Thanks Guns ‘n’ Roses.

I’m patient.

Too patient from what I gather.

I can’t even begin to tell you how long I’ve waited for many things.

Patience is not just waiting but doing what one can to forget the waiting.

Think about it this way.

I’m writing and writing while patiently waiting for a lot of things that God said is coming.

God understands patience more than anyone.

How long has God waited for the fragmented to come to him?

It’s God’s choice when God decides enough is enough.

Not my choice, not your choice, God’s choice.

God has free will as well.

What if God’s patience comes to an end and it decides to make the universe over and we all get reincarnated?

No one saw that coming.

I don’t know what God’s plans are for humanity.

To say that I did would be total arrogance on my part.

I get that God has me and others waiting to see what it does.

I am a little frustrated right now.

It has nothing to do with patience.

It has to do with rules and changing depending on who I’m talking to.

Autistic.

You give me a rule and I follow it.

So when the rules change depending on whose working pisses me off something fierce.

It feels as if they just don’t care about the rules that they are supposed to enforce.

This is why I don’t work any longer.

Rules change based on who it is your talking to at the time. It’s why I’m happy to be homeless. 

Rules are what separates us from animals.

If one thinks one is above the rules, the king/queen is not above the law. 

Law of patience and reward.

The longer one is patient the bigger the reward.

I work at it.

I work at it daily.

I will not fail.

Failure is not an option.

Coherence is alignment is balance is truth.

I don’t know what my reward is for being patient. 

I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart, mind and soul.

I woke up today and most of it was gravy, but if I’m honest it ended on a shitty note.

At least from my perspective it ended on a shitty note. 

However, I do love my life and that’s why it ended on a shitty note. I am grateful for everything because I don’t know a ton of shit.

I don’t know how tonight will pan out over time.

Patience.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.