Awareness is the awareness of how close we truly are.

You let me violate you
You let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you
You let me complicate you

Think about it, you read what I write, allowing me to violate your thoughts. If you’ve read me, I desecrate everything in my search for truth. Of course you let me penetrate your mind. 

You can lie to yourself, but everything we read penetrates. Everything we hear penetrates.

And that’s where I complicate each and every one of you.

I broke apart my insides
(Help me) I’ve got no soul to sell
(Help me) the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself

Think about it, I tell you shit that most people would be afraid to admit. I broke my insides apart and I let you see it all.

All in a way to escape myself. I’m an author and that’s what works for me.

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

Mind fuck, no actual sex.

And I do want to mind fuck you into oblivion with me. Because every existence is beautifully flawed and that gets us closer to God.

Cause God don’t give two shits about what words I choose to use, as long as it gets through.

I wanna mind fuck you like animal.  I wanna feel you from the the inside, I wanna feel you feeling me.

That’s where awareness can be found.

You can have my isolation
You can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith
You can have my everything

If I didn’t write, I would be as isolated as can be.

I have faith, and there ain’t no hate in me. 

But take it, take everything.

you tear down my reason
(Help me) it’s your sex I can smell
(Help me) you make me perfect
Help me become somebody else

Let’s skip this, because I don’t want to smell any of you and your sex.

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside
I wanna fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to God

Through every forest
Above the trees
Within my stomach
Scraped off my knees
I drink the honey
Inside your hive
You are the reason
I stay alive

Why else do I exist?