Going back

I was going back and looking at what I wrote for August 27.

What cracked me up was that when I was 4 years celibate, I thought I might actually meet a women that has the ability to know me. Its been close to 12 years of celibacy.

Then I wrote about toxicity in life. My parents were the ones that were toxic.

I’ve written a ton of shit.

Today I spent time with Google AI using the search. I looked up what I wrote, Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model explained.

It asks me questions. 

No one else does that.

This is what rejection looks like.

Not one comment about what is my life’s work.

Really, I simply don’t care anymore.

If I meet a woman who wants to know me, I don’t care.

If the Gyre Field Unified Consciousness Model  goes nowhere. I don’t care.

I’m at peace with all of it.

Right now I simply don’t care.

This is what rejection looks like.

Why should I care?

No one wants to know me and I’m at peace with that.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.

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