Thanks Styx.

Cause I’ve got to be free
Free to face the life that’s ahead of me

I think of these specific lyrics as I head into the unknown.

First, I have tell the whole story of what happened to me that was a miracle.

When I was 13 years old, my parents took me the Dr. Here’s what he found.

My right leg was 3/4 of inch shorter than my left leg.

My left hip was larger than my right hip.

Over the years, and several back injuries later, I was in pain. By 36 my daily pain hit 10 on the one to ten scale of pain.  By 37 it was about noon when that level of pain hit.

By 38 it was always at a 10.

When I was in my late twenties I went to physical therapy.  They put me on a TENS unit. It runs electricity through the skin.

The therapist had to set it past the danger setting before I could feel it. I caught that it fuck him up.

I asked what the gasp was for.

He said that he had to set it so high that on a 1-10 pain scale, my 8 would kill people.  I get why it fucked him up.

At 38 I was always in level 10 pain. Most people couldn’t survive and would have died.

Then I stepped out to have a smoke and I cried out from inside “I’M READY FOR NEW BODY!”

The pain hit 11.

From my skull to fingertips to toes on the right side of my body the pain hit an all new high.

Here’s how I survived.

I can us other people to run my body. Soul swapping is what it’s called.  Whether it was my 4th wife, my son, my stepdaughter they kept me alive for around a year.

I didn’t know at the time I could soul swap. I felt different depending on who I was with.

When I was 39 around this time of year, I went to see a Bowen therapist.

She said that all she did was turn the keys on the locks I set in body.

I walked in with a slight limp.

I walked out with my skeleton symmetrical. My legs were the same length and my hips matched.

I’m 51.

Why do I tell this story?

Who ever heard of anyone doing anything like that?

The pain was gone.

I did it to myself.

My 4th wife was pissed as fuck when I told her and showed her. Why?

She had been using what she knew to siphon life out of me. She was hoping it worked.  She had been abusive to me in other ways and my 3rd wife said I at point exhibited the signs of someone who had arsenic poisoning. 

Essentially my 4th wife was trying to kill me.

I’m a telepath. 

I know she tried to kill me but I wouldn’t die. I knew her thoughts.  At work she would want me to have a heart attack and I knew it.

She also at one point thought she owned my soul. 

This bitch was crazy as bat shit gets.

Hence why the divorce. 

We divorced 5-29-2014.

I wish her happiness and to be healthy.  I have no desire to seek her ever again, but I want no ill will to fall upon her.

In fact I’m grateful this all happened.  It forced me to be honest with myself. 

I’ve been honest with myself ever since.

Cause that’s the only way to be free. Free to face the life ahead of me.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.