Thanks Cyndi Lauper.

If you’re lost, you can look, and you will find me
Time after time

It’s the lost that always find me time after time.

Another lost soul found me and it’s someone I don’t like. However, I love them.

It’s what my life is. The lost find me and I give them directions to find their way.

Why me?

Why am I a Táltos?

I was born a Táltos.  That’s how a Táltos is, they get born into the life. 

I never had a choice, and that is the argument I won with God. It was well over ten years ago. Since then I went straight to hell to guide the lost back to heaven. Metaphor.

I figure it’s my job, and I always do my job, and I do my job well.

There are so many, hundreds, that had a conversation with me and found their way out of the hell their life was. I don’t like it because out of hundreds I keep none of them as my friends. I’m always ready for what’s next.

I get most would think I’m complaining, but I get my life, and it’s why I love my life.  Many need guidance to get themselves through hell.

I get to give them the assistance and the guidance to find their way out of the hell their life is.

It’s why I’m easy like Sunday morning. The song is playing on my Playlist.

I wanna be high, so high
I wanna be free to know the things I do are right
I wanna be free

Friday I get to get high, smoking weed and enjoying time to myself.  Thinking about what I do, and if it’s the right thing.

Freedom for me is smoking weed all by myself.  Then I go back to it and what’s next?

This Friday I’m getting a hotel for 3 days. 3 days of peace.

I need it.

Living in the Torres shelter is hell for me. I have no time to be alone. Oh well, I get work done and the work I do is why I love my life.

Have a blessed one and be excellent always.