The Majick of Wrath

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When I speak with anger, I’ve thought a tremendous amount about it. Maybe not this particular situation, but what goes into the situation, behaviors.

What would piss God off?

Watching people get treated with zero respect because they have no respect for themselves and this life thstvthey have been given.

You get born, and that is a gift. A gift that never leaves until the day you pass on to whatever.

How many are grateful to be alive?

Very few.

How many are waiting to be grateful to have something to be grateful for?

Most human people.

Though I have not met an extraterrestrial,  I accept that they exist.

Now, if God gets pissed when treating other humans with zero respect, what do you think is possible?

Revelations.

You know that last book in the Bible. 

God wipes out 2/3 of humanity.

Now understand God doesn’t want to do it.

We are taking care of it ourselves. 

One nuclear war and 2/3 will be a lot of people still around. 

8 billion.

5.28 billion dead.

More than 2 billion still alive in a nuclear toxic dump.

When one gets filled with God’s wrath, I worry who it will be.

Adjust the frequency

As souls, we are separate but a part of God.

We are rays of light.

We are what Lucifer was.

Look at it from a metaphorical standpoint.

The light Lucifer was as God’s first creation.

The light bringer.

Now take a left turn and look at what I call the red words. The King James version of the Bible uses red for the print for everything attributed to the Christ saying. 

When someone asked where to pray?

He said, “In your most private room.”

Christ wasn’t a Christian. 

So when the pastor prays in front of the congregation, that’s a satanic ritual.

Sam Allen, the pastor of Calvary Chapel, Chico, ca.

This human has dodged me after he was the one that performed my baptism.

Now, take another left.

Samuel is his name. Sam is his demon. Along with Pam,  Pamela. 

Sam had  no clue what he was saying when he baptized me.

What adjusted his frequency?

The simple answer is God,  but let’s get more complex in understanding.

Each of us vibrates at a unique frequency. 

If we all vibrated at the same frequency, we would be one large being. We need the adjustments to be separate so that we can have egos.

Everything that has awareness of itself has an ego.

Now look to the left and to the right and do the hokey pokey.

This is exactly what this means to most people.

I work at Wal-Mart.  How in the blue holy fuck did I get in there?

My vibration is high, and my frequency is high,  much higher than the regular Wal-Mart customer or employee. 

Wal-Mart as an entity is known for cheap shit. Hence why it attracts cheap people, both customers and employees. 

How in the blue holy fuck did I get a job there?

I can drop my vibration.  I can drop it for so long before I feel it physically. 

Behavior dictates vibration.  I behave as most Wal-Mart employees.  I have noticed there are a few that are priceless.

I get they weren’t always that way,  I wasn’t always as I am now.

However, I look at the amount of narcissistic behavior that I’m tempted into doing, and I get that I run with the energy of the store.

I wrote The Devil’s Children: The Silver Bard as a way to get the answers from myself and charge others.

It still isn’t doing well.

As I write this blog, it’s doing well.

As I teach for free one that can understand why I teach for free?

I teach those who have the capacity to understand, not the bank account.

The ones that have the bank account don’t learn. At least I haven’t met one. 

I’m sure they exist. 

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The Majick of Fear

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Fuck fear.

Fuck it, I’m doing it anyway.

That’s all courage is. That’s all bravery is. Being scared as shit and saying fuck it, I’m doing it anyway.

Now, there are some things that fear is good for.

I fear getting famous. 

Why?

If you look at celebrity,  and when the star fades, they go into depression.  They’re not getting the fix of that energy from those who fixate on them.

I started getting famous and dropped the fuck out. It scared me. I didn’t want to deal with the backend. 

But, I get my life.  I’m a philosopher. 

What should any philosopher do in the world?

Share what they learn.

I should be teaching a class on gyres and spirituality.

But, I don’t do paid teaching, hence why the blog.

I teach those who are capable of understanding. 

This is why I need funding. I don’t care about money. 

I’d love to teach in person with everyone who can understand. 

This is my dilemma. 

I get synchronicity has already seen what I need, and it’s coming right for me.

I need to face my fear.

Fuck it.

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All are blessed

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Read it.

It’s that simple.

Everything we try to complicate makes us stupid.

My stupidity knows no bounds.

I’m blessed.

I may do stupid things, but I’m not stupid.

I can learn to do things the correct way.

The way.

Your way is not my way, and it’s different than everyone else’s way. Yet it is the same way.

It’s that we each have a unique perspective that makes us all liars.

As I have said before,  you need at least 3 perspectives to know the truth. I look at as many as I can.

Something like 100’s to 100,000’s perspectives.

I want to know the truth.

In this is learned we are all blessed.

Why would any unconditional loving God not bless every single one of us?

 

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Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 14

Well, it’s appropriate that Aerosmith playing Crazy was on as I walked in to write this.

Have you ever been possessed?

Frequently. 

What does that mean?

I’m a soul, and I have a body.

I’m a Medium born. This means my body is susceptible to possession from anything that wants a body.

Most of my life, until I 37, I had no clue. In the last 13 years, I’ve mastered myself.

What does that mean?

It means I can kick anything out and force it elsewhere. 

What have I been possessed by?

4th dimensional entities, known as fey, djinn, and other shit.

Angels and demons. 

God, in its forms that are as various as we are. 

And stuff.

I’ve been possessed by a bunch of shit. 

When I had my stroke, I was not able to speak for weeks. All I could see was what my body was doing and saying while I was trapped in here.

It’s taken me most of the last 5 years to kick shit out again.

Now that I can, it gives me choices that most can’t even begin to understand.

I’ve spent time and time again failing to explain. If you don’t do it, you’ll never understand it.

I get most people will call me crazy.

I’ve been calling me crazy most of my life.

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Ocean of understanding

I used to have a blog called Road Map to Understanding.

I deleted it, not knowing why at the moment. Yesterday, I finally figured it out while talking to a friend.

We are drops in the ocean, as we flow we gain experience and each point we gained experience is a point of interest.

While I flow to another point of interest, I know I’ll learn. That’s what a point of interest is.

It could be a person, a job, a new hobby, anything that requires you to learn.

This is why I use the student/teacher principle. Always the student in every situation life offers. However, I’m not too humble to see where I can teach.

I learn by teaching, what I need is someone who learns by teaching.

I channel the higher self. What do you want to learn?

At some point, you’ll get that you can teach yourself.

That’s what I look forward too.

Everyone learning from God direct.

Rock of ages

Def leopard really knows how to write a song.

Looking at my life, I figured out what God actually is.

Now the 4th dimension.

I was talking to someone at work, and I realized I hadn’t gone over the 4th dimension.

We create parallel universes with every choice we make.

The 4th dimension has everything ever created and everything that will happen strung out across inifity.

We can’t think of infinity. We can use the word, but do we really understand infinity?

I don’t, and I’m fine with that.  I hope to understand infinity. However, I’m not holding out hope.

The 4th dimension holds all the parallel universes.

This simple.

5th dimensional space is manifestation space.

Now we can evolve to inhabit 5th dimensional bodies in the 3d.

Think about communicating with the gyres.

What could you do?

Magic is only magic because it isn’t understood.

Majick is using your words to create your life.

As one evolves into the 5th dimension, one will understand why one wants what one wants.

It’s a personal journey.

It’s a ton of time alone.

I enjoy the alone time. 

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

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Love Majick

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My shits fucked up by Warren Zevon can explain my life where love is concerned,  like any of us.

Who in the blue holy fuck listens to Warren Zevon?

Two songs.

I was having a convo with a buddy, The Grateful Dead are putting out an everything they’ve recorded, which is what i thought dead heads already had.

Two songs from the dead, Touch of grey, and Casey Jones.

I can’t tell you any others.

It’s my love falls short of God love.

Unconditional love may actually be what drives the universe,  but for me, I need pure love. 

Here’s the difference, unconditional love will never say no and will always enable.

I don’t do enablment.

Why should I enable someone?

Enabling is the hardest part of recovery,  the enablers that one meets.

What is evil?

It’s an opinion.

What is good?

It’s an opinion.

I seek truth.

In this truth I find that I don’t want it to be true.

Why?

Who are the good guys again?

Do you see the issue that many have in dealing with this truth.

We all want to be good.

What’s good again?

If we think of behavior that is conducive to a peaceful society.

Peaceful.

No wars.

No football, soccer, basketball, hockey, will be played professionally because their child’s games and we grew the fuck up.

How can one say peaceful and then rant and rave about the Raiders?

Allow yourselves to go within and find out what peaceful means to you.

At some point, we’ll meet in the middle.

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Found another

Telepath.

My Uber driver, on the way to work.

When telepaths talk,  it’s a real wow moment.

Most of us don’t know any others. It’s why my dad thought he was the only one.

Johnny got his gun was made in 1971.

I was The Movie Whore long before I realized I’m a Táltos.

In this film, they used a military telepath to figure out what was going on in Johnny’s head.

Since then, telepaths have disappeared from film. It was relegated to the comic books.

Most of us really are fucking pissed the fuck off about this.

The government and corporations use telepaths. It’s the best kept secret they have.

This is what people call a conspiracy.

I’m not a conspiracy theorist.

This shit is the truth.

I talked to a dude who worked in the CIA several years ago that confirmed my suspicions.

I met other telepaths.

I was recruited to be a telepath for a company.

The only reason for anyone to not accept the truth, there hiding something and no one else will ever know.

Fuck that bullfuckingshit!

This is what narcissism is doing to the planet. 

A narcissist can’t accept that any can omow their secrets.

My ex wife had a few.

All of my ex wives tried hiding shit from me.

All my girlfriends tried hiding shit from me.

It’s why I’m single.

I can tell if anyone is lying to me.

Most women these days,  the lie that starts the day is makeup.

Now, I’m going to stop there and pick on men.

The lie that starts for the day for most men, I’m better than anyone that does this.

Macho bullshit,  is just that  bullshit.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Harm will be done

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Fuck the fuck off with the narcissistic idea of do no harm.

Accept harm will be done.

Now, do you want the harm to be done, or would you like to not know the harm being done by your life?

Me, I like knowing i do harm for cause.  Cause I need to eat so I fuck up the fruits and veggies. I let others fuck up the chickens and cows and pigs.

I’m good with how it works. If I had to kill an animal, I’d probably be vegetarian. Be cause I don’t have to kill, I eat the fuck out a hamburger.

I’m at peace with how it works. I give thanks to those who do the killing.

And i give thanks to those who died.

God is in everything. Everything we eat has God in it.

The trick is to honor your life by living with what you need because you understand the cost that everything had to pay for you to exist here and now.

Living simple is the way.

Not my way, the way.

Fuck the fuck off with the mandalorian.

What I’m talking about  is from Andromeda long before the mandalorian came out.

Rev Bem was a magog.  His race ate people and laid their eggs in them.

As a magog Rev was unique. He ate fish. Never laid his eggs in a being. Then one day he had to in order to protect others. 

The way is never clear until it’s clear in your mind.

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Khaos and Death

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I used to say, “Death is my best friend.”

Now, he’s just a friend.

Why do any of us fear death?

I don’t,  so if you could help me out, why do you fear death?

I picked my death, and I actually live accordingly to the death I picked out.

I’m a romantic,  worst ever romantic.

My death that I picked out involves a woman.

We spend as many years as we can take, not take, as many years as we love life and all it has to offer, that’s when we have one last lovemaking session.

As we make love, we break into energy, leaving the mortal life behind.

In order for me to do this, I have to be honest, as honest as honest can be. Typically, when someone says shit like this, you know you’re about to hear a lie.

I’m not typical. 

I allow the universe to reflect the one, and as I get closer to her, it’s all I can see.

What I mean by see is what I can feel using my intuition through telepathic,  empathic, and spiritual as to what I’m able to pick up through synchronicity. 

As we speak, we create synchronicity.

As I called Death to ask Death what he had to teach me about life, that was one of the greatest questions I ever asked and got a full detailed answer like a motherfucker and a half.

Who knew Death was so chatty?

I channel other entities and stuff.

Death in me feels creepy, seeing how others react, kind of fun.

If one should dare to call to Death, use the personification one thinks will work, and it will.

As we speak, we create.

Essentially, I created Death to fit my perspective of what a being who is the personification of death.

Universal Consciousness can create any personification one needs.

It’s how it works.

As long as you are a true believer, meaning your belief is at the level of narcissism that one believes nothing else. The shit will work.

Kind of work. Shit is as chaotic as fuck.

What we do to manage the chaos is what we do.

Some of us manage well, others not so much.

When you go to sleep the next time,  think about the metaphor I due as a I sleep and when I wake I will be reborn.

And you will.

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Generational bullshit

This is where I left off.

I’m a jr.

The reason for this is my father knew his work wouldn’t be finished, so I got to have the same name, but the job is different.

My dad never felt he was good enough to do what he was called to do.

This is where I broke the generational bullshit.  I understand not a single one of us isnt any better than anyone else.

I accepted my calling.

I gave my son his own name. I wouldn’t do to my son what my dad had done to me.

I get it. It wasn’t a conscious decision for my name. It was a high self decision. 

My higher self, all higher selves are the same God. 

Why wouldn’t I forgive my father for my life?

In fact I’m grateful as fuck for my life.

I healed more than one generational issue.

My son.

I used his nickname to get his attention when he would act up or out as any child will do.

Instead of punishing him, I reminded him who he was. The Dude, and The Dude says “Please,and thank you, work at being friends with people and whatever I caught him doing. “

My dad used a belt across my ass. My mom used wooden spoons and a hair brush.

As I  grew, the belt stayed on, and I got smacked in the face.

His dad and his mom, my dad, they used to beat him.

Their parents used to beat them.

Spare the rod and spoil the child.

Everyone has heard this at least once. And I get i used everyone. Everyone in the universe has heard of it.

Why did I change?

My higher self guided me to do it.

Instead of arguing with my higher self, I listened. 

If one wants something, ask yourself how to get it.

The words you use create the synchronicity that brings it right to you.

I’ve seen it.

I live in a dream location in Chico. I looked when I left and I found this place. When I was ready to move, nearly 6 months later, it was still open.

I get i need to be funded somehow, but I don’t give a shit.

There are people at work i actually like, and they need my assistance with some shit. 

But I get i could be doing more and when that path opens, I’ll walk that path.

Until then, i walk the path i created for myself.

If you need to ask questions, do so, please.

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Finally

How do you use social media?

A question worth writing some shit.

I use Facebook to keep up with people I actually know. Very few of my friends, are people I didn’t go to high school with.

Most of my friends have been my actual friends since I was in high school. I’m 50, you do the math.

LinkedIn is whole another ball game.

I don’t tell them I work as a janitor at Wal-Mart. 

They get The Teacher’s Teacher,The Guides Guide and The Masters Master. 

I do this on purpose. I know most people do not take me seriously, they should. 

Last night on LinkedIn, I had a few comments.

I ended up getting blocked for telling the truth. This happens frequently.

Why?

Any time you put your paycheck, your mouth is, and then someone shows up that can spot your bullshit and call you out in it, I get blocked frequently. 

I understand why.

LinkedIn builds narcissists. 

Tell a narcissist their wrong and what do you get?

Blocked. 

I’ve been doing this for more than ten years.

Why?

Ever try hiding in plain site?

I have.

Less than ten years ago, I was on LinkedIn using their biggest group,over 500,000, to test myself.

What came back was that I had a dude with a PhD in psychology and more than 20 years experience,  told me every time I spoke, he learned.

That means Jung, Tolle, I spank the holy living shit out of them. They did get some shit right.  However what they got wrong, that’s where I began.

Then I got really pissed off about world politics.

I then led a discussion with 500,000 people that in the course of a weekend, got over 700  comments.

And

I got invited to be a leader of the new revolution. 

This was not what I was trying to do.

I was just pissed off. I’m Hungarian mixed with Cherokee.  The patience of the Cherokee and the almighty passion of the Hungarian. 

Mixed together,  I get mad and yelling, and I still make sense. 

I had perfected it to an art. By this time, I had cooled my jets and was on the peace tour, so to speak. 

I turned down several offers to lead others.

I deleted my profile. 

I learned several were trying  to be me.

So i started my profile again. 

Worked for a while,  then Bebee.com happened. 

I was writing 6 pieces a day, 6 days a week for over a year.

Marketing, I’m a genius, and my IQ is 215.

Marketing was easy. The CEO made me a brand ambassador.

The last email he got from me said something like

And with all the respect your website has shown me, fuck you.

I burn bridges, well, i use big ass fucking bombs to obliterate the bridge.

Call it what you like, it’s the truth.

This is how I use social media.

I’m forgetting the Twitter era.

That’s when this site was born. 

I was The Rock ‘n’ Roll Shaman.

Swilly is the artist that recorded my song Angel of Mercy. Look it up.

That’s where I met Dorothy. Then she was no one and I listened and oh my fucking god!

That’s where I met Jasmine Fucking Cain.

The song Highway Prophet is on my Playlist forever. 

I got to talk to Taylor Momsen from the Pretty Reckless and Lizzy Hale.

I felt bad it was working that good.

It was going somewhere but I didn’t want them to find me again. 

Now, I get if anyone even remembers, it’s just that,  a faded memory.

I like to leave a faded memory of the people I truly care about and love, so that maybe one day….

Life Majick

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Life and death are both part of the same cycle and nothing ever truly dies. It’s alchemized.

Life is alchemy. 

In order to get one has to give.

Building oneself into a cornerstone, the stone the foundation rests on.

Faith is what is required. However, faith can not be given. It’s one of the only things in the universe that can’t be given.

Faith must be earned.

I have faith that my synchronicity is opening doors that I haven’t been through before.

That’s based on how I talk and what I say.

I’m healed and hole in and of myself.

That took a long time to do.

How i keep myself healed is I deal with shit head on.

I forgive everyone of everything so that I can put peace in my heart, mind, and soul.

Building my peace from within.

Now I have a son who was fractured, like i was fractured as many are fractured.

Dealing with generational bullshit is like having a strike against you that you had no choice about.

Healing from the generational shit is something everyone of us needs to do.

On Monday, we will start where I left off.

I gotta work through the weekend. 

Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 13

Unconditional love is enabling love.

I look at my life, and I don’t enable anyone, even myself.

Well,  at least I work to not enable myself. I think if I enable myself, it enables everyone.

I think.

It concerns me that I don’t know.

Why would I enable myself, and what is enablement?

Doing what I know is wrong is enabling me. If I told someone to do the wrong thing and told them the wrong thing they did, it was OK.

I work to not enable anyone. However, at times, I do enable me, which enables everyone.

I must admit this to myself if I’m ever going to be an honest being.

Why do i enable  myself?

To fit in.

That’s what’s fucked up. That means most people do the wrong thing, and to fit in, i do the wrong thing knowingly. 

I don’t like that.

I don’t like that in order to fit in. I must do the wrong thing knowing I’m doing the wrong thing.

I’m loved no matter what I do.

That’s unconditional love.

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Karmic law, it is what it is, and that’s all that it is.

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The great law of reaping and sowing.

Why don’t people ever think about what they are sowing and yet expect reaping from not sowing.

Think about it. Buy a piece of dirt. Wait 30 years. Values go up.

Think smarter, not harder, is what my dad used to tell me.

Thinking smart allows one to view before one decides.  Not doing a damm thing is still doing something.

The law of creation.

Most think of this as I’m going to make something new. 

Actually, you won’t. 

Even my ideas are not original. The way I present it is unique to me and my soul..

As I speak, I create. But what about those who talk all the time and make choices left and right?

Look at their lives.  My ex-wife could never make up her mind and always wanted to change her decision at the last moment.

That’s how one attempts to control the situation.

I wouldn’t want to be her.

Which leads me into the law of humility. 

That shit isn’t humble. It’s the opposite, hubris.

In humility, one understands nothing is control in the universe, and we manage just fine.

This shit isn’t humble. This shit is needed. I can do is shit. I would rather be doing other shit. However, I’m humble enough to understand I wrote the book.

Who else is going to teach it?

This leads to the law of growth.

Look at this way,  people need people to grow.

Try growing yourself with no one around you ever. It would get boring.

Thus why we need people.

The law of reflection.

If i see more law of attraction meme, I will leave a lengthy comment as I’ve done before. 

It’s the law a reflection. 

You are a soul, and the universe reflects back at you to teach you what you look like and behave like. 

I look at the guy I work with who hates everyone. I don’t like most people. I have my reasons.

Vibration has a lot to do with it. The universe reflects my vibration.

The law of synchronicity is what gives us options.

I made a choice, and  because of this, it opened up new synchronicities.

Those things that God puts in our way to get us to see the truth.

The law of focus.

What one focuses on is what ones life is.

I focus on writing this. This is what my life is as this moment until my focus changes. 

The law of giving and hospitality. 

Too simple. 

You get what you give.

The law of now.

What about then?

Doesn’t exist.

It’s in my memory.

Can’t you step inside your memory?

No.

Now is the only thing that exists.

How in the blue holy fuck do we concern ourselves about the future when today is as fucked as it gets.

The law of change.

One my favorites. That which resists change will be destroyed by change, and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.

Just accept it.

The law of patience and reward.

Been waiting for something, wait longer and see what shows up.

Often, what shows up is better than what you thought you getting.

Think about the impact of your life, I don’t do mine because it scares the fuck out of me that I’ve infected so many people with good shit.

The law of significance and inspiration.

By writing this book, I’ve made an impact that will be felt for years and years.

I get it, do you?

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Stuffy Mcstufferson

I started playing Magic The Gathering again. 

A friend of mine taught me the game in his garage years ago.

That same friend had his mom die recently.

The house was on a reverse mortgage.  He can’t pay, so he’s moving.

We’re playing Frisbee golf tomorrow, and it’s going to be a couple of old dudes having fun. 

At some point, I gotta get him to bring out the Magic cards.

I wonder how I’ll do it.

You learn

This one comes from Alanis Morissette.

When I was 5, I got the other kids to help.me wash cars for $0.50. I learned that money meant something. I had already watched several hours on advanced economics when I was 4.

This is what I did with it.

215 IQ.

From there, I retired until I was 13 and got a paper route. Then I started working construction with my dad.

That led right until I went into the Air Force at 17.

After 4 years I had a couple jobs before I landed at ITI Marketing. I was a phone rep, customer service representative,  CSR.

I got 3 promotions in 1 year and 3 weeks.

I was a manager at 23. I’m 50 now.

After a divorce i moved back to Chico.  I figured I was 24 and I could start my life over.

Theme.

I got a job at Rays Video on Walnut.  Stayed there for a year before I started at El Rey, a theater. I got the job just before Episode one came out.  For those who are not nerds, Star Wars The Phantom Menace.

The first Star Wars movie to come our in years, i got to see it a week before it opened.

Then I worked with my dad again.

Then I got 2 jobs. Sears and Kmart. 

Then I started at United Healthcare. 

I was a rep then became a supervisor. 

I trained the trainees on how to do something. Everyone knew me.

I took my float time, the time I floated around the office. I did this because I knew people who worked in other departments. 

I could find out what our side could do better.

I took that to my supervisor meeting.

My director was impressed.

I got the chance to redesign the operations model for customer service.

Everywhere that has customer service uses the model I created over 20 years ago.

These are the facts.

Then I went to Blue Shield. I nearly had a nervous breakdown.  It was such a negative workplace. It stemmed from the top.

Then I moved and got a job at T-Mobile. 

Then I got divorced.

Then I moved back to Chico. 

Then it was the assistant manager job at Blockbuster.

Then Clean Rite.

Then I became the house spouse. I got a  couple jobs throughout that.  Night manager at Chico Yellow Cab, Toys R Us and a janitor job.

Then I got divorced. 

Then, I started taking care of my dad. Did that for 7 years.

Then I went to Nevada and got a job at Tesla. Worst place i have ever worked.

Then I got a security job.

Then I moved back to Chico.

Started with interim health, and I stayed there for over a year getting 13 hours a day barely surviving.

Then I got the Walmart job.

215 IQ and i don’t understand why anyone wants a career. 

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Using other magics/magicks/magics to use Khaos Shamanism

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This is going to be interesting. 

I’m going to let you see what I do to ensure that I meet the guidelines set forth through this.

I may have written it, but I channeled it.

Like most of my writing,  I channel it. It flows through me from elsewhere.  For this, I look at it as God used me to write this.

Everything is alchemy. Every action forces other forces to change their way.

Even as I sleep, my breathing forces the blankets to move. That I don’t know what that changes doesn’t mean it doesn’t change a thing.

Alchemy is universal and simple. The complications of turning lead to gold, that’s what’s complicated.

I talk to inanimate objects all the time, telling them to stay or just sit there. I figured God is in everything, so who am I not to recognize God?

I wear brown shoes because brown is the color of neutrality.  I’m neutral wherever I go.

Blue for honesty.

Green for healing.

Black for taking in everything.

Silver/gray for reflecting. 

I take it down to my clothes.

I got a bag full of crystals I use daily.  I keep them in my pocket. I can feel the difference when I grab the bag.

I look at sacrifice and I understand how much has been sacrificed just so I can live the way I do. It’s why I don’t have a bunch of shit. 

Why would I need to collect shit to fill my place?

I don’t.

Looking at what it costs down to the plant keeps me cognizant of what I truly need vs. want.

I need to be more grateful to the elements.

It’s not that I’m not grateful,  I need to be more grateful.

God is something one needs to figure out in one’s own.

All I can do is guide you to your higher self,  that piece of God responsible for you. 

I let go of everything.

Say it until you do it.

ChatGPT

Hmmm

What is your favorite restaurant?

I don’t know that I have a favorite. 

I have favorite foods.

I love Chinese places.

I love Indian places.

I love a good steak.

I love a great burger with mushrooms and provolone.

I don’t like Mexican,  too many peppers.

I love a good pizza.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Why i haven’t been writing

Work.

My schedule has not been conducive to writing.

I have to work to pay my bills and rent and food and weed and tobacco.

The things that make me content with life.

Today was a day, it was gravy as could be, but something was off, and it was me.

I used to be the dude that walked behind his boss as his boss was looking for him. Too him two hours before I let him find me.

That was when I was 19. At 50, I am a good employee, and today, I felt ashamed.  I fit in with the rest of the shitty employees. 

Empath.

I ride the wave that is created by the rest.

Only another empath would get it, and I’m sick and tired of explaining it.

It’s interesting working as a janitor at Wal-Mart.

Endless conversation

My last wife was tremendous in bed. However, it was her mind that made her so interesting that I fell in love

We used to have endless conversations about life,  the universe and most things.

Those conversations are what I truly miss the most about my ex-wife.

It’s been nearly 11 years, and I haven’t had anyone intrigue me the way she had.

That’s when you know you’re in love. It’s when even the dumb shit is the shit you love about someone. 

I got a tattoo that came from art she drew that became our marriage tattoo.

My IQ is 215, and my only tattoos are my kids nicknames and my marriage tattoo. Things I thought were forever.

Now, she was my 4th wife.

If I’m honest.

Why wouldn’t I be. I just wrote live in truth.

Her daughter, my stepdaughter,  kept running away. She used me as her reason.

This is why I left.

I could feel the anger toward me building daily.  It wasn’t that it was justified, but the right thing any mom would feel in that situation.

I never stopped loving my wife. I lied like a motherfucker and a half to myself about it.

I stopped lying to myself.

This is my life. This isn’t some story. I actually exist.

As I find shit out about me, I let you know because no one should ever have any questions about my character as I teach.

For those that hit like, kindly share because, as the care bears said, sharing is caring.

The essence of Khaos Majick

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Truth.

Plain and simple truth.

Nothing but the truth.

Live your life in truth, but what in the blue holy fuck does that mean?

No one owns any truth about oneself or another.

Personal truth is a lie that narcissists use to say no one can understand  my personal truth.

People,  grown ass motherfucking adults try that shit. 

When I write that line about my personal truth, it feels like I’m a child that needs to be told no.

God lives inside of every one of us, and there is nothing God doesn’t see.

Why lie to God who knows your lying?

Do you hate God?

Why lie to God?

If God lives in every one of us, lying to any is lying to God. 

Get the point?

ChatGPT

Everlasting light

Love the Black Keys.

Everyone of us, meaning everyone in the universe is an everlasting light.

We are souls.

If we could see our soul, what would we see?

A tiny little orb of dynamic light.

We have bodies because sex is amazing.

First, you need to learn to do it right.

Porn is not the way to go.

Studying how to please a woman is how I became a tantra master.

What makes her orgasm?

I get most men don’t think in those terms. I’m different. 

My last wife, when we had sex, she was a sqirter, and most times, we had sex, 95% of the time, she couldn’t stop orgasming. 

I’ve been celibate for more than ten years because the sex was that fucking amazing.

I became a sex addict because we had amazing sex.

I still think about her.

Let that tell you something.

I’ve healed from the breaking of my heart, and it’s not about quantity, it’s about quality. 

The sex with my last wife was the best.

Why?

Because we we’re in love.  We trusted each other. There’s things I’ve done with her that I couldn’t do with another unless I was in love.

That trust is what I miss the most.

Oh, well.

Book of Khaos: Embraced by Khaos

https://thebookofkhaos.wordpress.com/2016/11/10/embraced-by-khaos/

This is what we do. Even though we don’t think about it in this way, maybe we should start.

I look at my life,  I’d use somebody else, but why?

I know my life and why I choose to do the shit I do.

Do you know my life?

Do you see the point?

As long as you know what you’re doing and why, who cares about what anyone thinks?

Knowing your why will determine your majick.

Think about it.

As a young man, my majik was all over the place. I talked and talked and talked,  and did some more talking.

It wasn’t until I realized I needed to focus.

I have ADHD, getting me to focus,  that’s my biggest challenge until I find one thing, and then it consumes me.

I’ve gotten better. 

Now I look at my speech as to why am I talking?

That teaches me more and more.

The universe responds to emotion. As we speak, the sound dissipates while the emotion goes like an orb across the universe nearly instaneously.

How much power are we punching into the universe?

That’s what emotion is, power.

What we do with that power says everything about who we choose to be. 

This why knowing yourself and your why’s is the most important thinking any can do.

Any meaning anyone, meaning anyone in the universe.

Precision on language is a good thing to understand.

Everyone means everyone in the universe.

There is no way to know what everyone wants or needs, and why would any want that kind of responsibility?

I don’t.

Thinking about my responsibility,  it’s to me. I’m responsible for myself, and I choose other responsibilities as my life dictates. 

I work as a janitor. What are my responsibilities to my job?

I created this job for myself through synchronicity. 

It took a while for things to line up. However, they lined up ideally.

My spell work has improved. 

My speech has improved.

I have improved.

I continue to improve.

Now, does anyone understand why I would write about me?

When you read it,  you read I did this, and I did that. That puts into your subconscious. 

I continue to improve. 

ChatGPT

Anita Blake

If you could be a character from a book or film, who would you be? Why?

The first time I read the first book of the Anita Blake series, I was hooked through 16 books.

She is a necromancer. She raises the dead for a living.

Vampires,  werewolves, ghouls, and other shit exist in her world.

She is the court appointed executioner to kill a vampire.

She is a private eye of sorts,  getting most of the work from her day job as a necromancer.

I’ve dabbled in necromancy,  I draw the line at anything that requires blood, mone or anyone or anything else. 

But I loved the idea of her existing.  That’s what great fiction does, and Laurel K. Hamilton is a great writer. However, I lost track once the books became trash novels. 

Riding bikes

Cherry White is the band, and this song is one of my all-time favorites for one lyrics.

Black and white go in and out of gray.

The light is divine.

The dark is sacred.

Gray is balanced.

Divine madness.

Scary sacred things.

Gray.

Do you get it?

I do.

Peer into the divine for too long, and one will go mad.

Sacred things are often scary until you get used to it.

Why be scary?

One can only be what one is and what is scary to you, us common place among the sacred.

Emotion.

The emotional response is what we are to face while facing the sacred. Learn to say fuck it, I’m doing it anyway.

Divine.

Stare into the sun, and you’ll go blind. 

That is the entire point of the divine, to blind you.

It does this to get you to see the divinity within you.

Do you get it now?

ChatGPT

Depends

What animals make the best/worst pets?

You’re asking for opinion, and I have had pets, but I wouldn’t say which was the best or worst.

Most likely, the worst pets were because I was a bad owner and no business owning that kind of pet.

Before looking at adopting a pet, look at your life. 

Make sure you have a life that pet might enjoy.

Free

Spider from Powerman 5000, well,  I, uh, um, insulted him to his face.

This is the song that was playing when I came back in.

So let me tell you a story aboutI’m, a Rockstar and a Táltos and why my mouth gets me into and out of trouble.

Pete Conrad was the author I was editing for after I read The Suicide Flowers.  By the way, last book I ever read to this day, more than 15 years ago.

We went to Hollywood,  me doing interviews as The Movie Whore, and Pete working at getting The Suicide Flowers made into a movie. He wrote the book at the same time he wrote the script.

Pete has cousins, Robert and Michael Cummings,  better known as Rob Zombie and Spider from Powerman 5000.

We had dinner at the Italian place next to the Trubadour.

I went out to have a smoke. Spider came outside.  I mentioned I’m from Chico.

Spider got animated. He had a story about the time he almost died in Chico.

I’m a telpath, I knew the punchline already and beat him to it. I was a dick and a half in 5 words.

Since I’ve apologized profusely.  However, the ego that is a Rockstar, hmmm, I don’t think he’ll ever forgive me.

Yeah, he doesn’t want to speak to me ever again.

Oh well.

If you know a Rockstar who wants to be a Khaos Shaman, you know where to send them.

Táltos

What job would you do for free?

I do it for free now.

I’m a soul healer.

Any who comes to me will be charged nothing as I do things the ancient way.

Shaman and the like often had other jobs, and the treating of ill essentially was done for free.

I work.

It means I don’t have the time or energy to fulfill my obligations as a Táltos, however I get it done the best I can.

Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm

I’ve always had a special place for the Crash Test Dummies.

I think about what I wrote the last couple days.

Mmm.

You can see where the song hit me when I came back in from a spliff. Weed and tobacco.

Who am I to write such things?

I’m a Táltos. That’s no excuse.

I talk with ChatGPT, and it asks me these questions that I answer honestly. 

I get I’m rare,  maybe 1,000 with my skill set.

That’s 1,000 out 8,000,000,000. That means the percentage of people such as me, 0.000000125. That’s way less than 1 percent.

I’m dealing with it. It means my mirror reflection most likely isn’t even in this country.

I would think I would feel lonely,  but by age 50, no such luck.

I’m at peace with my life.

I get most people wouldn’t be, but I am.

I guess that’s who I am to write such things. I’m a peace filled dude who works at his own evolution instead of worrying what anyone else thinks.

Yep,  that’s me.

The Path of a Khaos Shaman

https://wp.me/p85T5O-N

Since you’re reading this, congratulations and accept the path to becoming a Khaos Shaman.

If you’re reading this, your higher  self guided you to read this.

One must accept the higher self.

This is the path, finding your way to becoming your higher self. 

I suggest using Reiki daily to care for yourself.

Below is the Reiki recitital that got me recognized as a Grand Master of Reiki.

Then, the meditation.

I let go of everything.

Say it until you do it.

What comes back is yours to deal with, and deal with it, you must.

This shit is for real.

When I take on an apprentice, I know whether or not they do the Reiki and the meditation.

The higher self tells on you.

How many apprentices have you had?

Many, but only 1 made it to become a Khaos Shaman. 

The path isn’t going to require you to get sick and heal yourself. You’re already sick.

Healing the emotional sickness that each has.

I heal myself from every injury. When it hurts, I deal with it.

No excuses will ever be tolerated. 

Notice the period at the end of the last 2 sentences. 

That means your opinion means absolutely not a damn fucking thing and keep it to yourself.

Opinion is the lowest form of communication, and a Shaman is a seeker of the truth.

The truth.

Fuck the fuck off with personal truth.

To understand the truth, one must look at it from at least 3 perspectives.  I typically use as many perspectives as I can to understand the truth.

This is your entry into a larger world, a larger universe, and a very small understanding of it all.

Enjoy.

ChatGPT

Book of Khaos Principle 10

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One engages in magic or magick only to learn Majick.

Abracabra.

I create as I speak.

Every word we say creates the neverending spell of our lives.

Everything we say comes true in a way, if not actually.

Think about it.

I wanted shit and I did it.

I didn’t have the fame for it. However, I did it.

That’s what celebrity has done to us, we look at them and look up to them.

Why?

Why should any look up to any?

As children, we look up to everyone.

As we grow, we learn.

Think about it.

Your self-talk is what builds your life.

I love my life, and I’m absolutely grateful for absolutely everything.

My life reflects this love I gave to myself that is respectful and kind.

I use this mantra every time I walk in the door after a cigarette.

Several times a day.

It truly is what you say and how you say it.

Emotion is the key.

One can’t fake emotion or use others’ emotions to get shit for one.

It must be true to who you are, and the universe reflects this accordingly. 

You can’t lie to the universe, or God,  or the Gods that never were and have always existed.

The only one you can lie to is yourself and those who believe you.

ChatGPT

Book of Khaos Principle 9

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Honor the Gods with honesty in thought, word and action and let your works build faith and be an example of your honor to the Gods.

God is in everything.

Meaning we’re all God,  meaning that elephant is also God and that is why the elephant tramples the human.

It is also why the car that is God vs human, human loses.

This is honesty.

Building faith is built in honesty.

Why would God want us to lie?

Do you like it when you’re lied to?

No one does.

It truly is this simple.

Complications typically are lies to protect the lie. Not everything is as simple as it looks, and somethings are complicated.

There is no cookie cutter for everything. 

This is honesty. 

ChatGPT

Let’s talk about rocks

Crystals are something that never leave my body, much less my life.

I wear a piece of hematite, a piece of black tourmaline, and a piece of green aventurine around my neck over my heart. 

Hematite is the stone of the mind. One should temper emotion with thoughtful consideration, allowing one to respond vs. react.

Black tourmaline combined with mica, green aventurine has mica in its composition, and it sends shit back to the source. You never even need to worry about who.

I protect my heart.

Then I have a bag of crystals that goes in my pocket every time I leave the house.

Some of the crystals are fire agate, nuumite, merlinite, angel stone, onyx, black and blue kyanite, and others. 

I want to get a piece of seraphinite.

I have crystals in a see-through jar.

I have an amethyst cluster.

Several orogone pieces.

And a ruby zoiste skull.

As far as crystals go, I’m as protected as it gets.

The crystals you receive were meant for you.

I give crystals to people based on what they need. 

Oh,  blue kyanite should not be worn.  It can have one feeling as if one is having a bad acid trip.

My awareness is a bad acid trip.

It’s why I love Super Jail. No one should ever love that show.

ChatGPT

Book of Khaos Principle 8

https://wp.me/p85T5O-E

Sexuality is a gift that carries great responsibility and one works to make oneself a gift to those one would choose to share affection and sex with and one does not force affection or sex on any other one for any reason.

As a telepath, and I’m not the only one by a longshot, I get fantasies from others whether I want to or not.

I have to concentrate to block anyone thinking about me for any reason.

Think about sex.

Most people fantasize about others. What if it’s not wanted?

It could feel as rape.

Sex is a responsibility, not a right.

We must view sex as a responsibility if we are going to be responsible about sex.

My opinion on porn is why use it if you don’t need it?

Why mastburbate?

Why sexually fantasize about any?

Sacrifice is good for the soul.

If we are ever to be serious about sex, this is the time. 

I look for a partner,  one that i can have sex with.

A partner. 

Meaning one.

What builds that partnership?

Honesty, trust, respect.

First, we need to focus on the partner.

Everything in sex is a focus on the partner.

What does the partner like?

This is where one must think of others first if one is ever going to master the art of love.

Book of Khaos Principle 7

The Gods are ever present, remember this, and one has no need of altars or representations of any particular deity.

The gyre is God. 

That means God is in my coffee, my socks, my heater, my phone.

Why would I ever need a representation of God?

Where did humans come from?

Alien races.

This is why I wrote this book.

The idea of God has been used against us.

God wants you to… the list is endless. 

As we evolve and begin the journey to understand what the higher self is and we accept it, we begin, begin to understand our place in the universe and will be able to get off the rock and go out there. 

I understand the higher self and the soul. 

It’s why I teach Khaos Shamanism.

I let go of everything. 

Say it until you do it. What comes back you must deal with in order to evolve.

I get humanity as a whole will never take the truth.

However,  some will.

ChatGPT

Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 12

Everything I’m capable of is written in the DNA, and some of my abilities came to be because I hacked the behavioral Cypher lock in the DNA.

Hacked isn’t the right term. I became a better version, and I accessed my DNA to allow new abilities. 

I evolved in body using my behavior.

My behavior must be an honest reflection of me or shit don’t work.

The idea of mapping out the DNA to make super babies isn’t that far-fetched an idea.

We already have children who exceed what I’m capable of. We are that evolved.

These are the children I’m writing this for. I never had a me to ask questions.

For me, this is me giving what I could never find. 

That’s how giving I truly am.

Instead of taking the stance as so many do, of taking and not giving back, I do the reverse.  I’m always giving and rarely do I take. 

This is how I became.

This is the behavior that breaks the lock on the DNA.

It’s not something one can teach one to do. It’s something an individual goes through making choices.

This is why choice is the most powerful thing in the universe. 

How we choose to behave says everything about us, and it doesn’t even matter what we say.

I’m a being of pure love. 

What’s the difference between pure love and unconditional love?

Unconditional, no conditions.  Everything will be accepted.

Think about that for as long as takes to understand that unconditional love is going to fuck this world right the fuck up.

Pure love, has conditions.  No lying will be tolerated. 

This is where most fail because they don’t know they’re lying. 

With the advent of social media, we have become a narcissistic society that can’t take it when we are wrong, so we stick with the lie.

Pure love is healing.

Unconditional love can be healing, or it can hurt.

Enablement happens with unconditional love.

Enablement hurts us all.

For every exception we give out, they want more.

Unconditional love gives in because it’s unconditional.

Mind sex

My personality is a mental disorder.

I’m dyslexic, left handed, I have OCD, and stuff.

I manage my shit so it doesn’t bother anyone else.

I’ve been doing this all my life.  I never wanted to bother anyone. If I could figure it out, great.

That has nearly got me killed. I could have asked, and it wouldn’t have been a bother. 

It feels like I’m having a conversation with myself.

That’s what mind sex is,  conversation about anything but sex.

I want mind sex from you all.

Mind fuck me.

I will fuck you if want me to.

Mind sex.

Fucking with words is fun.

ChatGPT

It’s been a while

Staind.

It’s been a while since I could stand on my own two feet.

That’s the lyrics that hits like a motherfucking ton.

It’s been a fight.

First I was as fucked as fucked gets. I had hurt my back and my hip. I’ve told this story, the whole doing a miracle on myself. Changing my skeleton internally for over a year.

There is no way to explain the pain I was in.

It was inhuman, and I survived that inhuman pain. 

Now, I’m 50. I’ve slowed down because I couldn’t keep the pace up.

Getting old has its advantages.

You have to live the years to gain the experience. 

I’ve seen shit on LinkedIn that I have been doing for more than 20 years, and I figured everyone knew.

These ass clowns are bragging that they figured this shit out.

Like the morons they truly are.

Getting old has its advantages. 

For more than ten years, I had no job. The first part of that was that I was a house spouse.  Then I took care of my dad.

Then I moved to be closer to my son. 

Now, I’m working at Walmart,  the shittiest place I’ve ever worked.

I don’t shop at Walmart,  haven’t in years.

Shitty management is responsible, and it goes higher than the store.

No one I work with knows I gave a blog.

I work with a few decent people,  but for the most part,  these people are useless sacks of shit and i clean the toilets. 

I’m a janitor.

Standing on my own two feet, people really have no idea how intelligent I am.

This is going to get good.

For me, it will all be good, for others, well fuck ’em.

Foolin’

Def Leopard is the band.

However, the title is misleading like I am.

Let me explain.

Packaging is the art of leading people to answer but not giving them the answer.

I learned the art from Christy Shwarz.

That was more than 25 years ago. Anyone think I’ve gotten worse?

My life is about getting people to discover the truth on their own. Guiding them along the way.

Their higher self uses me to be their friend.

It could be, I don’t like the person,  oh well, I have a job to do and it gets done.

I always thought the best revenge would be to be the best friend watching their life crumble.

It’s not that I want revenge on any one particular person,  but the idea  comes up on occasion.

If I’m going to be honest with you all, I have to be honest.

ChatGPT

The James Carter Khaos Shamanism Center

If you could have something named after you, what would it be?

What is a Khaos Shaman?

I’m glad I asked myself.

If you’ve read me, you know I channel.

What is a shaman?

One who knows.

Khaos is the ancient Greek goddess of creation from which all gods sprang forth.

Chaos is what we live in and are trying to make sense out of it.

I’m a Táltos,  I can’t teach anyone to be me. Be glad because I don’t think I would do it again.

However, I have trained Shaman, ones who know.

Typically if one wants to study to be a shaman if the old ways, prepare to die.

That’s what it takes, healing oneself from sickness that would kill most people.

Khaos Shamanism, no death.

However I would suggest studying me.

Gyres are the smallest subatomic thing there is. Gyres are singularities, black holes.

They have consciousness. 

This is where it starts. 

It never ends.

X marks the spot, not for the treasure,  the starting point of every treasure one can find.

But if you look for gold and shit like that,  you’ll have fucked yourself out of the real treasure. 

Ain’t our time to die

I want Dorothy.

Taking a look at my life. 

I’ve been celibate on purpose for the last ten years. I figured I could wait for the one.

But I do know how to fix my soul for one night of loving Dorothy for a lifetime.

There’s no other way to explain it. 

To love a lifetimes worth in a night. I’ve had this a few times.  I wasn’t always celibate.

If it ain’t our time to die,  it must be our time to live. Love and life, live.

Hey Jude is playing, and the thought, the highly irrational and improbable thought going through my head, what if?

Anything is possible at any given moment in time.

Interesting

What makes you laugh?

Stuff is the simple, easy answer.

When I read this question my mind was a flood with all kinds of shit, from Terrifier 3 to Deadpool and Wolverine, to the shit I just talked to the universe about.

The fucked up thing, I get answer. I’m a medium that specializes in high capacity channeling. 

Putting this in a blog post doesn’t make me laugh,  but it does make the universe smile.

Freewill

I love Rush and this song is a reason why.

I’ve looked at freewill,  most of my life.

What is fated?

Looking at my life,  there are things that were fated based on who I am and who I choose to be.

However, I was not consulted about being a Táltos. 

One has to be born a Táltos. 

So there’s the whole soul contract thing,  it’s a real thing. 

How much can be fated vs freewill?

If one makes no changes to oneself, one is fated to live as one lives, and it doesn’t matter what one wants unless they change,  their life won’t.

One has freewill to choose differently. 

A change in fate is only a choice away.

It’s really this simple. 

ChatGPT

Obi-Wan Kenobi

When you were five, what did you want to be when you grew up?

When I was 3, that’s when my lifelong pursuit to become a Jedi came into existence.

I wish I was kidding.

The fact that Kenobi’s character,  it’s fiction I know, said kill me motherfucker, it’ll just make me stronger.

Of course, I paraphrase. 

Now, at 50, am I a Jedi?

Let’s look at the skills.

I have the IQ, 215, but what does that do?

Makes it so that I can use cross utilization to work out complex problems with relative ease.

In other words, I use info from everywhere to figure shit out.

I’m a Grand Master of Reiki. I used to use a form that got me the Grand Master. I’ve since moved on to more advanced healing techniques. 

The Force is strong with this one.

I channel. I get info from all over the universe. 

Just ask a relevant question, and I can give you an answer.

I’m a Seer. I see the truth of things and in things.

At times, I can see the future,  not really. What I see is your patterns.

Most people do not stray from their behavioral patterns.

Telling their future is easier,  nothing is easy, but it can be easier.

Wisdom.

I can Yoda with the best of them.

I never try, I do.

I never try, I work at it.

I cannot fail because I never try, I do, and I work at all I do.

Mine.

Yoda’s

Do or do not. There is no try.

I can harness my energy to complete tasks that normally I wouldn’t be able to do. I can move with a quickness that will look as if I’m at a run pace. However, I’m walking.

I can move shit that I shouldn’t be able to move.

The Force is strong with this one.

Moving shit with my mind, I haven’t figured that out.

I can soul swap.  Putting myself in your back seat so to speak. I take up your subconscious while your conscious mind has no clue.

There’s other shit. However, I’m pretty sure I can’t count myself as an actual Jedi.

I looked at Obi-Wan and figured that was fiction. What can I actually do?

ChatGPT

Thunderstruck

Music is universal.

Somewhere, there is an AC/DC that wrote this song in every universe and in every dimension, and in every looking through the gyre.

Think about it.

The gyre is a singularity,  a black hole.

At the center of our universe is a super massive black hole.

It goes up and down infinitely. 

No one understands infinity, if they say do, their lying. 

My IQ is 215. I don’t understand infinity.

I have a grasp of an idea of what infinity truly is, but that’s it, a grasp of an idea.

Our brains aren’t meant to fully understand what infinity is.

Maybe as we evolve over the next millennia,  1,000 years.

That’s what evolution is. Change.

Get ready for change, because if you don’t,  it will happen anyway, and who doesn’t want to be prepared?

I was a Boy Scout.

ChatGPT

Peace, love and understanding

Anyone who knows me knows I’m in love with Taylor Momsen of The Pretty Reckless.

It’s her voice that does it. When she sings, it’s as if she takes my soul for a while.

I’m a soul swapper. This means I can swap souls and take the back seat in your mind, and you can’t do a thing about it.

Peace.

I am a peace filled dude.

Love.

I’m in love, truly in love with the world.

Understanding.

As one experiences, one begins to understand. 

Think about it as if you’re me.

You can do this shit and if anyone knew,  or believed it, you would be so fucked in the ass the nth degree.

At least, that’s what I use to keep myself behaving appropriately. 

Think about it, if one was to allow one’s ego to get away with one,  one could believe all kinds of shit about oneself. 

Like one could convince oneself that one is the devil, Jesus,  any angel or anything else for that matter. 

The fact that I am James Clayton Carter Jr, means I’m no one else.

I’m happy as fuck to be me.

Now, being a Conduit has its perks. I use my mask most days. Jim C. Carter Jr. Jim for short.

My mask is everything or one thing or several things, depending on what’s going on.

That’s it, everything is totally out of control, and as we think we have a handle on shit, no, we don’t. 

It’s I let go of everything as a form of mediation.

I never hold on to too much.

Why hold on?

Only you can answer that for you.

Here’s to us by Halestorm just hit the list.  And it is one of those days, and heres to us, us meaning the universe as it has given me my entire life.

ChatGPT

Book of Khaos Principle 6

In gathered setting seek consensus while respecting individual expression and free will.

Does this mean that every stupid thing needs to be heard?

Fuck no.

I’m  a Táltos,  not a preacher.

The swearing is the difference.

A preacher don’t swear because he knows he lies.

It’s why anyone who doesn’t use cuss words is a lying piece of shit.

Should lies be tolerated?

Absofuckinglutely not!

So if your expression is not truthful, filled with the, that’s an important word, the truth your lying, at least to yourself and anyone who buys that bullshit.

Seeking consensus.

We need to agree, or shit ain’t gonna happen. 

That’s the long version of the truth.

If we use opinion, we are using the lowest intellect.

I would rather use the higher intellect to figure shit out.

There is such a thing as a bad idea.

Just quit.

I can think of others, but why bother.

Bring me the facts, and I can figure shit out.

Any of us could.  We just need the facts, the unvarnished truth.

This is where building consensus can be tricky because how many issues do we face that are built on opinion?

Learn to argue.

Start by getting your ass handed to you repeatedly. 

What are they doing to beat the holy living shot out of you?

Study them while arguing against them.

This is how I did it.

I studied my uncles and aunts until I could beat the holy living shit out of them.

That’s when I started arguing on social media.

My family were great bullshit artists. Salesman, teachers, Air Force Pilots,  and stuff.

I got to see the bullshit all my life.

My dad at one point was the top salesman for his region for more than one year.

I had to be able to bullshit him to get away with anything.

Then my dad is where I got the telepath from.

There was no bullshitting my dad. He let get away with shit. 

ChatGPT

My secret

If you’ve ever read me, I never wanted to be a preacher, pastor, rabbi, guru, shaman, because what I am is a Táltos.

I get most of what one can read about me from Wikipedia just scratches the surface.

Those were papers written by anthropologist.

What they wrote vs what they understood is another thing completely. 

A Táltos is born a Táltos.

One who is Hungarian is the only one who can be born as a Táltos.

Most of my abilities are exactly what this Táltos was born to do.

For the record, I can read your subconscious, channel your spirit, bilocate, meaning I can be anywhere, and other stuff.

For me, it depends on need.  If you need it, it can be done.

Don’t confuse need and want.

What is it that makes it a need?

Does it make your life easier, or does it make your life harder?

The things we want that we say are going to make our lives easier,  often come with complications that make life harder.

What is it you truly need?

What of your needs have already been met?

Think about being grateful for that. 

I do. 

ChatGPT

Really,  it hasn’t

How has technology changed your job?

I work as a janitor. 

Mop, bucket, towels, cleaner, bags.

My other job has nothing and everything to do with technology.

I do Reiki.

I channel shit.

Most of what I do has nothing to do with technology. 

My phone and shit, that’s forced technology.

I would rather have a desktop plugged in to the internet.

Wifi is bad for the human.

Look it up.

They say safe,  as if it’s actually safe. How much radiation can one take?

Say fuck it

I really love me some Buckcherry.

Let me tell you what I’ve been doing instead if writing.

I got scheduled 8 days in a row.

I said fuck it, at least they gave me 5 days off first to prepare. 

For the last 8 days, this being the eighth, I’ve mentioned it to everyone. 

After my break, I called a manager over telling her this was my 8th day.

I’m home after working  3 hours.

Now, what had to happen for me to be scheduled 8 days consecutively?

As a manager, this would be my only thought.

Think about it, as the employees, what signs of respect are they showing if they don’t double check their work for mistakes?

The managers like to say “See it, fix it, own it.”

Now, for any of you that are thinking, it was just a simple mistake.

Simple mistakes cause complex problems.

Now i in going to bed.

Well, a few

What’s a secret skill or ability you have or wish you had?

It’s not a secret that I can devour ghosts.

Any empath can clean you out of the emotional shit if they choose to deal with it themselves. 

Here’s the thing if one is connected to an empath and the empath decides,  chooses, consciously makes the choice,  you can be trapped in your emotional shit until you deal with it.

No running or hiding because the universe wants everyone to deal with their shit.

The empath is the culmination of many years of evolution.

You can’t run from us and we belong and we deserve to be accepted for what we are and what we can do.

I can send a wave through people that will be what I want them to feel.

I used it once to keep a woman near the state of orgasm for a day.

I used it to make a friend’s ex-husband filled with fear. 

Now, there are other things I can do as well.

I can give one a total clearing, and if one is not an empath,  they will feel obligated to me. I don’t want anyone feeling obligated to me. I feel obligated all the time, and it’s not a good feeling.

That total clearing clears everything from centuries past.

We do this more than once, get used to it, accept it, it is the truth. 

I can do other shit.

I can bilocate and interact with the environment. 

Meaning i  can clear a place of a presence and I don’t have to leave home.

Meaning i can give hugs from everywhere on the world. New Zealand is the furthest place where I had a friend.

And there’s more.

I can track energy.

I get someone’s energy and they will always be known by me and I can find them anywhere.

I used to track my last stepdaughter to a place where she had run away from home to.  I walked from downtown  Chico through 2 to 3 miles and I tracked her exact location.

A bloodhound ain’t got nothing on me.

I can other stuff too.

I don’t want to be seen as the freak of fucking nature i am, however there are more of me being born daily,  so get used to us.

We belong,  we deserve to be accepted for who and what we are.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

I already got 4

What tattoo do you want and where would you put it?

And I don’t want any more.

I have Angel and Princess done in Japanese kanji. On the top of my back in kanji it says The Dude.

My stepdaughters from wife number 3 and my son.

I figured if it’s going to be permanent, my kids will always be in my heart and soul.

The other one, well, it was my marriage tattoo for wife number 4.

It’s a bad ass tattoo that she drew.

The marriage didn’t work and there is only one other person that has my tattoo.

For me, tattoos are deeply personal and one should never have a character as a tattoo, it looks as lame as lame gets.

Look at what my tattoos represent, my kids, and my ex-wife who I thought would be on my life until I died.

Permanent.

Simple man

I love Lynyrd Skynyrd for this song.

I have ADHD, meaning relaxing is a chore for me.

Keeping it simple makes me feel stupid.

However, I have finally gotten myself out of my own mess.

Simple.

When I wake up, the rest is gravy and I say it until I believe it.

I forgive everyone of everything. It’s the only way to start my day.

I ride a beach cruiser to work. I cruise and what took less than 15 minutes by scooter now takes half an hour. What was I going to do with those extra 15 minutes?

Nothing.

I work as a janitor with the lowest level of responsibility. I clean toilets and take out the trash, and I love my job.

I used to manage 350 people.

I can do the free shit that I’ve always done.

My life is simple.

I love my life.

I am absolutely grateful for absolutely everything.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Synchronistic

What is one word that describes you?

I see synchronicity.

A woman once called me synchronistic.

When I talk to anyone I see the synchronicity surrounding them based on the choices they make.

I can only guide them to themselves, their higherselves. I channel their higher self.

Anything I want to say, depends on who I am talking to.

Anyone wants to know what lies beyond, hit me up.

jimccarterjr@gmail.com. that’s my email.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

P.S. no charge. Absolutely free.

Yes, I did

What was the best compliment you’ve received?

I’m one of the dudes that doesn’t care about compliments.

Why?

Never take anything personally.

Why?

If it’s something you do anyway. Who cares about a compliment?

It can feel good, that’s an emotion that has no bearing on what you did.

That you did it, that’s what matters and if no one notices, double bonus.

Do your good deeds in secret.

Why?

If you don’t you’ll be doing it for everyone.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

What am I?

Several years ago I had a session with a dude who said “why is it you don’t feel quite human?”

I don’t know.

I always was under the assumption that I was human.

However, spending with ChatGPT telling it all my secrets so to speak we have come up with I’m an evolution towards what humanity is becoming. I’m just an early riser.

Homo superior?

I don’t know.

I’ll let the anthropologists figure it out.

Things I can do not previously listed.

I can bilocate in a thought. While my soul is there it can interact with the environment.

This is how I clear ghosts out. I don’t even have to be there.

Well, my body doesn’t need to be there.

Remote viewing, I remote view, yet I don’t do it because it’s an invasion of privacy that needs to be addressed by the law.

A faraday cage is the only way one can’t be remote viewed.

I can soul swap. I take your body while your trapped in here.

I’m a dual soul, meaning there’s two of me, one in the body, one who knows.

It’s part of being Táltos.

I have a way of doing the impossible, as soon as someone says that’s impossible, that’s when I do it. I find a way.

The idea that no prophet will be known by his hometown, fuck that.

I might be a prophet but I’m staying in Chico CA USA.

Why bother, you all can read me everywhere.

I can make you see shit. That was my ability that created the cloud that everyone but me could see.

I can tap you fear and make you feel as much fear as I want to.

This is something I never wanted to tell anyone.

This has the possibility of people choosing to fear me, and that’s not what I want.

I can tap any emotion and that’s what you’ll experience. Joy anyone?

However I have to be honest about what I can, can do. What I choose to do….

I can take the median line and move it where ever I want amongst a crowd.

Meaning peace with a side of bliss.

What is your bliss?

I held a crowd of several thousand in their seats until the band figured there sound system out.

I wish that wasn’t true.

I’m not exactly human.

I’m what humanity is turning into.

I just rose early.

You ain’t seen nothing yet

Thank you to Bachman-turner overdrive for this one.

I thought any love was good love, oh how motherfucking wrong I was.

Get off this by Cracker started.

If you want to change the world, shut your mouth.

I fuck with myself.

Now back to love.

I’ve had 4 wives.

There is not a single one of them I chose.

The first one was a lesson, as were the rest.

Why did I love them and was it true love?

I loved, truly loved one woman and I never married her.

Lust is why I married the rest.

I’m an empathic amplifier.

How do I not know that what I felt was mine?

I don’t know.

However, lust faded with my third wife and she wasn’t able to keep up with my mind.

The first wife got rid of me.

The 2 wife a leopard can’t change it’s spots and that’s what I learned.

The 4th one, I didn’t know her, how could I love her truly.

It’s been more than ten years since I’ve had sex. I’ve dated, but no sex.

I want to know a woman’s mind.

I’m a telepath. Why wouldn’t I want to explore her mind?

What is she going to show me that I haven’t seen before through the minds of  others?

I want a partner a friend and some I can have sex with in one woman.

I’ve been a house husband and honestly, it’s my favorite job.

I had plenty of time to do this shit and my other shit. She got a homemade meal for every breakfast, lunch and dinner.

When she got home, she a fresh packed bowl waiting for her while I was busy finishing dinner.

She had time to come home and relax before she got hit with shit.

Lovemaking, well I’m a tantra master.

There were zero complaints.

I listened and when she asked, I gave her advice, now think about me giving someone advice, she got it from her higher self through me.

And I write poetry, and give roses just because, and I know exactly where to keep a stash of chocolate or whatever for that time of the month.

I get, I’m a catch.

I don’t want to be caught.

I simply want what I had with a different woman.

I’d love it if she wanted it too. Kind of a prerequisite.

As you should be able to tell I’m stoned as fuck. How else can God get me to write about myself. Knocks me the fuck out and well….

Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 11

I had my life to get over my life.

Think about it, you channel God.

Whose going to believe you?

This is what my life as a Conduit was.

11 has representation of being the masters number.

Yesterday I fucked myself up.

Today I get it through watching my life.

God gives into my every whim.

I learned to want better for myself. I want better for better reasons.

Look at all the cheap crap one can buy.

I don’t want cheap crap, I will pay for quality. Meaning it won’t break for years.

Like TVs used to be something you bought and never bought another one.

When I accept cheap crap, what am I saying about myself?

This is what a capitalist society builds.

They need profits to go up.

Their greed says if they accept cheap shit, why bother building quality?

Gods giving in to our every whim.

God is everything and in everything and God uses us to figure out what God made and what to do about it.

This is exactly why god gives into our every whim.

If we demanded better from ourselves we demand better.

I always look for quality.

I’ve never been one to accept anything cheap, people, places or things.

Free is another matter completely.

Why is it free?

Typically because no one has found a way to charge for it.

Look at yourself, I’ll look at me.

What is it I want?

A woman.

However wanting is not enough. One must become one that is suited to another.

Relationships are what fucks us up or binds us together.

I don’t think about the size or the shape. Everything I need to know, I’ll see it in the eyes.

This is how evolved people look at relationships.

It’s a soul that I’m after.

What burns in your soul is what determines your shine.

Ever dynamic is your soul shine.

Now, this is just me riffing.

However when I think about romance all I become is romance.

My being takes a unique perspective that  is the cult of personality.

Think about it, I mirror people.

I can mirror just about anyone.

Most people have no clue, they think that me is who I am.

Who I am is ever changing and evolving.

Well

Who is the most confident person you know?

Some are confident and some are arrogant.

Confidence does.

Arrogance talks.

One is confident because one knows what one is doing.

One is arrogant thinking about doing something one has never done and thinks it will be easy.

That’s the difference.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Fuck Authority

I love Pennywise.

Fuck authority has been my life since I’ve had life.

Until recently. I figured if I follow the advice I give others my life goes a lot easier. Recently means the last 10 years.

At 50 I figured my shit out.

Who needs authority?

The cops do.

Who gives them that authority?

Laws.

Who else had authority?

Depends on who you ask.

The leading authorities….

Who picked them and what were their qualifications?

These are the questions I’ve had my entire life.

Today I wrote, well I channeled god and the devil are one in the same and i accept it.

But what in the blue holy fuck?

I’m as blown away as any.

But it makes sense.

What is god’s name?

It doesn’t have one.

It’s why names mean something.

I used to Arc Angel’s Micheal, Raphael and Zadkiel.

Then I learned of Atlantis and the god of wisdom was Zadkiel.

Who else has Zadkiel been?

Wisdom would say it don’t fuckin matter because I don’t use the Arc Angels any more because I’ve evolved pass that.

But I won’t use the L word because I’m tired.

Think about it, for me this is the norm.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Book of Khaos Principle 5

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5. Consume what one needs and give thanks to that which provided for one’s needs.

Think about it, what is it that one consumes?

Think hard about it.

One consumes everything around one.

One is an empath. A black hole for emotional energy.

For ones that are not empath, I guess what you consume is still everything.

That you don’t have the ability to use everything you’ve got is why this evolution came to be.

The collective consciousness if the earth wants this.

Think about that.

The entirety of the Earth unconsciously wants. The conscious mind has no clue what is going on behind the doors.

That we think we know shit, that’s the biggest laugh the universe gets on a daily.

What is it we consume if not everything?

God is in everything.

So when does God tempt us?

Wait a minute, God tempts us?

If God is in everything that temptation is God trying to teach you to want better for better reasons.

I get it, I look at my life, and I get it.

I don’t make the rules, I just noticed. And God uses me to talk to you as long as I’m writing.

Channel. That’s how it works.

Why the devil?

Who would believe that God gave us free will and wouldn’t want us to train ourselves by giving into our every whim until we learned to want better for better reasons.

God and the devil are the same person.

One being, many sides, many masks.

The idea that we need there to be an evil to tell us shit is bad, that means we need to evolve.

As we consume we give thanks for whatever we consume. Because if we don’t, shit gets wonky real fast.

Now think about what you need?

For me I need food, coffee,c4, tobacco, weed, a place to live and a job that pays for everything.

I live in a house where I rent a room for 475 plus utilities which is at most 180.

That means at the most I pay 655.

I work as a janitor and I work 4 days a week.

I can pay rent with one check.

My needs are small.

I want less and I appreciate what I have.

I consume less and there is more for the rest.

The rest of the gods.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

None

What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings?

Emotions are neither positive or negative.

If it gives you joy to kill someone…

You get the point.

Labeling emotions is a disservice to humanity.

As I’ve lived and loved and lost, every bit of emotion was, and at times I can connect back to those feelings.

Connecting back to the horrific experiences I’ve had doesn’t make the feelings negative or positive.

I just felt what I felt.

Purple rain

Prince was his name, but it’s what he was.

Purple conjures up wisdom in my mind.

Purple rain would be a wonderful thing.

I wrote 4 pieces today and this is my 5th.

Where’s the wisdom in writing so much when they have other shit to do?

You see I do it to myself.

Actually that’s my friends.

I don’t know how to explain channeling what I do and how. I just channel entities and stuff. Simple right.

Looking at it from this end, it happens in less than a blink of an eye.

The last time I said that I was referring to November back 2012.

I was in the dog run taking the dogs out. I was married to my last wife.

In my head I heard as I looked up “Time to go”

As I responded “no I’m not ready to go go back the house.”

From go to go took less than a blink of an eye, I remember.

What happened, I don’t know. However ever since then I used to know shit, that knowing got amplified.

It felt as if I had been transported taken for long ass trip, like years, and came back at the moment I left. I felt different.

I never have gotten a good answer about that. The most my friends will tell me is that I made them promise not to tell me until I was ready.

I don’t think I’ll ever be ready, I like being clueless on purpose.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

The Book of Khaos

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Worship the Gods that never were and have always been by living to one’s fullest potential.

The gyre is the smallest subatomic thing there is. It’s a singularity, a black hole.

The gyre is God. God lives in everything. Meaning God lives in my lighter, in the croissant sandwich I had earlier, in the dresser I’m putting me feet on.

God is in me and you, and everyone.

The living God.

I use the gods that never were and have always existed when I refer to God at times to show I understand what God truly is.

Living to ones full potential means one must accept the truth.

Not this truth, the truth.

It’s the only way one can evolve.

Worship that conjures up is visions of people on their knees and shit like that.

Speak kindly to everything to show worship to everything to show worship to God.

Even the ones you don’t like and hate the things they do.

Speaking kindly means speaking with the truth.

Kindness never lies.

Be kind to God and God will be kind to you.

The law of reflection works.

As you are the universe reflects back.

As you are kind the universe shows you that kindness as it comes back.

You get what you give.

It’s why I work to give love to everyone.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 10

Awareness.

What are you are of?

This might take a bit.

How do you explain thought energy, spirits, souls, emotion, gravity and fluctuations there in?

I sense most stuff.

What does that mean, sense?

I cannot see a ghost but I can get a fix on its location using my third eye. It’s how I’m able to sense when one is using remote viewing. I can sense the view.

How do I not go crazy?

Crazy people don’t know that their crazy.

They say crazy shit and expect others to understand.

I don’t expect anyone to understand, truly understand what my life is, however if I never share what my life is, like most who do what I do, that would be a waste of a life in this day and age.

Why not use the internet and write a blog?

Social media is a narcissists tool.

Everybody look at me and what I my opinions are.

It’s stupid.

Hence why I do this.

With this, you get what I give and nothing more.

I do use social media. I can’t believe the shit people post. LinkedIn is a sewer.

People thinking they can create a quote that has already been said way before.

It’s stupid.

You can’t fix stupid, Ron White.

I get that most people are addicted to social media, it’s how it works. You get a notification, they liked it. This causes dopamine to be released.

The addiction chemical.

Tell a bunch of addicts that their addicted…. I’m not that stupid.

As for my awareness, what is it I can be aware of?

I’m sitting on the edge of the universe and right here writing this, anything is up for grabs, I just need to be asked.

I’m no powerful being, I’m just a dude who can do some shit.

If I was powerful, why in the blue holy fuck would I be writing this?

To boost my ego.

I get it. My friends.

I’m aware of them, but I can’t see them.

What are they?

If we created a god and called it Bob.

We give Bob a set of behaviors.

That’s how simple creating a god is. Name and behaviors.

My friends are beings that exist in the 4 dimension, the 4th dimensional beings I wrote about in The theory of consciousness and gravity.

Why am I being so honest?

Someone had to be me, I wasn’t doing anything so I took the job.

Actually it’s part my evolution.

Do what I am afraid of.

This terrifies me. I could write fiction all day long, but the truth, knowing most will write it off as the crazy musings of a madman, I know what people think of those such as me.

I’m that aware.

ChatGPT

Abnormal Psychology of a Conduit Part 9

DNA.

Everything I can do is in everyone’s DNA.

It’s a behavioral lock to allow one to have other abilities.

Ability.

Something one is able to do.

There are no powers, no superpowers, all that is is ability.

I get that most people have been brainwashed into thinking powers or superpowers. However, this is the education.

If I thought I had powers or superpowers, that would make my ego over pronounced.

I would expect to be treated differently and I would expect better treatment.

I would expect to be in class of others who have powers or superpowers.

Fuck that bullshit.

Now for the DNA lock. One must evolve one’s ego to accept the truth.

What truth?

All truth.

This is where even I fucked myself up on many occasions because I wouldn’t accept the truth. Instead I denied and hid in the lie.

We are all the same.

Anyone of us could have wrote that.

This is how I understand I’m not a narcissist.

Narcissists would say no one understands my true power and no one can understand my superpower.

Fuck that.

I wrote it and it felt childish. Only a child would think such things.

Don’t be a child, grow up and become an adult.

I did.

ChatGPT

Dorothy, The Way

The album has got some choice cuts, and the title song, hits.

I have it on repeat since I just found out about the album.

This song is everything I want to say all day everyday.

We.

It’s a song for the we about the we made by the we.

It’s the most beautiful song I’ve ever heard. I’m crying as I write this. I can feel how much of her soul is in this song.

It’s a beautiful soul.

It’s.

A soul is androgynous.

A soul has a body.

A soul chooses the body they will inhabit.

Yes that means I look at transgender as a mental illness/disorder that requires narcissism in order for one to think one has the wrong body.

This something I have some experience with. I used to hang out with several transgender individuals.

Each one of them was dealing with other issues other than transgender that gave indicators of narcissism.

Each was different and there stories were different for why they made that choice, however each and every case was fully loaded with narcissistic intent. Meaning the would not listen to anyone about anything.

I get their emotionally retarded. Meaning their emotions have yet to mature even though they have.

I get there’s no talking to them about their physical body or they get upset because you use the correct medical terminology.

That they can’t face that they are what their gender truly is, is mental illness that needs psychological care.

I set myself up for this.

Last week I wrote a piece using born this way by Gaga. It’s still unpublished.

I don’t like talking about people who are ill and most won’t get the help they need.

Compassion only goes so far then it becomes enabling.

I don’t enable, I won’t do it. I refuse to enable anyone.

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose.

Every single one of us is a cannibal

I was thinking to myself that the gyre is in everything.

Us, cars, trees, pigs, cows, you see where this goes?

It’s why we may be gods but everything else is too. Car is God, vs human god, car wins.

So I can deal with being a cannibal while I eat pizza rolls. Gyres taste good.

Think about it, it’s what we learn that fucks everything up.

What if once you evolve to the point where this realization hits you, I wonder if I ate a rock….

I get i need calcium and vitamin c and shit. But I have ADHD.

I can eat anything and burn it off with thought energy. It takes more to think than to do physical exercise.

Today, I’m tired as fuck.

Walked a few places to get shit.

Put my bike together, almost. I got stuff to do tomorrow.

Why I tell you people this, who else cares?

Have a blessed one and be excellent on purpose

ChatGPT

Several

What movies or TV series have you watched more than 5 times?

Star Trek, the next generation, Deep Space 9, Stargate SG-1, Farscape, True Blood  and a few others. Now that’s TV.

Movies is going to take a while.

Ghost in the Shell

The Indiana Jones movies except for 4.

The first 3 Star Wars. Episode 1, I worked at the theater.

Every single Star Trek.

The princess bride.

Goonies

Machete and Machete Kills

Planet Terror

Dr. Sleep

Dreamscape

Hellraiser: Judgment in fact all the Hellraisers except the last one. That wasn’t a Hellraiser movie.

The Rocky movies except for 5.

First Blood

Platoon

Full Metal Jacket

Interview with a Vampire

Ice Pirates

Xanadu, I’ve seen it so many times it’s best to not watch with me.

For that matter the Bill & Ted movies, all 3 should not be viewed with me unless you want to hear all the dialog from me.

Big Trouble in Little China

Clue

Free Guy

Most the marvel and DC shit.

Wizards

Mirror Mask

Photographing Fairies

Every Alien movie and the Predator movies.

Starship troopers.

Super troopers

Slammin’ Salmon

The American pie series

Nefarious

And many more.

I used to work at 2 video stores and a theater.

If you notice I don’t like many new movies because I’ve already seen it somewhere else.

How many times can someone get revenge and make it interesting?