Thanks Florence and The Machine.

Hey, look up!
You don’t have to be a ghost here amongst the living
You are flesh and blood
And you deserve to be loved, and you deserve what you are given

We have flesh and blood but that is not who we are. We are souls.

Each and everyone of us is a piece of God.

That’s what the soul is, a piece of God.

Everything in existence is a piece of God.

I drink God.

I eat God.

My pillow is a piece of God.

The phone I’m writing this on is a piece of God.

Best I can by Queensryche is playing.

What is the best of me in my writing?

I share truth with all who read.

Before I started writing, I asked myself what is my biggest fear?

Giving the wrong guidance in my writing.

Some have said mine is one of the biggest fears,  I fear to do the wrong thing.

I look at everything with multiple perspectives.  The more I can use the better I can understand. 

At what point do I decide if its truth that I’m looking at?

The are things that one must take on faith. Building that faith is an ongoing process all of our lives.

Do you have faith?

How do know unless it’s tested?

I see how my faith is tested. 

Each and every human must build their faith knowing it will be tested. 

I have faith in the unknown that every little thing will be alright.

Why?

Because I’ve seen it time and time again. My life shows me that my faith is earned and built as a cornerstone. 

Without faith I would suck at being a Táltos.

Táltos comes from Hungary.  It’s a soul healer and a messenger from God. 

How do I know what I’m speaking is God?

How do I know its more than a piece of God?

Because I’ve had experience. 

God, the universal consciousness, the gyre field, whatever helps you sleep at night.

I can’t even explain what being filled with God as a singular entity feels like other than the most immense feeling I’ve ever had.

It tends to fuck up my body and everything hurts for a few days.

I’ve channeled as much of God as my body can handle. 

I made changes in my DNA to this when I made my skeleton symmetrical. I was born with a short leg and one hip was bigger than the other.

I remember going through checklists for weeks. Those lists came in the form of thoughts.

That I remember this now after having my memory wiped is quite a feat for me.

More than 6 years ago I had a stroke and lost it all.  I couldn’t even remember what the password was for my computer.

Thedude04.

My son and his birth year.

My son has had a lot to do with me remembering.  If wasn’t for my son, who knows what would’ve happened.

I’m grateful for my son. I’ve been grateful since the day I found out my wife at the time was pregnant. Number 3.

Gift from God, that’s what my son is to me.

Not God’s gift the world, a gift for me to make sure I became one that would understand and share it with others.

He reads the blog on occasion.

If he reads this, know it’s the absolute truth. 

I never lie to my son.  Why would I lie to anyone?

Children are the future and had I known this future was heading my way, I don’t know if I could’ve handled it.

That’s the thing we need to understand, everything builds our future.

I don’t build my future.

Everything that has ever happened and is currently happening built this now that exists infinitely in infinite space.

What does the future hold?

We want to know so we can prepare.

What if we had no future because our body dies?

I have faith that everything little thing will be alright.

God’s the director, and I’m merely a player on the stage. Everything is improv.

There is no rehearsal.

There are no second takes.

Character is what we need, building my character ensures I never play a character.

I was a boy scout. Be prepared is the motto that has followed me ever since.

Be prepared for the unknown and find wonder in it.

There is no destination on this journey, but many points of interest to lead us to understanding.

Each point of interest whether it is a place, person or thing, is something to learn and it teaches us ourselves.

Right now I’m learning from sharing with whoever reads this.

I’m grateful that I will always be in a state of learning. Absolutely grateful.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.