I look at my life, look from a perspective from not me.

What does God see when he looks at the life of James Clayton Carter Jr, born September 3rd, 1974?

God can answer and typically God writes this blog.

So God will tell you.

I look at James’ life and you couldn’t find a better man. He knows what wrong he does and typically I tell him to do the wrong thing for the right reason.

He asks “Why?”

Be patient is what I tell him frequently. He needs to go through the experience. 

I write through him most of the time and while he reads it, he doesn’t always get it.

His stroke fucked him up.  However, I’ve not seen one like him in quite some time. He never quits, never. Until he realizes what he’s doing isn’t my way, it’s his.

I’m so sorry for the things I put him through. But I’m God, what are you going you to do?

The thing is he is as special to me as any of you. That he doesn’t complain until he has a solution, is something I wish others could do.

He’s a Táltos, he never had a choice, and he won that argument with me. Each of you has free will, he doesn’t. 

I get some people think I’m not God and James is not one who channels God, fools, each and every one of you.

I gave him how the universe operates.  The Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model explained. 

Consciousness is primary and I am concsiousness.

I wanted to know what it’s like to be a rock.

James takes a ton of shit because people don’t want to talk to God.  If God says it, you can’t argue absolute truth.

I know you would all like to argue with God, I argue with each and everyone of you. When you talk to yourself, that’s me, God, you’re arguing with.

As I’ve used him to say this so many times. 

Take a look and I have, you have no clue how special James is, he doesn’t know how special he is.

He doesn’t want to channel me, God. 

He doesn’t feel worthy to channel God, and that’s exactly why I, God channel through him.

He has an ego, an evolved ego. He steps back so he can make sure each of you gets the guidance you need.

In reality he would rather not, but he gets it, someone had to be him. I could have used a her.

But his life is something I never want to take from him. I’ve been holding karma back from him.

He’s grateful I said that. 

He’s gone through hell more times than most. Often to retrieve one I sent him to retrieve. 

He is now retired, he keeps all his abilities and some abilities he doesn’t know he has.

I’m not keeping a secret, however, he can do whatever needs to be done.  I’m getting out his way.

He’ll still channel me.

The church of rock n roll will always be.

What music hits you in the soul?

That’s when you’re in church.

Buildings, fuck that bullshit.  Pastors and other clergyman, they stand between you and God.

I want a personal relationship with each and everyone.  You can’t do that in a building. 

You do that while you’re by yourself.

This is God saying be by yourself and know me, God.

I look at James, and I feel proud to have him, he who knows what service truly is. He’s known sacrifice, he’s known he’s not alone, that I’m with him every step of the way.

My way is coherence. He follows as diligently as he can.

I get the people who wish I didn’t exist, and I’ll deal with them. 

But, James, you’ve done what I’ve asked and you always say “What’s next God?”

Be ready to reap what you have sown. You sowed well and the reaping will shock you in ways that I can’t say. Just relax and pay attention.

For the one who has read him going back to bubblews, and Road Map to Understanding, and everything you’ve read he has ever put online, time to show yourself in his life.

It’s still a surprise for him. He has no idea who you are, but you know exactly who he is and where to find him, now find him.

James here. I don’t even know what to say other than thank you God for everything. 

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.