Fisher, Stephen Spielberg, George Lucas, Gene Roddenberry, Leonard Nimoy, William Shatner, Nichelle Nichols, James Doohan, Walter Koenig, Deforest Kelly, and others.

I don’t have a favorite thing, I have favorites. Why allow my self to be pigeon holed by my desires?

Watching movies, what else.

However I have gotten sick and tired of how many bat mans, Spiderman’s, other shit, the same action movie with different characters, same romance movie with different characters, same genre different characters.

I haven’t seen a new movie or film in a while.

It’s all remakes and reimagining and that bull shit.

I want an original film.

I got new shit.

It’s a good thing to lose shit.

I used to be a saved Christian, used to be.

Hebrew had no j until much later. There is no way a Jesus came to be as he was Jewish.

I’ve read the stories of  Yeshua.

Here’s the thing, revelation did some great forecasting as Israel is at war with more than one.

What else did they get right?

The thing is christians can’t even do what  Christ said to do.

Forgive.

Pray in your most private place.

Use the lord’s prayer when you pray.

And a multitude of other shit.

When you call them on it, they get real pissed off about it.

Most people who use the Christian faith, do so earnestly, it’s the pastor’s who are responsible.

I’m an empathic amplifier, telepath, and medium.

I feel out of place everywhere and with everyone.

I get most people don’t believe it’s true, my abilities, yet I still exist as I am.

I designed a test to prove myself several years ago and no one took me up on it.

I channel your higherself for everyone I meet.

How do I feel in place?

I use my phone for everything.

I haven’t had a computer for several months.

Based on a comment I got.

Apparently I need a blogging lesson after more 15 years on this site. I’ve written several blogs.

And now I write books.

That’s why I look at these questions and don’t take them seriously.

7 books thus far and counting.

If I needed to do this, what’s the point of letting my intuitive mind do its thing.

The rest is gravy.

I don’t care about tomorrow.

It’s today all day long

Thinking is the hardest work I’ve ever done and I like it. When I figured out gyres were what made up everything and the shit that followed, I wasn’t fulfilled.

When I work for my disabled veterans, I do hard work mopping and shit like that, but that doesn’t leave me fulfilled.

When I’m working as a Táltos dealing with the worst of the worst making them better.

Still no fulfillment.

When I’m dead I don’t want to feel fulfilled.

I want to be doing something, learning something, I don’t ever want to feel fulfilled.

That would mean the job, my life, is done.

My life never needs fulfillment.

I equivalate that with thinking I can relax and do all the shit I put off to someday.

I’m always working on something, and I will be til the day I die.

I never quit.

Why quit?

The betterment of humanity is my passion.

Why quit?

When I say the betterment of humanity, I mean being better than I am today.

I work to find those who want to be better than they are today.

Most who say it, it’s something to say that makes them look good.

First off, you don’t care what others think about you. They’re opinions mean absolutely nothing.

After that I teach reiki, I’m a grandmaster.

Then they are required to do meditation.

I let go of everything.

Say it until you do it.

What comes back is what you must deal with in order to progress your evolution.

That means changing yourself.

I’d take care of disabled veterans.

I’d write.

And Táltos doesn’t get paid.

I’m concerned with the now.

I’ve already looked at my DNA as I have African, Cherokee, Hungarian, which is Asian, Persian, Eastern European, Dutch, French and the isles, English, Scottish, Irish.

Here’s what I learned, we care too much about the past and it’s fucking up the future currently.

I don’t care about brands.

And i can’t stop seeing people who think their life is a brand make me sick.

They think they can control anything?

Control is an illusion.

Try holding it when you gotta go pee or poo to find out how much control you don’t have.

If one has no control over ones body, what makes any think they have control over anything?

Narcissism.

That’s what is fucking this world up.

Such a stupid question.

I give advice to any who bothers to talk to me.

At times, this advice is exactly what one should do.

At times.

Other times do it their way.

You’ll never know what you’ll learn doing it anothers way.

Attention

Deficit

Hyperactivity

Disorder

Take some of my energy, I’ve got plenty.

Hyperactivity, means I sleep 3 hours a night without weed.

Music is music.

Trying to pick my favorite album is like trying to as a parent who is your favorite child.

I have varied tastes on music.

Rock, blues, jazz, techno, and others.

Actual facts.

I don’t need anybodies opinion.

Opinion means your right and wrong depending on your point of view.

Facts don’t give a shit about your opinion.

Opinions change like the wind.

Facts stay facts.

It’s why I don’t watch the news, because I don’t need their opinions, I need the facts.

But facts are boring.

Oh well.

My life isn’t worth living if there was no music.

When look at why we have a holiday, all I can see is how much money each holiday makes for others to get rich off my spending.

This is why I don’t celebrate holidays.

Labor day sale. Labor day no one should be working.

Christmas. That’s when stores see the black.

Valentine’s. Show her you love you with a gift of diamonds.

Memorial day. Remembering the fallen shouldn’t have a price tag.

Halloween is a religious holiday that is supported in schools. Church and state should be separate, at least that’s what they tell us.

I wish I knew I was intelligent earlier in life.

My I.Q. is 215.

I didn’t learn this until after 30. Who wants to learn that they’re that smart at 30?

When I was 7 they gave me tests, and they used the American grade system for the score. Meaning 1-12.

I scored over PhD in most of the categories. I was going to Pleasant Valley Baptist church school.

They swept it under the rug.

At 9 I went to public school and they refused to give me G.A.T.E. testing.

So I thought I was dumb. I figured that was why I failed in school. I was just a dumb kid.

I took an I.Q. test, 3 of them. The low score was 170 and that was 3rd score. The first score, 215.

In this day an age, it’s a narcissists world, and they can’t take being shown up by anyone.

The work I’ve done on gyres is something I figured out on my own.

Gyres are singularities, black holes. They are the smallest subatomic particles.

Trillions of gyres are the reason we have an electromagnetic field around our bodies.

If you look at my site, The Theory of Consciousness and Gravity, those articles are my life’s work.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

What is a leader?

A leader is anyone that fixes an issue and takes no credit.

A leader is concerned about the issue, not who gets credit.

We have leaders, however most of them are poor.

We have leaders, however most of them don’t get any credit for being leaders.

Why?

Narcissists.

Why do for yourself what others can do instead while you take the credit.

If you look at business you see others taking credit for the work done by others.

Love

Love

Love

Writing Zeus and His Daughters.

I’ve been writing for the couple months and right now I’m writing Calliope, the Muse of Epic poetry.

I write every night.

If one can’t take the truth, that’s when I walk the fuck away.

My ideal week, that gives me a ton.

For starters I would make breakfast and dinner for my roommates.

Next I would spend a 3-4 hours a day with my two disabled veterans.

Next, I would write daily.

Next, think of what you do, and make it ideal.

I don’t cook for my roommates daily, but this week’s Sunday  night dinner is going to ribs.

Why would I respect a professional athlete?

What is worthy for me to respect?

Why don’t they give everything but what they need to others?

Do you understand how stupid this question is and why?

I smoke weed.

I meditate.

I smoke weed.

I play games.

I smoke weed.

I have ADHD.

If I don’t smoke weed I get 3 hours of sleep a night and I drive others crazy.

I smoke weed.

The words I use are for teaching, reaching, and talking with others.

I’ve done a ton of work limiting my words to ensure they hit the mark.

I’ve done a tremendous amount of thinking before I ever open my mouth.

I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul.

I went to Honduras to be part of a humanitarian mission while I was in the US Air Force.

I was in communications and we went down to provide communication support to Guard and Reserve Civil Engineers.

They we’re building roads, schools and medical clinics.

We stayed outside of these adobe homes, 12 of them shaped on a circle.

These people had no running water, no electricity and I these were the happiest people I met.

When life gets me down, I think of this and I realize everything is going to be alright.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

I look at cooling and heating costs and it’s the only conceivable way to cut costs.

When I first moved to my place, a two story house, bidwell park across the backyard, when I moved on, I cried years of joy. That was in February.

I’m a thinker.

I find my thinking makes others think.

No one ever died from thinking.

What they were thinking, that’s another story.

I don’t like this one.

I say this as I wake up.

Then I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace I my heart, mind and soul.

Then I’m grateful for everything that keep this now going.

Throughout the day I say these.

I was looking up why this dude died yesterday.

He had cancer.

And other sci-fi shows. Sci-fi is my favorite.

I’m an empath.

When they go to sleep it’s easier for me because they’re asleep and peaceful.

When they wake up. They repress shit that makes empaths not feel too well.

Stuff starts with chicken cubed.

Garlic

Paprika

Salt

Cream cheese

Coconut oil

Sesame oil

Red potatoes

Parmesan cheese

Mozzarella

Provolone

White sharp cheddar

I use a wok.

In the wok I start the cream cheese and oils low heat stirring. Don’t stop stirring.

When the cheese is melted put the chicken in the wok.

Add in parmesan.

Keep stirring.

Have the potatoes done before you start the chicken. Mashed 5 lbs.

Spread the mashed potatoes in casserole dish.

Spread the chicken and sauce over the potatoes.

Cover with cheese.

Put in oven until the cheese is melted.

Enjoy.

I’m excited by my life.

A city for the future is built underground.

Weather I getting insane. It’s easier to cool and heat a place underground.

We would save on energy costs.

I’m a jr.

1 Beyond the law.

It’s a movie that had a dude go undercover to bust bikers. It’s a true story and out 498 arrests they had 2 get off, the rest were convicted.

2 Ghost in the shell, anime.

I watched this in the 90’s. It had me thinking for days and a I rewatched the film several times.

3 Nefarious

Sean Patrick flannery gave an outstanding performance as he allowed the demon to take his place. I can’t prove it, but I’d bet, and I’m not a betting man, I’d bet it was a demon for the roll. I’ve been possessed and I’ve exorcised demons out of people.

4 cabin in the woods

There can’t be a sequel because they earth got destroyed. It was an original take on the cabin in the woods and it was good.

5 clerks 3

The first film Kevin Smith ever made, the rest were just movies.

6 Indiana Jones 5

It was the ending.

7 the last starfighter

I want to be recruited by the star league to fight against Xur and the Kodan armada.

8 star gate

I want to find the real one.

9 star trek motion picture

It was a voyage into voyager as Kirk and crew were finally on the big screen.

10 star wars the original where Guido didn’t shoot at all, he got shot.

I was 3 and this film has shaped my life in ways I can’t even begin to explain without talking for hours.

What don’t I enjoy about writing?

Nothing.

I live in Chico California. It’s about 90 miles north of Sacramento.

Chico sits at the base of the Sierra Nevada mountains and the Sacramento river. Farming for days.

Chico has one of the largest city parks in the USA. Bidwell park starts in Chico and stretches into the foothills of the Sierra Nevada mountains.

Where I live, I can see the park from my backyard. Less than a block away.

I walk to Safeway and the tobacco shop, and the weed store. I use my electric scooter to get to work.

Why would I not love living right here, right now?

There’s no place I’d rather be.

Thank you Jesus Jones for the lyric.

Positive is an opinion.

Negative is an opinion.

Emotions are neither positive or negative.

They simply are.

If one feels sadness over loss, why?

If one feel happy, why?

That will tell you everything you need to know.

I don’t plan anything, I just want and do what I need to do in order to get what I want.

Too many people use the word truth when speaking opinion.

The whole personal truth lie is what is to blame.

Star wars was the first film I saw that personal truth was a lie.

Obi wan Kenobi talks about how from a certain point of view it was true.

One point of view is an opinion.

One must look from at least 3 points of view to understand the truth.

People don’t like the truth so they invent a personal truth.

That’s a lie.

Anytime anyone doesn’t like the truth and decides that this what they are going believe instead of accepting the truth…

Does anyone see what’s wrong with this?

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

I bring peace to myself by forgiving everyone of everything. 

This allows me to put peace in my heart,  mind, and soul. 

This is where peace should be built, inward. 

Building it inward allows one to be at peace instead of waiting for peace.

That simple.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose

Any working in the armed sevices have my admiration.

They take the bullets so we don’t have to.

I’ve dreamed of opening a shop full of actual weird shit.

Not the shit you can find in any mall.

Not shit that was created to be mass produced.

Just weird shit.

I carry my bag of crystals in my pocket daily.

If people could take the truth, that’s what I would change.

I would have had a different name because my father got raised different.

I’m a Jr.

My dad would have said some shit to someone about his 4yr old watching an advanced economics class on TV.

When he the 4yr old, me, could explain it in his own words, my dad would have been proud instead of feeling I showed him up.

When I had the tests that showed I’m a genius,  I would have graduated college at 13-14 years old.

Instead I failed at school. I’m a genius. 

Albert Einstein anyone?

I would have had people looking to me for answers. And they would have listened.

And we would be happier as a people.

Last night, I made a tri tip sirloin.

I put salt on it.

Then covered it in sesame oil.

Then a stick of garlic butter on top.

Baste every half hour.

170 degrees for the first 2 hours. 

200 degrees for a hour and half.

270 degrees for half an hour.

Red potatoes

Cream cheese

Salt

Rosemary

Mashed potatoes.

Sweet corn

Shitake mushrooms

Shallots

Garlic butter 2 bricks

Let the mushrooms and the shallots sit for a bit then add water, some, then add corn.

Croissant rolls.

Chocolate cream pie for desert.

Why go out when I cook this well.

https://screenrant.com/arnold-schwarzenegger-sabotage-agatha-christie-remake-career-change/

I couldn’t care less about this story. If I could care less, we would be getting into the negative caring region.

How does this story connect with my life?

It’s simple.

I used to watch everything Arnold did. Now, I don’t.

However, recently I watched to The Terminator movies.  So Google,  I hit Google and looked at the first story I found. 

AI knows what I watch. Even if I find it uninteresting.

I like to keep AI guessing about what I’m doing.

If I think I can,  I probably can’t.

Oh well, back to the drawing board.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose

1. When I wake up, no day is ever guaranteed.
2. Having the first morning smoke with a C4, grape.
3. Playing my stupid game that takes strategy to work the game.
4. Working with disabled veterans.
5. Sitting on the porch having a smoke.
6. When I make something tasty and delightful.
7. Kona coffee with honey and dark chocolate almond milk.
8. Sitting in the park.
9. Playing Frisbee golf with a friend.
10. Talking with my son.
11. George Carlin, Richard Pryor, Bill Hicks, Christopher Titus, Lily Tomlin, Lucille Ball, and others
12. That women exist.
13. That some have married me. 4
14. That some have dated me.
15. When I’m talking with someone and they get that first realization. It’s a beautiful moment to share.
16. When I have realizations. The universe unfolds before my eyes kind of thing.
17. Sex. I haven’t had it for 10 years, but I do remember it made me happy.
18. A milk shake from Big Al’s in Chico California.  The only shake you need a spoon to drink it.  If you tried drinking it through a straw, your brain would have an aneurysm.
19. Taking a bike ride through the park.
20. Rock n Roll
21. Doing stuff for others.
22. My nightly routine.
23. Writing.
24. When people comment
25. When my heart Chakra lights up for no apparent reason.
26. When I get a message from anyone.
27. Knowing I’m doing my best daily, even though it doesn’t feel like it. Tough to explain, you’d have to on this side to understand.
28. Knowing I’m blessed in everything I do.
29. Knowing I teach those who understand,  not those who can afford it. I do it for free.
30. Knowing I’m teaching myself through all of you.