If you had to change your name, what would your new name be?

I’ve changed my name before, and this is what it was.

James Carter, do you know how many James Carters there are?

I’m an author.

I figured if Michael J. Fox can do it, so can I.

The J stands for nothing in Micheal’s case.

As Mr. Fox has Parkinsons disease. He was a hero to my father.

My dad said if Michael J. Fox can get it, anyone can get it. It was a mantra he used, even though he wouldn’t say so.

I think I still have books on file with Max’s name.

Now, here is where it gets interesting.

I’m a medium.

I use a half mask as I channel, so I cut shit off if it needs to be done.

Max was the name I gave my mask.

The people who met Max, have zero clue who James is. I made sure they wouldn’t. 

I didn’t need people bothering my friends while I did shit that was dangerous.

If any of my friends knew what I was doing, well, they probably would have stepped back and watched.

I’m self conscious. 

If I was going to some guano crazy,  it was my responsibility,  no one else’s.

It was dangerous. I could have been killed more than once.

It’s just that l had shit to do and learn while I was doing shit. 

I’m vague on purpose,  because I don’t talk about others’ secrets.

People tell me their life story on a regular basis. I don’t ask, they just spill it.

Some people, it freaks them out,  some get it and find  comfort in me.

No judgment, I’m a Táltos not a judge.

However, most empaths have the same story.

Know you’re blessed and be excellent to prove it.