Van Hagar, well Van Halen is the ones you have to thank.
Dreams.
You never know what you’ll find.
That’s a fact I can’t escape. Doesn’t matter what I want, or think or feel I won’t know until I show up.
Everything I think might happen is nothing but a dream.
What would you do if you won the lottery?
Or create one.
I’d start with a peace of land and start building underground. Hearing and cooling is easier underground.
I invite people to build their shit on my land, creating a community. We sell what we grow and make.
That’s the job.
Thank you Jackie Wilson.
My heart got high today.
Sweetheart showed up for work today.
I love her face.
Her mother had a heart attack and that’s why she missed work.
Free Fallin’ by Tom Petty is playing and I’m in a free fall and I don’t care if I land.
It feels like I’m in love, and no.
Hungarian heart always falls in love first, then they get to them.
I’m working at not being that.
You ever look at someone for the first time and it hits you. I’ve had this happen before. I get the guidance is wait for her mother to be ok and then she’ll invite you to a date, but not a date.
I get it.
When I was 18 her name was something different. But she had the same skills. But she doesn’t know.
Telling someone their a telepath isn’t fun. Think about it.
I figured out when I was 37.
I talked to many people from my past to find out what I thought, I was correct without fail. Even though most of the time I was lied to.
Think about knowing the lies that you e heard that at one point you thought were true and then you figure out you already knew.
I can’t explain the emotional rollercoaster. It’s different for everyone.
I used to do this 6 days a week as an admin for an Empath group.
I was the guy that could tell them what they actually were, and it was not fun, it was work.
I’m a workaholic. I know me, I’ve seen me throw myself into something time and time again.
Doesn’t matter if you paid, if you do it 6 or more days a week and never tire of it, your a workaholic.
Imagine just came on.
That’s what I want to work on, building bridges of peace, I would never get tired of that.
What books do you want to read?
Duh, big red truck.
If I have to explain it, it won’t be funny.
Journey is the one that takes a journey in my mind.
Followed by Don’t Bring me Down by Electric Light Orchestra.
Fuck it I’m high.
I was talking with someone at work about how determination gas got me stuff. However, the shit the pops up and jumps on my lap, that’s the shit I actually truly wanted, I may not have known that at the time, but it has yet to fail.
I get this “guidance” that I’m getting a new job that I never applied for.
Now this “guidance” comes from I don’t know where. I could know, but that would ruin the surprise. I love surprises.
Do you understand that I picked my mother’s thoughts out of her head to find out about my surprise birthday party when I was 30.
Imagine your wise as shit, what surprised you?
I get it, that most people won’t get it.
I write for me.
If they need to study some shit before they get me, then starting studying.
I’ve studied philosophy, psychology and several of the psychologies, quantum mechanics, physics, martial arts, reiki, and stuff.
I’m that dude that knows shit.
All anyone has to do is ask.
A moment of my time for anyone of you is a priceless memory about that one time I met this dude.
I’m that dude.
It’s become a thing for me to have a convo with someone and for them it’s a unique experience, for me it’s what happens when I meet people.
I get how it sounds, it’s just my life.
I am just a dude who does dumb shit on occasion.
I’m also a prophet. I don’t like it.
I don’t like having people look at me for guidance from in high or done stupid shit like that.
That’s why I wrote The Book of Khaos Majick.
That’s what I use for my spirituality.
If one can read and can understand what it says, one does not need me.
That’s what I want.
I want people to read.
https://thebookofkhaos.wordpress.com/
Read.
Tell me what you think.
Write about a few of your favorite family traditions.
I have no family traditions.
The only thing I could use is when I talk to my son, when we say goodbye we do it like this.
Me
I love you.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Him
I love you too.
Be bodacious.
Me
Fuck yeah!
This the only thing I might even consider as a tradition.
I’m the one that for Christmas dinner I wanted pizza to break the traditional dinner.
I don’t like traditions.
If one is ever going to break out of the cycle one must leave traditions behind.
Thank you Glen Frey.
How do I explain the feeling that I belong to Chico?
Everyone belongs where they are, if they didn’t the would be somewhere else.
If I move I’ll belong to that city. However, I never think about leaving. I figure if the opportunity comes up, it will. If not, nothing to worry about.
Why allow thinking of another place distract me from my life where it is now?
What purpose would it serve?
If I’m daydreaming about my life and where I want it to go, that’s egocentric.
If I’m daydreaming about my life and where people need someone like me?
That’s thinking we.
Stop thinking about the me.
Think about the we.
This is how we create our lives.
We create our lives while daydreaming.
We.
It’s all about we.
Tell me something not about me, but about a we you used to know.
I’m watching Star Trek TOS.
The episode has an alien that feeds on war.
What if the Gods that everyone believes in are using us to fuel their need for entertainment?
I was watching The Expendables and I get it.
We like watching violence.
We don’t necessarily like to become violent.
I’m at peace most of the time. It takes effort to keep my peace.
What is it that gets one to feel like violence is the answer?
We have many ways to justify violence as humanity.
Why don’t we have many ways to justify peace?
Because then what would they do for vengeance?
A proportional response.
What does that even mean?
It means you destroy a target or targets worth what they destroyed of yours.
That’s stupid.
If we want peace on Earth, we have to fuck off the proportional response.
We need to give peace a chance through negotiating.
Take the power back and use it to put peace in our minds, souls and hearts.
Queen, if you don’t like this band, it’s says everything wrong about you.
We, it’s a we that gets things done.
From everything we do we count on others.
I want to write right now. I needed the dudes who made my phone, the dudes and broads that run the electricity, the dudes and broads that run the communication shit for wifi, the dudes and broads…you get the point.
I needed everyone to do their part so I could write right now.
Never think about me.
Think about the we.
A new mantra I’m creating for myself in this moment.
I watched a couple YouTube clips I made several years ago, before my stroke.
I was impressed by the dude in the video. I can’t explain what it’s like to lose the ability to speak and then see yourself when you could speak.
I’ve been getting better daily, but I’m nowhere near 100%, maybe 75% or less.
It’s been 5 years.
Now I’m living the dream.
The place, the job, all I need now is an actual fucking bed. Still sleeping on a cot. It’s a comfy cot, but it’s not a bed.
If I’m honest with myself I’m missing a woman.
A woman that can put me in my place. A woman that can learn from me as she teaches me. A Conduit, meaning I channel her guidance to her through my mouth.
A woman that understands that and wants to learn.
I’m looking for my mirror reflection in the female form.
Wise as shit and no one cares, can get people to fuck off by telling them the truth, and stuff.
It’s takes a we for me to meet her.
That will be a glorious day for the we we become and the we will rock you.
If you understood that last sentence, I might be looking for you.
What do you enjoy doing most in your leisure time?
I’m an author, what else do you expect?
I really want to see Shinedown.
Getting up is the first thing you do for anything.
When I wake up it takes me at least an hour before I should ever speak to anyone. Being an empath, telepath and medium, the Conduit combo, I take on a lot shit while I sleep.
It takes me an hour at least to wake up fully.
It used to be I woke up and whatever anyone else needed trumped what I needed. Now, you got a wait a bit.
After that I don’t give a shit about many people. I love them, but I don’t like them and what they do.
However, I never let it turn to hate. An ex girlfriend once told me you have to love a person to truly hate them.
I hate the behavior and I love the person.
Narcissism has fucked our world for the most part.
Those that are not narcissists have a truly fucked up deal in dealing with someone who will never admit they ever did wrong.
That’s the thing, if one can’t admit they fucked up, they should not be allowed to ever hold any office.
Especially the office of president.
Name an attraction or town close to home that you still haven’t got around to visiting.
I’m surrounded by smaller towns and I drive right through them because people live there and I have no business being there.
If I got invited….
I love me some Dorothy.
I love everyone, meaning people I’ll never meet.
This woman, let’s call her Sweetheart.
She gives me advice that’s actually useful. Meaning I’m following it.
Do you have any idea how difficult is to advise me?
I’m a wise man. Meaning I give advice and people who think they can advise me, fuck off with their advice.
I listen to it, and I think about it. However it’s my choice as to what I will do and I’m not about to give anyone the upper hand.
Why am I getting defensive?
Because she gave advice and you thought about it and decided this weekend you’re pulling out the art book to do a soul flower for your sweetheart.
I did think that. Using the weekend to draw her a soul flower.
Am I fucked?
Would you follow her anywhere?
Yep, I’m fucked. Oh well.
Let’s enjoy the ride.
List five things you do for fun.
If you could make your pet understand one thing, what would it be?
However if you look at your pet as an extension of you, you’ll get to know yourself better.
The Black Keys are responsible for this.
I met a woman.
She’s gorgeous, I love her face, it’s a face I could wake to daily.
I know I’m getting ahead of myself. I met her 3 days ago.
I think of my grandparents, Frank told Marie on their first date “I’m going to marry you.”
Why am I thinking about this?
Because you dig her.
Yeah, I do. But why is it the moment I meet a blonde with blue eyes I feel my knees get weak.
Roxanne.
Right. She was the first blue eyed beauty that I fell for. I was 5.
Ever since I meet a blue eyed blonde and I’m fucked.
Since I know me, let’s do something different. Let her approach me. Play it cool, and am I 14, it’s what feels like.
I am flesh and bone. Flesh comes with desire.
How patient can I be?
The longer you wait to give in, the better the sin.
I created that years ago while doing The Rock n Roll Shaman.
Looking at now, I disagree.
Is it sin, or love?
I don’t want to fuck anyone.
However, if I find the right woman, I desire to make love with her.
With every step I take, I get stronger.
Let that root around in your brain.
Now does a rose with another name smell as sweet?
However, names can set your life forward or backwards.
Depends on what you do with it.
Write about your first name: its meaning, significance, etymology, etc.
Blue oyster cult is responsible for this.
Why fear The Reaper, Death?
He’s going to end your life anyway, why not use his advice?
Pick your death and live accordingly.
I picked my death. I live accordingly.
Death is only a transformation.
Engery cannot be destroyed.
It must turn into something else.
Look at the cycle of life.
Born, devours, dies, gets devoured.
It’s why I don’t understand why we have burials.
All one is doing is making it more difficult to participate in the cycle of life.
When do we let logic push through our emotion?
It’s good to feel, but one who is wise knows emotion drives one into a crash.
It’s why the wise push through with logic understanding the emotion and shit happens to everyone.
The wise don’t let it get them down.
They look forward.
What’s your dream job?
Working for the Rand corporation doing what I do.
Please tell me it’s not a train.
Cracker is the inspiration for this and the song, I See the Light.
And as usual it was playing when I came back in from a smoke.
Today I start a new job. I have the first day jitters.
I know I have zero to worry about, I just get nervous when starting something new. It’s not a fearful nervous, it’s an exciting nervous.
What am I going to learn?
People and their names. Learning people is an art for an Empath and is a skill that once developed one knows things that others don’t.
I’m going to learn my job and the way they want it done.
The way they want it done.
If at some point I figure a better way, then I can talk to someone, however I need to immerse myself in their process before I think I know some shit.
Student/teacher philosophy is on play.
I’m a student and I will learn.
I will not be so humble to think I don’t have anything to teach.
However, I will be learning much and patience will be required.
Patience is not a superpower, nothing is a superpower. Superpowers don’t exist.
I do have abilities that some might think of as superpowers. That is why I hide what I can do.
For them and me. If they get awed the fuck out, or worse, scared, that does no one any good.
I don’t like it when people get awed the fuck out.
It makes me feel like I want to cry, that they can’t see what they do is so much more than what I do.
There are times that I think what if I wasn’t an Empath, Telepath, and Medium, and then I think I’m glad to one.
The knowing that comes from everywhere is astonishing and I get most people have no fucking clue about it.
If they did it….but they don’t, so their level of understanding will be different.
Different.
We need to celebrate our differences.
As a people.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What makes a good leader?
I wrote a leadership book.
A leader is anyone who sees something and takes care of it before it’s an issue. If they can’t take care of it they find someone who can.
A leader looks to not be seen doing good deeds.
They do their deeds because they need doing.
One who cares too much will not be a good leader for they will forsake the sum for the some.
A leader always thinks of the sum and fucks the some.
A leader is a dick who won’t take shit from assholes and will tell pussies to shut their holes.
I get some people will say a leader would never use that language, that is a pussy that needs to shut their hole.
I get some people think leadership is about being seen doing good shit and getting credit, these assholes need to get fucked.
Do your good deeds in secret.
Take care of shit that you see, or find another to take care of it.
It’s this simple if one wants to be a good leader.
At least it’s not trying to pretend to be my friend.
Thank you Sturgill Simpson.
I don’t like most people and most people don’t like me. I’m fine with it because I only need one or two friends.
I make friends rather easily.
Typically people know I can be counted on.
At times I fail.
If I can’t admit failure what in the fuck am I doing as a Táltos?
Some of my biggest failures were exactly what others needed, and I needed it to.
I learn from failure more than success.
Everyone one learns more from failure than success.
Feels like home by Orianthi is playing, and it does feel like home.
If you could un-invent something, what would it be?
Whatever I wanted to uninvent would be invented again.
This creates a loop.
Look at social media to understand what I mean.
Most people are trying to reinvent something as if no one ever thought of it before.
Why not work at inventing something we all could use, like free energy.
Do it in a way no one gets rich and we all prosper.
Open source.
It amazes me that my shuffle knows what the fuck I’m dealing with.
Bob Seger is a motherfucker of a song writer.
I think about change all the time. The one constant in the universe is change.
The only constant in the universe is change.
As I sit here now I’m changing in the molecular level.
However I’m still the same. I still love rock n roll. I still love the blues.
I still love me some Iron fuckin’ Maiden.
I still love Star Trek, Andromeda, Farscape, Stargate SG-1, and it’s all the Star Treks.
I watch Star Trek every day. I’m that fucking nerd.
I once posed a theory that William Shatner is actually James Tiberius Kirk. He traveled back in time to make sure that the show got made. It had to do with who watched it.
This is the theory, stupid idea that I had and I know some Trek fans will see it as true.
I’ve never gone to a Convention. I did get William Shatner to tell me to fuck off. I was never so happy to get cursed out by anyone.
I get I do some unusual shit. I mean who else do you know that devours ghosts?
I don’t know anyone.
However I’m a nerd and a half.
George Michael is to blame for this.
You gotta give what you take.
I give love to everyone. The whole reiki thing.
Love walks tall as Queen said in Don’t lose your head.
Don’t lose your way, remember love is stronger.
Good advice anyone should hear.
The Highlander soundtrack was Queen’s It’s a Kind Magic.
I’ve owned it on cassette, CD, and it’s on my Spotify playlist.
Think about this way, when you see a social media post where someone is talking shit about anything, typically it’s them talking about them.
People often try to put their faults on someone else. Trying to distance themselves from the truth.
Their is no love being given.
Why should we even give a fuck?
The worst is the ones that do nothing but complain about themselves.
The problem is you and the fix is you.
Discipline is what one needs.
Self discipline is much better than being disciplined as one has no control over the discipline one gets for refusing to apply self discipline.
Think about that.
Martial arts is all about self discipline.
I’ve studied martial arts for about half my life, 25 years. I studied every discipline I could read about, including tiger fighting.
The art was designed by a woman after studying tigers. The kill move is to rip your opponents throat out.
I’m pacifist that has studied how to kill anyone with in my grasp as a mode of self defense.
Weapons?
Why?
I made myself a weapon.
At 50 being a pacifist, I fucked off a ton of time studying martial arts. However the one time I needed to defend myself…that’s what led to pacifism.
Often it is the warrior that craves peace for they know war.
Taking care of disabled veterans has been an honor.
I’ve seen what war has done to them and it enforces my peace and my drive to lead a peace filled life.
Where can you reduce clutter in your life?
My life is uncluttered.
I was watching Andromeda for the umpteenth time and I caught something that I haven’t been able to let go of.
The line true love will save your world.
Love has nothing to do with sex.
Love is everything for everyone.
Let me see if I can explain what love is and how it can save our world.
One loves oneself.
One cares for oneself.
One cares for others.
One loves others.
If one can love oneself and take care of oneself and others one has learned to love others.
Why is it if we hate loving others?
I get it. It’s this easy, one loves oneself and others however the others to not return the love, they take and take.
This will make even the greatest of love lose their patience.
One who is reciprocal with love they get will see their life go well.
One who gives their love to everyone they meet regardless of reciprocity will see their life go through ups and downs.
One who takes and never reciprocates love is a black hole that one should stay the fuck away from.
What is your favorite animal?
If you understand the meaning of the Spirit animal, you know I know more than I let on.
Thank Green Day for this one.
Every dawn is the dawn if the rest of our lives.
The is no destination for the seeker, only points of interest.
Let the flow of your life flow and it will show you where to go. It’ll probably lead you there as you stop thinking you can out think the universe.
Think about it, if the universe reflects who you are and who you truly are, you life will go amazingly well.
I used to think it was Jesus and God, I got better.
Now I realize it’s synchronicity set on our words.
Every word we speak is a neverending spell.
I created as I speak.
Said even simpler, Abracadabra.
People think using ritual majic is a way to go. I’ve tried it. I don’t like borrowing power or worshipping anything.
I do use a form of magic. Silver magic is what I call it.
Using silver magic I put a spell on myself. If one ever tries to spell, curse, vex, use voodoo, sick a demon on me, anything they want bad to happen to me, it’s what happens to them until the wish me well.
I do not fuck around with my protection.
I do fuck around. Here and there.
However when I fuck around, I know what I’m fucking with. If I don’t know what I am fucking with, tread with curious caution.
I don’t know much in the grand scheme of everything.
I will never know everything, that’s a fools quest. All I can do is learn and learn and learn and learn….and so on.
Wisdom asks questions in order to learn.
Finding the right question is a job for one’s life.
The right question will always be what does one need to know right now?
Anything else is a distraction from now.
In what ways do you communicate online?
This doesn’t work for you?
Neil Diamond the master of the love song is driving through my mind as I write this. He had a song that is this title.
I was in the Air Force.
I was a stay at home dad.
I’ve been homeless.
I’ve been a manager.
I was a cab driver.
I’ve done a ton of shit from hanging drywall to stocking toys to taking care of disabled veterans.
I always wanted to see what it looked like to do what they do. So I got jobs doing what they do.
Now I got a temporary job at Walmart.
I have reservations about it, but I don’t know what I don’t know.
Could be….
I don’t think about could be, I deal with what is.
What is it I’m dealing with now?
My life is ideal, if I get the permanent position, all my troubles are over and I can start saving for an electric houseboat.
I got 15 years until retirement.
I may not go the full 15 with Walmart, but I know I’ll always be taken care of.
The universe takes care of those who are responsible with what they are given.
I’ve seen it. As I’ve gotten back to myself, the things I’ve seen and felt can’t be explained. However if one can understand the feeling of starting life completely over and feeling what it feels like to know one will never worry about one’s life, it’s an amazing feeling.
I got possessed and I made it back from the possession and I don’t know how, I just never stopped fighting for my life.
I will always fight for my life.
Anyone else, depends on the situation.
Used to be I would fight for America. I was in the Air Force.
I knew I might be that situation, and thankfully I was not.
To get me to reconsider my being a pacifist, no way, go fuck yourself, fuck you.
I’m a pacifist.
Now I fight without fighting. Never lay a finger on one and one won’t have to worry about others laying their fingers on one.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Think back on your most memorable road trip.
I was at Tinker Air Force Base as I was in the 32nd Combat Communication Squadron.
I was walking back from the mini bx. I saw Mike, Mike and Steve as they were getting in Mike’s car and I asked them where they were going.
They said they were going to the Hard Rock in Dallas. We lived in Oklahoma city.
I told them to let me in and hit the ATM on the way.
We had no idea where we were actually going. We just knew we were going to see the Hard Rock Cafe in Dallas.
Nothing was planned.
As we headed down the interstate as we passed the Texas border we saw something.
TRUCK DRIVERS STOP HERE.
The big red barn had this painted on the roof. Of course we stopped in.
What we found was the biggest sex shop I’d ever seen.
As I was 19 and we all went in the booths. I’d never seen anything like it.
Of course I jerked off as any 19 year old would do, and each of us admitted to doing so.
We all knew the greyhound bus, it’s how we got into the Air Force.
We had a theory, the greyhound bus station in every city is the worst part of town.
We found the Dallas station and we think we’re right.
Then we finally made it to the Hard Rock Cafe.
We got seated up on the balcony looking over the entire place.
My apologies to our waitress.
Steve bought her underwear.
If this is what I’m saying, the rest of our behavior is why I apologized.
By the time we got back to the base, we had enough. However it was a great trip and one I’ll never forget.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Thank Megadeth for this one.
If there’s a new way, I’ll be the first in line, but its got a work this time.
Peace sells but who’s buying?
Who buys peace?
We can think of the ads that say for your peace of mind.
What are they selling that is got your peace of mind?
How is it we let others tell us what is peaceful?
It’s an opinion.
True peace, what is that?
If one is at peace one has no reaction to anything.
One can take it in stride.
How does one build peace?
Through forgiveness.
Think about it, what you have not forgiven will always be a pain in your life. Vengeance will always be a factor in anything you do because you have not forgiven.
Let’s use the middle East. Israel and the lot are at war.
Why?
Proportionate response.
Had they just forgiven…
This is why we have war.
You did this to me and now I will get even.
This is a simplified version of why we have wars.
If you don’t believe my God, you die.
The other reason we have wars.
We want what you have and we don’t want to share.
Another reason for war.
Frankly it’s all stupid to me.
Religion, using God as your reason to kill. That is dumbest fucking thing I’ve ever heard.
God is love, unconditional love. Meaning God accepts everyone.
I look at something I wrote, having to do with Lucifer and why he became the silver mirror.
I was the light that God created. All I could see was one thing after another that was a horror. I dove deep into the depths to find what God couldn’t love.
When I realized there was nothing that God couldn’t love, that’s when I asked God to change me.
Paraphrased of course. It’s in one of my books on Amazon.
However, if we could forgive we can have peace.
It’s a we thing.
Takes all of us to save us all.
What snack would you eat right now?
I used to sing a song while going to get little chocolate donuts.
Little chocolate donuts you are my friends.
Little chocolate donuts until the end.
Repeated obsessively.
That I’ve stopped means I stopped obsessing.
What do you obsess over?
That’s what has power over you.
Take the power back.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
INXS is the driver for this travel through my mind.
Every single one of us has the devil inside of us.
Some call it the inner retard.
Others call it the bar that throws comments.
Doesn’t matter what you call it, we each have a dark side.
Mastering your dark side is essential to evolution.
That means understanding why one has a dark side and one knows when one’s dark side can come out. When one’s dark side comes out no one is harmed, either emotionally or physically.
That’s Mastering your dark side.
I’ve seen what I could do if laws weren’t there. That I choose to obey the law is a good thing in my book.
It’s a choice we all make, most of us at the unconscious level. However, it is a choice.
If we break the law we have to pay the consequences.
Why is it so many think they don’t have to pay the consequences for the wrong they do?
I get it. The things I do that have been wrong, I don’t do anymore. Typically it took once.
I learn from my mistakes.
Anyone who never made a mistake is a narcissist who can’t admit they made a mistake so they make the same mistakes all the time.
Mastering your dark side is dangerous.
You will face danger.
I’ve faced danger. I’ve had an AK-47 pointed at my skull.
Things such as this will have you understanding your dark side.
For me, I looked at the fact that I was in a car, and he was far enough away that there wasn’t shit I could do had he fired.
I thought about it. Had he been closer, I may have thought about it, and then I would have realized that others had weapons as well. That was when I relaxed because there was nothing I could do.
Mastering the darkness allows for one to realize death is only a transformation.
I care if I live or die. However, I cannot make my life worrying about death.
I will die at some point in some way and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.
Read that again and apply it to yourself.
Death is a transformation back to the soul we were.
Why are we as a people terrified of getting older?
Anti-aging has become an industry.
If there weren’t customers there wouldn’t be the industry.
The devil inside says your getting older and you need to remain young.
Fuck off.
Come up with a crazy business idea.
Pay for social media without ads.
A buck a month, zero ads.
I have this all drawn out in something I called the layer network.
However in the time it took for it not to be finished over years, my programmer couldn’t get it going.
No ads, no jobs, and everything is monitored to ensure that everything and everyone is on the up and up.
To sign in the first time you need your id.
None of this bullshit fake accounts.
If we can’t see your id, you can fuck the fuck off.
1 million members equals 1 million dollars a month.
Low over head and no big paychecks for anyone. Everyone makes the same.
There’s my crazy ass idea and if you know someone….
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Thank you Ozzy.
Truly I never want to stop.
I make my own decisions, meaning I get opinions from others and do what makes sense.
Think about it, if we were to listen to a ton of people and their opinions, you’re insane.
At some point the onus is on us as we are responsible for ourselves and no one is responsible for us.
I get I’m over the top. Tough shit.
Learn to grow some balls.
This is a metaphor.
Toughen the fuck up.
Life is not fair and it’s no use complaining about it. All one can do is do what one can do.
Figuring out one can do about anything is one’s responsibility.
There’s a time for compassion and there’s a time to stand on their throat, metaphorically of course.
However if we wait for them to be ready, they never will be.
I think of the apocalypse, the uncovering of truth.
We are living the apocalypse now.
Think about all the celebrities that have gone down because the truth was uncovered.
Makes me glad I’m not famous.
However, I will never stop being a Táltos, it’s what I am.
I will always be a seeker of truth, no matter how much it fucks up why I thought.
I’ve swallowed a ton of hard truth in my day, and I’m ready for more.
Describe an item you were incredibly attached to as a youth. What became of it?
Got thrown away when I was 8.
No biggy.
People put way too much shit in things.
Give me peace on Earth.
George Harrison cannot be understated in his contribution to music.
I listen to this song every couple of days when it hits my shuffle.
It’s what I want.
I want peace on Earth. I will do whatever it takes to get, no matter how long it takes.
I get it is going to take a long ass time unless…take your pick.
Aliens.
AI.
Nuclear war.
Let’s take a look at each.
Aliens.
Come on down and reveal themselves. The world loses its collective shit.
Then rich people get fucked as their riches get nothing in the way of treatment. Everyone is equal.
Meaning rich motherfuckers have to wait in line like everyone else.
This is why the rich don’t want the aliens to show up.
AI. It could go one of two ways.
AI could lead us into a new dawn, a new age of humanity.
Or.
It could wipe is the fuck out. Either way it will be peace on Earth.
Nuclear war.
We destroy the world.
Peace on Earth.
What is your mission?
I’m a Táltos, a soul healer.
I actually have a mission given to me by God.
Now if one understands what God is, one understands why I channel the spirit of whomever I’m talking to.
My mission is to give guidance to those who will listen.
Not to those who want it.
Those that listen and understand it’s for them that I even speak.
I get most people aren’t Táltos, maybe 100,000 of us on this planet at this time.
That’s not much when you consider 8 billion people live on the planet.
Meaning I’m not the only one.
I let go of everything.
Say until you do it.
What comes back is what you need to deal with.
I added the Reiki recital.
This is what got me to become regarded as a Grandmaster of Reiki.
Use it.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Simple man by Lynyrd Skynyrd is the inspiration for this.
I’m simple, not simple minded.
In fact my mind is complex.
It’s why I crave simplicity.
Some once said the complex mind craves simplicity.
I understand what they meant, after a lifetime of asking people to give it to me simply. Talk to me as I was I a child.
That’s the only way to know if you know what your talking about. How simply can you put it?
It’s what Einstein was talking about with the quote “if you can’t explain your physics to a bar maid, you don’t know it either.”
If one needs to be complex in what they communicate, why?
Effective communication is simple communication.
Precision in language is simple communication, and it’s effective communication.
We must be precise in our language to ensure we are understood.
We must be simple in our language to ensure we are understood.
I live simply.
I’m a single dude. I live in a smaller college town of Chico CA. Why do I need a car?
I ride an electric bike.
I look at my room that I rent in a house by Bidwell Park. The backyard gives a view of the park.
I need to get rid of some stuff.
I take care of disabled veterans for a living.
I take care of my brother.
I take care of those who come my way that I need to assist. I understand I get to say no.
I’m soul healer, a Táltos.
My prayer every night is thank you to everything for everything.
I figure everything knows what’s up in my life and as I speak it is a prayer to universe, God, whatever floats your boat.
I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul.
I say this throughout the day.
I let my intuitive mindset set my mind. I don’t have to think. I can let my intuition guide me.
Simple.
I keep life simple.
A simple life is a peaceful life.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What are your thoughts on the concept of living a very long life?
Stop thinking about living a very long life.
Start living each day as if your never going to die.
Take that patience, immortality brings.
If one is never going to die one can wait for whatever until one is good and ready for whatever to meet one on ones path.
You know the thing about living a thousand years, you have to wait a thousand years to taste death.
Most people need two day shipping.
Dust in the wind by Kansas is it for this one.
Think about it.
When we face death, money won’t buy jack shit.
When we face death what do we think about?
For me, I had Death in my face, my mask.
What we would call Death, it has no real name. As it has said it never heard it’s name as the universe was created.
I get that most people tune out when I talk about this kind of stuff.
Why?
I check my sanity daily.
This is why I want comments.
If you have something to say, drop a comment.
Dancing with myself by Billy Idol is playing.
It feels as if I’m dancing with myself.
I get why.
What could you do differently?
Anything.
Something.
Why do I do what I do the way I do it?
That’s what they should be asking us to write about.
Shinedown is responsible for this.
I’ve always been an outcast.
I like being an outcast.
My family, my parents and sister, I looked nothing like them, and behavior, I behave nothing like they did.
Among friends, the shit I like takes a backseat.
Among social media, oh yeah I’m an outcast.
Why?
Why is it that I have been an outcast?
I like talking about non human beings as if they actually exist.
I read people to the soul.
Most people I can’t talk to that about.
Most people don’t understand because they can’t do it, so that means no one can do it unless they’re someone famous and the people don’t need to be faced with it in their face.
I get that I’m venting, and what can be done is already being done by myself and others.
I like being an outcast, however I would like to know what it feels like to be acknowledged for my skills.
Acknowledged, not looking for validation, I know I’m valid.
However, one more fucking douche bag dip shit says I’m not an Empath because they don’t exist, I will forget I’m a pacifist.
I will remember that I studied martial arts and I know how to rip people’s throats out.
This is who I am.
I know how deadly I am. It’s why I’m always sitting with my back to the wall even I’m my own place. My awareness is looking for an attack.
What is the best way to avoid an attack?
Don’t be there when they attack.
It’s better to not fight. Fighting is two people who are trying to kill each other.
Boxing, MMA, anything with rules is not fighting.
It’s sport, but it’s not fighting.
My old Kung Fu master tried MMA, the shit he couldn’t do because it was illegal…
He taught me a few things though he never knew I’d been studying martial arts most of my life.
No one knew until I decided to become a pacifist after nearly killing my nephew in self defense in less than 10sec.
That’s when I talked about it.
Bruce Lee wrote Jeet Kun do and what I gathered from it, had anyone ever seen me fight, they would know how to beat me unless I continued to evolve in skill and form.
No one looks for what they aren’t looking for.
The master and the sword become 0.
I wrote this years ago.
When the master meets the sword, the sword cuts the fuck out of the master.
As the master and the sword become one they move together as one.
However as they become 0, the master realizes the sword is a sword and knows what it needs to do, no need for the master.
The sword will cut down any and all of the masters foes without the master even touching the sword.
Fight without fighting and let the roving sword protect you.
But be wary not to be cut by the sword for doing what one knows not to do.
The sword will kill, however the sword will fuck you up for a while first.
The sword is patient.
Be like the sword.
Be patient.
If you had a freeway billboard, what would it say?
Love is what we need.
Love means fuck the borders, wars, religions and stuff.
Tracy Chapman has got me thinking about a woman who is 22, I’m 50.
I once wrote this article talking about every man/woman needs to find an older member of the opposite sex that they can trust to give them advice.
I look for grandma’s and see what they say.
Think about this way. I’ve learned from older women my entire life.
I’ve learned from older men my entire life.
Each has a lot to teach.
It’s why I use “one” because any who has dealt with any situation is one I look for when I need advice.
It could be one is younger, older, my age, man, woman. I don’t do race, however I acknowledge that other cultures have existed for thousands of years.
I get they are not going to change any time soon.
This means one could be any color of the rainbow.
It really pisses me off that the LGBTQ fuck heads stole the rainbow for their logo.
I went in to Stonewall the LGBTQ place in town to teach reiki for free to everyone. Until I got so much hate from the leader of the session that I apologized if my being straight offended anyone, and I left crying.
I haven’t thought about that in a couple years. I’ve dealt with it.
Note I say one could be a man or a woman. I don’t care who they fuck.
I used to get stoned with my hairdresser in my twenties and he was as gay as gay could be. He would say he was a flamer.
It’s not that I have anything against anyone for who they want to fuck.
When I drove cab, I had a few gay men hit on me. I told them I’m straight but I’m flattered.
Why wouldn’t any one be flattered if anyone thought they were cute, and in a drunken stuper tried picking one up?
Love knows no sex.
Lust knows sex.
Lust mixed with love can produce the most amazing sex.
It don’t matter who you have sex with.
Something’s, most things are Universal in understanding.
Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?
I work to never marry think about it he past or the future.
I work at being present in the now.
I don’t have to worry about what might come up from the he last, nor the future.
I live now.
We all live now.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
As I walked in from a smoke, you guessed it this is what was playing.
And as I heard it, I got it.
When I was 17 my parents signed the waiver the got me into the Air Force.
Until last year I had never been homeless. I get it.
I just ordered a bunch of stuff from temu.
Most of it is stuff that will be used repeatedly.
I’ve been wearing the same 8 outfits for more than a year.
My wardrobe used to be designer. I had 4 leather jackets and when I dressed myself I looked shit hot.
Now, I look like a homeless dude.
I used to go into a store at around 2 pm and find the sales women and say “I don’t know how to dress myself, can you help me?”
Hence why I always looked good to the women.
This was my twenties, I’m 50 now.
In my youth I wanted to women to notice me. Hence why I made an ass out of myself at every opportunity.
It takes intellect to act stupid.
Goldie Hawn anyone?
Laugh in was a show she was on and she played the dumbest fucking blond ever.
However she has the intellect to never marry Kurt Russell.
She produced some of her films.
She’s smarter than the average man, woman, don’t matter she’s smart as fuck.
What was my point?
At 50, I don’t like to be noticed. Hence why I look like a bum most the time.
I’ve seen life from many sides.
All I know is life goes on with or without you.
I’ve been possessed for over 4 years. How do I describe the suffering I’ve seen done to me by my body with no way to stop it?
If I think about it the possession took years to take me over.
I’m glad I kicked it out.
I’m glad I keep it out.
What was it that possessed me?
I don’t know for sure, however it said it was Satan, Lucifer, Mephistopheles, and others.
How do you trust anything that takes you over?
How do I know for sure what it was that possessed me?
I don’t know.
It feels good to say I don’t know. I am at peace without knowing.
I take care of myself to keep it from happening again.
What I learned for years was nothing I can ever explain, however I understand it.
I get why 42 is the answer.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What is the greatest gift someone could give you?
Not any job, a job using my skills and abilities, all of them.
First off, I’m not going on an egotistical rampage.
However, if I am honest, my IQ is over 200.
I’ve studied, everything, I study everything.
I study people, things and stuff.
I’ve written a leadership book that once read, people starting using it that day.
Fuck off with the Empath, Telepath and Medium, I didn’t do any of this without that, that’s who I am.
Honesty the job someone could give me, I float around your company making my rounds and I tell you what to change.
You hire smarter people to do smarter work.
I work smart, fuck hard.
Do I think that a company or anyone is going to hire me?
I can’t say, probably no, however I could reach that one….long shot and a half.
You have no idea how many long shots I’ve taken, and some comeback and some I’m still waiting on.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Listening to Candlebox.
Good band.
But listening to this song it brings back so many images and video reels in my mind’s eye.
My mind’s eye plays before me yet it moves so fast that the conscious mind can barely grasp. It’s why I let the intuive mind do the thinking.
I get what I’m doing. Trying to explain it to all of you, well, step into my mind that has been strategically twisted.
That means I used strategy to twist my mind inside and out.
Why let anyone else have control over my mind?
Frequently throughout the day I ask “is this mine?”
As any empath should. It’s the best way to know if it’s not. Then one has choices, take it and deal with it, send it back, and a couple others.
I use Reiki. My Reiki.
I put myself at peace and transmute the emotional energy floating in the room being repressed or suppressed. Taking it and using the state of peace to transmute it into pure love healing energy that goes everywhere like an orb across the universe nearly instaneously.
I know I’ve written that more than a few times.
I do it to remind myself what I do I do for everyone in the universe. I give love to the universe.
I don’t think about what I get.
I know that I’ll get mine, no need to worry, let go into the flow.
Let go into the flow.
What colleges have you attended?
I live on Chico, anyone ever hear of Chico State?
I didn’t attend, however I learned a ton from college students, so much so that I wrote a book on leadership.
And others.
I am here on this bar stool like a circle it ends where it starts.
David Lowry is one of my favorite artists. His band, Cracker, not uncle cracker, Cracker has been singing my life and others lives for many years.
I’m am here in my chair and I can’t even begin to explain this lyric as it is my life, more or less.
However, it’s a spiral, going up and down depending on my mood. I work to keep the spiral tight. I like to allow my emotions to get the better of me as they did today.
Got my electric bike today.
Couldn’t even get the seat and the handle bars right. I was so excited.
On the way home I figured out what I need to do. One or two adjustments tomorrow and it will be fine.
I love the bike, however I’m a perfectionist. I work to not be do exacting. However, if it works for you, not against you, fuck it.
And I got a drone delivered today. This is something I’m going to enjoy learning.
I love my life.
I love the lack of spiraling out of control.
I love that I manage myself.
I love that the only one responsible for me, is me and I take full responsibility of me.
Listening to Crazy Train by Ozzy Osbourne.
Learn how to love and forget how to hate.
These are lyrics from this song.
I’ve been loving the world more than half my life. More than 30 years.
Songs such as this are why.
Church of rock n roll, I figured if people weren’t listening, I’d explain what a song meant to me.
Closer from NIN I turned it into love song showing how wonderful love can be. It’s on the site.
I want to fuck you like animal.
That’s the song.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Do you play in your daily life? What says “playtime” to you?
Seriously, I want to know.
The trick in life is to have fun, and it’s not fun, make it fun. Because no one likes work, except to work hard at hardly working because your having to much fun with your job.
I was talking to Miss. Miss missed the boat.
Something about meth and me do not mix. One of the reasons I don’t have any contact with my sister.
Typically when I find things I don’t like about someone’s behavior, I find a way to make myself unlikeable.
Typically I get really stoned and talk to them.
The honesty that is me stoned as fuck, I can’t even take it.
I talk about being a Táltos. I talk to everyone about me being a Táltos.
I get people look at Wikipedia and find some shit out. Most of it mythology.
However, we have more than a few Táltos running around.
Since I’m not in Hungary, I learned my craft by myself.
Taking on all kinds of shit just to see what I could do.
Everything anyone wants is a prayer away. Not so much prayer, but it’s who you are and the synchronicity that creates our lives.
If you speak from your heart and let no complaint fall from your lips, everything you want can be yours.
Think about it.
One must evolve for this to work, meaning what one wants will be nothing what you think it will be.
Every word we speak is a never ending spell creating our life and the lives of others.
Speak well to live well.
Speak shit to live in a world of shit.
Speak hate to be hated.
Speak love to be loved.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What are your biggest challenges?
Well today I started with no electricity.
I don’t think about challenges until they appear, and the appear frequently through any given day.
Thinking about them doesn’t make them go away.
Bobby McFerrin wrote this diddy.
Fuck Combs.
Be happy your not a victim.
Be happy your not him.
Here’s the thing about happy, it has an opposite.
Depends on what one is happy about that determines the opposite. It could be sorrow or it could be rage.
Depends on what one is happy about.
What can one do to steal ones happy?
Why would one want to steal ones happy?
Several reasons come to mind.
As an empath one can use their ability as an energy vampire stealing the joy that one had.
My mother was the greatest of all energy vampires. Anything that made you happy, she could make you feel two inches tall, taking your joy away.
Empaths are adept energy vampires.
I used to do this trick, where I would hangout in front of this club every Friday night. I let all the energy vampires feed on me, and then when they good and feeling good about themselves. That’s when I would steal all their joy.
Using Reiki to turn it into pure love healing energy that hits everyone.
This is what I do.
I use Reiki to turn energy I take on as an empath and turn it into pure love healing energy that goes everywhere like an orb across the universe.
Why wouldn’t I be happy?
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What makes you feel nostalgic?
I look at the past to learn.
Fuck nostalgia.
Getting trapped in a memory, even a good one, one will miss what’s in front of one.
Every day I wake up and every day is gravy.
Even when I go to bed I don’t think about my day ending.
Typically my last thought is ” I let go of everything.”
I do it to make sure before I sleep, I’ve dealt with shit. Shit that has to wait, waits.
When I wake up I’m dealing with energy that I took on being an empath while I slept.
Clearing that out, that is a must before I speak to anyone.
I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart mind and soul.
I say it several times during the first hour.
I woke up today, the rest is gravy.
These are my morning mantras.
Why aren’t they yours?
I’ve been doing this for years.
I get I’m a Táltos, a soul healer, a messenger, and stuff, but really I just noticed as I said these things, my life got easier, not easy, easier.
One should not want an easy life.
One will not grow on an easy life.
I like a challenge.
I live a challenging life.
I love my life for the challenges.
At times, I could do without the constant challenges, but I would get bored.
I could be a corporate stooge running circles around them. I used to be a corporate stooge and I ran as if they were still.
I take care of disabled veterans.
I work 13 hours a week.
I barely made it through the summer.
However, I wasn’t bored.
Now, I get I’m crazy as bat shit gets.
I ride an electric scooter. I’m 50 years old and I ride a scooter. Next week the electric bike comes.
I’m a man who lives his convictions.
Fuck cars that run on gas.
I was homeless last year at this time.
Last year when I woke up, the rest was gravy. As I laid down to sleep, Thank you to everything for everything was my prayer.
I let go of everything was the last thought before fell asleep.
What’s next for me?
Years of working for free to help my brother out with his mom. How many years, depends on how long she lives.
I’m hoping she lives for years.
I love living where I live, and after this month, I got nothing to worry about as far as cash goes.
All I gotta do is take care of a couple vets, and my brother.
No biggie.
The challenges is working with my vets, and my brother.
However if you love what you do, you never work, you just show up at places to hangout with your friends.
I love my life.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What relationships have a positive impact on you?
Honesty is what I value most.
Lie to me and I’ll drop you like a bad habit.
Better known as Jimmy Carter the ex-President, died today at 100 years old.
That was the last president we had that had the morale fiber to do the job.
After the Whitehouse he spent a life building homes for others.
And he did it with grace.
I used to get teased as a kid.
Now, I don’t care, if someone wants to call me Jimmy because of the President, I’ll take it as a compliment.
The highest compliment.
And I will work to deserve it.
My lazy ass days are over. I’m enjoying the last one today.
Tomorrow I take care of my patient, the disabled veteran. Tuesday it’s Sarge.
I’m glad they both live in the same apartment complex. At times it’s saved my ass.
My brother got 2 days of no Mom, but Mom is back. She’ll keep him busy for years. The therapists that are coming will make sure of that.
He’s getting a little help. He needs it.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
If you started a sports team, what would the colors and mascot be?
Why would I want something to represent the team, the team represents the team.
I don’t need a mascot.
Song 2 by blur.
To say I had a day would be an understatement.
It was an amazing day.
Started off with Miss texting me.
From there I had no idea where I was going. I simply put in the ear buds and let my playlist tell me what was up.
I walked downtown, I needed incense.
There’s a store behind Melody Records in Chico. It’s a crystal and bead shop.
That’s where, let’s call her Heart works.
Heart was having an interesting conversation as I was walking around the store listening.
She is wise.
Heart noticed me and gave me a hug. I had a couple things for her. I’m wise.
Heart looks to me for guidance.
Not exactly.
Heart’s spirit leads me in when she needs it. I always have the exact guidance she needed.
It’s a rare beauty watching one evolve before one’s eyes.
I’ve watched Heart for years, giving her guidance here and there.
Patience.
If I hadn’t been patient, I would have fucked up Heart. I work at not fucking people up.
Then I went and got coffee. Mocha, extra chocolate.
Then it was on to The Dungeon. It’s a head shop.
They had the incense I wanted.
I had a conversation with the young man behind the counter. Blew his mind like a motherfucker and a half.
I’ve done this before. As I told him for him this was a unique conversation, for me, it’s the conversation I’m always having.
In both conversations I took on a whole bunch of shit. Clearing them both.
It was me doing me and doing me perfectly for the first time in 5 years.
For me it was an amazing day.
I chatted with Miss here and there all day and I really like her.
She gets me.
Enough said.
How have your political views changed over time?
I grew up in a republican household.
All of my family was republican.
These days I look at the republican party and it sickens my stomach.
That trump was the republican douche bag and a half, this is why I don’t do politics anymore.
If you look at the shared story of America, the founding fathers knee this day would come and that’s why the freedom of speech and freedom of the press was the first fucking god damn fucking thing in the constitution.
Look at the constitution. Read it.
I’ve read it many times.
It says nothing about republicans or democrats.
Fuck the system is what I say.
I’ve been fucking the system most of my life.
As supervisor working for untied healthcare, I got over 1 million in claims paid for retirees.
That’s not where I stopped or where I started.
Let your good deeds go unnoticed.
Do good deeds on secret.
If you do someone some good, pray no one ever finds out.
I could put it in so many ways it hurts.
Politics is doing good and everyone sees the good you do.
It’s an ego trap and a half.
Look at the narcissist that got elected president.
I rest my case.
This morning I checked my bank account and the IRS gave me a Christmas present.
I sleep on a cot.
My weekly pay pays for my life and nothing else.
I haven’t shaved in months, not because of how good I look in a beard, fuck that.
I hate, loathe, fucking hate shaving.
I got two pair of long johns.
I got one ear bud.
I shopped like a billionaire on temu today and spent 500 bucks and got a ton of shit.
Thank you to the IRS.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
You get to build your perfect space for reading and writing. What’s it like?
Why dream of some place, fuck that noise.
Every place is the perfect place to write, read, do anything.
Oh how I love me some Bob Seger.
This song is one reason why.
It’s a matter of patience.
As one masters patience one knows when to become impatient.
These situations happen rarely unless one has a job dealing with dementia.
My brother has patience for his Mom.
My new friend has patience with her patients.
I made a new friend. Let’s call her Miss.
Miss understands me when I speak.
It’s truly wonderful to have a conversation with one who gets you.
The intimacy shared, the trust shared.
This is what a gentleman is.
Patient to understand offering no judgement, if one feels guilty that’s on them. I’m as guilty as any and I know my own guilt.
Thankfully I really don’t have much the feel guilty about.
Miss is writing this, her spirit is guiding my words to show me the mirror is as perfect as it’s going to be.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What is your all time favorite automobile?
I fucking hate fucking cars.
The internal combustion engine is not an efficient system.
Hence why every car that could run in anything else got buried.
That is until Tesla.
Then we started seeing more electric cars.
Why are we still using the internal combustion engine?
Why are cars being built today that run in the internal combustion engine?
I don’t like breathing in noxious fumes but until we decide we have had enough, nothing will change.
It’s up to each and everyone one of us to be responsible for this earth that is our home.
We have no choice but to live here.
Why wouldn’t we make it a paradise for all?
Instead we make the wealthy live in paradise while we get fucked from every direction by the wealthy.
That’s where my day started.
Riding my scooter, I went to Safeway to get a ham and some sausage. Then I was off to work.
By 9am I was making eggs and sausage for my patient.
At 1pm I went over to see Sarge.
He was happy that I got the ham.
At 4pm it was time to head to my brother’s place.
It’s 530pm.
I’m done for the day.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
How are you creative?
Writing, painting, drawing, cooking, and others stuff.
I look at life looking for creativity.
I’ve always looked for the most creative thing I can do.
Most of it, people never see, except one or two.
Think about what makes you think your not creative?
We are creators of ourselves with assistance from others.
No one is self made.
Had others not been around, then nothing would’ve happened.
Have a blessed day and be excellent on purpose
I woke up and I said “I woke up today and the rest is gravy.”
I should’ve said the rest is the rests gravy.
I started my day walking an hour to work and I didn’t have my sun glasses. My eyes are extra sensitive to light. On a cloudy day I wear my shades. On a rainy day I figure I can do without them.
Oh how wrong I was. As I was walking I could see blue skies, I was about half way through the walk to Sarge’s.
By the time I got there, the sun was out and it was killing my eyes.
Sarge is a disabled Army veteran.
I use Instacart to get his groceries. Today he had to wait until after I left before they got there. I was annoyed.
Actually by this time I was irritated. Annoyance happened before I got there.
Then it rained like hell and I did need to walk. And I was grateful that my brother was out and about and picked my ass up.
He had been having a heart attack over his mom. We went to his place.
I listened and I listened.
And it seems we kind of got some shit figured out. His mom sleeps through the day and then she gets lively around 5 to 6 pm.
She used to work all day and then at night she used to be a dance instructor.
This is why she sleeps during the day and gets lively at night. It’s what her life was for 50 years.
Then Sarge called and he didn’t get the ham he ordered that was our Christmas dinner. In the morning I’m going to go and get a ham for our Christmas dinner.
I know I yelled when I got off the phone with Sarge. My brother was taken a back. I don’t yell. My brother has seen me pissed, and he knew I was pissed.
I calmed down rather quickly. I used to be quick to anger and quick to cool down.
It took all day for me to feel angry.
That’s an improvement. I used to take shit like this all the time, however I can allow myself to get angry when I look at the situation and if most people would get angry, I get it.
However, my anger has levels and I’ve said this before. A few days or weeks ago.
I live now, and I don’t worry about what happened and I don’t worry about what will happen. I focus on the here and now.
For the shit I can do, I have as fucked up time living life as anyone else. Just because I have shit that most people can’t do, doesn’t mean on the basic level of human being I don’t do fucked up shit.
I think or the story of Saul/Paul from the bible.
The dude stoned christians. Then God said you will do my work.
What are gonna do when God says…..
God is in everything.
However, if we had no idea what technology was, we would believe others were gods.
That’s where we get religion. Posers pretending to be God.
You don’t have to be a sinner, but it helps. How else can you give guidance to people if you have never sinned?
It’s how we all learn.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Who are the biggest influences in your life?
God is in everything.
I smoke God.
I eat God.
I drink God.
If God didn’t exist I wouldn’t exist.
Now that’s influence.
The idea that a person can have a job that is influencer, that’s fucking stupid.
And I’ve seen influencers, they are fucking stupid.
Never try to influence anyone.
Let who you are influence them if they choose.
There’s noone that has any control over anything.
This should tell you, otherwise I would’ve wrote some shit that others will write hoping to be seen as an influencer.
Fuck that noise.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
The Young Rascals has got me.
I met a woman a few months ago, let’s call her Miss.
Today I had a real conversation with Miss, and I look forward to more.
I don’t like many people, I really like Miss.
I’m in love with the world.
I don’t like most of the world for their behavior.
Miss, the more she spoke, the more I wanted to hear more.
This doesn’t happen. Typically, I’m waiting for people to shut the fuck up.
Nobody does it better by Carly Simon kicked on the shuffle.
My brother, he is dealing with his Mom. There’s not much I can do, but I do what I can.
Dementia is a killer that kills daily. As I’m watching my brother twist himself in knots.
That whole finding the funny in the fucked up situation, not so funny right now.
I really hope Miss doesn’t read this. I gave her the site.
Get together by the Youngbloods is playing.
Why not get together and love each other?
Love is what makes the world go round, and all emotions are but one emotion called love showing it’s many splendor.
When one understands what love truly is, how could one not love in life and live in love?
Check the pages on the site to understand how well I understand love.
Yep I understand what the fuck I’m talking about.
I give it to you simply to show you how simple it truly is.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Share what you know about the year you were born.
I want to know why?
Why should I give my life to you, the reader, I’m doing that in my regular posts.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I love the king of pop, even after everything we’ve heard.
I may not like what he did, but I do love his music.
I’m asking him to change his ways.
I’m always asking. I’m always working at changing my ways.
Mediums are susceptible to possession by any entity.
I’m susceptible to possession by any entity.
What this means is I spend most of my day telling shit to fuck off. I will not allow it to exist within my body.
I am the soul, and I have a body. As a medium one gets to understand what that means on a deeply personal level.
How do I explain it to those who might be able to grasp the understanding?
The things I do are things I don’t think about because it’s part of who I am.
I don’t think about reading someone’s mind. I have to think, to concentrate to not go into their subconscious.
I don’t think about feeling anyone, I just feel a ton of people. I have to concentrate to block it out.
It’s why I’m having issues with the CE5 protocols that Steven Greer talks about.
Now, I’m going to tell some shit I probably shouldn’t because I can’t verify it.
As a medium I specialize in channeling spirit.
Aliens have spirits.
Now, I am not going to say that I have channeled aliens.
They have said I have channeled aliens as they speak to me through me.
However, until one shows up…..
Think about from my perspective.
You have a ton of shit that would love to use you and you spend most of your time making sure it can’t. While passing as off you couldn’t do any of the shit you can do, because you know most people don’t get it, and you used to be one of them.
Your that intelligent that you think of things like this, understanding that most won’t believe even if you proved it to them.
Why?
Social media has made narcissism a thing people don’t think about because they would have to understand what it was doing to them.
I think about it.
My entire life is built around peace.
Social media negates my peace.
It takes a few posts before I get sick of it.
It’s all the same thing on a repeat.
No original ideas.
Nikola Tesla said something like, I don’t care if they steal my ideas, I wish they had ideas of their own.
Ideas that are original.
Be original or stop talking.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Are you a good judge of character?
Most people will say “No body can beat my bullshit detector.”
And we are all wrong.
Why judge?
The character is who they are.
Their character is part of their character.
As you judge others, others will judge you.
I judge myself, harshly.
I don’t let me get away with much.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Words matter.
I love Supertramp.
It kicked on as I decided to write. What I want to write about is how words matter.
You know your right to say.
This lyric is what catches my ear.
Right: a moral or legal entitlement to have or obtain something or to act in a certain way.
Free speech is a right under the constitution.
It’s the first right.
Every American has the right to say anything.
That means I can say honkey, spade, slope, sand nigger, redskin and you have the right to say what you want.
I can’t believe I wrote that last sentence.
We are all the same and only our egos tell us different. That and we come in colors. I’ve got at least 4 colors in my DNA from birth.
This is me calming myself down from writing that sentence.
I’ve got African, Asian, Cherokee, Persian, Eastern European, Dutch, French, the isles, and stuff in my genetic code.
Most of those slurs apply to me.
Ok, now I’m done.
However, what was your though about the sentence with racial slurs before you read it’s me slurring myself?
Had I put two words in, I’m a, changes things a little bit.
I’m a honkey, spade, and you get it.
Words matter.
Two words all can use, Thank you.
Thank you to me for waking up, meaning I didn’t die in my sleep.
Thank you to everything for everything because it took everything for me to wake up today.
Think about it.
It took everything since time began for each of us to wake up this morning, afternoon, evening, whatever works for you.
Why assume everyone wakes in the morning?
It takes time to remember, however we each have the time to remember we are not alone.
Take a view outside to understand that.
Words matter.
Being precise in how we speak, meaning we feel it. Think about it this way, it’s like saying anything when you don’t to say anything.
You don’t mean it, so why say it?
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
When are you most happy?
Seriously.
Writing.
Looking at what I write to see if I can figure out what I missed.
My personality is a mental disorder.
I actually enjoy doing the CE5 protocols. You know working to contact aliens.
I love long discussions about stuff.
The operative word being long.
I love discussions that start somewhere and go everywhere.
Like I write.
I’m ADHD.
There used to be this thing that people used to do called commenting.
I get very few comments, and almost no conversation.
Apparently the idea if conversing with me scares the shit out of people.
Or
They just don’t know what the fuck to say.
I get most people aren’t hip to talking with themselves through me. Before I realized it was what I had done my entire life, I would have fucked me off.
I get that I got this coming.
My last wife, the one who thinks she owns my soul, I wish I was making that up.
She gave me a zodiac reading that shocked the shit of her, yet I wasn’t impressed.
Then she gave me a tarot reading that shocked the shit out of her, yet I wasn’t impressed.
Do you get where this going?
I do.
I wouldn’t have believed empaths exist until I realized I was one. The same thing about telepaths and mediums and other shit people can do.
However, I’ve had too many experiences with others to ever doubt myself.
Are you gonna go my way by Lenny Kravitz is playing. The song he said was the Christ singing.
Under pressure by Queen and Bowie just started.
This world is under pressure.
Some crack under pressure.
Some need pressure to wake the fuck up.
I’m never more at peace than when it’s a shit storm from all sides.
At peace like this, I’m jello.
Shaky but still holds it’s form.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
What was the last thing you did for play or fun?
And I was disappointed.
Thank you Jasmine Fucking Cain.
If you’ve never heard of Jasmine, she won artist of the year in Nashville as a Hard Rock performer.
I think she might have a clue what she’s talking about.
It’s not just attitude, is what’s beneath the attitude.
Think about it.
I thought about it.
If one wants to give attitude, as in giving a fictional performance using fictional emotions, one is a pansy.
It has to come from within.
This is why Bruce Lee said take anything anyone will teach you and make it uniquely your own, or something like that.
Make it uniquely your own.
Hence why I teach people to go within and learn from themselves.
Everyone has the ability to learn, there is nothing anyone can do about one who wants to learn.
However, if one has the ability the learn by oneself, one will learn much.
Every pupil that has a question, upsets those who already learned.
Why upset learning?
I’m order to control others.
The Mob Theory put into motion in the schools.
Put people in a group and the intellect of everyone in that group goes down to the lowest intellect of that group.
They’ve done studies.
Emotion takes over in a group. It’s easier to sway people with emotion than logic.
That’s why Trump won.
He uses emotions against people to make them fear what he wants them to fear.
It’s a simple tactic.
Once you understand how easily many people can be manipulated, one has a choice, one can manipulate easily enough, or one understands to do so even with the best of intentions, one will fuck people up.
I work at not fucking people up.
I work at assisting those who are bound and determined to save their own ass.
These people will make it.
Those waiting for someone to save their ass, will be waiting forever. As they should.
If you can’t find a way to save your ass, you aren’t looking very hard.
I’ve already saved my own ass enough times to understand the truth is what I speak.
The truth, not my truth, the truth.
One must save one’s own ass.
Be ready for assistance as one saves one’s own ass.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
List your top 5 grocery store items.
Coffee, light roast.
Honey, goes in the coffee.
Torani dark chocolate sauce, goes in the coffee.
Dark chocolate almond milk, goes in the coffee.
And tater tots, goes with the coffee.
INXS is the one that is responsible for this.
All our problems, all our fears seem to disappear.
That’s the lyric.
It doesn’t matter who your with, when your with someone, one of your problems disappears. As one and one converse, one forgets what problems one has. One doesn’t think about the fears one has.
And that’s the serious portion of our program.
I want to talk about losing me.
You see I’ve lost me and I miss me.
I’m not sure where I’ve gotten off to.
However if you find me, please return me.
Speaking of guinea pigs, where’s the chili?
It will cost a buck 2.85.
If you don’t start doing it I’m going to…I forgot what was I talking about.
I like cheese.
I did a thing and a thing did me and the we did this thing that made this thing and it was a thing.
I look at the unicorns who have licorice strands tied together for horns and they are made if marshmallow cream.
This is the Silly Minute.
If anything made sense, seek help, not from me, I wrote this shit and it doesn’t makes sense to me either.
I used to this weekly.
Let me know by commenting if I should do it again?
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Describe a man who has positively impacted your life.
He was a weed dealer for 25 years before the F.B.I. invited him to coffee. That day he retired.
He takes care of his son who is autistic.
He takes care of his mom who has Alzheimer’s.
He’s as giving a human as you could meet.
He’s my best friend.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Listening to the Bellamy Brothers as I walked in from my smoke.
Then as I’m writing, Run through the Jungle by Credence Clearwater Revival.
Let your love flow as you run through the jungle.
Why not?
I’ve done crazier shit.
Look at this way, I figured out what a gyre is and that it’s in everything and is the building blocks for existence.
Working at the communication between gyres is what I have left until the aliens show up.
That is shit that has no language.
It’s a telepathic language, meaning images with emotional concepts. Giving understanding at the speed of thought and emotion.
If we could use our consciousness to drive anywhere we wanted to, we could go everywhere.
We can go everywhere.
All we need to do is unlearn the shit, and learn the flow.
As it goes is where flows.
How you feel is where it goes.
If you live love you will go with loves flow.
Remember to breathe by Sturgill Simpson started playing.
Lay back and let it happen.
This is where most people have the biggest trouble.
Letting go is not easy.
Letting it happen, not doing anything.
That is a scary fucking thought to most people.
I let go all day everyday. I never have any idea where my day is going. I know where I need to be, but after that, I have zero control.
All I can do is manage myself.
And I do that by starting from a place of peace.
I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart, mind and soul.
As I run through the jungle of life letting love guide my every action.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Is your life today what you pictured a year ago?
Yes it is.
Listening to Sixx: A M.
I look at everyone else from my point of view. What is it I don’t see?
A ton of fucking shit.
I might be brilliant, but I do stupid shit.
Now I don’t look with a singular view. I look at your life from your view. I look at life from other views knowing I can’t trust my singular view.
No one can trust their view.
Truth, truth is discovered from at least 3 views, nothing new.
I need a session.
Let me explain.
I give session work to people for free. I never charge anyone for anything.
During the session one will taste my energy, kind of what it feels like to be me.
It works well with video, however I can do it with chat.
The distance only exists in our minds.
I can reach out and check on my son in Nevada.
I can check on my model friend in France.
I can check on my kiwi, meaning she lives in New Zealand.
If anyone wants a session with me for free my email is jimccarterjr@gmail.com.
Two C’s.
During the session I wrap one up with my energy and clean one out. All the emotional shit that is wearing one down, that’s what I clean up.
While doing that we talk.
I will be as gentle as I can, I’m a soul healer, this is how I heal your soul, by giving you the guidance needed for you to heal yourself.
Your higherself will be guiding my words.
This makes sure you get what you need, not what I think you need.
Hit me up because I’m serious. I used to do this frequently, meaning I’ve given this treatment to thousands.
Since I had my stroke 5 years ago, I haven’t done one.
However I’ve done other shit that tells me I’m ready.
Who’s first?
What skills or lessons have you learned recently?
You use it to pick somebody up and put them down again.
Journey is the inspiration for this. It was the song that was in when I came in after having a smoke.
Followed by What I Got by Sublime.
If I allow myself to flow, what I want is what I have.
I give love daily to everyone.
I get love from others.
I have a job and a new one beginning later this month.
With this new job, I’ll be able to not have to worry about anything.
My life will be paid for.
All I want, truly want is to speak to an alien, extraterrestrial, non human being.
I have loved Star Trek for over 40 years. The idea that we could work with aliens has been the dream that Gene Roddenberry gave me.
I paused after writing that. It has been more than 40 years. Since I was 7 or 8 and I’m 50.
It’s good for me to take the time to understand what time used to mean to me. It allows me to fit in.
All that exists does so now. Now is forever.
There is no past not is there a future.
This is why I go with the flow. As I flow, I grow. On with the neverending journey and onto the the next point of interest on my road map to understanding.
Thank you Shinedown.
As you’ve read I truly dig the fuck out of this band.
This song was playing when I came back in and I decided to write.
I never have any idea about what I’m going to write until I read it.
That’s the intuive mindset.
No thinking.
I’ve had enough experience that if I need to stop and think, I’m in trouble and others might be as well. Thankfully I’m a thinker and a half.
I work at my intuive thinking, as I work on everything about me.
Even my clothes, I look like a homeless dude, no pays attention to the homeless.
Everything I do is synchronicity as we all are synchronistic.
That’s a new word synchronistic.
We each have a part to play in synchronicity as we live. Synchronicity is what brings people together based on who they are.
As they meet new synchronicities come about. As they talk everyone feels every word they are saying and it’s stored in the subconscious.
It’s why when we meet one we feel as if one can be trusted, because we felt everything they’ve ever said since we’ve been alive.
This is how the 100th monkey theory works.
I can explain what I can explain, and when I get new people I can explain it they way they will understand because their high self guides my words.
I get that I’m brilliant everyday, however what good is it to be brilliant in world that doesn’t want it, well most of the world, maybe more than half don’t want it.
I get this reads like I’m down, however I accept the truth.
Truth is, to be popular once must be entertaining to dumb people.
Truth is, to be rich one must fuck others over. This is on a level of thinking that is the reason I evolved myself.
Look at the pages on this site, I gave you everything you ever need to evolve yourself.
Brilliant, yeah I’m fuckin brilliant.
What cities do you want to visit?
I love my hometown of Chico, California.
Hungarians have a thing about home, nowhere is better than home.
When I leave Chico, I take a jar of dirt from the park and it goes with me.
However, I love to travel to see what’s going on in other places, what are their customs. Typically I’ll make a friend and they’ll tell me everything about the place.
Fuck off with the tourist shit, I want to see how people really live.
And fuck the fuck off with reality TV because it’s not real. It’s scripted and how can one truly say their living while living a scripted life?
And fuck the fuck off with influencers who never actually work for anything.
I want life, and the only way one can get it, is to live with it right in your face.
Anything less is a cowards way.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I saw Colleen again for my ride to work.
The conversation went better this time.
However, when I got to my destination, I had one thing to say “People try to impress me all the time, and I deflate them.”
It’s true.
My entire life I have watched people try to impress me. I don’t know why, however it happens.
I have tried to impress people and my ego took the beating it deserved.
See where this going, if I’m going to let other people trash the holy shit out of my ego, what do think happens?
I do to others as do to me.
This is a fucked up way to live. I’ve prepared myself for this.
I do to others what I would want others to do for me. The golden rule.
However, I noticed that most people don’t give a fuck about the golden rule.
I like to give them the business they’ve been giving others.
Understand I’m a professional and I choose my targets, well they choose themselves.
Let me explain.
I channel the higherself of others, whoever I’m with at the moment.
I have no off switch.
At times it feels like I’m constantly being setup by others who need the business brought to them.
Their higherself has had enough of their shit, and uses me to make sure they get it good.
The other ride I had today, Anita was a victim of her own doing. As I walked out I saw the car pulling away.
She had no apology, instead it was my fault.
I used her own words against her throughout the ride.
Her higherself used my mouth to use her words against her.
I really like when it is that easy.
Other times, I’ve waited for years.
Some dip shit, well let’s call him DS. Dip Shit.
Had no clue what the military has done and talked major shit to my face and then walked the fuck off.
3 years later I go into the smoke shop and I see DS.
I’m the customer who won’t shut the fuck up about the humanitarian missions I went on in the Air Force.
He couldn’t wait for me to stop talking, and I kept talking.
If you won’t let me respond, the universe uses synchronicity to find out where I can always find a captive, meaning held captive by their job and I get my response in and then some.
I don’t look at as vengeance, I forgive everyone all the time and go along my merry way.
However, when the universe gives me a gift, I go for it full tilt.
Don’t try this at home, you will fuck up all kinds of shit, I’m a professional Táltos.
Tell us one thing you hope people say about you.
I truly don’t care what anybody says about me.
It’s why I’m free.
I don’t worry about what others say about me.
I take care of disabled veterans.
I took care of my dad for 7 years with no paycheck. I gave up my life for him for 7 years. I laid down my life.
This is why I don’t care what others think or say about me. I know what I did.
I’m more worried about the Parkinsons patient I’m seeing today than what I hope others say about me.
Frankly, the question is asking one to hope what people say, smells like weakness building towards narcissism.
Why ask us to ego out if there wasn’t a plan?
I love Shinedown.
I walked in from having a smoke and Evolve was playing.
I took a Lyft for the first time on Thursday.
Colleen was my driver.
Chico is my hometown.
Colleen came here for graduate school and fell in love with the place, meaning she never used her degree.
She had already annoyed me with this.
My anger has levels going from mild annoyance to irritation to getting upset to I’m angry to I’m fuckin pissed to zero zone anger.
Meaning I ignored it.
When I was a supervisor for United Healthcare, I purposefully didn’t hire people who said they love Chico after getting degree at Chico State.
You spent all that money to get an education and you decided to fuck off the degree because you like living here.
Adding to the unemployment rate.
Adding a place to live.
I used to get fuckin pissed.
I’ve mellowed.
Colleen dug her self deeper, however I didn’t care after she told me she went to Chico State.
I may have said a few things after that such as, I can’t stand that when people here I’m from Chico all they can say is I got drunk there once.
I grew up here and I wish the university didn’t exist. I would be happy if they closed it.
Things such as this that made her feel extremely uncomfortable.
I knew what I was doing. I used to do this with a lot more gung ho.
Chico as the photo shows has a park.
This park is one of the largest city parks in the nation.
It’s like saying I went to New York and didn’t have a clue they had a park.
The park is that big.
Now, this photo was taken in Upper Park at Bear Hole on the old dam.
When I was a child I loved The Adventures of Robin Hood, the one with Errol Flynn.
Bidwell Park was Sherwood Forest.
I used to play on the log where the Robin and Little John had their words and then John ended up taking a dunk due to Robin.
I would play that scene in my head everytime I went to the park until my twenties.
That’s what a native Chicoan remembers about growing up in Chico.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Tell us about your first day at something — school, work, as a parent, etc.
No.
Thank you to Shinedown.
Do your best
Do your worst
Show me where it hurts.
I’ve mastered patience. I realized it today.
Just now is when I realized it.
As I was sitting on the porch having a smoke, I was talking to myself, working on my programming.
I said everyone gets the patience I have with my son.
My son has always had and has my patience.
People who knew me, knew I wasn’t ever patient. I was always waiting on them.
People who know me, know how truly patient I am. People who know me, know I’m at peace.
Peace is what I use to give love to the universes on a constant.
Transmuting what I take in as an empath and turning it into pure love healing energy. This energy goes across the universes nearly instaneously as an orb.
I know how blessed I am.
I work at being me.
Every human being working behind a cash register hears “Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.”
At times it’s exactly what they needed to hear before the rest of their day.
Today I had new patient.
Parkinsons disease, like my dad.
He fell today. He fell last night and he couldn’t get up. Today when he fell I was patient with him.
Instead of hurrying to dial 911, I let him work at getting himself up. When he said call 911, I did. The firemen that showed up got him in his chair and he had no injuries.
We talked a bit. This was the first time he remembers that he couldn’t get himself up twice.
I get where he’s at. I watched my dad fight it every step of the way, often making me the target for his rage.
I get it.
My dad was the dude who could do anything he set his mind to. It’s where I get it.
Then his mind said fuck you I’m not working through Parkinsons.
Today I had to tell a dude if he falls, he has to call 911, because he can’t do it himself.
I hurt him with the truth. However I don’t want him to hurt himself or others. I tried like hell with my dad, but he never listened.
I hope this dude listens.
Then I was off to my brother from another mothers place for his mom’s 83rd birthday.
I saw my brother doing everything his mother would ever, could ever want for her birthday.
She has advanced Alzheimer’s.
Tomorrow she won’t even remember.
My brother knows this, but it’s his mom.
I was there to put her to bed. We use a hoyer lift to take her from the living room to her bed room. She weighs more than 300lbs. She has blown her knees completely out. She can’t even stand on her own.
I get that what we do, my brother and I, isn’t glamorous, and we don’t care. It needs to be done and we’re here to do it.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Have you ever performed on stage or given a speech?
I used to do stand up comedy.
I used to have to give presentations.
I used Toastmasters International to learn to speak well.
When I speak there are no uh, um, or other filler words. They count when you give a speech.
This group can be of assistance to any who gives speeches, presentations, or any other speaking one can do.
It improves your ability to communicate effectively.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
I’m going to give you a brief look into my life over the last 10 years.
On my 40th birthday I went to Mt Shasta.
Back in the day, which was a day, Mt Shasta was the site of the harmonic convergence. A spiritual thing.
In the way back I picked up two hippies. One looked like Seth Rogen and the other looked like a woman I knew from when I was 18.
I have studied the shit about the aliens, Telosians.
I figured I’d take a shot to see if I find a way in. No dice.
But in the way down the Mt I pick up these two. Seth is talking about Aura and she told me a joke.
Why isn’t there a hippie season?
Ever tried to clean one.
These two were dirty filthy hippies. And that’s not an exaggeration.
Then there is the plethora of dip shits I tried to straighten out.
You know the type, they think ayuascha is the drug that will save the world.
It’s not people’s behavior, it’s drugs, take more drugs.
Then there are the saddest bunch of people, those that profess their personal truth. You don’t need to get it, it’s my truth.
Bullshit.
Then there is every fucking psychic medium. Most of them give me a bad name. It’s why I don’t advertise.
Take that and more for ten years what happens?
You disappear.
However I write a lot. I wrote once today already.
I used to write 4 to 6 pieces a day. I did this 6 days a week and in the seventh I wrote 3.
I did this for more than 6 years.
At one point, I got into a discussion with a group of over 5 hundred thousand. I got into, I lead a discussion about world politics.
Over the course of the weekend I had over 700 comments.
Things such as this is why I don’t write as much anymore and I don’t do groups.
It’s for more than a year as I write, started with my theory of consciousness and gravity. Then moved into writing Zeus and His Daughters.
Just to write something.
I needed to be able to write what I wanted and for me that means having to write what they want.
Who’s they?
The Universal Consciousness. That means every consciousness in the universe.
They is a lot to get through. If you could feel my senses.
It gets easier with time. I had a stroke 5 years ago and today is the best day I’ve ever had, and those days are compiling.
As it goes is where it flows and that’s where I go.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
Building technology centers.
I had this idea several years ago.
The idea is everything is open source and everyone has the ability to learn at the centers and contribute.
I’ve been watching a lot of Steven Greer. He’s the UFO/UAP dude.
The technology for free energy must come from open source technology. No government control.
No patents.
Fuck off getting rich.
Free energy.
Do you understand what that means?
I do, but the readers might not.
No electric bill ever.
Electric cars that have no limits.
Electric planes with no limits.
All fuel gone.
All nuclear reactors gone.
All coal gone.
If you need something else to make this idea a good one for you, I don’t know about you.
I used to get excited by this stuff, that was more than ten years ago.
I get that most people don’t want a clue. They want what they want and that’s it.
They will fuck you to the ground just to get what they want.
They will hurt you in unbelievable ways to get what they want.
Look at life.
Trump wants to hurt Americans by placing tariffs on shit. That means we pay more.
This is not news.
If you look at the rest of life you can see people hurting others to get what they want.
American idol.
Every completion.
Think about it.
Football, baseball, basketball, hockey, rugby, cricket, squash, racquetball, and other competitive sports.
You have to lose to understand how it hurts.
People don’t think about losing until they lose.
I lost. I lost big.
I lost my life, and I gave it away.
I looked at what I would have to do yo have the life I want, fuck that noise. I’m too honest.
Oh well.
Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.
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