I look at my life over the last couple of weeks and what I notice is I’m not smart, I’m coherent.

As I remember things, its the things that I’ve akways known, but couldn’t remember. 

I was ate up by the ego unevolved that had me thinking I discovered anything. As my ego evolved,  I understood I remembered as I wrote.

That is the intuitive mindset. I don’t think, I just simply do shit. As I write, I’m doing. As I write I remember.

This is part of the great work. Paradigm shifting work. That’s what the great work is.

If we allow ourselves to remember, instead of discover, however much faster can we learn?

I’m taking this break to understand myself better. That’s the only way I can be of assistance to any.

Think about it, what if we really are being watched to see if we can become coherent?

Look at the world, we are in the midst of WW3.

At some point on of these narcissistic scum bags will hit the button.

My bet is on Putin. He’s already threatened to use nukes. 

If this happens, fuck the world cause its going to get fucked.

What if it’s the USA and trump and his dementia riddled mind decides fuck it. If I can’t win, no one can win.

Things I think about from time to time.