I had to use ChatGPT to explain what I know intuitively.

It bugs me because I used to be able to get into the nuts and bolts. Now, I just know.

I let it go.

I hold onto nothing and let myself rest in the flow.

I have problems giving unconditional love.

It’s that I look at me, and God forgives me, and I do the same shit again and again. When am I going to learn?

That’s what God’s patience is, infinite. Maybe not infinite.

A second is ten thousand years for a being who has no concept of time.  Time is a human invention.

4th dimension has no time. Only space.

The is no space time,  only space.

Empty space.

What’s scary about empty space?

You don’t know what you’ll find, and any preconceived notions will be challenged.

You might even be wrong.

That’s what life is.

Learn as you go, learn as you grow.

I get that I have zero control over others. I can’t even control when I have to pee.

It’s tough as shit to love unconditionally when most people’s behavior needs forgiving day in and day out.

Their not sorry, their assholes, and will continue to be assholes as long as they are forgiven.

This is the problem I have with unconditional love. It’s my problem and I will fix it, if I can.