I love me some of The Killers.

If you can hold on
Hold on

Look at your life and I’ll take a peek at mine.

I got soul but I’m not a soldier

Everyone has a soul.

Everyone on planet Earth could choose to be a souldier.

Here’s the difference.

A soldier may have to kill.

A souldier never has to kill.

The only thing a souldier has to do is hold on.

I used to have a blog “Souldiers for Peace.”

I used to write a poem a day for my posts.  Everyday.

I used to write a ton of poetry. I wrote a poetry book.

If you can hold on, hold on.

Why couldn’t any of us hold on?

Depends on what one is holding onto.

Somethings I let the fuck go. Simply because I need peace and holding on to grudges makes me angry.

But what is it I should hold onto?

Faith and stuff. Stuff is the things I need to hold onto.

Think about it.

I let go of everything I ever had except my life.

I’ll hold onto my life regardless of I’m going through. Everything else is stuff that I can replace or I simply don’t need it.

What is it I need to hold onto?

My id, bank card, social security card and some clothes, and my phone that I write this on.

I think about the things I truly need and it ain’t much.

I don’t need to hold on to a job. I don’t need to hold on to a wife.  I don’t need to hold on to friends. 

I want friends, but I’m fine on my own.

I look at people, look at them.  What I see is people who don’t want to deal with themselves. 

Not all of them, I do see me more and more.

We are all one, I am you and you are me.

We just have differing experiences that gives us understanding. 

Look at yourself, what could you lose?

I lost everything, even my memory and that I got back over the last 6 years. I wouldn’t say I’m back to me, because me has changed.

I look at what evolution is and I’ve evolved.

All it took was losing everything I ever held dear to me.

That’s how one evolves, losing shit.

But what about my life and all the shit I own?

I hear you out there as I write.

Do own shit, or does shit own you?

You know the truth, just be honest with yourself and you’ll see it.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.