This is a fictional story told by Max J. Clayton.

Lead, follow or fuck the fuck off.

What is it I look for a Q of my U?

Can she lead?

Would I follow?

What is it I look for the Q of my U?

Is she compassionate or enabling?

Does her heart thirst for truth, or will a lie get her going?

The Q of my U must look for truth in everything.

She will be brutal in her compassion, as one needs to get hurt from the truth before the healing begins.

What is it I look for in the Q of my U?

Patience with her lust.

Patience to know if she can trust.

This is what I look for in every woman. Every woman has the possibility to be the Q of my U.

At least until she dies or divorces me.

The first couple of divorces hurt like hell. The last one, that just freed me.

I never thougt I would feel free after divorce. I couldn’t wait to be rid of her. Even though I hope she finds healing within herself. 

The narcissism and the pathological lying is something that will get her killed someday.

Even though she could fuck like a crazy bitch. Why is it the crazy ones are better in bed?

I’ve had a few women and the crazier they are, the better the fucking.

At one point we had this slave master thing going on. At one point I actually said “Stop talking and suck my dick.”

Usually, I wouldn’t say that to any woman, but I felt like she liked it when I bossed her around.

I get it, and I don’t get it.

Her delusional fantasies included that she owned my soul, me an Incubus. 

That I don’t get.

However, I like being told what to do in bed. 

What gets you off is my pleasure.