I didn’t realize how stressed I was until last night at the hotel. Now, I’m as chill as chill gets. 

Integrating shit along the way.

So, a few weeks ago I saw something that said the spirit of the Christ would be hear today.

Anybody feel anything?

I haven’t noticed.

Actually, I feel tremendously better and my days yesterday and today have been gravy and a half.

Of course I’m stoned. But I feel open for the first time in around 6 months. 

I don’t feel the need to hide in my bunk. That’s what I do. About every hour I go and have a smoke, then right back to my bunk.

The last two days not having to hear everyone when they talk, heaven.

Yet I feel like monster. It’s them and me.

I feel their shit and I work at my peace. 

I feel the monstrous things they attempt to repress and or suppress. 

Oh well, I have zero excuse to not be at peace.

I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart, mind and soul.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.