In what ways does hard work make you feel fulfilled?

Thinking is the hardest work I’ve ever done and I like it. When I figured out gyres were what made up everything and the shit that followed, I wasn’t fulfilled.

When I work for my disabled veterans, I do hard work mopping and shit like that, but that doesn’t leave me fulfilled.

When I’m working as a Táltos dealing with the worst of the worst making them better.

Still no fulfillment.

When I’m dead I don’t want to feel fulfilled.

I want to be doing something, learning something, I don’t ever want to feel fulfilled.

That would mean the job, my life, is done.

My life never needs fulfillment.

I equivalate that with thinking I can relax and do all the shit I put off to someday.

I’m always working on something, and I will be til the day I die.