Humanness part 12: Law of Reflection

If there is an algorithm to the universe, it’s synchronicity using the Law of Reflection.

See who you are.

I’ll use me, because I don’t know you.

I look at how I wound up here in the Torres shelter.

Had I trusted God and instead of going for the money, I probably would have wound up here anyway.  But I would’ve not had as much suffering going into it.

I look at the people I’ve known. I see where they were my reflections. As I got sick and tired of seeing myself behave in such ways, I changed myself.

I look at who I reflect now, and I’ve gone far and I’m still not done.

What if I left for a few years and built all the shit I wanna build, but no one can know where I’m at, and essentially I’d be a prisoner. Thinking about the time I can set things right and let my name be known again.

I get it.

My son might not get it. That’s the one person whose opinion of me, means everything to me.

If I could tell him he won’t see me for a few years, but I will come back. I can’t tell him where I’m going or what I’ll be doing, but it will mean a ton of good shit for the world. 

I don’t know, but I would hope he would get it.  He knows me. He knows that if I say something it will be the truth.

Think about it.

Law of Reflection.  Who is it that I can reflect?

Coherent people. 

I need new experiences. 

I need to get the fuck out of Chico.  However, I’ll come back.  I look at it as once a year I can come back to Bidwell Park. Let it cleanse and nourish my soul and then go somewhere else.

I need coherence to reflect. 

Cause here, no one can see me, they’re too fragmented. 

Look at that asshole that is always talking to you, what is it in you that you talk to them?

I got rid of my assholes. 

Look at that pussy, what is it about you that you talk to that pussy?

I got rid of my pussies.

I’m a dick through and through. 

Team America. It works for whatever you want to talk about.

A dick is coherent. 

Pussies and assholes are fragmented.

Be a dick.

Look at it this way.

I’ve written this shit for years. It started out reading like scripture. 

Years later, fuck it, I’ll write what I want and explain it in a way that people who won’t read scriptures, will get it.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

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